Moochie’s Musings (and a pic or two)

[Todger65]

I wanna be alone
Alone with you - does that make sense?
I wanna steal your soul
And hide you in my treasure chest

I don't know what to do
To do with your kiss on my neck
I don't know what feels true
But this feels right so stay a sec
Yeah, you feel right so stay a sec

So... an update?
I mean, it’s been a while... huh? Only seems fair to catch you all up.

October. In an act of necessity, I took a break from a lot of things... obviously this included Lit. I needed some time to figure things out; both mentally and physically. I focused on some more important items, and of course, tried to make sure I was good to me... because who else better to do the job? I did a lot of soul searching and a bit of writing. I went as a jellyfish for Halloween. Not sexy, I know... my second costume for handing out candy was a bit more risqué with a short skirt... and it involved my true profession: super girl.

http://forum.literotica.com/attachment.php?attachmentid=2060051&d=1545361072

November. I didn’t wear pants. All month. “No pants November.” It went really well and I have a new love for not wearing pants. I also wrote a story I may share here. I reconnected with a friend from high school who ended up still being odd and even kinky now (but ewww! I would never with him because he’s totally poly-saturated and also not my type whatsoever). I went to the local place where kinky things happen and took a rope course... like... real shibari, folks... like... real rope (sure, I was self-tying... but still, it was so comforting to feel it against my skin). I did my first futomomo and it was like falling back in love with myself. I don’t know how else to explain it, you’re just going to have to believe me.

http://forum.literotica.com/attachment.php?attachmentid=2060052&d=1545361084

December. With it brings the dark thoughts and the “Holidays.” I got a new sweater for Hanukkah. Went to a concert where several bands I really love threw my mind into a different space and I discovered some lyrics that really moved me (as the above, Hostage by Billie Eilish).

I’ve been working a lot throughout. Staying busy on that front. So... yeah. Had a discussion and decided that for my mental health I should post a bit again... so, boobs?

http://forum.literotica.com/attachment.php?attachmentid=2060053&d=1545361158

It’s so good to have you back. Missed you.
Glad things appear to be improving.
I love you have taken instruction in the art of Shibari. I do love seeing the end results. Some are very complex but are beautiful.

 

[sexywriterfla]

I wanna be alone
Alone with you - does that make sense?
I wanna steal your soul
And hide you in my treasure chest

I don't know what to do
To do with your kiss on my neck
I don't know what feels true
But this feels right so stay a sec
Yeah, you feel right so stay a sec

So... an update?
I mean, it’s been a while... huh? Only seems fair to catch you all up.

October. In an act of necessity, I took a break from a lot of things... obviously this included Lit. I needed some time to figure things out; both mentally and physically. I focused on some more important items, and of course, tried to make sure I was good to me... because who else better to do the job? I did a lot of soul searching and a bit of writing. I went as a jellyfish for Halloween. Not sexy, I know... my second costume for handing out candy was a bit more risqué with a short skirt... and it involved my true profession: super girl.

November. I didn’t wear pants. All month. “No pants November.” It went really well and I have a new love for not wearing pants. I also wrote a story I may share here. I reconnected with a friend from high school who ended up still being odd and even kinky now (but ewww! I would never with him because he’s totally poly-saturated and also not my type whatsoever). I went to the local place where kinky things happen and took a rope course... like... real shibari, folks... like... real rope (sure, I was self-tying... but still, it was so comforting to feel it against my skin). I did my first futomomo and it was like falling back in love with myself. I don’t know how else to explain it, you’re just going to have to believe me.

December. With it brings the dark thoughts and the “Holidays.” I got a new sweater for Hanukkah. Went to a concert where several bands I really love threw my mind into a different space and I discovered some lyrics that really moved me (as the above, Hostage by Billie Eilish).

I’ve been working a lot throughout. Staying busy on that front. So... yeah. Had a discussion and decided that for my mental health I should post a bit again... so, boobs?

Glad to hear you're in better head space. And yay...boobs.

 

[Joxlrg]

Beautiful

Your beautiful Moochie.. Inside and out!!

 

[fred626]

You are dynamic, complicated, sexy.....really just very interesting.

