Straight men who suck dick or who are curious to suck cock please read; cross dressers too

Hi
I am writing an essay on exploring a man’s same sex lust from any of the following men:
1. Men who have sucked cock and/or bottomedr

2. Men who are curious to suck cock and/or bottom
3. Men who have cross dressed.

I’d this is you, please share your stories of experience, your fantasies, your inner struggle and I may use your story or quote in my essay.

Jasmine
The essay is tentatively called amen: How to Accept you Like Cock

Thanks in advance for considering this request.
Hi
I am writing an essay on exploring a man’s same sex lust from any of the following men:
1. Men who have sucked cock and/or bottomedr

2. Men who are curious to suck cock and/or bottom
3. Men who have cross dressed.

I’d this is you, please share your stories of experience, your fantasies, your inner struggle and I may use your story or quote in my essay.

Jasmine
The essay is tentatively called amen: How to Accept you Like Cock

Thanks in advance for considering this request.
 
Love your work.
I have always been curious about what a cock was like. Going to Arcades in the 80s and 90s I got a few blow jobs after I got married and cut off from sex. The need slowed down after I remarried. And when I turned 60, I found a dating app and a local older married guy was close and alone for the week. I went over for a BJ and we sucked each other off. I am now obsessed with wanting more... Again.

https://literotica.com/s/married-man-goes-to-abs

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Bought my first suction cup dildo stuck it to wall in shower and sucked it stroking and then cummed on it to clean it ! Can’t wait till real thing!
 
Love your work.
I have always been curious about what a cock was like. Going to Arcades in the 80s and 90s I got a few blow jobs after I got married and cut off from sex. The need slowed down after I remarried. And when I turned 60, I found a dating app and a local older married guy was close and alone for the week. I went over for a BJ and we sucked each other off. I am now obsessed with wanting more... Again.

https://literotica.com/s/married-man-goes-to-abs
Wow lucky you
 
to all who are curious about sucking cock, just DO IT!, you will be hooked....
As someone who denied my own curiosity for almost 20 years, then finally took the plunge, I can absolutely say that I 100% agree with this statement. After 20 years of curiosity and chickening out on opportunities, three years ago, I tried my first bisexual encounter. And I can say that it was absolutely life changing! I can't believe I waited that long!

If you have curiosities on and off over any considerable period of time, i believe its your mind trying to send you a clear message, but for one reason or another, something always holds you back from going through with anything. If this is you... EXPLORE YOUR CURIOSITIES it's healthy and FUN! Worst case you don't like it, then you are no longer left wondering what if? Hey, you can always just go back to how vanilla things were before, but if you try a bit of spice, you might just like it!!!

Anyway, that's just my 2 cents worth.
 
As someone who denied my own curiosity for almost 20 years, then finally took the plunge, I can absolutely say that I 100% agree with this statement. After 20 years of curiosity and chickening out on opportunities, three years ago, I tried my first bisexual encounter. And I can say that it was absolutely life changing! I can't believe I waited that long!

If you have curiosities on and off over any considerable period of time, i believe its your mind trying to send you a clear message, but for one reason or another, something always holds you back from going through with anything. If this is you... EXPLORE YOUR CURIOSITIES it's healthy and FUN! Worst case you don't like it, then you are no longer left wondering what if? Hey, you can always just go back to how vanilla things were before, but if you try a bit of spice, you might just like it!!!

Anyway, that's just my 2 cents worth.
My story is similar to yours. Spent many years thinking about it but only now acting on it. This was the right time in my life apparently, and so far I am really enjoying the experimenting.
 
I am, or rather I actually consider myself, clearly straight and have been married to a wonderful woman for 30 years. I don't really have a clue why I get turned on by nice, big cocks, especially when they shoot cum powerfully, but I guess it is, I can't deny it. Lately I've noticed a clear curiosity about what it would be like to jerk off a stranger's cock, or maybe to blow it and vice versa, namely to have my cock wanked and blown by a guy. I'm not interested in caresses, kisses or ass fucking, it's actually primarily my interest in a strange cock, which should ideally be big and veiny, with a nice glans. So far it's only in my imagination, but the curiosity is definitely there.
 
