Suicide prevention

[Tryharder62]

Thank you. I’m okay. I mean I’m not well. But I have therapy scheduled for Monday. I’ve been thinking of cutting with razors..that might help me. I bought some today. I won’t kill myself I promise. I’m so sorry. You guys are great. I’m just not thinking straight. You’ve already helped me. Sometimes we just need to vent. I haven’t even watched porn in like 3 days. I think that’s a new record

Seriously man, when you are depressed the neurotransmitters in your brain are low...serotonin and dopamine. It just doesn't make you think the same. I know!!
Buddy up with someone and toss the razors. I won't make any recommendations about the porn.

Take FGB up on his offer until Monday at least! I'm pretty sure he would be a good one to vent to.

 

[DeluxAuto]

Thank you. I’m okay. I mean I’m not well. But I have therapy scheduled for Monday. I’ve been thinking of cutting with razors..that might help me. I bought some today. I won’t kill myself I promise. I’m so sorry. You guys are great. I’m just not thinking straight. You’ve already helped me. Sometimes we just need to vent. I haven’t even watched porn in like 3 days. I think that’s a new record

Don't start cutting. Those are permanent scars and could really hinder any kind of job offers or female companionship. Make it through the weekend, get to your therapist appointment, and spill your guts. You got this!

 

[Tryharder62]

Any thought at all and you are by yourself call the hotline:

1-800-273-8255

From this thread it looks like a lot of people care about you.

Me too

Kathy

 

[SunnyDays1]

Hi Seth !

Just checking in on you this morning, and hoping you didn't cut yourself with the razor blades.

Know that you're in my thoughts and praying that you'd get professional help.

As you can see, we all care about you and your well being........heart:


Hugs

 

[butters]

morning, seth, the weekend's almost over

what's your weather doing? we've got sunny skies, a light breeze, comfortable temps. a lovely day out there, the colours!

 

[Lollygirl26]

You are stronger than you think. By posting here is proof. My father took his life 2 yrs ago. No note no clue nothing. I do know i was one of his last thoughts (as he took off his ring i always joked about wanting). I fight with it daily knowing I wasn't enough to stop him. You have many hear that will listen to you

 

[SunnyDays1]

Good Morning Seth,

just dropping by to say hello.......

whew......made it through the weekend!

I hope this day will be the start of a new way of life for you, as you start therapy.


Best wishes,

 

[SunnyDays1]

thinking of you.....

 

[dolf]

I keep checking to see if he's come back to tell us he's alive.

 

[FataMorgana]

Me too. I'll even pm him a photo of me new holes if it cheers him up.

 

[RobDownSouth]

Thanks everyone. It was so intense this morning....I’m feeling much better

Good to hear. One day at a time, big guy. One day at a time.

 

[SunnyDays1]

Hi, beautiful......


came by to say hi......

 

[ThePlumTiger66]

Chatted with suicide prevention this morning. Don’t feel as bad, not crying anymore. Thinking about ripping up my suicide note. Tomorrow could be a worse day...tonight could be bad..

Sorry without close friends and family, venting to randomn internet strangers is all I have left. You take what you can get.

Thanks everyone. It was so intense this morning....I’m feeling much better

Thank you. I’m okay. I mean I’m not well. But I have therapy scheduled for Monday. I’ve been thinking of cutting with razors..that might help me. I bought some today. I won’t kill myself I promise. I’m so sorry. You guys are great. I’m just not thinking straight. You’ve already helped me. Sometimes we just need to vent. I haven’t even watched porn in like 3 days. I think that’s a new record

Stay off the internet.

Stop looking for sympathy, it will only enable you.

Do something about your life.

Action!!!

 

[sethp]

Alive. Did start therapy and new medication. And saw a doctor and did a mental health assessment. I’m doing everything I’m supposed to do. Should be starting a new workout routine. I haven’t been able to stop self harming (razors) but that’s okay. I’m coping ...I’m doing better. Thanks everyone.

 

[sethp]

Me too. I'll even pm him a photo of me new holes if it cheers him up.

You have new holes?