Sorry things have been difficult. Small breaks to focus on yourself are important. I'm glad you are back though. Awesome pics as always.

 

[Moochienanu]

Erotic

Interesting... I found this to be one of my least erotic posts. Speaking of, I am going to be changing things up a bit, I hope you don’t mind, and I will be posting more for me than for what I think other people want to see. This thread is for my musings, so let it be that, yes?

It’s so good to have you back. Missed you.
Glad things appear to be improving.
I love you have taken instruction in the art of Shibari. I do love seeing the end results. Some are very complex but are beautiful.

I’m getting there. My metamorphosis this year has been so substantial, I am getting there and will continue to work toward my personal health.

Glad to hear you're in better head space. And yay...boobs.

Yay boobs! ( . )( . )

Your beautiful Moochie.. Inside and out!!

Thank you. I will continue my journey and we shall see what happens, eh?

You are dynamic, complicated, sexy.....really just very interesting.

Sorry things have been difficult. Small breaks to focus on yourself are important. I'm glad you are back though. Awesome pics as always.

It was, I think, a good thing to take a break, but I found myself coming back here anyway... to read... to see... to lurk... I realized that the connection held more than I originally thought. Thus why I’ve returned.

 

[Joxlrg]

Forward

Looking forward to seeing you through your own eyes Moochie.. I truly am

 

[Moochienanu]

I’m not her anymore.
I know who I am now
I think
Maybe.

I haven’t been her in a long time.
Stop comparing yourself to yourself.
It only removes value.
It would be easier if there was no one who knew.

 

[Todger65]

I’m not her anymore.
I know who I am now
I think
Maybe.

I haven’t been her in a long time.
Stop comparing yourself to yourself.
It only removes value.
It would be easier if there was no one who knew.

That’s the way.

Be yourself, for yourself and no one else.

You must post things that are what you want, what pleases you. No one is going to mind that.

 

[Joxlrg]

Lovin it

I must say.. Im loving your posts and excited to hear more

 

[Moochienanu]

My Silly Thoughts in a Darkness of Delivered But Not Read

I’m tied
But I feel more free
Than you’ll ever know
Or we’ll ever be
Because we can’t get past
A history
Which consumes us.

We crossed a line of forever
Holding hands we jumped
Together
But did I push you?
Or do you mean it?
When you say it?
I believe it.

How did we get this far?
Do we even know
Where we are?
Without the ability to show
For the fear
Bubbling from below
Is what you care about more.

All I can do is read what you say
Hear what you give,
Take it away
Move myself aside
I fear I cannot hide
Anything from you
That I maybe should.

Edit: 2/23/22 - removed picture

 

[ShyGuy68]

Very sexy pic, would love to explore what else is under your skirt

 

[devilsanus]

I’m tied
But I feel more free
Than you’ll ever know
Or we’ll ever be
Because we can’t get past
A history
Which consumes us.

We crossed a line of forever
Holding hands we jumped
Together
But did I push you?
Or do you mean it?
When you say it?
I believe it.

How did we get this far?
Do we even know
Where we are?
Without the ability to show
For the fear
Bubbling from below
Is what you care about more.

All I can do is read what you say
Hear what you give,
Take it away
Move myself aside
I fear I cannot hide
Anything from you
That I maybe should.

You're back! It's a Christmas Miracle! Happy to hear you are well, I enjoy reading and contemplating your posts, and I don't mind the pics much, either!

 

[Moochienanu]

That’s the way.

Be yourself, for yourself and no one else.

You must post things that are what you want, what pleases you. No one is going to mind that.

The ever-looping question in my head, which really, does it matter, is ‘will anyone like who I am or what I become?’ Why do I need such validation?

I must say.. Im loving your posts and excited to hear more

Thank you. Time will tell if I still elicit excitement from anyone.

Very sexy pic, would love to explore what else is under your skirt

This comment is the reason I think lit is not my medium. I appreciate that you were being flirtatious, but my post has nothing to do with what is up my skirt. I wrote those versus to make you uncomfortable, because I’m uncomfortable in those moments. Did you feel it? Is that why you focused on the thing you could see and not what you read? I am learning and these are genuine questions.

