This isn’t just jerking off anymore… who else gets lost in it?

I'm a very sexual guy in a non sexual life.

I love my wife. We don't have a super sexual life. I'm ok with that. I don't need or want anyone else. But my sexual energy builds and builds and builds. So I've become the master at satisfying myself ;)

I’ve built a little world around it.
Erotic stories and filthy fantasies are one outlet.
Toys are another, dildos, prostate toys, the works.
Sometimes it’s JOI, CEI, or anal JOI videos… though honestly, most fall short. Not enough new material. Not enough that really hits.

But when it does all line up?
The right JOI or story… paired with the perfect toy…
That’s the Super Bowl of the month.

So I’m curious, what’s your escape?
What gets you lost in it?
What makes your cock jump or clit tingle? Or keeps you on edge for hours?


Let’s talk about it.
The first part of this is on the noise, but I think I’m fortunate that I’m just starting my solo journey looking into way to sexually satisfy myself solo.

I love masterbating but some times it is just too quick and over way to fast. I’ve promised myself that I will find times and ways to make it last, edge, build up etc and then explore as I love it when I do build up and then go over the edge.

I’m looking into solo toy options and have started to explore myself anally too and I’m exited about this. I feel a new world ahead of me.
 
Wow there is a club for men that are into self pleasure. Very similar to @Mr. Briggs original post I have the time to truly enjoy my self pleasure. I'll find a story or an author and read the submissions. Recently this author hit a button that caused several self pleasure sessions.
https://www.literotica.com/s/like-minded-neighbors-ch-01

Other times I am fantasizing about the Instagram gals or Tiktok ladies that are pure thirst traps. I'm such a sucker for a lady flashing panties on Insta.
 
I'm a very sexual guy in a non sexual life.

I love my wife. We don't have a super sexual life. I'm ok with that. I don't need or want anyone else. But my sexual energy builds and builds and builds. So I've become the master at satisfying myself ;)

I’ve built a little world around it.
Erotic stories and filthy fantasies are one outlet.
Toys are another, dildos, prostate toys, the works.
Sometimes it’s JOI, CEI, or anal JOI videos… though honestly, most fall short. Not enough new material. Not enough that really hits.

But when it does all line up?
The right JOI or story… paired with the perfect toy…
That’s the Super Bowl of the month.

So I’m curious, what’s your escape?
What gets you lost in it?
What makes your cock jump or clit tingle? Or keeps you on edge for hours?


Let’s talk about it.
I am in the exact same position. Being kinky but staying faithful. Chatting and camming get me through.
 
Wow there is a club for men that are into self pleasure. Very similar to @Mr. Briggs original post I have the time to truly enjoy my self pleasure. I'll find a story or an author and read the submissions. Recently this author hit a button that caused several self pleasure sessions.
https://www.literotica.com/s/like-minded-neighbors-ch-01

Other times I am fantasizing about the Instagram gals or Tiktok ladies that are pure thirst traps. I'm such a sucker for a lady flashing panties on Insta.
Dropped many loads to this story.
 
I'm a very sexual guy in a non sexual life.

I love my wife. We don't have a super sexual life. I'm ok with that. I don't need or want anyone else. But my sexual energy builds and builds and builds. So I've become the master at satisfying myself ;)

I’ve built a little world around it.
Erotic stories and filthy fantasies are one outlet.
Toys are another, dildos, prostate toys, the works.
Sometimes it’s JOI, CEI, or anal JOI videos… though honestly, most fall short. Not enough new material. Not enough that really hits.

But when it does all line up?
The right JOI or story… paired with the perfect toy…
That’s the Super Bowl of the month.

So I’m curious, what’s your escape?
What gets you lost in it?
What makes your cock jump or clit tingle? Or keeps you on edge for hours?


Let’s talk about it.
I am in a similar situation with my wife she is no longer interested in sex. My thing is now meeting people on line swapping fantasy’s and in doing so connecting. I also like to exchange intimate pictures. I am also into wearing panties.
 
The stuff that gets me going most is...all the stuff that isn't "me." At least, not the IRL me. I'm a big man, broad shouldered, strong, masculine. People throughout my life have expected me to fit a certain mold: Decisive, commanding, forceful.

So my fantasies, the ones that keep me awake at all hours, are ones where I lay all of that down. I'm submissive, surrendered, vulnerable, and for all of that, I'm taken advantage of, even abused. I revel in having it all stripped from me, being used by stronger, better men and commanding women. The particulars of what they do to me is hot, but nowhere near as much as the powerlessness (and lack of will) I have to resist them.

Impossible dreams, to be sure, given the realities of my marriage to a woman who has no real interest in her own sexual fulfillment, and even less in mine. Nonetheless, the fantasies persist.
No one would blame you for living some out your fantasies then.
 
No one would blame you for living some out your fantasies then.
Im sure you could find someone on this site to role play on DM about tying you face down to the bed and spanking your big, manly hairy ass and make you whimper like a little pussy. You try to hide your stiffening cock as he slides a finger up your back door entrance…oh, wait…sorry
 
I'm a very sexual guy in a non sexual life.

I love my wife. We don't have a super sexual life. I'm ok with that. I don't need or want anyone else. But my sexual energy builds and builds and builds. So I've become the master at satisfying myself ;)

I’ve built a little world around it.
Erotic stories and filthy fantasies are one outlet.
Toys are another, dildos, prostate toys, the works.
Sometimes it’s JOI, CEI, or anal JOI videos… though honestly, most fall short. Not enough new material. Not enough that really hits.

