*True Confessions*

[naughtygirl]

Read through all that I missed....just reaffirms for me how amazing you all are, how connected we all are although geographically seperated, and how happy I am that Jewelz started this thread -- glad you saturday was awesome sweet one, you rock!!!!

Afternoon confessions....

*was "caught" on the phone by him, the song Corazon Espinado by Santana flooding my house, me dancing in the kitchen like a big dork, and smiling

*lol its very very rare that I wake up wanting to dance

*CANT STOP SMILING!!!!!!!

*beat yet another record this morning...6 in 10, one rolled right into another

*wishes he was here to kiss me, hold me, make love to me

*upset to hear my brother had an argument with my mother this morning....thinks he is too sweet for his own good at times and glad he told my mother what he really thought

*took some great advice and didnt let my mother get to me, stopped her in her tracks, hung up with her before she could get very far

*plans to have dinner with the boys...*sigh*

*needs to do something around my house!!!!!

*not looking forward to work tomorrow, wish I could stay cocooned in this feeling

*have to train teachers most of the morning *sigh*

*ok my dog is a huge dork!!!!!!!!! just rammed the back of my computer chair to get my attention, then flopped on her back, tail wagging, tongue out, wanting her pink belly to be rubbed....damn I love this dog

*going to see what else I missed, then shower and try to do something besides stand around my house, grinning like an idiot, and just looking at all the stuff I should be doing....

Hope you all have a great day! *big hugs*

NG

 

[Starfyre]

sorta!

Starfyre,

I just want to thank you.

You found me in the middle of the night, crying and feeling like such a terrible person. I was feeling so lonely and so lost. And like a really shitty person.

I don't know how you knew I need someone right then, but you did. You listened to my rants, and were so supportive. I was ready to leave Lit. but your friendship and warmth made me realize what I would miss if I did.

You made me smile and laugh, which was exactly what I needed more than anything!

Thank you!

*hugs* You made my day with that post... I'm glad I had fortunate timing last night! You listen to everyone... you give good advice... you are a great friend here and I'm glad we're becoming friends too. You listen to my rants, and usually I feel like my problems are not that bad (if I can just step back and see them... lol). Thank you for being there!

Don't you dare leave! grrr
I'll stay up late with you any time. =)
Take care!!

Starfyre

 

[SexyAmber]

Me strong??? I try to be, sometimes its just so exhausting.

I was just thinking how you inspire me . . .

awe sis *hugs*

 

[meop79]

You always make me laugh Meop...thanks!

anytime *kisses*

Meop79@yahoo.com

 

[SexyAmber]

I hope everyone is well

Lil Confessions

*is having a wonderful day*

*Glad an old friend is back*

*has a house full of single men here starting tonight ..my brother and all his friends, god help me they are slobs*

*I really...and I mean really don't want to go to work tommorrow*

*I need to go clean and eat*

*Needs to stop worrying about my friends and let them lead their own lives*

*sometimes my opinion is way too blunt but it is just because I care*

*I really like bar-b-que ribs..i mean I REALLY like them*

*kisses to all*

 

[Freya]

Drinking beer with friends - tis fun but I really am not in the mood.

Uncomfortable because my friend and her husband are breaking up and I'm friends with both....who do I stay friends with?

Bleh, houseful of people and I want them gone!!


Have a great day peeps!

 

[Jewelz]

Im back! No luck on the houses. But we had a wonderful dinner and a great place that is now dubbed my favorite restaurant "The LoneStar"...

We got a texas rose (blooming onion) and texas fries..for appetizers, i had a salad, he had chili. we both had filet mignon, grilled shrimp, steamed veggies. i had the best pina colada that i have ever had in my life!! mmmmmmmm.... and the filet just melted in my mouth. the waiter laughed at me cuz he walked by as i was making an orgasm face when i took a bite LOL...he said "ooo i see you approve"...LMAO!! we are still stuffed. great time.

went back to my sisters to pick up our girls...the baby was banged up again! her eye lids and nose are scratched to hell and back...sis says she doesnt know what happened.........UGH! her son and daughter are spending the night here...so i have 5 kids ages 6, 5, 4, 2 and 19 mths here!!!!!! LOL and hubby leaves to go back to work tomorrow.

*kisses* to everyone and Happy 27th Birthday Phelan!!

 

[Jewelz]

Well doesnt this just figure? Im here and no one is here to play with me........*pout*

Miss ya!

 

[warriorpoet]

Confession

I am here because of the strength and compassion that has been shown me....Thank You Amber!

