Straight men who suck dick or who are curious to suck cock please read; cross dressers too

[KW94S]

Hi
I am writing an essay on exploring a man’s same sex lust from any of the following men:
1. Men who have sucked cock and/or bottomedr

2. Men who are curious to suck cock and/or bottom
3. Men who have cross dressed.

I’d this is you, please share your stories of experience, your fantasies, your inner struggle and I may use your story or quote in my essay.

Jasmine
The essay is tentatively called amen: How to Accept you Like Cock

Thanks in advance for considering this request.

I have wanted to suck cock for some time now just can’t seem to be able to connect with anyone,. I’ve been looking for someone very discreet and in this day it seems hard for me to find

 

[One_ping_only]

I understand. I've never been attracted to guys, just their cocks. I've very attracted to women and pussy is great. However, as I have gotten older and the wife is no longer interested in sex, I have started to enjoy the physical touching with a guy. I began touching and kissing his body because it turned him on quite a lot which made our blow jobs more intense. Now I enjoy it too.
I'm still not attracted to guys but trans women create a bonfire in me. I have wondered if I would have preferred a long term relationship with a trans women.

I'm very much like you though my wife and I still fuck it's not as often as I'd like and to be honest ummmm she doesn't have a hard, throbbing cock that I've been more and more craving for.

It's strange how we're not " attracted " to men but just their cocks hmmmmmmm!! I'd kiss, lick and suck a cock until he explodes deep into my mouth. It's one of the requirements I have in order for me to suck a guy off and he's aware of this in advance. I've yet to get a complaint

 

[NathanButler]

Married mature guy. Wife knows I fantasize about it but not that I've actually sucked dicks. I had always fantasized about sucking a dick. I can think of specific moments in my teens when I wanted to suck a friend's dick that id seen. Of course, i never acted on it. I sucked my first dick in my late 40s. The more dicks I suck, the more i realize that I'm a sub sucker. I love a verbal guy to talk as I lick his soft dick hard. I love him to grab my face and fuck my mouth. I like ot lie on a bed with my head hanging off and have my throat fucked. I like the guy to cum all over my face - but only so I can see my cum-covered face in the mirror later. I tell the guys to cum on my face but, really, I'm perfectly fine if they hold my head there and cum in my mouth. Some of my stories are versions of encounters I actually had.
I've never been attracted to guys though. I don't like kissing and making out. I can appreciate that a guy is in shape, but since I'm turned on by cock, I'll suck fat guys too. I never had any interest in anal - not at all turned on by topping or bottoming. That is until I recently started playing with my prostate. Now I fuck myself regularly.
By the way, your stories are awesome!

 

[LostHorizon]

I'm curious to suck cock. The thoughts of wanting to suck cock came early in my life, after learning how to masterbate and viewing porn mags and videos. While I've always been attracted to women and am currently married to one, seeing women please a man's cock with her mouth has always been a turn on. I wondered what it felt and tasted like.

In my early teens I was playing truth or dare with a friend, I dared him to put my cock in his mouth for 10 seconds, and next he dared me to put his cock in my mouth for 10 seconds. We both agreed afterwards it was "gay" and decided we'd never do it again. But inside I wanted more. I didn't just want his cock in my mouth, I wanted to do what the women in the videos did.

An opportunity like that never happened again, however when I started dating and had my girlfriends go down on me, I always wished we could trade spots so I could feel what she felt in her mouth.

I've tried for years to find a guy I can explore with online, but nothing ever materialized. Something always comes up, and we need to cancel. About 15 years ago I ordered a cyberskin cock online. When no one is home, I'll take it out and suck it, imagining it's the real thing.

I've been chatting with a guy I met here for almost 5 years. I'm holding out hope he and I can make our calendars align. We've done video masterbation sessions, and we're both very eager to suck and swallow each other. One day soon I hope to share my first real cock sucking experience. I'm in my mid 40's now. I'm hoping this happens sooner than later.

I have always wanted to suck cock too for as long as I can remember but suppressed it.

I fooled around with friends when I was about 11 or 12. We would look at porn magazine and jerk off and then eventually it evolved to touching each other and rubbing our hard dicks together. We never got to sucking though just touching and what I later learned was frotting. It was intense.

