Tell us something about yourself

[DreamSensualist]

I've been living in Indonesia where I was able to do some diving, spend quality time with the kids (I had a nanny, which felt really weird, but let me spend time one child for special time every now & then) & travel quite a bit.

Now I'm home, in my old house and apart from wishing I coiled be at the bottom of the ocean, there is no place I'd rather be. It kind of feels like that scene in "St Elmo's Fire" when she says "It was my apartment, my kitchen, my PB sandwich"..... I feel at home, nit just physically, but emotionally and I love it.

 

[Kurokami]

Oh Christmas babies

You could be lucky and they will be born in Jan, subsequent birthday presents can be bought in the sales

Oh, you will have a fabulous time being parents xxx

That's a very good point! Frankly, I think it'd be kind of cool if they were born on new years day: every year it'd be like the whole world was celebrating their birthday. Damn, am I getting more sacharrine now that I'm almost a parent?

Also, I'm already kind of haivng a fun time being a parent: that pregnancy belly my wife's got going on... it's kind of hot.

 

[CorruptedInnocence]

That's a very good point! Frankly, I think it'd be kind of cool if they were born on new years day: every year it'd be like the whole world was celebrating their birthday. Damn, am I getting more sacharrine now that I'm almost a parent?

Also, I'm already kind of haivng a fun time being a parent: that pregnancy belly my wife's got going on... it's kind of hot.

Awwh c: Well thats good

Hummm something about myself.
I love silk and satin x3 just love how they feel against my skin, But mostly cause my skins very sensitive especially with fabric, i cant handle rougher fabrics at all so my entire wardrobe is pretty much silk polyester satin leather, a few really nice cotton things, lawl and some latex stuff that my gf loves on me x3

 

[CurvAppeal]

Sorry that I have not been present, once again, on my own thread. I'm quite horrible aren't I? he he The current apartment that I live in does not have internet, nor does my phone, sorry!!

I moved in with my co-worker, Troy, because of needing to move out of my parents house etc etc. We were getting along great, been fuck buddies he he n what not up until last Thursday night.

I invited one of my guy friends over, Mike, who I have known for only about a week. We watched a movie around 12:30 a.m and the movie got done around 2:30 a.m. So, I told him to make himself comfortable while I change into a different outfit. Then he started talking to me while I was changing, so when I was finished I walked out of the room with my bra and shirt in my hand (which I was going to throw into the hamper). I set it on the couch and just began talking to him and forgot I laid it there. I showed my friend Leah, my next door neighboor my new dildo, unused, and set it on the kitchen table. So right when the movie was over and I was getting ready to take mike home (we did not fuck), my roommate Troy walks through the door.

My friend Mike goes up to shake his hand and Troy backs up and says "Watch your step in my house brother, watch your fucking step." And Mike left the house. Then Troy asks me, so, "Were you two fucking in my home?" And I said umm no, why? Blah blah blah.

So Troy goes to his room and says, "Yeah, we are not fuck buddies anymore, nor are we friends." And I go, "Wtf, why? Over something so stupid like this? Wtf did I do anyways?"

Basically he told me I have to ask permission to bring anyone over and he has to interview them first. I told him NO. I pay half rent, half utilities, half cable and all internet, I cook for you, I clean, I act like your fucking wife. I deserve to have a social life and you do NOT control me. And he goes, when you are in my home, yes I do control you. And I said from now on, when you walk by me anywhere in this apartment, do not look at me, do not even walk by me, and do not even speak one word around me, I do not want to hear you even breathe, you are dead to me.

He calls me a Bitch all the time, disrespected my mother when she was at the apartment. All in all I am ready to gtfo!!!

 

[HottieMama]

Sorry that I have not been present, once again, on my own thread. I'm quite horrible aren't I? he he The current apartment that I live in does not have internet, nor does my phone, sorry!!

I moved in with my co-worker, Troy, because of needing to move out of my parents house etc etc. We were getting along great, been fuck buddies he he n what not up until last Thursday night.

I invited one of my guy friends over, Mike, who I have known for only about a week. We watched a movie around 12:30 a.m and the movie got done around 2:30 a.m. So, I told him to make himself comfortable while I change into a different outfit. Then he started talking to me while I was changing, so when I was finished I walked out of the room with my bra and shirt in my hand (which I was going to throw into the hamper). I set it on the couch and just began talking to him and forgot I laid it there. I showed my friend Leah, my next door neighboor my new dildo, unused, and set it on the kitchen table. So right when the movie was over and I was getting ready to take mike home (we did not fuck), my roommate Troy walks through the door.