I have forgotten what is to feel good about myself and realize that somone could care about me for me. I have allowed others to place all blame on me for there actions and then I try to fix everything by giving up a little more of myself. I hurt because the person that should be there to help is not, and that I am happy with the thought that I don't want that relationship anymore. I am optimistic because I have alot to give and if that special somone can be my love, I will make everyday a chance to show what I feel inside!

*I love to snuggle

*share

*do absolutely nothing with a day, but with that one person it is only surpassable by the day that follows.

*kiss

*see the unspoken feelings in the others eyes...for those are greater than any words.

*nervous twinge and excitement by just seeing that one person or hearing there voice

*losing track of time

*I love the chance at having a tomorrow that is even greater than the day before.

MLFA
Warriorpoet

 

[TantaLiza]

I have a new theme song....hope you like the words...

Anything but Ordinary

Sometimes I get so weird I freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep it's my lullaby
Sometimes I drive so fast just to feel the danger
I want to scream it makes me feel alive

Is it enough to love is it enough to breath
Somebody rip my heart out and leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die somebody save my life I'd rather be
Anything but ordinary please

To walk within the lines would make my life so boring!
I want to know that I have been to the extreme
So knock me off my feet come on now
Give it to me anything to make me feel alive

Chorus

Let down your defenses use no common sense
If you look you will see that this world is a
Beautiful, accident, turbulent, succulent, opulent
permenant no way I wanna taste it don't wanna
waste it away.

Chorus

Avril Lavigne....Let Go

 

[TantaLiza]

Now for confession....

*had an awesome day out on the yacht....

*thought of Him....

*read an erotic novel...Whispers in the Night....fantasy filled for sure...

*drank 3 Smirnof Ice...daughter bitched at me....

*displayed skin that hadn't been exposed to sun in over a year...maybe more...lol

*didn't burn but do have LOTS of new freckles on my creamy white skin...

*am sooooo glad I skipped out on housework today...

*took a whole roll of film on the river...started a second....

*going to develope it and see if any turned out good...may post one if I can figure out how....lol

*wants to hear that deep voice in the night....

*damn...less than 10 hrs and I'll be back to work....

*wonder if they really missed me??

*I missed them and my special customers...not the work

*I really need to go to bed kinda early tonight......

*know I won't be able to...never do on Sunday nights....

*missed Him bunches today.....


Enough for now...more tomorrow....

Hope everyone starts out their week on a good note!!!


Hugs!!

Liza

 

[Marilyth]

Tonite's confession...

* Didn't get talked into going out tonite. Stood my ground and watched Six Feet Under & Sex in the City. Taking my time until my other show comes on at 9pm.

* Wish my friends weren't hurting on the inside.

* Talked to my parents for the first time in 3 weeks. Kept getting told how to go about getting a job, even after changing the subject. Started crying and told my dad, that's why I'm in therapy... I can't stand not being able to do things. I think he finally got it.

* Mom thinks it's easy to get out of a contract. She wants me to go down there with them. I'd rather be homeless on the street. I'd kill them first, because they both drive me insane!

* Feel accomplished today because I have an agenda for tomorrow. I have a clean room. It's supposed to rain here tonite.

* Wishes there was a good reason to relive last night, rather than frustration and anger.

* Wishes she could have been there...

Thanks Freya & Meop. Things will get better, right? That's what everyone keeps telling me. Please let me believe it and let it happen!!

Naded... don't know what to say. I know what you are feeling. Because I've experienced the same thing with the closest person in my life. But she was 14 when he died in her arms. I've almost blocked out that night from my memory. And it was 10 years ago. I'm sorry. That's all I can say.

 

[SexyAmber]

Re: Confession

I am here because of the strength and compassion that has been shown me....Thank You Amber!

I have forgotten what is to feel good about myself and realize that somone could care about me for me. I have allowed others to place all blame on me for there actions and then I try to fix everything by giving up a little more of myself. I hurt because the person that should be there to help is not, and that I am happy with the thought that I don't want that relationship anymore. I am optimistic because I have alot to give and if that special somone can be my love, I will make everyday a chance to show what I feel inside!

WP,

I am so proud of you! I am glad you came back to Lit and came here especially, this is such a support system here and these people will soon see what a wonderful person you are...I know that was hard for you to share and I am so proud of you

*hugs tight*

Hi Liza!!!

 

[Jewelz]

*is very bored

*wishes i had a playmate online to get wicked with tonight

*its hot and muggy here tonight. doesnt even feel like my ac is working right

*a child is now crying upstairs...hubby is tending to them. bless him.

*im soo very sore still.

*did i mention how BORED i am?