But when it does all line up?
The right JOI or story… paired with the perfect toy…
That’s the Super Bowl of the month.

So I’m curious, what’s your escape?
What gets you lost in it?
What makes your cock jump or clit tingle? Or keeps you on edge for hours?


Let’s talk about it.
People like you ☺️💋
 
I love knowing that someone might be or is watching me pleasuring myself, whether from a window in one of the neighboring high rises or when in a hotel while traveling, and since I started making little clips of my enjoyment I’ll admit that the occasional “tribute” clips I receive in return excite me to no end! 😍😈🎥🍆💦💦👀

https://vlix.io/video/6eec8cd311bec6d87891/
 
I love knowing that someone might be or is watching me pleasuring myself, whether from a window in one of the neighboring high rises or when in a hotel while traveling, and since I started making little clips of my enjoyment I’ll admit that the occasional “tribute” clips I receive in return excite me to no end! 😍😈🎥🍆💦💦👀

https://vlix.io/video/6eec8cd311bec6d87891/
Great video. Huge cock and cum. That must have made you soaking wet.
 
I love knowing that someone might be or is watching me pleasuring myself, whether from a window in one of the neighboring high rises or when in a hotel while traveling, and since I started making little clips of my enjoyment I’ll admit that the occasional “tribute” clips I receive in return excite me to no end! 😍😈🎥🍆💦💦👀

https://vlix.io/video/6eec8cd311bec6d87891/
I was watching a video... probably in the "what was the last video that got you off?!" thread, and it was a girl getting fucked and she had a lovely ass. Later in the video he moved to fucking her ass... and they were in front of an open window, trail of cars in the background. So beautiful somehow.
 
I'm a very sexual guy in a non sexual life.

I love my wife. We don't have a super sexual life. I'm ok with that. I don't need or want anyone else. But my sexual energy builds and builds and builds. So I've become the master at satisfying myself ;)

Same as mate. My wife lost sexual interest a long time ago, but I love her and its never been an issue for me.

Before I met my wife I was an avid wanker and would edge daily. It got to the point where a quick wank was never enough so I didn't bother if I couldn't edge. Same now. I stay away from home 1 night most weeks for work and that is my time. I'm unsociable anyway so by the time dinner with colleagues is done I'm back in my room by 8.30pm where I'd spend the next couple or 3 hours edging. Watching videos (straight and gay) on my laptop and reading stories on my tablet, switching between the 2 with my favourite silicone masturbator, putting off the inevitable orgasm as long as possible. Doimg that once a week is more than enough for me to get by.

When I am at home I love nothing more than sneaking stories and videos when my wife is out of the room. I love being aroused and leaking profusely into my underwear whenever I get a chance. The objective is never to wank and never to cum either, but its not a test to not cum, that's just not the point for me. Just the arousal is enough. Ill save the cumming for when I'm alone in a hotel. I have so much precum as well that its an incredible turn on just feeling it leak.

Fuck I'm horny now just typing this.
 
Every once in a while, when I'm spending the night alone, I'll do my little ritual.

Smoke a joint while watching something slow (or slowed down), out on the balcony with the earbuds on. Halfway through I'll be hard with a wet patch on the crotch of my shorts, while people walk beneath me, talking about whatever they talk about.

By the time my head starts swimming, my hard on would be aching and I'll be in my own little world filled with slutty indian village belles aiming to please me.

The bedroom would be dark except for one scented candle, and the AC would be just right. The small vibrator would be next to the bed and the room would smell of jasmine and lemongrass.

Id blow out the candle, and depending on how I'm feeling, go for another joint right away, or edge for a bit. Shorts off, eyes closed, the dull throb of the vibrator reverberating through my aching cock and balls, I'll switch to an erotic ASMR playlist, mixed with the sound of anklet bells.

And then, i'd float. No gripping my cock, no squeezing my balls, just the throb of the vibrator on my engorged, tight shaft.

I would feel the lava building at the base of my balls, I would feel the familiar tingling in my spine. I would raise the volume, or take another deep breath and smoke another joint.

Rinse and repeat for an hour, hour and a half or so, working the vibrator all over my cock head, the sensitive parts of my shaft and the knot underneath, until howling like a wounded animal, thrashing like an earthquake hit me, I splatter all over myself and my sheets.
 
The stuff that gets me going most is...all the stuff that isn't "me." At least, not the IRL me. I'm a big man, broad shouldered, strong, masculine. People throughout my life have expected me to fit a certain mold: Decisive, commanding, forceful.

So my fantasies, the ones that keep me awake at all hours, are ones where I lay all of that down. I'm submissive, surrendered, vulnerable, and for all of that, I'm taken advantage of, even abused. I revel in having it all stripped from me, being used by stronger, better men and commanding women. The particulars of what they do to me is hot, but nowhere near as much as the powerlessness (and lack of will) I have to resist them.

Impossible dreams, to be sure, given the realities of my marriage to a woman who has no real interest in her own sexual fulfillment, and even less in mine. Nonetheless, the fantasies persist.
Yep. That last part especially. When we used to have sex and after years of trying used a “toy” she came like freight train. Then said oh it was ok. LoL. Wow.
 
Jacking off to vivid memories of my hands and mouth full of throbbing cocks. Of many males that I've given passionate blow jobs to, the different tastes of cum in my mouth. How dirty I felt being fucked up my tight ass. Gay video's and stories get me crazed with list. And the finale of eating all of my semen. . .

Primal, hot male on male sex is the best.
 
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