*True Confessions*

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Very early morning confessions....

*hasnt read through what I missed yet, wants to stay in my own moment for the time being....but hopes all of your evenings were pleasant and I love you all here who post...will catch up tomorrow

*let my dog out so that I am able to dream of him without her interrupting me...

*just got off the phone, didnt want to leave him

*has a smile on my face and it feels really good...dont want it to ever leave

*the more I learn, the more I fall

*really thinks we could market him and make some cash off the "New Ideas for Masturbation" thread LOL

*I am completely overwhelmed by his goodness, his kindness, his sweetness, his intelligence, his beautiful eyes, his sensitivity, his smile, his voice, his laugh, his sense of humor, his honesty....HE OVERWHELMES ME WITH HAPPINESS

*cant help but wonder how this happened, how is this possible

Going to bed all. *kisses my dearest friends softly good night*

NG
 
Batchoohus said:
* i confess that after this shit high day...
*and with my un natural ....feeling sometimes.....
*id on't understand myself
*or why i am so immature about this stupid thing....
*stupid me
stupid
stupid
stupid
i am stupid......

and I need to leave ehre..what the fuck was I thinking?????????????????????????????????
like some high school..thing...............
get over it

get over it
get over it

like an idiot.like an idiot
* and I want to punch someone
* ifeel violent
i feel angry.....
and hurt.like a little puppy
little pathetic puppy
not going to talk about it any more

Batch sister,

I must agree with what the others said, having feelings for someone is not unnatural at all. I am sorry that you are hurting so deeply. I can deduct from what you wrote in the above that you had feelings for someone that either aren't returned or are no longer. That is never an easy thing. Percieved rejection, nomatter here or in real life does sting. But it is not always you ..sometimes you are a perfect person, just not perfect for them.

I agree with SC, internet crushes are difficult. The level of your feelings here can be like a roller coaster. It is both passionate and dangerous. All I can say is find the love within yourself and for yourself and the rest will be ok. I am sorry that you are hurting just remember it is always darkest before the dawn.

My thoughts are with you
Amber
 
Zeta, thank you for sharing

SC darling if you need anything I can be really silly and make you laugh and smile...it is one of the perks of being dorky!

Star - *hugs*

Naded my big brother, I hope you are feeling better and even if not in the mood for hugs or smiling I will say this to you...

"Can you hear me now?....good"

*grins at him*

Get better big brother and know I am here if you need me, and I am sorry I wasn't here to listen last night your PM made me sad.

*doing big air hugs to you and blowing you kisses since you don't want them*


NG I am soo happy for you
 
Haven't wandered thru lately....

and probably should. Those who hurt always have my empathy, as I have spent too much of life in too much pain - much of it by my own ignorance. My hopes and blessings to all. We come out on the other side of Life Events by going thru them....wish it weren't so, but it is. Best not to do it alone....
 
Less than 24 hrs and I'll be back to work...have realized that I'll miss Lit....and Him....VERY much....


Confession...

*hope that the truck we unload on Monday's is decent...not a lot of trash...

*hopes that I can contain my happiness to the degree that one of my co-workers won't try to dim it....

*secretly thinks that she could benefit from Lit...but it's beneath her....

*turned over in His arms again this morning....then woke up......

*is GOING to get my hiney in gear today and be ready for the coming week...no matter how bad I don't want it.....

*am already missing Him....

*need to wash clothes, make up bed with fresh sheets and clean up a bit...

*really has a phobia about "Frosty the Snowman"....

*wants to see "Stuart Little 2"...

*have never been this happy...

*Am so glad that I met Him...

*needs to figure out why I can't sign on to Lit...it's killing me!!!

*hope I don't have too many PMs that should have been answered...

*wishes that my daughter wouldn't start out the day bitchin to or about me....puts me on edge...

*need to buy stamps...

*uhhh....well...I'm very satiated right now...*eg*

*gonna go fix some breakfast...eggs with cheese, grits and maybe a sausage or two....


.........more to cum...before bedtime...


