Straight men who suck dick or who are curious to suck cock please read; cross dressers too

[silkstockingslover]

Hi
I am writing an essay on exploring a man’s same sex lust from any of the following men:
1. Men who have sucked cock and/or bottomedr

2. Men who are curious to suck cock and/or bottom
3. Men who have cross dressed.

I’d this is you, please share your stories of experience, your fantasies, your inner struggle and I may use your story or quote in my essay.

Jasmine
The essay is tentatively called amen: How to Accept you Like Cock

Thanks in advance for considering this request.

 

[Escierto]

I am a man who sucks cock and bottoms for my transgender girlfriend. I am not sure that counts

 

[Kellieskirt]

Well I luv to crossdress, panties skirts stockings, shaved legs and when in girl mode I crave sucking cock, and I mean crave it, I have been able to suck some cocks and really loved it so. I have been able to bottom a few times and all were very enjoyable. The fantasy would be having a guy that would let me keep my outfits at his house in some really private area so I could go there dress suck and fuck inside outside maybe he has a friend that would come over and I could get split roasted from time to time. Maybe go there for a full week stay dressed all week and suck and fuck as often as possible. The struggle is my life when not dressed and I have to be in guy mode much of my life due family work ect. And the fact that I am not able to pass as a woman in public due to build ect so that makes it harder.

 

[Travler99921]

I was married and well into middle age when I first got the desire to have gay sex. After several years of resisting the desire I realized I had to try it. I came out to my wife, and with her approval i sucked a cock.

 

[gurlsynthia]

Well I luv to crossdress, panties skirts stockings, shaved legs and when in girl mode I crave sucling cock, and I mean crave it, I have been able to suck some cocks and really loved it so. I have been able to bottom a few time and all were very enjoyable. The fantasy would be having a guy that would let me keep my outfits at his house in some really private area so I could go there dress suck and fuck inside outside maybe he has a friend that would come over and I could get split roasted from time to time. Maybe go there for a full week stay dressed all week and suck and fuck as often as possible. The struggle is my life when not dressed and I have to be in guy mode much of my life due family work ect. And the fact that I am not able to pass as a woman in public due to build ect so that makes it harder.

Oh my goodness this is my exact fantasy. It is almost as if you were inside my head and took it for your own. Unfortunately, I can only dabble in my cross dressing hobby, since my wife doesn't know and would absolutely not approve. I also, like you, crave sucking a cock, but have never experienced such a wonderful event.

 

[bi_cpl_with_crossdresser]

I guess I would fall under numbers 2 and 3.

Been a Crossdresser for as long as I can remember. Spent a lot of years trying to push the urge down because I did not want to be different from other boys knowing that if my secret ever got out I would be ridiculed nonstop for the rest of my life. Thankfully I met my wife and she helped me to accept myself and encouraged me to dress up and be myself.

I always thought I might be bi as well but I repressed that way more than the Crossdressing, accepting that I loved to dress up like the opposite gender at times was one thing, but also wanting to be with a man was too much. I would watch gay porn and chat with men online and always feel horrible afterwards but yet still go back to it.

I have accepted myself now in all ways and seem happier for it. Now if I can just make some of my fantasies come true, that would be great.

 

[docisin]

2. for more years than I can count. But the fear of STDs has turned me off of it. I still hang out in places with glory holes (not attracted to men, just cocks), but it’s too creepy, and again, the risk is too great. Love to have a suck buddy….

 

[TheF1x3r]

I'm a top who "helps" straight men (and XD) to suck cock, I'd love to see the essay it's done!

 

[Lighthousenorth]

My gay male stories say it all

 

[roseburgsteve]

Well I am 52 married to a woman and now I would say I am gay. I started out as bi in my late teens. I suppressed that an hid it from every I could. However I did experiment with sex with men. Top and bottom. As time went on I became more out to people. When I turned 30 I met the woman that will become my 3rd wife. I came out to her as bisexual right at the beginning of the relationship. Together she helped me explore my bisexual side. I learned I was a bottom and it was just about sucking cock and getting fucked in t ass. We had shared men together and it was great. As time I our relationship went on things started to change. She lost interest in playing with other men but I dud not. I never stopped seeing men for sex and eventually I met a man, a black man in fact. He and I started playing with each other once or twice a month. He and I would not just have sex but kissed and held each other. It was no longer just about getting off but intimacy and passion. This had went on for the last 8 years. He and I both love each other now. We are no longer able to be together because I retired early as well as my wife ad moved to Mexico. However me and him still talk once a week about our love fir each other. I should also mention me and my wife have not had sex in over 4 years. We still love each other but no longer sexual. Now I talk to my boyfriend of 8 years and other men very intimately not just about fucking to get off. I now consider myself gay. Don't know if that is what you were looking for but thought I would post it here.

