Loved reading your post. I can totally relate. I was curious for years and had my first experience about 8 years ago. Loved it right away. Over the years I have found a small group of buddies I get together with on a regular basis - about 4 times a month now. One of my buddies hosts a group thing once a week. This past Friday 12 guys showed up. I sucked 8 cocks, 3 guys fucked me and I swallowed 2 loads. I am so hooked and now enjoy sex with men more than with with my wife.As someone who denied my own curiosity for almost 20 years, then finally took the plunge, I can absolutely say that I 100% agree with this statement. After 20 years of curiosity and chickening out on opportunities, three years ago, I tried my first bisexual encounter. And I can say that it was absolutely life changing! I can't believe I waited that long!
If you have curiosities on and off over any considerable period of time, i believe its your mind trying to send you a clear message, but for one reason or another, something always holds you back from going through with anything. If this is you... EXPLORE YOUR CURIOSITIES it's healthy and FUN! Worst case you don't like it, then you are no longer left wondering what if? Hey, you can always just go back to how vanilla things were before, but if you try a bit of spice, you might just like it!!!
Anyway, that's just my 2 cents worth.