Lust's Corner

[biggbear8]

Thank you Sweet BiggBear. I wish the same for, and to, you. Please stay safe this weeksend.

Your words are so very true. Ours is indeed a gift. By putting into words, the emotions/feelings that others can't or don't know how to express... or won't, express... we put them down on this "parchment", known as a computer screen, and through the written word we help them find the needed words. (I used Italics on that which I borrowed from your statement above... hope you don't mind dear.) *Gently places the kiss among the petals of the rose... and slips the rose into the vase she keeps on her desk*

I dont mind at all sweetie. Kisses the petals of a peach colored rose and slips into the vase that sits atop of Victoria's desk hoping that she'll enjoy the wonderful aroma and the colored Rose.

 

[MrFantasyMan]

One Cool Summer Night

One cool summer night,
Your beautiful blue eyes joined with mine,
When we found the power to fly,
From that very moment,
A true love was born,
that thrust us towards the sky,
.
I Heard it said and,
I believe that some,
souls travel together,
Because if love is to be measured,
in a mere mortal’s lifetime it will
stretch far into eternity.
.
Torn threads of our hearts,
when braided together, grew,
sturdy with just a few drops of tears,
Now on diaphanous wings we,
sail past the sun and,
know we have nothing to fear,

When I first felt your gentle touch,
I believed that our,
souls journeyed together,
That's why I believe love at first sight,
can be magical and last a lifetime,
also lasts after life, and for an eternity.

We're two shooting stars,
with tangled fiery tails in,
a blazing breathless flight,
our flesh gold speckled with the
aroma and taste of love,
exploding into the night.

I’ve Heard it said and,
I believe that some,
souls journey together,
because if love to be measured
in a mere mortal’s lifetime it will,
stretch far into eternity.

Bigbear8...so poignant...so beautiful...your words and the emotions they depecit are truely beautiful...you so deserve the honor bestowed on you...you are a gifted poet...

 

[Victoria_2001_02769]

Thank you sweet Victoria...
I do hope you enjoy your day...and it is made special in some way...

You're welcome MFM. Thank you for the rose. I'll place it in the vase on my desk. I've spent the day editing a story...I'm still in my pj's... and there's only one who could make the day brighter... but He's no longer a part of my life. Would that He were.

 

[biggbear8]

Bigbear8...so poignant...so beautiful...your words and the emotions they depecit are truely beautiful...you so deserve the honor bestowed on you...you are a gifted poet...

Thank you so much MFM you keep that up and your going to make me blush lol

handshakes my friend

 

[MrFantasyMan]

You're welcome MFM. Thank you for the rose. I'll place it in the vase on my desk. I've spent the day editing a story...I'm still in my pj's... and there's only one who could make the day brighter... but He's no longer a part of my life. Would that He were.

Hmmmmmmmmmmmm...you in pj's...
and not to make light of the emptiness in your heart..."when one door shuts we sometimes don't see the open window next to it"...

 

[Victoria_2001_02769]

I dont mind at all sweetie. Kisses the petals of a peach colored rose and slips into the vase that sits atop of Victoria's desk hoping that she'll enjoy the wonderful aroma and the colored Rose.

*Sees the Peach coloured rose in the vase on her desk, and bends to inhale deeply of its fragrance* Aww...... thank you BiggBear!

 

[Victoria_2001_02769]

Hmmmmmmmmmmmm...you in pj's...
and not to make light of the emptiness in your heart..."when one door shuts we sometimes don't see the open window next to it"...

*Glggles and blushes* I'll let you have your thoughts of the pj's luv... I don't mind if you have them... actually I'm flattered. And I know you're not making light of the emptiness that lies within me... right now... there are days when it just overwhelms me and it's all I can do to get through the day without crying. I'm not even looking for a window... cause I don't think there is one. *Twirls the rose between her fingers, inhaling the fragrance*

 

[MrFantasyMan]

*Glggles and blushes* I'll let you have your thoughts of the pj's luv... I don't mind if you have them... actually I'm flattered. And I know you're not making light of the emptiness that lies within me... right now... there are days when it just overwhelms me and it's all I can do to get through the day without crying. I'm not even looking for a window... cause I don't think there is one. *Twirls the rose between her fingers, inhaling the fragrance*

"I'm not even looking for a window... cause I don't think there is one."

and when we stop looking...love seems to find us......philosophy perhaps but my expierence tends to bare that out...

 

[Victoria_2001_02769]

"I'm not even looking for a window... cause I don't think there is one."

and when we stop looking...love seems to find us......philosophy perhaps but my expierence tends to bare that out...

Be it philosophy or experience dear... it worked for you. I don't know if I want to be that lucky again... or if I want to take the chance again... or if I'd just rather be alone... and not take the chance of being hurt again.

 

[biggbear8]

*Sees the Peach coloured rose in the vase on her desk, and bends to inhale deeply of its fragrance* Aww...... thank you BiggBear!

hugs you gently your welcome sweetie .