 

[cureustoo]

Well I luv to crossdress, panties skirts stockings, shaved legs and when in girl mode I crave sucling cock, and I mean crave it, I have been able to suck some cocks and really loved it so. I have been able to bottom a few time and all were very enjoyable. The fantasy would be having a guy that would let me keep my outfits at his house in some really private area so I could go there dress suck and fuck inside outside maybe he has a friend that would come over and I could get split roasted from time to time. Maybe go there for a full week stay dressed all week and suck and fuck as often as possible. The struggle is my life when not dressed and I have to be in guy mode much of my life due family work ect. And the fact that I am not able to pass as a woman in public due to build ect so that makes it harder.

I also love panties, skirts and stockings. I finally discovered at 50 I was and am a bottom thanks to the guy who took my virginity. Like you I would love to experience being spit roasted but that in reality will probably never happen in my small closed minded town. I also am in guy mode when I am not wearing something I feel sexy in.

 

[LarryTee50]

Cock sucking is pure fantasy for me at my age and situation. Lit is the perfect place for me to surf and chat about fucking men.

 

[AlexBailey]

I’m a queer CD but more like a tomboy than femme. I like receiving the physical attention a nice kinky guy wants to give to a pretty girl - being desired and explored, using my body for their pleasure while making me feel good inside and out…

 

[richgo50]

I was married and well into middle age when I first got the desire to have gay sex. After several years of resisting the desire I realized I had to try it. I came out to my wife, and with her approval i sucked a cock.

Did you enjoy the experience and how was the wife afterwards? Is she ok for you to continue exploring or did she feel somewhat threatened , if you indeed enjoyed your first experience. Hope that made sense.

 

[Travler99921]

Did you enjoy the experience and how was the wife afterwards? Is she ok for you to continue exploring or did she feel somewhat threatened , if you indeed enjoyed your first experience. Hope that made sense.

I very much enjoyed the experience. I knew would do it again. Mr wife's reaction was a mixture of amusement and arousal. As soon as I got home she started asking me about my experience, and soon we were having sex.

The amount of sex my wife and I had increased. She finally admitted she had more and better orgasms through cunnilingus than penis in vagina sex, and I was happy to oblige her desires.

 

[curiousguy80]

I'm curious to suck cock. The thoughts of wanting to suck cock came early in my life, after learning how to masterbate and viewing porn mags and videos. While I've always been attracted to women and am currently married to one, seeing women please a man's cock with her mouth has always been a turn on. I wondered what it felt and tasted like.

In my early teens I was playing truth or dare with a friend, I dared him to put my cock in his mouth for 10 seconds, and next he dared me to put his cock in my mouth for 10 seconds. We both agreed afterwards it was "gay" and decided we'd never do it again. But inside I wanted more. I didn't just want his cock in my mouth, I wanted to do what the women in the videos did.

An opportunity like that never happened again, however when I started dating and had my girlfriends go down on me, I always wished we could trade spots so I could feel what she felt in her mouth.

I've tried for years to find a guy I can explore with online, but nothing ever materialized. Something always comes up, and we need to cancel. About 15 years ago I ordered a cyberskin cock online. When no one is home, I'll take it out and suck it, imagining it's the real thing.

I've been chatting with a guy I met here for almost 5 years. I'm holding out hope he and I can make our calendars align. We've done video masterbation sessions, and we're both very eager to suck and swallow each other. One day soon I hope to share my first real cock sucking experience. I'm in my mid 40's now. I'm hoping this happens sooner than later.

 

[richgo50]

I very much enjoyed the experience. I knew would do it again. Mr wife's reaction was a mixture of amusement and arousal. As soon as I got home she started asking me about my experience, and soon we were having sex.

The amount of sex my wife and I had increased. She finally admitted she had more and better orgasms through cunnilingus than penis in vagina sex, and I was happy to oblige her desires.

Thank you for your honesty response. Greatly appreciated.

 

[docisin]

I'm curious to suck cock. The thoughts of wanting to suck cock came early in my life, after learning how to masterbate and viewing porn mags and videos. While I've always been attracted to women and am currently married to one, seeing women please a man's cock with her mouth has always been a turn on. I wondered what it felt and tasted like.

In my early teens I was playing truth or dare with a friend, I dared him to put my cock in his mouth for 10 seconds, and next he dared me to put his cock in my mouth for 10 seconds. We both agreed afterwards it was "gay" and decided we'd never do it again. But inside I wanted more. I didn't just want his cock in my mouth, I wanted to do what the women in the videos did.

An opportunity like that never happened again, however when I started dating and had my girlfriends go down on me, I always wished we could trade spots so I could feel what she felt in her mouth.

I've tried for years to find a guy I can explore with online, but nothing ever materialized. Something always comes up, and we need to cancel. About 15 years ago I ordered a cyberskin cock online. When no one is home, I'll take it out and suck it, imagining it's the real thing.

I've been chatting with a guy I met here for almost 5 years. I'm holding out hope he and I can make our calendars align. We've done video masterbation sessions, and we're both very eager to suck and swallow each other. One day soon I hope to share my first real cock sucking experience. I'm in my mid 40's now. I'm hoping this happens sooner than later.

pretty much describes my life/past life to a “T.” Except when early teens I was jerking with a friend and I came right out and said, “Let me suck your cock.” He sort of recoiled, obviously thinking it was “gay,” and declined. To the point where I was almost begging him, but he didn’t relent. When you had your friends cock in your mouth for the 10 seconds, was it hard or soft?

