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Admit it anonymously. Do you lurk this and other threads without posting?

  • I admit it. Yes, I lurk.

    Votes: 39 62.9%
  • I would never lurk. Who the hell do you think I am?

    Votes: 0 0.0%
  • Me lurk? I post and post happily.

    Votes: 23 37.1%

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I heard this and thought of you. *sighs* It really is perfect, isn't it? I wish I had been there, too.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8gLWTtlMwo4

Across the Universe

Words are flying out like
endless rain into a paper cup
They slither while they pass
They slip away across the universe
Pools of sorrow waves of joy
are drifting thorough my open mind
Possessing and caressing me

Jai guru deva om
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world

Images of broken light which
dance before me like a million eyes
That call me on and on across the universe
Thoughts meander like a
restless wind inside a letter box
they tumble blindly as
they make their way across the universe

Jai guru deva om
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world

Sounds of laughter shades of life
are ringing through my open ears
exciting and inviting me
Limitless undying love which
shines around me like a million suns
It calls me on and on across the universe

Jai guru deva om
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Jai guru deva
Jai guru deva
 
Hello there. Hope you are having a wonderful week so far. Busy as all get out here :)
 
It's always good to be naughty. Naughty makes the world go 'round.

It sure does and at work even better lol. Just have to watch getting up now and then.. Can't have to much going on down there or something will be in the way.
If it gets to bad then a wet spot lol
 
It sure does and at work even better lol. Just have to watch getting up now and then.. Can't have to much going on down there or something will be in the way.
If it gets to bad then a wet spot lol

I guess that might be a bit tricky to hide.
 
Just a Thought or Two...

I have come to the conclusion that I am not like most women. I'm happiest being told what to do and when to do it. My job, as a woman, is to keep a man happy; however that may be. Now, this is not how I was raised. I was raised by a Mom who wears the pants in the family and a Dad who followed along to keep the peace. Growing up, I didn't think there was anything wrong with that type of relationship. As I got older, I realized that unless the man was truly submissive, there would have to be nothing more emasculating than a woman who thought she was dominant.

I, on the other hand, am at my happiest and feel the most free when I give up control to a man. To be brought to the edge of an orgasm and told, "Not yet," is the most fantastic feeling there is. I don't know how to describe it. It's giving up control, but having to be even more in control. There's an overwhelming sense of peace when I give myself entirely to a man. Even when it's just one aspect of life, it radiates through my entire existance. There is such freedom in being made to cry, it's almost cleansing, and I feel problems disappear if only for a moment in time.
 
I heard this and thought of you. *sighs* It really is perfect, isn't it? I wish I had been there, too.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8gLWTtlMwo4

Across the Universe

Words are flying out like
endless rain into a paper cup
They slither while they pass
They slip away across the universe
Pools of sorrow waves of joy
are drifting thorough my open mind
Possessing and caressing me

Jai guru deva om
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world

Images of broken light which
dance before me like a million eyes
That call me on and on across the universe
Thoughts meander like a
restless wind inside a letter box
they tumble blindly as
they make their way across the universe

Jai guru deva om
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world

Sounds of laughter shades of life
are ringing through my open ears
exciting and inviting me
Limitless undying love which
shines around me like a million suns
It calls me on and on across the universe

Jai guru deva om
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Nothing's gonna change my world
Jai guru deva
Jai guru deva

I love your taste in music, Tabor Girl (I always have). And as much as it's hard to please me with a Beatles cover (being such a Beatles fan, I love the originals), I think Fiona Apple did a marvelous job with this one. I love the imagery - everything crashing all around, but it's OK.... it's OK.... Don't worry.... It's fine....

Very comforting. My life has been so chaotic lately. So I appreciate this. Thanks.

By the way. I love your av... :kiss:
 
Some Reggae Lyrics That Aren't Completely Focused on Ganja. :p

Don't let the little tribulations keep you keep you down,
Don't let de night stop your sound,
Don't let nobody tell you what is good for you,
For your alone on your truth,
Well then,
Don't let nobody rule your soul, no way,
Just be yourself each and every day,
Live and let live, well, and always remember say,

Linkyloo


Then back into a chorus about ganja. :D

I think they are some beautiful lyrics, hope some of you will enjoy them too. :)
 
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Current mood: Terrified, depressed, tearful...