*wishes he was home when i called him earlier *sigh*

 

[SexyAmber]

*is very bored

*wishes i had a playmate online to get wicked with tonight

*its hot and muggy here tonight. doesnt even feel like my ac is working right

*a child is now crying upstairs...hubby is tending to them. bless him.

*im soo very sore still.

*did i mention how BORED i am?

*wishes he was home when i called him earlier *sigh*

*licks Jewelz*

hi Marilyth

 

[Jewelz]

Welcome to Confessional WP!!!! *big tight hugs*

 

[Marilyth]

*licks Jewelz*

hi Marilyth

Hey there sexylady

 

[Jewelz]

*licks Jewelz*

*giggles* one down and 6 to go babes

 

[Freya]

Re: Confession

I am here because of the strength and compassion that has been shown me....Thank You Amber!

I have forgotten what is to feel good about myself and realize that somone could care about me for me. I have allowed others to place all blame on me for there actions and then I try to fix everything by giving up a little more of myself. I hurt because the person that should be there to help is not, and that I am happy with the thought that I don't want that relationship anymore. I am optimistic because I have alot to give and if that special somone can be my love, I will make everyday a chance to show what I feel inside!

*I love to snuggle

*share

*do absolutely nothing with a day, but with that one person it is only surpassable by the day that follows.

*kiss

*see the unspoken feelings in the others eyes...for those are greater than any words.

*nervous twinge and excitement by just seeing that one person or hearing there voice

*losing track of time

*I love the chance at having a tomorrow that is even greater than the day before.

MLFA
Warriorpoet

Welcome WP, I don't know you, but if you come with the recommendation from Amber you have got to be great. This is a great place to let it all out...let out the poison, or the good feelings. Tis a great bunch of people here, I have really come to admire most of them. Like I said, you don't know me and I'm still a bit of an untested newbie here, but if you need a friend...please feel free to yell, k?

Jewelz hunny, I'm here for a few minutes. I am feeling so good for you the last two days.

Marilyth, it WILL get better....it has to. Sending you warm wishes and positive thoughts.

Liza, you are so cute. I love Avril Lavigne...an impressive example of fine Canadian talent.

Amber, you're still the best.....to you:






edited to fix bad spelling due to alcohol

 

[oceanbaby28]

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[Jewelz]

Welcome to confessional OB!!!!!!

Your post made me giggle!!

CONGRATZ on your 100th post!! cant wait to see your AV!!

Can I come on the cruise too and stay up late doing girlie things too?? purdy please!!!??

 

[redelicious]

Good Evening Everyone!

Marilyth I am sure it will get better. You keep at it

Jewelz - whatcha running there, a day car??? You must have nerves of steel, LOL.

OceanBaby, I SAW that Robing Williams thing! Wasn't he HYSTERICAL????? I don't often laugh out loud like that, but damn (especially the end).

My only confession-

*I'm pretty sure the baby will be weaned soon, whether he likes it or not. He doesn't latch on anymore, just bites. Today he even said it "Booby Bitey! Booby Bitey!" (sigh, he calls me booby ) Not sure how I feel about this . . .


Red

 

[naughtygirl]

Welcome WP! Amber speaks highly of you....and since she does then you definately got to be OK in my book....hope you continue to come back!

Hi my favorite ladies....hope you all are well tonight.

Evening confessions....

*best friend showed up at 4:30 today instead of 6...*sigh* I was trying to get stuff done. Said he hasnt seen enough of me this week and after 12 years I was obligated to come play with him...he really is very needy for me at times *secretly loves that*

*sat on the deck at the boys house, had a beer and just laughed with them...they said I look like Im glowing...hmmmmm lol

*am very amused by their puppy, hes a total spazz

*watched sex in the city....i miss NYC at times....couldnt help but wonder where life would have taken me in the city if I had never met K....still feel angry at myself that I left like that...need to move past that anger

*LOL -- I LOVED FLEET WEEK!

*collects children's books

*turning 30 is making me look back on my life...torn with happy at how far I have come....and but also wish I was further along

*looking forward to his call tonight

*trying desperately to push doubts/fears away from me...is doing a pretty good job so far...but sometimes they creep up on me

*feel like I really cant talk to anyone in RL about how close I feel to him in such a short amount of time, dont want to hear crap about me meeting him online, some of my friends wouldnt take it seriously...and that pisses me off! my feelings are valid.

*wonders how I got so lucky to have him come into my life, even if nothing comes of it...wants something to come from it...but is just trying to take it one day at a time

well Im going to go play....Pleasant night, my dear sweet friends!

NG

 

[oceanbaby28]

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