My friend Mike goes up to shake his hand and Troy backs up and says "Watch your step in my house brother, watch your fucking step." And Mike left the house. Then Troy asks me, so, "Were you two fucking in my home?" And I said umm no, why? Blah blah blah.

So Troy goes to his room and says, "Yeah, we are not fuck buddies anymore, nor are we friends." And I go, "Wtf, why? Over something so stupid like this? Wtf did I do anyways?"

Basically he told me I have to ask permission to bring anyone over and he has to interview them first. I told him NO. I pay half rent, half utilities, half cable and all internet, I cook for you, I clean, I act like your fucking wife. I deserve to have a social life and you do NOT control me. And he goes, when you are in my home, yes I do control you. And I said from now on, when you walk by me anywhere in this apartment, do not look at me, do not even walk by me, and do not even speak one word around me, I do not want to hear you even breathe, you are dead to me.

He calls me a Bitch all the time, disrespected my mother when she was at the apartment. All in all I am ready to gtfo!!!

Curv, I don't know you from a can of paint so feel free to tell me to fuck off if you want, but this situation SOUNDS very dangerous for you. This guy sounds like he has the potential to be volatile and is currently bordering on abusive IMO. (Ok...actually more than bordering, IMO...but I don't want to come off wrong.) PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE be careful and try to find another place to stay ASAP.

 

[Kurokami]

Curv, your little friend there sounds like a real piece of work. I mean, I don't know you either, so feel free to completely disregard me, but that little rant there? Bordering on psychotic, and trust me, I've known a few of those. Hope it works out okay for you in the end

I too have been moving recently, or at least packing up my shit to get the hell out of my apartment and into my brand new house (woo!) hopefully by the end of the month so I don't have to pay any more rent. There's a freakin' enormous palm tree in the front yard which, after seeing it on a windy day, I had cut down before we even think about moving in; it's tall as hell, sitting right above my new bedroom, and it sways quite unsettlingly in the wind. I can imagine it snapping, vividly, and ending up in my lap one night.

Also, therapy tomorrow morning, for the first time in years. I'd prefer not to go, but ever since my father graciously decided to ram himself back into my life, I keep having nightmares and flashbacks about all those times he tried to murder me. Since I find that so much fun, I've decided to take the first step to get it rectified, hopefully before my daughters are born. Feels good to be taking a positive step, so here's hoping I can have a good night's sleep soon!

 

[TarevaChine]

Also, therapy tomorrow morning, for the first time in years. I'd prefer not to go, but ever since my father graciously decided to ram himself back into my life, I keep having nightmares and flashbacks about all those times he tried to murder me. Since I find that so much fun, I've decided to take the first step to get it rectified, hopefully before my daughters are born. Feels good to be taking a positive step, so here's hoping I can have a good night's sleep soon!

WOW and Holy Shit! I am sorry that you have had to deal with something like that! I applaud you for the steps you are taking! I wish you the best! Also, congrats on the twins and the new house. How exciting!


Curv: I agree with the other comments. If he is acting like that now, it will only get worse! As soon as you can, get the hell out of there.

 

[IrisAlthea]

Curv, one more vote for getting out of there ASAP.

 

[Kurokami]

WOW and Holy Shit! I am sorry that you have had to deal with something like that! I applaud you for the steps you are taking! I wish you the best! Also, congrats on the twins and the new house. How exciting!

Thank you. It looks like what's going on, both in my new therapist's (admittedly, early) opinion, and in my own memory of how this feels, is a nice little relapse of a few symptoms from my old post-traumatic stress disorder (when I said my dad tried to murder me, I wasn't fucking kidding around) Frankly, I don't really care what it is, so long as I can get healthy enough to sleep and exist day to day without suddenly flashing back to being drowned as a child.

Beyond all that, I do have a lot to be happy about! Tonight is my first night in my new home, since we decided that, since the new bed is already there (finally, enough room for a king size!) we should just start living there. And the twins, since we're now starting to think about what needs to be bought for them, and when. Good to remain positive~!

 

[TarevaChine]

Thank you. It looks like what's going on, both in my new therapist's (admittedly, early) opinion, and in my own memory of how this feels, is a nice little relapse of a few symptoms from my old post-traumatic stress disorder (when I said my dad tried to murder me, I wasn't fucking kidding around) Frankly, I don't really care what it is, so long as I can get healthy enough to sleep and exist day to day without suddenly flashing back to being drowned as a child.

Beyond all that, I do have a lot to be happy about! Tonight is my first night in my new home, since we decided that, since the new bed is already there (finally, enough room for a king size!) we should just start living there. And the twins, since we're now starting to think about what needs to be bought for them, and when. Good to remain positive~!