Victoria the emptiness within wont last long for you have a beautiful and loving soul and someone well notice you and worship the fairy goddess within you and happiness will reign over you paradise.
and btw you look great in those pjs mmmmmmmmmmmmm so sexy

hands you a yellow rose this time.

 

[Victoria_2001_02769]

hugs you gently your welcome sweetie .

Victoria the emptiness within wont last long for you have a beautiful and loving soul and someone well notice you and worship the fairy goddess within you and happiness will reign over you paradise.
and btw you look great in those pjs mmmmmmmmmmmmm so sexy

hands you a yellow rose this time.

*Places the Yellow rose into the vase upon her desk and smiles* Keep it up BiggBear, my dear. Flattery, or so I've been told, can get one anywhere. And yours is in its sincerest form. You're just too sweet! *Giggles over the pj comment*

 

[Victoria_2001_02769]

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[MrFantasyMan]

This is something very different from what I usually write...and is for a friend who I hope can feel the intentions of these words...


I look into the thick dark shadows of night,
Squeezing my eyes tightly to see,
But only blurs of shadow and motion fill my mind,

Oh what is it I seek in the depths of darkness,
As the wind whispers softly through shadowy images,
Flickering and blinking at me in lively amusement,

Each challenging my mind to see beyond their bizarre dance,
And reach into the darkness to feel,
Are they pieces of memory that surround me?

Or a future yet untold?
Can they dance together in front of me and dare me to choose?
Would I hold tightly to the past or see the future they offer,

Only my imagination can reach past the darkness to grasp illusive dreams,
Pulling them into my hazy reality,
Sharpening their form and brightening their detail,

They dance in my mind then ‘til dawn’s early light,
Dusty dreams, creating reality,
From darkness into bright hope,

They grow and thrive with me now,
And help me know,
That every shadow carries a bit of light,

Waiting to be seen, holding our hopes,
And never returning to the darkness,
Of dreams made old.


MFM

it is never easy to try and see through someone else's eyes...
my intentions come from a good place...

 

[babydoll2u]

this is beautiful, and very different from your usual writings.
I hope whoever it's for understands...

 

[Victoria_2001_02769]

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[Victoria_2001_02769]

This is something very different from what I usually write...and is for a friend who I hope can feel the intentions of these words...


I look into the thick dark shadows of night,
Squeezing my eyes tightly to see,
But only blurs of shadow and motion fill my mind,

Oh what is it I seek in the depths of darkness,
As the wind whispers softly through shadowy images,
Flickering and blinking at me in lively amusement,

Each challenging my mind to see beyond their bizarre dance,
And reach into the darkness to feel,
Are they pieces of memory that surround me?

Or a future yet untold?
Can they dance together in front of me and dare me to choose?
Would I hold tightly to the past or see the future they offer,

Only my imagination can reach past the darkness to grasp illusive dreams,
Pulling them into my hazy reality,
Sharpening their form and brightening their detail,

They dance in my mind then ‘til dawn’s early light,
Dusty dreams, creating reality,
From darkness into bright hope,

They grow and thrive with me now,
And help me know,
That every shadow carries a bit of light,

Waiting to be seen, holding our hopes,
And never returning to the darkness,
Of dreams made old.


MFM

it is never easy to try and see through someone else's eyes...
my intentions come from a good place...

Very unique, very different... I hope the one it's for, feels its meaning. Quite a different path you've taken with this one... I like it.

 

[MrFantasyMan]

They say everything happens for a reason
Sometimes we don't know why
We all go through heartbreaks
We all laugh but yet we all cry
There are situations that tear us apart
Rip apart our souls
Eat us from inside
Through all those things we have to be strong , and let them go...
Than there are the times we wish would never end
Those moments that we can't let go
Laughing, dancing, and just loving
All the things a persons heart needs to know
Soemtimes those things go away
But never within the heart
Everything in life is worth living
Love may die, but memories never part
So forgive all those times
That brought you to peices
For it will all be worth it
Just keep dreaming and wishing...


MFM

 

[MrFantasyMan]

I have seen the pain through woman`s eyes
That we as men bring through deceit and lies
I have come to understand their many tears
From broken hearts and constant fears

From abuse and pain and sheer neglect
And the public displays of disrespect
To be beaten down below their means
To a point where they lose their selfesteem

And live their lives in shattered dreams
Of he who was once seen as their prince
Become the one who keeps their life fenced
To be controlled and disciplined too
I wish your pains i could undo

But right now understanding them is the best i can do...


MFM...

 

[MrFantasyMan]

It's been quite awhile since I've written you a letter. I must say that after all those times we've been apart you're still the one I'm longing for. You see, life has never been the same without you. Every day and every night, I fight this feeling, but try as I might, I can't win. It seems like you've captured my heart and my heart won't be able to escape from your grasp. Every morning when the sun goes out to shine, I flash a smile but deep inside, I feel so sad and lonely and all I'm thinking is that I need you here and now.