Reason: For the last several years I have been plagued by the occasional debilitating hand tremble; primarily left, (My dominant hand.) but occasionally both. I can't relax it and if I use it, it gets worse. Until tonight, I thought it was the beginning of Parkinsons. I was wrong. I found out tonight it's something called essential tremors. From the small amount of research that I've done, which I shouldn't have in my current mood, the only thing I've realized is that it's similar to Parkinsons, but completely different. I don't need to research it more. I've seen what it does to my grandpa, aunt, and most of my uncles. If a parent (My mom in this case.) carries the mutated gene there's a 50% chance of inheriting it. It will only get worse. To the point where I'll be unable to write, hold utensils, or a million other small motor skills. If I'm lucky, it will just effect my hands. Unfortunately, it can also effect speech and eating. My gramps' condition was relatively mild, just tremors of the hand on occasion. My aunt can no longer write without having to hold the hand she's using to control the pen. My uncle can't even hold a coffee cup with one hand, but has to use two.

I'm trying to look on the bright side, but right now that's difficult to find. When you've seen the future and what will happen, you can't find the silver lining.

I did eventually want children, but how can I when I know what I have the possibility of passing on? I realize I don't know for certain this is what I have, but chances are great that I do.
 
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Current mood: Terrified, depressed, tearful...

Reason: For the last several years I have been plagued by the occasional debilitating hand tremble; primarily left, (My dominant hand.) but occasionally both. I can't relax it and if I use it, it gets worse. Until tonight, I thought it was the beginning of Parkinsons. I was wrong. I found out tonight it's something called essential tremors. From the small amount of research that I've done, which I shouldn't have in my current mood, the only thing I've realized is that it's similar to Parkinsons, but completely different. I don't need to research it more. I've seen what it does to my grandpa, aunt, and most of my uncles. If a parent (My mom in this case.) carries the mutated gene there's a 50% chance of inheriting it. It will only get worse. To the point where I'll be unable to write, hold utensils, or a million other small motor skills. If I'm lucky, it will just effect my hands. Unfortunately, it can also effect speech and eating. My gramps' condition was relatively mild, just tremors of the hand on occasion. My aunt can no longer write without having to hold the hand she's using to control the pen. My uncle can't even hold a coffee cup with one hand, but has to use two.

I'm trying to look on the bright side, but right now that's difficult to find. When you've seen the future and what will happen, you can't find the silver lining.

I did eventually want children, but how can I when I know what I have the possibility of passing on? I realize I don't know for certain this is what I have, but chances are great that I do.

I wish I could be there to give you a hug. I really do.
 
Current mood: Terrified, depressed, tearful...

Reason: For the last several years I have been plagued by the occasional debilitating hand tremble; primarily left, (My dominant hand.) but occasionally both. I can't relax it and if I use it, it gets worse. Until tonight, I thought it was the beginning of Parkinsons. I was wrong. I found out tonight it's something called essential tremors. From the small amount of research that I've done, which I shouldn't have in my current mood, the only thing I've realized is that it's similar to Parkinsons, but completely different. I don't need to research it more. I've seen what it does to my grandpa, aunt, and most of my uncles. If a parent (My mom in this case.) carries the mutated gene there's a 50% chance of inheriting it. It will only get worse. To the point where I'll be unable to write, hold utensils, or a million other small motor skills. If I'm lucky, it will just effect my hands. Unfortunately, it can also effect speech and eating. My gramps' condition was relatively mild, just tremors of the hand on occasion. My aunt can no longer write without having to hold the hand she's using to control the pen. My uncle can't even hold a coffee cup with one hand, but has to use two.

I'm trying to look on the bright side, but right now that's difficult to find. When you've seen the future and what will happen, you can't find the silver lining.

I did eventually want children, but how can I when I know what I have the possibility of passing on? I realize I don't know for certain this is what I have, but chances are great that I do.

