Still not really sure why I'm so much into being degraded despite having a strong sense of self

[NebulaDeism]

I'm confident and "normal" in my day to day life. I stick up for myself and don't hold my tongue. But when a man is forceful with me and dominates me regardless of what I say, I find myself agreeing with even the most degrading things they'll say. A man can spit in my face and call me nothing but fuck meat that's only good for being a worthless slut and I'll find my internal monologue agreeing. He can call me a stupid whore and even if I know I'm smarter than him, for the moment I'll start thinking he knows better and I should keep my mouth shut. I literally never feel that way any other time, lol.

 

[fitfidelityfifty64]

I'm a man and feel the same way. I lead many people, most of the day, clear and confidently. I love sexual humiliation in all forms.

 

[HarleyQuim]

Maybe you enjoy overcoming it? I’m so strong I can take this? I take a lot of pleasure in enduring things for my partners. The more I love someone the more I want from them.

Also, it can be nice to take a break from having your shit together sometimes- that’s a lot of work!

If you’re enjoying it as part of your play but leave it in the scene when you’re done, I think you’re doing just fine.