Suicide prevention

[sethp]

Chatted with suicide prevention this morning. Don’t feel as bad, not crying anymore. Thinking about ripping up my suicide note. Tomorrow could be a worse day...tonight could be bad..

Sorry without close friends and family, venting to randomn internet strangers is all I have left. You take what you can get.

 

[shewantsmore]

Chatted with suicide prevention this morning. Don’t feel as bad, not crying anymore. Thinking about ripping up my suicide note. Tomorrow could be a worse day...tonight could be bad..

Sorry without close friends and family, venting to randomn internet strangers is all I have left. You take what you can get.

When your feeling rock bottom ,dont bottle things up,shout it out,always someone to hear you

 

[Rainblow]

A wise man once told me 'don't borrow trouble'.

Reasons To Be Happy:
1. Dead trees still stand and so can you.
2. You have five fingers on each hand. One day those fingers will travel from your lap to someone else’s and that person will know all the bad stuff and still want to kiss you.
3. Seasons are guaranteed when nothing else seems to be.

 

[FataMorgana]

Chatted with suicide prevention this morning. Don’t feel as bad, not crying anymore. Thinking about ripping up my suicide note. Tomorrow could be a worse day...tonight could be bad..

Sorry without close friends and family, venting to randomn internet strangers is all I have left. You take what you can get.

Vent away me ole mucker, not all cunts on here.

 

[dolf]

There's already a global shortage of men i don't hate yet. Please don't make the situation worse.

 

[jomar]

Hang tough until the weight lessens. Write down three small things you are grateful for each evening. Walk. Take a walk in a forest.

 

[dolf]

There's worse places to ask for support than lit. It's so long ago that it almost feels like it happened to someone else, but when I had pretty severe PTSD and depression, I came here. The obnoxious, bitter arseholes of the GB gave me more support than my family ever did.

Keep venting. It beats the alternative.

 

[Tryharder62]

Chatted with suicide prevention this morning. Don’t feel as bad, not crying anymore. Thinking about ripping up my suicide note. Tomorrow could be a worse day...tonight could be bad..

Sorry without close friends and family, venting to randomn internet strangers is all I have left. You take what you can get.

Hey, you can always vent to me. It sometimes helps to have a crazy, old, cat loven, women to vent to. Seriously hang in there. I care!!!

 

[rockcasbah]

I had an ex girlfriend show up dressed to kill for one of my legendary parties.

She lingered till everyone left looking for some ex sex, then after she said she was on her way to jump off a bridge. A farewell fuck.

I got my benefits plan shrink on the phone and wound up checking her in to the hospital for a voluntary stay.

She got things together and lived to have ex sex with me again.

So, stay positive Seth...maybe go have sex with your ex?

 

[silver gurl]

Stay in the moment. Don’t worry about tonight or tomorrow.
You are having a feeling, you don’t need to act on it and feelings pass.
Call the hotline again. That is what they are there for. Repeat as needed.
I am sorry you feel this way, I hope you feel better.

 

[LupusDei]

When you have run out of reasons to wake up tomorrow, there's always one left. The sheer curiosity, what the fuck will happen next.

 

[juttjaw]

It feels like it would be the most unselfish act you can do for the people around you. Rid them of your burden. I know that feeling all too well. Things do get better, they will get better, but making it through today is the only place to start. I'm certainly nobody, but I do understand. Keep doing what you're doing. Talking about it will only do good. Good luck brother.

 

[Trump_Virus]

Why would you want to kill yourself? We are in these bodies for a very short time as it is, ride it out. There will be ups and downs for all of us. Sure, in the grand scheme of everything we are all insignificant and what we do in our lifetime is all just to pass time, but that's the key. Nothing any of us do is really important, so ride it out good or bad. You will have all of eternity to not see and feel... eventually. We are eternal, all this pain is an illusion.
Listen to parabola by tool.

 

[sethp]

Thanks everyone. It was so intense this morning....I’m feeling much better

 

[shewantsmore]

Thanks everyone. It was so intense this morning....I’m feeling much better

Thats all that counts, feeling better at the end of the day,take every day as it comes.