I know nothing about essential tremor except what I just read on Wikipedia, but I would hasten to point out a few things. First, it's a wide-spread condition, affecting 4% of the population over the age of 40. That's an awful lot of people -- even in a small town of a few hundred people, you'll have a dozen or more with essential tremor, and for most or all of them it's a nuisance and unpleasant but not debilitating. Second, symptoms which tend to travel with essential tremor are depression and anxiety, so your present state of mind may be caused by the disorder but that doesn't mean they're justified by it, if you follow me. Finally, it is treatable, with most patients benefitting from one of the two most commonly prescribed drugs, and other treatments being researched.

I hope this helps your mood. And whether it does or not, see your doctor. :rose:
 
I know nothing about essential tremor except what I just read on Wikipedia, but I would hasten to point out a few things. First, it's a wide-spread condition, affecting 4% of the population over the age of 40. That's an awful lot of people -- even in a small town of a few hundred people, you'll have a dozen or more with essential tremor, and for most or all of them it's a nuisance and unpleasant but not debilitating. Second, symptoms which tend to travel with essential tremor are depression and anxiety, so your present state of mind may be caused by the disorder but that doesn't mean they're justified by it, if you follow me. Finally, it is treatable, with most patients benefitting from one of the two most commonly prescribed drugs, and other treatments being researched.

I hope this helps your mood. And whether it does or not, see your doctor. :rose:

Great advice man. That made me feel better about it too.

TaborGirl, I know you don't know me but I send you my cuddling vibes and if you want a chat, or someone to moan at, feel free to PM me. Very much doubt you will, but the offer is there all the same. :)

I hope things turn out ok for you, you seem lovely. :)

-TheMysticMan-
 
Current mood: Terrified, depressed, tearful...

Reason: For the last several years I have been plagued by the occasional debilitating hand tremble; primarily left, (My dominant hand.) but occasionally both. I can't relax it and if I use it, it gets worse. Until tonight, I thought it was the beginning of Parkinsons. I was wrong. I found out tonight it's something called essential tremors. From the small amount of research that I've done, which I shouldn't have in my current mood, the only thing I've realized is that it's similar to Parkinsons, but completely different. I don't need to research it more. I've seen what it does to my grandpa, aunt, and most of my uncles. If a parent (My mom in this case.) carries the mutated gene there's a 50% chance of inheriting it. It will only get worse. To the point where I'll be unable to write, hold utensils, or a million other small motor skills. If I'm lucky, it will just effect my hands. Unfortunately, it can also effect speech and eating. My gramps' condition was relatively mild, just tremors of the hand on occasion. My aunt can no longer write without having to hold the hand she's using to control the pen. My uncle can't even hold a coffee cup with one hand, but has to use two.

I'm trying to look on the bright side, but right now that's difficult to find. When you've seen the future and what will happen, you can't find the silver lining.

I did eventually want children, but how can I when I know what I have the possibility of passing on? I realize I don't know for certain this is what I have, but chances are great that I do.

Honey, I'm very sorry to hear that---
I wish I had some magical encouraging words---but I don't---Just know people care about you--:heart:
 
I actually had a nice post all typed up yesterday thanking everyone for their kindness and when I went to post, I got kicked off. Oh, bloody hell! I can't remember most of it, but I do remember the gist...

Thank you very much for caring. I'm doing fine. It took me a week or so to come back and see what, if anything, ya'll had written. Right now, I can control 90% of the ones that could possibly happen by paying attention to the signs and stopping whatever stressor is currently causing the problem. The other 10% happen with no warning.

I will return to my normal quirky, goofball self with the next post.

Seriously, thank you very much for your kind and caring words.

Back to usual TG posts in 5...4...3...2...
 
I actually had a nice post all typed up yesterday thanking everyone for their kindness and when I went to post, I got kicked off. Oh, bloody hell! I can't remember most of it, but I do remember the gist...

Thank you very much for caring. I'm doing fine. It took me a week or so to come back and see what, if anything, ya'll had written. Right now, I can control 90% of the ones that could possibly happen by paying attention to the signs and stopping whatever stressor is currently causing the problem. The other 10% happen with no warning.

I will return to my normal quirky, goofball self with the next post.

Seriously, thank you very much for your kind and caring words.

Back to usual TG posts in 5...4...3...2...

Glad your back sexy!--;):rose::kiss:
 
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