It wasn’t until much later in my 40s that I actually had a chance to play with another man’s cock. The consider myself a newbie though and haven’t done it in years and want someone I can explore with.

 

[Jaybee75]

I have never been attracted to guys, I find women so beautiful, but I'm so attracted to a big hard cock. I want to get my hands on one so bad, I'm happily married and nobody knows my secret, god knows what would happen if anybody did find out.

 

[Jeph77]

When you have completed your essay I'd like to read it. I'm interested in the topic and I'd like to know how guys went about accepting their sexual desires. A subset of this topic that I find interesting is older men (50's & 60's) who begin to have cock sucking fantasies. I have found some articles online but not many and not very detailed.
Thanks & all the best.

I have a tale to tell, for sure.

 

[Flanast]

Love your stories silkstockinglover!! Happy to pm you my story of you think it would be helpful. I fall into 1 and 3; now 63 and been sucking cock and cross dressing secretly since I was a teen

 

[betabrad]

I fall into the 2nd category. I started fantasising about sucking cock and having my cock sucked by a man after watching MMF porn. MMF threesome is a fantasy I would like to try with an older couple 50+ where the M is bi-curious and the F helps us both explore our curiosities.

I don't believe that any man is 100% straight and if they say they are then they are lying to themselves. Women seem to be more open to explore there bi side than men and I wonder why that is.

Yep. I’m pretty much the same.
I’m in the 2nd category- but have lots of fantasies about sucking cock and being fucked but have never actually done either. What really turns me on is the fantasy of a woman seducing me or just encouraging me to sucking cock for her and being fucked while she watches and gets off and tells me what a good little slut I am.

 

[little cletus]

Hi
I am writing an essay on exploring a man’s same sex lust from any of the following men:
1. Men who have sucked cock and/or bottomedr

2. Men who are curious to suck cock and/or bottom
3. Men who have cross dressed.

I’d this is you, please share your stories of experience, your fantasies, your inner struggle and I may use your story or quote in my essay.

Jasmine
The essay is tentatively called amen: How to Accept you Like Cock

Thanks in advance for considering this request.

2 and 3. Been wearing panties literally as long as I can remember. Way before I ever had an orgasm. I used to steal my mothers or sisters’ panties. I loved to sleep in them. When I started jacking off nothing was better than wearing panties while doing it, or cumming into them. Still love it.

I am 100% bi curious. I love being pegged and hope someday to have a MMF, or wife approved MM. I’m a total bottom, so looking forward to sucking dick and being ass fucked.

 

[Jeph77]

I'm a top who "helps" straight men (and XD) to suck cock, I'd love to see the essay it's done!

It does a lot of good, that kind of help. At least I think it does. One of your tribe left me dressed in his splatter from neck to forehead, got hold of my phone and snapped a pic of my blissed-out mug, while I jerked off all over myself. I'm straight, but now I have cravings. I'm feeling somewhat owned. Oh000000000000000000000000000 what good dick can do.

 

[Jeph77]

It does a lot of good, that kind of help. At least I think it does. One of your tribe left me dressed in his splatter from neck to forehead, got hold of my phone and snapped a pic of my blissed-out mug, while I jerked off all over myself. I'm straight, but now I have cravings. I'm feeling somewhat owned. Oh000000000000000000000000000 what good dick can do.

The oooooooooos were a slip, but I left them in.

 

[PG564E]

I'm married but love sucking dicks and the cum that fills my mouth. I have taken it up the ass and liked that also. I have serious 24/7 cock lust that started when I turned 55.
I don't care about labels. But honesty I do.
I am a faggot. A dirty cock sucker. A queer. A cum slut. And I have no problem being one.

 

[TheF1x3r]

It does a lot of good, that kind of help. At least I think it does. One of your tribe left me dressed in his splatter from neck to forehead, got hold of my phone and snapped a pic of my blissed-out mug, while I jerked off all over myself. I'm straight, but now I have cravings. I'm feeling somewhat owned. Oh000000000000000000000000000 what good dick can do.

Ooooo you jerk off when he's still there? Most of the subs I've met wait until I leave.