Well I hope that you are able to work through the negativity and put it behind you so you can focus on all the positive that is in your life! I hope your first night in the house was a good one!

 

[Mz_Cunningham]

I have a quick temper, I have often felt that it can be compared to a match, flares up quickly and then dies almost as quickly. It's something that I face with almost mixed pride, I don't like that I can get mad at the drop of the hat, but if something goes wrong in my relationship, I get angry, calm down, talk about it with her and then everything is sorted out.

It means also that I am not a violent person, I would even go so far as to say I'm a pacifist. I am a sexual sadist, but that's not about anger, I have never had angry sex, I don't find that arousing.

 

[Kurokami]

Well I hope that you are able to work through the negativity and put it behind you so you can focus on all the positive that is in your life! I hope your first night in the house was a good one!

I had an excellent night in my new house! In fact, I rather like living here in general. The neighbours are surprisingly tolerant of the noise level, and my job occasionally requires that I yell a lot.

So, my daughters have finally started kicking! Which is great and all, but I'm sort of wondering, as their father, whether that's the kind of behaviour I should be allowing. I mean, they are kicking their mother, here

 

[TarevaChine]

I had an excellent night in my new house! In fact, I rather like living here in general. The neighbours are surprisingly tolerant of the noise level, and my job occasionally requires that I yell a lot.

So, my daughters have finally started kicking! Which is great and all, but I'm sort of wondering, as their father, whether that's the kind of behaviour I should be allowing. I mean, they are kicking their mother, here

I am glad your first night was good. Hopefully many more! Wait until you are sleeping and they start kicking you......

 

[CurvAppeal]

Well... I came to found out the he was developing feelings for me, growing very fond of me, and I told him before he ever said anything that I was falling for him and that I don't want to.

So after I told him that it became evident that he felt the same, except for he didn't tell me because he didn't want to feel that way either. The reason to why he flipped out was because in his eyes, after I told him "Ur the only one I'm fucking and I'm fine with that" was because he viewed me as his woman. Not his property, but someone that he cared about and its why he lost his temper. He never got violent towards me. But I also broke a rule on the privacy issue. And that I barely knew him.

Anyways, I still have to move out and I have a month left to find a place. He found a new roommate and we'll still be great friends. But I told him that the rest of the stay, I will do what I want. And he said now that our feelings are cleared up and we are on the same page, I have no issue with that. I told him I am not a child, you do not decide who I hang out with and he agreed and understood. So I brought mike over again and they actually got along well.

But I appreciate every one's comments and remarks, as I do take to heart in any advice given. =)

 

[shewantsmore]

I enjoy a laugh and a drink but sometimes quick to get angry and wish i could change the past.

 

[CurvAppeal]

I enjoy a laugh and a drink but sometimes quick to get angry and wish i could change the past.

Couldn't agree with you more hun.

 

[HottieMama]

I think I need to "pop in" to an NA meeting sometime soon. I have 13 and a half years clean, but there's been a lot going on in my life and just for a moment tonight I had the "What's the worst that could happen if I got high one more time??" thought... I'm not going to use...but I know thoughts like that are the beginning of a slippery slope...

 

[CurvAppeal]

I think I need to "pop in" to an NA meeting sometime soon. I have 13 and a half years clean, but there's been a lot going on in my life and just for a moment tonight I had the "What's the worst that could happen if I got high one more time??" thought... I'm not going to use...but I know thoughts like that are the beginning of a slippery slope...

I used to do Narcotics, Hallucinogenics, Ecstasy etc etc... Its been about a year since I have been clean and every day is a fighting battle. Can never seem to go a day without something reminding me of it. So I feel your pain.

 

[chaoticDeviance]

I am a conservative, liberal hippie professional.

 

[Kurokami]

I am glad your first night was good. Hopefully many more! Wait until you are sleeping and they start kicking you......

Oh wow, I can't wait for that!

So I had a proper, honest to god PTSD flashback last night. That's been happening a bit more often lately, seems like my new meds aren't touching it. Apparently it's pretty unsettling for anyone watching me, too, but when my wife told me that I let her know that it wasn't exactly a picnic for me, either. Can't wait for it to happen out in public, so I can really be a crazy person.

 

[Holly Delight]

Some nights I cannot sleep so I may read threads and post a bit on Lit.

 

[Lizzie_Borden]

I now have a tattoo to go with my piercings.

 

[jet_nebula]

I have favorite coffee cups that I use day after day.
I'm a natural introvert struggling to become more of an extrovert.
I'm a dreamer who has his head in the clouds a little too much.

 

[RR71]

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[pussyg]

i love prosecco
i will have chickens one day!
And right now, i'm a very happy, horny pussy!