 

[curiousguy80]

pretty much describes my life/past life to a “T.” Except when early teens I was jerking with a friend and I came right out and said, “Let me suck your cock.” He sort of recoiled, obviously thinking it was “gay,” and declined. To the point where I was almost begging him, but he didn’t relent. When you had your friends cock in your mouth for the 10 seconds, was it hard or soft?

We were both hard. We were looking at porn mags, which is what started the truth or dare game. I ripped out a page and cut out the girls pussy, and dared him to let me stick my cock through it and hump his butt cheeks with my cock. He did the same to me. Next round we dared each other to put our cocks in each other's mouths. The rule was we had to take in just passed the head. I remember he counted to 10 super slow, which I didn't mind. Today I don't remember how he felt in my mouth, but I remember back then I liked how it felt and wanted to do more, but never got the courage to ask. He moved away after that summer, and we lost touch.

 

[docisin]

We were both hard. We were looking at porn mags, which is what started the truth or dare game. I ripped out a page and cut out the girls pussy, and dared him to let me stick my cock through it and hump his butt cheeks with my cock. He did the same to me. Next round we dared each other to put our cocks in each other's mouths. The rule was we had to take in just passed the head. I remember he counted to 10 super slow, which I didn't mind. Today I don't remember how he felt in my mouth, but I remember back then I liked how it felt and wanted to do more, but never got the courage to ask. He moved away after that summer, and we lost touch.

funny, because the guy who’s cock I desperately wanted to suck, reconnected decades later and spent the afternoon with our s/os chatting, having coffee, etc, and afterward I thought to myself, Thank GOD he didn’t let me suck him…it would have soooooo odd after the ensuing years.

 

[Kellieskirt]

Oh my goodness this is my exact fantasy. It is almost as if you were inside my head and took it for your own. Unfortunately, I can only dabble in my cross dressing hobby, since my wife doesn't know and would absolutely not approve. I also, like you, crave sucking a cock, but have never experienced such a wonderful event.

I hear you we are very much in the same place lol

 

[freakinblue]

Very much into the idea of sucking a cock, both the sort of seduction that leads to it, whether a serendipitous situation where I can’t deny how entranced I am by an amazing bulge, one with a defined head, or one where I am exposed to a semi erect masterpiece and I just can’t keep from staring at it with desire; and incredibly turned on by the idea of taking a nice thick shaft into my mouth, feeling it pulse as it grows to fullness, tasting his precum, then sucking until he cums down my throat. I’m completely convinced that this is what I want. But though I’m interested in kissing and making out with a penis, I’m totally uninterested in doing so with the man himself. I’m not at all attracted to men that way. And completely uninterested in anal. It seems odd but there you are.

 

[haventdonethat]

Mature (old fart) here who sucked cock, and had mine sucked, many times in the past but not for years. Only oral, no desire to bottom, never crossdressed.
Almost exclusively with my BFF at the time.
Still masturbate to the memories.
Fantasize regularly about a suck buddy but am realistic in thinking it will never happen again.
Open to PM’s to discuss further.

 

[dodgeboy2]

Hi
I am writing an essay on exploring a man’s same sex lust from any of the following men:
1. Men who have sucked cock and/or bottomedr

2. Men who are curious to suck cock and/or bottom
3. Men who have cross dressed.

I’d this is you, please share your stories of experience, your fantasies, your inner struggle and I may use your story or quote in my essay.

Jasmine
The essay is tentatively called amen: How to Accept you Like Cock

Thanks in advance for considering this request.

Older guy here who in my younger years thought I was absolutely gay, both topped and bottomed, love both giving and receiving orally, loved kissing guys and loved both rimming and being rimmed. I never really dated girls until I was in college, shy pot smoking guy but never really into women then, and found I was in fact bi, then married at 25 and haven't been with a guy since although have dreamt about it a lot especially lately.

IN my early years even before my trysts with other guys I used to dress in my mom's bra and panties, I did like the way the material felt against my body and had erections before I knew what jerking off was all about, haven't dressed since and don't think myself at all a crossdresser. If you would like any info for what you are doing pm me and we can chat about whatever you want to!

 

[dodgeboy2]

Very early on, I think when I was 11 or 12 I wore mom's clothes a few times (maybe 3 or 4). I even put on lipstick. I would also have very hard erections. That was about the time I sucked a couple of dicks. For some reason the cross dressing desire died out and has never returned. The cock sucking urge is another story. Strangely this is also when I started being attracted to girls. I suppose this was the onset of puberty & I was drunk on testosterone.

For me the urge to be with guys was much stronger in my early years, I was friends with girls but sexually there was or at least seemed to be none, which I assume is why I was with only guys until I became attracted to girls. Then it became easier for me to chose, back in the 70's and coming from a Italian Catholic family being the youngest child it was so much easier being in a hetro-sexual relationship than a homosexual one.

I have sometimes wondered if it was today would I have chosen that path, I don't know honestly.