You're back! It's a Christmas Miracle! Happy to hear you are well, I enjoy reading and contemplating your posts, and I don't mind the pics much, either!

*chuckle* I guess it must be some kind of miracle.

 

[Todger65]

The ever-looping question in my head, which really, does it matter, is ‘will anyone like who I am or what I become?’ Why do I need such validation?

I understand your feelings, but, I know, and you know, that you are beautiful inside and out, and anyone who doesn’t like you for who you are or who you become, isn’t worth a second of your time. Believe me.

 

[Todger65]

I’m tied
But I feel more free
Than you’ll ever know
Or we’ll ever be
Because we can’t get past
A history
Which consumes us.

We crossed a line of forever
Holding hands we jumped
Together
But did I push you?
Or do you mean it?
When you say it?
I believe it.

How did we get this far?
Do we even know
Where we are?
Without the ability to show
For the fear
Bubbling from below
Is what you care about more.

All I can do is read what you say
Hear what you give,
Take it away
Move myself aside
I fear I cannot hide
Anything from you
That I maybe should.

I still see the darkness in your thought process although it is becoming lighter. In truth there is no need to hide anything from anyone you are involved with. They should take you as you are and not want to mould you into what they want you to be.

 

[Moochienanu]

Bite me

Don't be scared
I've done this before
Show me your teeth
Show me your teeth
Show me your teeth

Don't want no money (want your money)
That shit's is ugly
Just want your sex (want your sex)
Take a bite of my bad girl meat (bad girl meat)
Take a bite my meat
Show me your teeth (let me see your mean)

I want him to bite me. Hard. That fleshy bit of the inner thigh? Yeah. That’s exactly where. I want to squirm as I feel his teeth sink into me, as his hands roam my body and he reads my mind. I want him to hold me down, push my hips into the ground as they rise up against his face involuntary. I want his tongue to tease my wet lips there and make me moan his name, pulling my wrists against the bindings he carefully secured earlier. I want to use all of my leverage, push my heels into his upper back, pressing his tongue deeper into my folds as our hunger for each other is a step closer to satisfied.

True satisfaction may never come. Not even when he looks into my eyes and kisses me as he presses his hard cock into me. Not even when we cum with each other over and over.

I think we will always want more.

Edit: 2/23/22 - removed picture

 

[deft]

Well, that's got me instantly hard.

 

[Moochienanu]

I understand your feelings, but, I know, and you know, that you are beautiful inside and out, and anyone who doesn’t like you for who you are or who you become, isn’t worth a second of your time. Believe me.

You make good points... I wish I had you in the back of my head to tell me these things when the self doubt creeps in and there is no one to repeat them.

I still see the darkness in your thought process although it is becoming lighter. In truth there is no need to hide anything from anyone you are involved with. They should take you as you are and not want to mould you into what they want you to be.

I have come to terms with the fact that the darkness will never leave; it is a part of me as much as my littleness is... it is just harder to look at as it isn’t bright and sparkly, colourful and cute.

Well, that's got me instantly hard.

My plan all along, obviously.

 

[Todger65]

You make good points... I wish I had you in the back of my head to tell me these things when the self doubt creeps in and there is no one to repeat them.



I have come to terms with the fact that the darkness will never leave; it is a part of me as much as my littleness is... it is just harder to look at as it isn’t bright and sparkly, colourful and cute.

It’s a shame we are half a world apart, I would love to be there with you, we will just have to work on the telepathic link.

The darkness may never leave, but it will brighten over time, believe me.

 

[Todger65]

Don't be scared
I've done this before
Show me your teeth
Show me your teeth
Show me your teeth

Don't want no money (want your money)
That shit's is ugly
Just want your sex (want your sex)
Take a bite of my bad girl meat (bad girl meat)
Take a bite my meat
Show me your teeth (let me see your mean)

I want him to bite me. Hard. That fleshy bit of the inner thigh? Yeah. That’s exactly where. I want to squirm as I feel his teeth sink into me, as his hands roam my body and he reads my mind. I want him to hold me down, push my hips into the ground as they rise up against his face involuntary. I want his tongue to tease my wet lips there and make me moan his name, pulling my wrists against the bindings he carefully secured earlier. I want to use all of my leverage, push my heels into his upper back, pressing his tongue deeper into my folds as our hunger for each other is a step closer to satisfied.