 

[Gator66]

Chatted with suicide prevention this morning. Don’t feel as bad, not crying anymore. Thinking about ripping up my suicide note. Tomorrow could be a worse day...tonight could be bad..

Sorry without close friends and family, venting to randomn internet strangers is all I have left. You take what you can get.

Good for you for reaching out. I lost a friend to suicide and man did that hurt. Two people that I care deeply for lost their S.O. to suicide and to see them struggle to cope after the event further made me understand that we are all in this together and survivors have a hell of a time accepting the loss.

As it happens, today, September 17th marks the 7th anniversary of me voluntarily going into residential treatment. Wow how life has changed. A friend I made in residential treatment had his ups and downs over the past 7 years and this coming Monday is going back to residential treatment. I'm happy for him.

Peace!

 

[DeluxAuto]

I had an ex girlfriend show up dressed to kill for one of my legendary parties.

She lingered till everyone left looking for some ex sex, then after she said she was on her way to jump off a bridge. A farewell fuck.

I got my benefits plan shrink on the phone and wound up checking her in to the hospital for a voluntary stay.

She got things together and lived to have ex sex with me again.

So, stay positive Seth...maybe go have sex with your ex?

The moral of the story is if a loser like Lance can get laid, so can a decent guy like Seth.

Good luck and keep your head up. Lots of people are feeling down right now but it's only temporary. Live to fight another day!

 

[butters]

Thanks everyone. It was so intense this morning....I’m feeling much better

reach out, and reach out again if you want to. we see you, we hear you. so pleased you made the choice to speak out rather than act on the feelings that have diminished now.

 

[SunnyDays1]

Hello sethp

When I saw your thread, I felt compelled to respond....

granted I do not know what is going on in your life, but I think a lot of us at some point in our lives feels a bit depressed and run down.

Several years ago, one of our well liked bosses committed suicide. It was a shock to us and his family, because no one saw it coming. Had we had known ,we would have reached out to him. About 1 year later, and almost to the day, his brother also committed suicide.

I pass by his office every time at work, and a picture of him smiling hangs on the wall....I fondly reflect of the conversations and laughs my coworkers and I used to have with him ..... We all missed him to this very day.


Seth, even though you say you're "without close friends and family ", I want to let you know that I am HERE for you, if you just want to vent or talk about whatever is on your mind......we're part of this Lit Family, you know? ......so, if you want to, feel free to PM me, OK?

just like my namesake, Sunny Days will be here again........

Sending hugs your way........

 

[Biggs_Darklighter]

Internet message boards and suicidal thoughts do not mix. I gotta believe any decent therapist would strongly advise avoiding places like this.

Whenever I see the word therapist I think of the Celebrity Jeopardy on SNL when Sean Connery says "I'll take The Rapist for 100."

 

[WiserSoutherner]

Thanks everyone. It was so intense this morning....I’m feeling much better

I've been there. I hope you'll try to see a doctor. It is amazing how the right medications have changed my life.

 

[Dribble]

there are good people here. This thread proves it.

 

[FataMorgana]

Thanks everyone. It was so intense this morning....I’m feeling much better

Good man.

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[FGB]

If you need someone to talk to about life's crap raining down on you, I went through a goodly period of time when I didn't care one way or the other if I lived or died.

Not good.

As a girlfriend said to me once or twice," Honey you are walking around with Tombstones in your eyes again."

And that was before the real bad shit happened.

I 've lots of therapy and wisdom imparted to me.

If you need me, PM and I will give you my number.

 

[sethp]

Thank you. I’m okay. I mean I’m not well. But I have therapy scheduled for Monday. I’ve been thinking of cutting with razors..that might help me. I bought some today. I won’t kill myself I promise. I’m so sorry. You guys are great. I’m just not thinking straight. You’ve already helped me. Sometimes we just need to vent. I haven’t even watched porn in like 3 days. I think that’s a new record