Have a great Sunday everyone....Hugs....

Liza
 
Good morning. I sat here for the past 30 minutes reading yesterdays posts and my heart is just so warm to see so much love, support and sharing. I love so much that we can find comfort in each other here. You are all so very wonderful. My love, support, hugs, concern, thoughts and prayers go out to everyone that confessed such "heavy" and personal things yesterday. I love ya'll

the party for my parents was EXCELLENT!!! my mom was totally surprised and cried. my step dad said he didnt know about it til he saw some cars in the parking lot that he recognized. ugh! but it was fabulous.

i have never danced so much in my life and i am extremely sore!! LOL i drowned my worries and tears away last night for laughter, dance, fun and celebration. felt very good!! im still beaming at how many people showed up and helped make this special for my mom. never got home til after midnight. very very tired. and sore. didnt do the pics or sex last night because of the soreness from dancing.....fell right to sleep! made up for that this morning ;) still no pics...next weekend.

am going to be leaving in a bit to go look for houses with my hubby. he is so sexy. i love his new hair cut and hilights. totally changed his looks. he told me that he got turned on watching me dance.....was grinding some women on the dance floor ;)

really could go for a full body massage right now....i did get my feet and legs and back rubbed last night.....ahhhhhh heaven!

nothing can ruin my good mood today!! nothing!

gonna go surfing some threads quick before i leave....hope to see ya'll tonight!!

much love!!!
 
sunday....

forgive mother for I have sinned..
* I am a grown up and as such....need to be nice to myself...
*can't paly all the time..
* forgot that rule...
if you play.people die..
so i will be serious agin.....
closing that door......
* need to clean off the sewing table/door which is parked in the living room.....
I confess that I did not go to Darkwell........i should have gone and but my son went.
* i confess that I take great pride in the clothing that I finished for my friends to wear to the wedding.......the crimson doublet came out beautifuly, the deep dark blue brocade Irish dress made Step look so gorgeous......and I lent her one of my chemises....i wish i could have captured the look on her face when she tried the whole thing on......the delight indescribably..when she saw the long bag sleeves.....I thinkI should make her one or two.........she deserves that feeling...how did she say it?....I feel pretty....and I finished Lady L's bodice.....the boning ws a bitch because she is pregnant and I did not want it to cause her discomfort.......oh well and good....
* i love sewing.......there is joy there...fabric is bliss and constructing something beautiful for myself or friends......is beter than a kiss
but now I must start work on the children's portfolios..do a couple of parent/teacher conference reports.....and assess where these children are at....
* on my sewing table is my great beast of a sewing machine as old as I am.
Sears Kenmore......at least thirty years old....my tin of spools of thread.the bobbin book.....scraps of cloth.....my Fiskers scissors......pinking shears..a tin of all different sizes of needles.....the drafted patterns...the pellon altered patterns...instruction sheets.....a bin of bias tapes.laces....the celtic pewter buttons.....a long handle basket that I use for bits of thread and trimmings from seams....my bolt cutters couldn't find my wire cutters.so I had to use the bolt cutters to cut boning to size........the block of wood, my hammer, the lemon/lime tine with all the brass grommets.....lollllooolololo...
* I confess that Angus needs his two norse tunics....and I need to finish the black velvet cape and cut the deep green velvet cap out......finish the two Lentners/ gambesons for my fighters, and my velvet Irish dress for court.......for Frost Dragon in November..or maybe for Great Western in the Fall

I am better....such a day yesterday....i am going to not think about giving my affections away...................right.....if they want me...then they must pass a series of tests........and i ain't dancing this dance.................
how could I leave here.........
* i teel things here that I never utter even in the real time confessional, my priest would have a heart a ttack if he knew......
Bright Blessings and Merry Meet to all!!!!
see I am a grown up.......locking myself away within myself.........I retreat into the mists..and re enter my castle....strong and determined to remain...unfettered............
love like......trust........hurt.....misunderstanding..
unrequited
feelings........
oooohhhhhhhh
they remain outside my keep.
 