True satisfaction may never come. Not even when he looks into my eyes and kisses me as he presses his hard cock into me. Not even when we cum with each other over and over.

I think we will always want more.

Don’t dwell on the past whether they were good or bad, you need to be looking to and concentrating on your future, how you want it to be. Yes some things from the past that were good can be improved on with the right person and at the right time.

 

[OneHD]

Don't be scared
I've done this before
Show me your teeth
Show me your teeth
Show me your teeth

Don't want no money (want your money)
That shit's is ugly
Just want your sex (want your sex)
Take a bite of my bad girl meat (bad girl meat)
Take a bite my meat
Show me your teeth (let me see your mean)

I want him to bite me. Hard. That fleshy bit of the inner thigh? Yeah. That’s exactly where. I want to squirm as I feel his teeth sink into me, as his hands roam my body and he reads my mind. I want him to hold me down, push my hips into the ground as they rise up against his face involuntary. I want his tongue to tease my wet lips there and make me moan his name, pulling my wrists against the bindings he carefully secured earlier. I want to use all of my leverage, push my heels into his upper back, pressing his tongue deeper into my folds as our hunger for each other is a step closer to satisfied.

True satisfaction may never come. Not even when he looks into my eyes and kisses me as he presses his hard cock into me. Not even when we cum with each other over and over.

I think we will always want more.

Miss Moochie I your Sweet Spot . So damned Sexy and Hot ..

I would enjoy a Taste

 

[Moochienanu]

Let’s talk about pr0n preferences

Alright, I’m writing this with a tumbler of bourbon in my hand... so please treat it with the sensitivity a drunken little girl needs? *sips my drink*

Everyone has their porn they like to see. For some it’s a nice video of a couple who are really into each other, others it may be really sloppy face-fucking that helps them pop over the edge, or maybe it’s pics of anal creampies that float their boat onto a sea of cum... I think it’s all great and I find myself interested in a plethora of porn sometimes, jumping from one style (sports bra tittie-fucking anyone? *sips some more bourbon*) to another with the ease of shifting gears in the car... But there are specific things in porn whether it be pics or video, that will always drive me nuts in such a good way, and I’ve found this conversation cumming up quite a bit in my life lately... so why not write about it (yes, I went for the obvious joke-pun, so sue me.)?!

The hand porns. I don’t save much “porn” to my phone, but probably half of what I do have saved or bookmarked are pictures of exquisite hands. I love seeing filthy, calloused, thick working hands. I like seeing the backs of veiny hands as they lay on hairy chests. Delicate hands nonchalantly draped across décolletage or stocking-covered thigh is such a delicious sight... and let’s face it, I get plain weak in the knees just seeing a hand do a suggestive movement like thisthis , or unbuckling a belt, flipping a page in a book, or holding something of importance to me. I just... I can’t keep myself calm when I see that kind of handy work (gods! The puns today! ). I think the main thing about hand porn that gets me is how it makes me think about all the things those hands could do or have done to me. I’ve always had an overactive imagination... and there are SO many lovely things that hands do; from the light, gooseflesh-inducing touches to the rough bare-handed smacks... *wistfully thinks about a few other lovely hand action-y things for a couple minutes or so... okay it was more like a couple hours of thinking about those hands working their way over my body... sips the bourbon*

The personalized masturbation porns. This is a broad category. I like most masturbation porns (lately I’ve been really into watching mtf girls masterbate to climax because... well... YUM!), but there’s something extra special about someone touching themselves and cumming while they’re thinking of you... it just makes it so much better. *bourbon swig* I will probably never tire of watching some of the vids sent to me or seeing the pictures of people I like pleasing themselves to thoughts of me. It feeds my exhibitionist and voyeur tendencies at the same time (win-win!). I tried to describe to a lover the feeling I get when I see him stroke to me, and all I could cum up with (yes, it’s just happening now. Deal.) was that it made me feel so special and as though his words were waves hitting me right in the feels as he moaned and thought of me in his most vulnerable state... Nothing. Fucking. Sexier.