I have regrets - regrets of why. But the sad fact is that you never tried or attempted to straighten things out between us. You never tried to fight for our love. Maybe because you never really loved me at all. And it pained me the most to know that you can envision your life without me. Where have gone all those promises you once said? I guess promises are really made to be broken. You made me believe that. And so, the best thing to do right now would be to miss you ... no more, no less. I just pray that somehow this heart of mine would learn to be contented - contented to be just missing you.

Love always,


Letting go and allowing one's heart to heal is perhaps the hardest part of loving...it is a process different for all of us but one we all go through...and a time when you can count who really cares for you...true friends are as precious as the love we seek to share.

 

[Victoria_2001_02769]

It's been quite awhile since I've written you a letter. I must say that after all those times we've been apart you're still the one I'm longing for. You see, life has never been the same without you. Every day and every night, I fight this feeling, but try as I might, I can't win. It seems like you've captured my heart and my heart won't be able to escape from your grasp. Every morning when the sun goes out to shine, I flash a smile but deep inside, I feel so sad and lonely and all I'm thinking is that I need you here and now.

I have regrets - regrets of why. But the sad fact is that you never tried or attempted to straighten things out between us. You never tried to fight for our love. Maybe because you never really loved me at all. And it pained me the most to know that you can envision your life without me. Where have gone all those promises you once said? I guess promises are really made to be broken. You made me believe that. And so, the best thing to do right now would be to miss you ... no more, no less. I just pray that somehow this heart of mine would learn to be contented - contented to be just missing you.

Love always,


Letting go and allowing one's heart to heal is perhaps the hardest part of loving...it is a process different for all of us but one we all go through...and a time when you can count who really cares for you...true friends are as precious as the love we seek to share.

Wow! As you are aware... I usually try to comment after each piece... but this 'set', better phraseology escapes me at present, is so unique, that I would like to comment on them as just that, a set.

Each piece, each work, each more unique and outstanding then the one before, has touched that place within... the one I thought was hollow... and has managed to give me a little peace and quiet... and ausages the hurt that wound itself, and found itself, written into each word, line, and phrase of my last two pieces.

The words of each work, again each unique from the one before it, have created for me, a safe haven, if you will allow... that I can come back to, when I feel that dark place beginning to engulf me once again, or when I am hurting just too badly.

Thank you MFM... for more than you know.

 

[MrFantasyMan]

Wow! As you are aware... I usually try to comment after each piece... but this 'set', better phraseology escapes me at present, is so unique, that I would like to comment on them as just that, a set.

Each piece, each work, each more unique and outstanding then the one before, has touched that place within... the one I thought was hallow... and has managed to give me a little peace and quiet... and ausages the hurt that wound itself, and found itself, written into each word, line, and phrase of my last two pieces.

The words of each work, again each unique from the one before it, have created for me, a safe haven, if you will allow... that I can come back to, when I feel that dark place beginning to engulf me once again, or when I am hurting just too badly.

Thank you MFM... for more than you know.

maybe for more than I know...but NOT more than I hoped......

 

[Erotica_Writings]

Beauty

Dedicated to Raven a.k.a Lisa

They called her Beauty,
She served her man out of love not duty.
She scrubbed floors to pay their rent,
She was an angel heaven sent.
She never questioned him with why,
She sits in the restroom to cry.
Beauty walked the same path every day,
She refused to go another way.
A car driven out of control,
Helped the angel of death to claim Beauties soul.


By Erotica Writings
A.k.a Tata's

 

[Victoria_2001_02769]

Dedicated to Raven a.k.a Lisa

They called her Beauty,
She served her man out of love not duty.
She scrubbed floors to pay their rent,
She was an angel, heaven sent.
She never questioned him with why,
She sits in the restroom to cry.
Beauty walked the same path every day,
She refused to go another way.
A car driven out of control,
Helped the angel of death to claim Beauty's soul.


By Erotica Writings
A.k.a Tata's

A lovely dedication, sweeter Sis

 

[Erotica_Writings]

A lovely dedication, sweeter Sis

Thank you, she was a sister that I once rode with. The car that went out of control was driven by her ex ... yes, she was murdered and laid in a coma for two weeks. She died the day they arrested him. Today is the 5th year anniversary of her death. for beauty and a for you sweet sis.

 

[Victoria_2001_02769]

Thank you, she was a sister that I once rode with. The car that went out of control was driven by her ex ... yes, she was murdered and laid in a coma for two weeks. She died the day they arrested him. Today is the 5th year anniversary of her death. for beauty and a for you sweet sis.

Sweeter Sis... then either tonight or tomorrow night... we MUST set off a series of bangs... be it a hi-in-the-sky shower... or be it a Waterfall... we MUST do it, and dedicate it, to Raven... from you. My heart goes out to you on this day of sorrow, that one so sweet and special to you, had been taken away all those years ago.

{{{{{{{{EW}}}}}}}} Would that I could give them to you for reals.