ok ok it seems everyone has confessed here,i guess i should

am so thankful lit chat brought jenny and I together

so very excited and very happy that jenny and I will be together for real starting in October

want so very very much to make her the happiest lady ever lived,but worry if i can really show her how happy and loved she makes me, will have to use something other than words, words cant fathom my love for her.

worry(i guess worry is my forte today) about wether she will enjoy living in Omaha. Omaha and nyc are soooooo different. I know our love is strong enough for the differences ,I just want her to be happy and worry about her liking her new enviroment.

wishing today was october first.

so happy about my job situation now, jobs are starting to flood in. for awhile no opportunities, now I cant decide on which one to take. lol

happy about jewelz weekend, that she had fun and her mom was happy and suprized.

worried about my ldr friend,ebony and her hurt from her relationship ending. wishing i could put an arm around her and let her know things will be alright.

feel like doing something crazy or silly today
 
Sunday morning...

* woke up with a smile on my face - then the headache hit

* hate waking up with a headache

* was kept up WAY too late last night

* enjoyed it

* overcooked the breakfast sausage

* almost burned the hash browns

* need to get motivated and get finances in order

* need to take care of legal business

* thoughts keep drifting to Her

* love the morning greetings

* going to miss them

* hoping Nasty had fun with her guy last night

More later......................
 
Woke up so incredibly horny this morning...after 4 orgasms in the night, should one be THAT horny?

Reading Liza, NG and Nav's posts put such a big smile on my face....they sound so gushy!

Glad Jewelz had a good night, she needed it.

First coherent thought of the day was about him....took less time than usual to form a coherent thought.

Need to clean my house, have an appointment in the morning with an official person....don't want them thinking I'm a slob.

Hopes Batch and Naded are feeling much better today....it's a new day, sun is shining, I hope they are smiling.

So happy today, it's not natural....god he makes me feel so good!
 
naded said:
Thank you my friends


Thanks sis, means alot.

Of course Naded, I am sorry I wasn't here for you...you should have paged darlin.....

Today's

I am enjoying drinking my green tea and reading

I have a head ache

I am very concerned about my friend and hope he stays strong

I feel lazy today and would love to just lay with someone I like and talk and read and drink tea

Jewelz loved your hubbies picture! You two are cute cute
 
Been reading through all the confessionals-

Thanks to Jewelz for starting this thread. This is just an amazing place . . .

Amber- I would sure like to show that ex of yours some adversity.

Even though I don't really know any of you, you all have my heart.

:kiss: Red
 
Freya2 said:
Ever notice that sometimes having a shower and/or brushing your teeth, is almost as good as an orgasm? Almost!

Yes, But then I often masterbate in the shower so I guess it's not the same. :D
 
redelicious said:
Been reading through all the confessionals-

Thanks to Jewelz for starting this thread. This is just an amazing place . . .

Amber- I would sure like to show that ex of yours some adversity.

Even though I don't really know any of you, you all have my heart.

:kiss: Red

LOLOL Red, I love you sis that made my day! I have read all you have been through and just hope someday to be the strong woman you are. Thank you for your inspiration
 
True confessions

* I want to fuck every woman I see
* I want to lick every woman I see
* Always wondered what it feels like to have a hard cock in your mouth
* Want to have a MFM
* Want to have a MFF
* Want to watch my wife suck another cock & be fucked by him, or a third
* Want to taste my cum on your lips after you suck me
*:p
 
SexyAmber said:


LOLOL Red, I love you sis that made my day! I have read all you have been through and just hope someday to be the strong woman you are. Thank you for your inspiration

Me strong??? I try to be, sometimes its just so exhausting.

I was just thinking how you inspire me . . .

:heart:
 
Just a quickie...

*going out on the yacht....

*wish He could go too...

*will be thinking of Him...

*yeah, yeah...skipping out on the housework...:p

*hope I don't get burned....got my 50 sunscreen....

*hopes all are happy and healthy!!

....more to cum...

Hugs!

Liza:kiss:
 
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