 

[frappingwilly]

I'm married but love sucking dicks and the cum that fills my mouth. I have taken it up the ass and liked that also. I have serious 24/7 cock lust that started when I turned 55.
I don't care about labels. But honesty I do.
I am a faggot. A dirty cock sucker. A queer. A cum slut. And I have no problem being one.

Does she know ?

 

[docisin]

I'm married but love sucking dicks and the cum that fills my mouth. I have taken it up the ass and liked that also. I have serious 24/7 cock lust that started when I turned 55.
I don't care about labels. But honesty I do.
I am a faggot. A dirty cock sucker. A queer. A cum slut. And I have no problem being one.

where do you find the cock?

 

[Jeph77]

Ooooo you jerk off when he's still there? Most of the subs I've met wait until I leave.

Yeah, his derisive laugh as I was orgasming is still ringing in my ears.

 

[pleasuremodeloneten]

I’m a queer CD but more like a tomboy than femme. I like receiving the physical attention a nice kinky guy wants to give to a pretty girl - being desired and explored, using my body for their pleasure while making me feel good inside and out…

I’m a bi dominant who is strongly drawn to submissive femme men, CD or just effeminate doesn’t seem to matter. And yeah, I’m with you- for me it is all about the mutual pleasure.
I’ve enjoyed three such experiences thus far, two with femme men and one with a hot little crossdresser.
They have been very sensual lovemaking experiences, starting with an embrace and a kiss, and escalating from there. My cock and their mouth (and ass in two encounters) formed the ultimate, powerful connection, but there was a lot of other stuff going on before we got there…
Sounds weird, but it’s kinda boring for me just being sucked… I enjoy a bit more contact than that.
One more thing, in my mini novel here- it is intriguing to me that the lovemaking experience with a guy seems so similar to making love to a woman. Their responses and triggers and actions were so naturally like those of a woman submitting to and wanting to please a strong man.
It was fun, I want to do it again!!!
I’m such a man whore

 

[ByteMe13]

When I was a teenager, I spent the night at a friend’s house and we slept in the same bed. I woke up in the middle of the night and had pushed his underwear down and I was stroking his cock. This shocked me and I spent the next 15 years telling myself that I wasn’t gay and that I wasnt interested in cocks. But every now and then, I would get the urge to try it out to see what it was like.
I ended up sucking a guy in an ABS and liking it. Now I suck cock whenever I can.

my favorite thing is to wear panties while sucking cock, particularly if the panties belong to the wife or gf of the guy I am sucking.

One of my fantasies is to suck off a group of guys while wearing a pair of girly panties. End up with cum all over me.

 

[PG564E]

Does she know ?

NO

 

[PG564E]

where do you find the cock?

a gay bathhouse

 

[PG564E]

where do you find the cock?

a gay bathhousew

 

[saintcero]

I fit category #1 as I have sucked and bottomed. I will cover my initial M2M event first. It was oral and the story follows:

A SilverDaddies member liked my photos and offered to blow me. We had chatted before and we knew a bit about each other. What was different this time was that my wife was out of town, I had the time, he could host and I was pretty wired up horny from being on SD and Literotica.

So I agreed to go to his house, all along thinking that I would chicken out. Damn, I was so scared. But I made it to his place and went inside. we chatted a bit to help relax me. He knew it was my very first M2M. He asked if I was ready to go to his bedroom and I was; still very scared but driven by the mood of the event and determined not to chicken out. We peeled off our clothes and I saw a naked man in front of me with an erection. it was not as scary as I thought it to be. He guided me to his bed and went to work sucking my cock. He was good at it too. I had to slow him down twice to keep from cumming too quickly.

After the second time he edged me, I got real curious and flipped to a 69. I had not mentioned anything about sucking him so he was surprised by this but went right along with it. I then touched, licked and sucked my first cock. It felt so natural in my mouth, like it belonged there, not foreign at all. I was all over his boner and a pair of big balls too. I think I hurt him a time or two but he was nice and did not complain. I could barely get both of his nuts in my mouth at once.