I am, or rather I actually consider myself, clearly straight and have been married to a wonderful woman for 30 years. I don't really have a clue why I get turned on by nice, big cocks, especially when they shoot cum powerfully, but I guess it is, I can't deny it. Lately I've noticed a clear curiosity about what it would be like to jerk off a stranger's cock, or maybe to blow it and vice versa, namely to have my cock wanked and blown by a guy. I'm not interested in caresses, kisses or ass fucking, it's actually primarily my interest in a strange cock, which should ideally be big and veiny, with a nice glans. So far it's only in my imagination, but the curiosity is definitely there.
Someone is really going to be the beneficiary of your exploratory ministrations.
 
I was married to a woman for 17 years. The last 10 years there was basically no sex at all, but she did show some interest in watching gay male porn. She never wanted to watch it with me even though I gave clear indications I was more than OK with it. Before we met I had realized I liked being pentrated and used toys and other objects on myself. But I never really came out and admitted that while we were together.

The last 5-ish years we were together I started looking more at craigslist and other hookup sites. I traded a message here and there but never went through with anything.

About 4 years ago we separated, and at that point I devided I was ready to experiment and see whether this was for me or not. I was reluctant but just before the Covid shutdowns I was able to host one afternoon and hooked up with a guy. I went into it wanting to suck cock, swallow cum, and possibly get my ass fucked. He delivered on all 3, and it was fantastic, everything I hoped it would be and more.

With the Covid outbreak soon after, I was slower to set up future encounters with other guys. I have hooked up with only a couple others since then, but I crave it on and off. Maybe once or twice a year the urge is strong enough where I will more aggressively seek something out

I don’t really have any real attraction toward men other than sucking cock, fucking, getting them off. I don’t want to kiss a guy or have anykind of long term relationship that involves much of anything beyond his dick and cum.

I still would much rather be with a woman as a life partner but that has been a struggle to find all my life. Relatively speaking, hooking up with guys is easier and less complicated..
 
I was married to a woman for 17 years. The last 10 years there was basically no sex at all, but she did show some interest in watching gay male porn. She never wanted to watch it with me even though I gave clear indications I was more than OK with it. Before we met I had realized I liked being pentrated and used toys and other objects on myself. But I never really came out and admitted that while we were together.

The last 5-ish years we were together I started looking more at craigslist and other hookup sites. I traded a message here and there but never went through with anything.

About 4 years ago we separated, and at that point I devided I was ready to experiment and see whether this was for me or not. I was reluctant but just before the Covid shutdowns I was able to host one afternoon and hooked up with a guy. I went into it wanting to suck cock, swallow cum, and possibly get my ass fucked. He delivered on all 3, and it was fantastic, everything I hoped it would be and more.

With the Covid outbreak soon after, I was slower to set up future encounters with other guys. I have hooked up with only a couple others since then, but I crave it on and off. Maybe once or twice a year the urge is strong enough where I will more aggressively seek something out

I don’t really have any real attraction toward men other than sucking cock, fucking, getting them off. I don’t want to kiss a guy or have anykind of long term relationship that involves much of anything beyond his dick and cum.

I still would much rather be with a woman as a life partner but that has been a struggle to find all my life. Relatively speaking, hooking up with guys is easier and less complicated..
You have summed up exactly how I feel. I wonder what we call ourselves?
 
Hi
I am writing an essay on exploring a man’s same sex lust from any of the following men:
1. Men who have sucked cock and/or bottomedr

2. Men who are curious to suck cock and/or bottom
3. Men who have cross dressed.

I’d this is you, please share your stories of experience, your fantasies, your inner struggle and I may use your story or quote in my essay.

Jasmine
The essay is tentatively called amen: How to Accept you Like Cock

Thanks in advance for considering this request.
I’d say #2 and to some extent #3.