*huge gulps of bourbon*

Hair. I have a thing. It’s probably not many people’s thing... I mean, lots of people don’t deal with body hair well... me? I want it. Gimme!!! I keep myself groomed for others, and someday maybe I’ll be able to allow things to grow wild or something (not that I want it to or would like it for long), but my body isn’t about me... what is about me is my taste in porns... and oh... in the porn I watch and see, I want ALL the hair. I want to see a bit of hair that will tickle my nose on a beautiful pussy... I want to imagine the feel a scruffles or beard on a face if they’re able to grow one. *swig of bourbon* Gods! I NEED chest hair on a man. It’s an absolute must. I mean, CUM ON! If it’s dark or grey? Oh, I’m just putty in your fingers, porno makers. I want that texture. It’s weird, but it’s a thing for me. So seeing a young, hairless, meh-type chest in porn is a bit to overcome for me. I’m not gonna be able to get into it. I know I’m probably in a minority, but I’m sharing my truth, okay? *sips more of the delicious, life-giving bourbon*

Belt/rope/bondage porn. This doesn’t even have to have a tied person involved (although that’s nice). It’s about the potential of the item and what can be done with it... just like hands. I had a conversation with someone because he’s helping a friend with a boat and I said something about fucking him on every surface, so he took a few pics of the hold in the boat. *sips the bourbon* there were hanks of rope. I got wet. The potential was too much! I was in a whole new headspace immediately seeing the pics of hanks of rope laying there. I was imagining all the things and then this pic... this epic picture. This porn that will be on my short list for a long time cums to me from him: his hand (mmmmmm), holding a knotted ball on the end of a beautiful rope that would drape in such a lovely way across my skin leaving the prettiest of marks... and his comment: “Look, this line comes with its own ball gag!” *swoons and swigs the bourbon* Needless to say, I saved the picture. So yeah, show me the belt . Show me the rope. Show me the tie. Show me the restriction. I want to imagine.

Suit porn. I’m so lame, I know. I won’t spend much time on this, suffice to say, I feel like it’s the power dynamic. *sips my drink* I have a thing for a suit that’s worn well and makes me want to pull it off... or watch it being removed. I like feeling powerless in the presence of someone who is much more dressed than I am, more put together, more knowledgeable. I like to imagine myself with someone like that.

Finally, this is the most shallow bit of my porn needs: the people have to be pretty. I’m not talking unreal. I’m saying they can’t have something that completely takes me out of the thought. I was watching this porn recently where the girl was kinda cute, but all I could see was this weird bald spot on her temple. It was like: “I wonder if that’s alopecia or a new fashion thing... or something?” Or this one guy with teeth that went straight out instead of down in his jaw. Some people find this stuff to be endearing, but not me. I don’t like to be taken out of the moment by wandering thoughts about their childhood illness that might have caused that strange pattern of keloids on their back. It’s not my thing. I want ordinary, pretty people please. *holds my glass up in a salute and then drinks a bit more bourbon*

So, basically a lot of my porns can be incorporated in one picture I have: his handsome, scruffy face with a commanding look, his hand holding a rope with special meaning and metal buckles against his chest, which of course is deliciously covered with his dark, peppery hair. *melts and finishes last of my bourbon*

So... what’s your porns? I wanna know.

 

[rbijon]

I love what you just wrote, so candidly and honestly you.
I admit I enjoy a nice story narrative, creative dialogue and humor.
We certainly need to get together, as I have strong pirate hands and I know my knots. Just so you know, a rope is a rope on land, as soon as it's on a boat or a cute little pretty Wench it's called a line. I could cast a line around you with all the skills of a roguish pirate with a scruffy face and weathered strong hands.
Ahrrrrrrrr

 

[AlliaPotestas]

You are such a talented wordsmith - weird to see my pic amongst it, but enormously flattering, xx

My porn changes with my mood, but right now I wouldn’t say no to this...

https://alliapotestas.tumblr.com/post/180699869959

You are a gorgeous, unique creature - have a beautiful Christmas,

 

[y=mx+b]

Sports bra titty-fucking