After a time he asked me, "do you want my cum?' I said "Sure" as I was pretty certain I was liking what I was doing. I went back to sucking him with a goal in mind, I was going to drain his balls for him. He came for me and I PROUDLY swallowed my first time. I was giddy happy with myself. I had made that cock dance and sing for me. If there had been more guys in his bedroom I would have sucked them all right then and there. A cock sucker had been born. I felt like I could taste his manly flavor in my mouth for about two weeks. It was all in my head of course.

Yes, I felt some guilt and regret for sucking a guy but I had expected that. over time that feeling left. I still carry guilt for cheating on my wife and that is a problem I have not overcome.

 

[saintcero]

Now for my first time as a bottom


On 12/6/2022 My got popped. So happy to have completed that step of the journey. It was a special day and it left me wanting more. My Top was perfect. He seduced and prepared me until I was wanton. He was gentle at first but took his prize forcefully once my inner slut was triggered. We determined that we could safely bareback and so we did. I was given two loads and I treasured each one. I was plugged afterwards to keep his seed inside me. It was everything I had hoped it would be

He Fingered me. Rimmed me. Two fingers next. I actually begged him three times before he boned me and even then he made me wait. Over the sofa and then later again on a massage table, doggy and with my legs on his shoulders, again in the shower and then again out of the shower. I could not get enough of his cock in my butt. I would have taken more but started to feel a little raw. After that first time I visited twice more and got two loads each time. I loved being his bottom.

 

[PG564E]

I fit category #1 as I have sucked and bottomed. I will cover my initial M2M event first. It was oral and the story follows:

A SilverDaddies member liked my photos and offered to blow me. We had chatted before and we knew a bit about each other. What was different this time was that my wife was out of town, I had the time, he could host and I was pretty wired up horny from being on SD and Literotica.

So I agreed to go to his house, all along thinking that I would chicken out. Damn, I was so scared. But I made it to his place and went inside. we chatted a bit to help relax me. He knew it was my very first M2M. He asked if I was ready to go to his bedroom and I was; still very scared but driven by the mood of the event and determined not to chicken out. We peeled off our clothes and I saw a naked man in front of me with an erection. it was not as scary as I thought it to be. He guided me to his bed and went to work sucking my cock. He was good at it too. I had to slow him down twice to keep from cumming too quickly.

After the second time he edged me, I got real curious and flipped to a 69. I had not mentioned anything about sucking him so he was surprised by this but went right along with it. I then touched, licked and sucked my first cock. It felt so natural in my mouth, like it belonged there, not foreign at all. I was all over his boner and a pair of big balls too. I think I hurt him a time or two but he was nice and did not complain. I could barely get both of his nuts in my mouth at once.

After a time he asked me, "do you want my cum?' I said "Sure" as I was pretty certain I was liking what I was doing. I went back to sucking him with a goal in mind, I was going to drain his balls for him. He came for me and I PROUDLY swallowed my first time. I was giddy happy with myself. I had made that cock dance and sing for me. If there had been more guys in his bedroom I would have sucked them all right then and there. A cock sucker had been born. I felt like I could taste his manly flavor in my mouth for about two weeks. It was all in my head of course.

Yes, I felt some guilt and regret for sucking a guy but I had expected that. over time that feeling left. I still carry guilt for cheating on my wife and that is a problem I have not overcome.

Such a joy to read your very sexy first time story. Thanks so much for sharing it. I think we have PM'd in the past, but I would love to chat with your again as we are alike in some ways. I'm also a cock sucker and like a big masculine cock to fuck me in my ass. Gay sex is fantastic. I'm married also, but feel no guilt for succumbing to my hidden sexual desires. Becoming a homosexual was a lifelong journey for me, but what screams in your mind is real, not just a fantasy if you try something new.

 

[saintcero]

Such a joy to read your very sexy first time story. Thanks so much for sharing it. I think we have PM'd in the past, but I would love to chat with your again as we are alike in some ways. I'm also a cock sucker and like a big masculine cock to fuck me in my ass. Gay sex is fantastic. I'm married also, but feel no guilt for succumbing to my hidden sexual desires. Becoming a homosexual was a lifelong journey for me, but what screams in your mind is real, not just a fantasy if you try something new.

We have chatted and can do so again. Yes, I think we share a lot.