It’s a major fantasy of mine, and I’d love it to be true. My wife and I are really close and share just about everything. She knows of my bi curiosity but does not want me to engage.

I’d hate to do it on the sly cuz we are so fucking close. She has an amazingly strong sex drive for a 66-year-old and I wouldn’t wanna fuck that up. Plus honesty is always the best policy and we have a great marriage and life together.

She has pegged me before. And we definitely engage in Chastity and mostly orgasm control.

I haven’t really crossed dressed before, but sometimes I wear wear panties and occasionally stockings and garters. Mostly for submissive, humiliation purposes. She doesn’t mind it.
 
50+ married, love pussy, but have been sucking dick this last year and love it very much. 5 different cocks, some around 15 times, and others 10 times each, and swallow every drop of their sweet cum. I like to swallow 2 times each time I get to suck cock, does not always work out like that, but I try get a mouthful of cum twice hehe. I also like to bottom.
 
My wife and I like to tell each other our fantasies while we masturbate. I can always make her come by sharing my fantasy about being on my knees sucking on a hot cock while i’m dressed in my sissy clothes. I describe it in great detail. How it feels in my mouth, how big his balls are, how deep i take it, how i use my hands to control his thrusts. I know this makes her so wet and come so hard but i doubt if we will ever fulfill this. The stress of finding another couple would be to much.
That is such a huge turn on!! Id love to share with my wife. Especially in detail reliving the experience. Shes turned off and has no more sex drive. It be hot to be there letting you suck my cock as she watched. Maybe even return the favor
 
Hi
I am writing an essay on exploring a man’s same sex lust from any of the following men:
1. Men who have sucked cock and/or bottomedr

2. Men who are curious to suck cock and/or bottom
3. Men who have cross dressed.

I’d this is you, please share your stories of experience, your fantasies, your inner struggle and I may use your story or quote in my essay.

Jasmine
The essay is tentatively called amen: How to Accept you Like Cock

Thanks in advance for considering this request.
I am in the #2 camp. I've fantasized about sucking cock and swallowing cum for as long as I can remember but the thought of kissing a man is not appealing to me at all. I thought it was strange, but it seems a lot of men feel the same way.

I did hook up with a pre-op transgender woman once but it didn't go as well as I hoped it would. Apparently she masturbated numerous times that day already and couldn't stay hard. I was desperately trying to suck the cum out of her cock but it didn't work. Eventually she just seemed bored so I stopped trying. I would love another chance though.

My fantasies are vast but always end with me swallowing cum. They include getting blowbanged/bukkaked, food related fantasies (cum on my dinner or in my coffee please!), being coerced/blackmailed, being tied up and used by strangers, spend a weekend with a bunch of guys on Viagra, give an erotic massage, the list goes on. I edge myself and ruin my orgasms regularly, that way I can drink some of my cum and enjoy it without the desire dissipating post-orgasm, but enjoying another person's hot cum would be sooo much better.

I have one story on Literotica and I've written parts of others that I need to finish, but it's hard to finish when I get so hard that I have to finish.

I absolutely love your stories and it would be an honor for you to write one about one of my fantasies.
 
Hi
I am writing an essay on exploring a man’s same sex lust from any of the following men:
1. Men who have sucked cock and/or bottomedr

2. Men who are curious to suck cock and/or bottom
3. Men who have cross dressed.

I’d this is you, please share your stories of experience, your fantasies, your inner struggle and I may use your story or quote in my essay.

Jasmine
The essay is tentatively called amen: How to Accept you Like Cock

Thanks in advance for considering this request.


I qualify as 1 (have sucked cock and bottomed) and 3. Not sure where to begin, but a crucial experience happened when I was 18 when my cock was fondled through my clothes by a man - I became extremely aroused and fantasized about sucking him on my knees, and him fucking me on all fours. That cut through a lot of denial, I knew for a fact at that moment that it was a matter of time before I had sex with a man, and that when that happened I would be taking cock in my ass or mouth. That same day I later had sex with my then gf, and even as I did it I kept imagining myself in her place - that I was the one having her breasts fondled, the one taking cock in her pussy. So that was kind of the end of the denial, even though fantasies with men, lusting after men had actually started much earlier - I was in elementary school when I had my first cocksucking fantasy.
 