 

[SunnyDays1]

Thanks for the update Seth.....

happy to hear you're seeing a therapist

We're all here for you


Hugs

 

[butters]

Alive. Did start therapy and new medication. And saw a doctor and did a mental health assessment. I’m doing everything I’m supposed to do. Should be starting a new workout routine. I haven’t been able to stop self harming (razors) but that’s okay. I’m coping ...I’m doing better. Thanks everyone.

glad you checked in and the doc has you on a path to progression. there are no magic miracles, but each step will take you closer to your goal and further from the darkness.

be well, man

 

[IrezumiKiss]

You have new holes?

Seth, my guy, her new holes just might be better than her old holes!

and yeah, look...this particular year is a tough one to grind through, maybe the toughest for many. You ain't alone in this grind. I'm going through it, we all going through it. Whatever there is in your life that brings you joy in a healthy way for your mind and soul, even for a little moment in time, do it. Turn up your fave tunes (but mind your neighbors.) Eat your fave food. Watch your fave movie over and over. Wear your fave threads while even going to the grocery to pick up lettuce (if you're able to do so.)

Tie a knot in that rope and hang while climbing up one inch at a time, we got better days ahead of us, believe that.

https://media3.giphy.com/media/4Vtk42BGiL1T2/giphy.gif

 

[SunnyDays1]

well, Seth

Another weekend is approaching......

I know it's only been a few days, but I hope with the therapy & medication that you're feeling much better...



stay strong !

 

[Aglaopheme]

Alive. Did start therapy and new medication. And saw a doctor and did a mental health assessment. I’m doing everything I’m supposed to do. Should be starting a new workout routine. I haven’t been able to stop self harming (razors) but that’s okay. I’m coping ...I’m doing better. Thanks everyone.

These are crazy times. I am glad you are taking the steps you need to to stay on top of this. It’ll pass. I like Zumi’s advice. Also, get outside, get a happy light. The only place I disagree with him is blast your music if you like it loud.

 

[TwinkleStars]

I would love to share my information of how to cope. I have almost an encyclopedic knowledge of this and would be so glad to help someone. Send me a private message. I really would love to help you to help yourself feel better.

Hugs,
TwinkleStars

 

[stickygirl]

Alive. Did start therapy and new medication. And saw a doctor and did a mental health assessment. I’m doing everything I’m supposed to do. Should be starting a new workout routine. I haven’t been able to stop self harming (razors) but that’s okay. I’m coping ...I’m doing better. Thanks everyone.

Hey dude. Good news. If you get offered group therapy give it a try, if you'd prefer one-to-one try that, but don't expect either of those to fit your mood or need - sometimes you need to shop around therapists to find the right one.

If you need pills ( aka dietary supplements ) take them. If you were sick with gastric flu or kidney stones, then you'd do what your doctor tells you and accept what your body needs. This isn't any different. Cutting? I hear ya - it's like a symptom and fix all in one - keep everything clean... you know this.

 

[IsItBad]

seriously

Chatted with suicide prevention this morning. Don’t feel as bad, not crying anymore. Thinking about ripping up my suicide note. Tomorrow could be a worse day...tonight could be bad..

Sorry without close friends and family, venting to randomn internet strangers is all I have left. You take what you can get.

suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem
try to get out of your house and go visit someone
or go spend some time in a public place
try to replace the negative thoughts in your mind with some good thoughts
surely you have some positives somewhere you can find
when things seem terrible and as if you cant stand it any more......do nothing
it is bad to take actions when you are under emotional duress
if you can not calm your negative thoughts go to any emergency room
don't be ashamed.....just walk in and say you are suicidal
they will help you
please don't kill yourself
your life matters
there are many untold great things left for you to do
hang in there

PM me if you need someone to talk to

 

[ThePlumTiger66]

suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem

Sethp has mental problems, along with emotional issues.

Mental problems don't go away.

They are constant and forever.

If you're going to help someone with mental problem, don't bullshit them. They know when it's coming out of your mouth, which will keep them from relating to you.

 

[Lollygirl26]

Sethp has mental problems, along with emotional issues.

Mental problems don't go away.

They are constant and forever.

If you're going to help someone with mental problem, don't bullshit them. They know when it's coming out of your mouth, which will keep them from relating to you.

You are saying all mental problems never go away for anyone ever???? Hmmmm