I gave head several times in porno theaters when I was in my early 20s. I sucked off one man on three separate occasions. He was in his 40s. He was as tall as I am (and that's quite tall.) And, he was probably around 230bs. He looked like a retired NFL linebacker. He also had a massive black hog on him. On the third occasion, he asked if I would follow him to his house because he wanted to fuck my ass. I'd never done anything like that but I'd fantasized about it.

So, I went there. Not too long after arriving, I was choking on his long fat dick while he was fingering my asshole with Vaseline. I wasn't not liking it. I sometimes wonder what would have been the ongoing outcome of he hadn't done what he did next. We were both plenty worked up. I was eager to at least attempt to play the part of his prison fuck-boy (I should probably interject here that all of my gay sex fantasies centered around being fucked and dominated in prison.) Then he asked me to suck his nipples. I was instantly and viscerally repulsed.

My interest was exclusively dick-centric (big-fat-black-dick-centric if I am to be honest.) The idea of a man wanting me to hug, kiss, or anything in the realm of making out hadn't even occurred to me. And, when he abruptly introduced it, I found it off-putting to the degree that I dressed and left. And, over the past 3 decades, I've never engaged in any further same-sex shenanigans. I haven't even masturbated to the idea again. When I have attempted to, the nipple-sucking incident superimposes itself over the fantasy and I'm forced to look elsewhere for masterbatory inspiration.
 
I fall in love with dicks constantly. Also love helping them to empty their loads in any way.
Kissing, cuddling etc is also not for me.
 
I fit into categories one and three.
I love to suck cock when I'm dressed it makes me feel so sexy. My first experience was surprising to me. I was sure that I would feel tremendous guilt and remorse. Just the opposite I loved it, it was an amazing experience. It's hard to describe but it was exhilarating. I was surprised how easily I feel into the feminine roll. Listening to the verbal praise. The only thing I regret was that he was unable to become fully erect or cum because of medication he was taking.
Since that first experience I have sucked many cocks. My only struggle is satisfying my lustful desire to do so.
Having a man refer to me in the feminine telling me what a good girl I am and how well I suck is one of the most arousing things I've ever experienced.
 
Mature (old fart) here who sucked cock, and had mine sucked, many times in the past but not for years. Only oral, no desire to bottom, never crossdressed.
Almost exclusively with my BFF at the time.
Still masturbate to the memories.
Fantasize regularly about a suck buddy but am realistic in thinking it will never happen again.
Open to PM’s to discuss further.
So am I. Would be a first for me.
 
As someone who denied my own curiosity for almost 20 years, then finally took the plunge, I can absolutely say that I 100% agree with this statement. After 20 years of curiosity and chickening out on opportunities, three years ago, I tried my first bisexual encounter. And I can say that it was absolutely life changing! I can't believe I waited that long!

If you have curiosities on and off over any considerable period of time, i believe its your mind trying to send you a clear message, but for one reason or another, something always holds you back from going through with anything. If this is you... EXPLORE YOUR CURIOSITIES it's healthy and FUN! Worst case you don't like it, then you are no longer left wondering what if? Hey, you can always just go back to how vanilla things were before, but if you try a bit of spice, you might just like it!!!

Anyway, that's just my 2 cents worth.
Loved reading your post. I can totally relate. I was curious for years and had my first experience about 8 years ago. Loved it right away. Over the years I have found a small group of buddies I get together with on a regular basis - about 4 times a month now. One of my buddies hosts a group thing once a week. This past Friday 12 guys showed up. I sucked 8 cocks, 3 guys fucked me and I swallowed 2 loads. I am so hooked and now enjoy sex with men more than with with my wife.
 
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