Lil_Jenni's Adventures, Past and Present...

[13Fantasies]

Nothing new to add about Dimples. We are still enjoying texting that's a bit risqué but isn't quite sexting. But it will get there.

I don't have a date yet to go Vegas as my baby sitters (my parents and in-laws) there have conflicting schedules. Well, the in-laws mainly. My mom was so excited that I might leave the kids with her for a day that she said she would drop anything else she might be doing to make time. My MIL, however, would shit a brick if she had to change plans or if she missed time with the kids. So... working on it.

In other news, we seem to have hit on a hard limit for my Hubby. Yesterday in a different thread here, I posted a short clip of a young woman who looks a fair bit like I looked when I was her age (different hair color and a few other minor differences, but otherwise, especially in the eyes, its kinda eerie) getting slapped pretty hard while servicing her man. I sent it to Hubby too, hoping to get him in the mood for some rough stuff. Well... that fucking backfired. Seems it bothered him watching someone who looked a fair bit like me getting slapped that hard. Hell, it wasn't even really that hard. There wasn't a red mark or bruise or anything, and I think she might have been trying to sell it as harder than it was, but...

As you might imagine, not only did I not get anything rough last night, I doubt I will be getting anything rough anytime soon, especially slapping. Sometimes its a pain in the ass loving someone who is so fucking considerate. And yeah, I know that sounds bad to say, and it is, of course. I should be happy he cares about me and doesn't want to hurt me, but part of it is that he wants to protect me from myself. And I don't fucking need that!

But I know who he is and accepted that he will not always indulge my darker desires, and I really love how much he loves and cares for me. But that doesn't mean it doesn't frustrate the fuck out of me sometimes.

But also... + > , so...

Guess you'll have to get together with Dimples even sooner. You're gonna be needy with all that love, attention, and protection you receive at home.

 

[lil_jenni]

Guess you'll have to get together with Dimples even sooner. You're gonna be needy with all that love, attention, and protection you receive at home.

They really need to include in the reaction emoji selection...

 

[13Fantasies]

They really need to include in the reaction emoji selection...

It sucks that your husband isnt willing to give you what you want

 

[lil_jenni]

It sucks that your husband isnt willing to give you what you want

People have their limits. I respect that. I wish it were different, but I respect it.

Oh, and I still got off a couple of times last night, so no complaints... other than that he is working late tonight because he took off early last night because we had someplace we had to be. I kinda miss when he had a more regular hours job. But he'll be home soon, and tonight... well, I bet I'll get off some more.

 

[13Fantasies]

People have their limits. I respect that. I wish it were different, but I respect it.

Oh, and I still got off a couple of times last night, so no complaints... other than that he is working late tonight because he took off early last night because we had someplace we had to be. I kinda miss when he had a more regular hours job. But he'll be home soon, and tonight... well, I bet I'll get off some more.

Attagirl! Enjoy your night.

 

[Purple_Fronds]

Nothing new to add about Dimples. We are still enjoying texting that's a bit risqué but isn't quite sexting. But it will get there.

I don't have a date yet to go Vegas as my baby sitters (my parents and in-laws) there have conflicting schedules. Well, the in-laws mainly. My mom was so excited that I might leave the kids with her for a day that she said she would drop anything else she might be doing to make time. My MIL, however, would shit a brick if she had to change plans or if she missed time with the kids. So... working on it.

In other news, we seem to have hit on a hard limit for my Hubby. Yesterday in a different thread here, I posted a short clip of a young woman who looks a fair bit like I looked when I was her age (different hair color and a few other minor differences, but otherwise, especially in the eyes, its kinda eerie) getting slapped pretty hard while servicing her man. I sent it to Hubby too, hoping to get him in the mood for some rough stuff. Well... that fucking backfired. Seems it bothered him watching someone who looked a fair bit like me getting slapped that hard. Hell, it wasn't even really that hard. There wasn't a red mark or bruise or anything, and I think she might have been trying to sell it as harder than it was, but...

As you might imagine, not only did I not get anything rough last night, I doubt I will be getting anything rough anytime soon, especially slapping. Sometimes its a pain in the ass loving someone who is so fucking considerate. And yeah, I know that sounds bad to say, and it is, of course. I should be happy he cares about me and doesn't want to hurt me, but part of it is that he wants to protect me from myself. And I don't fucking need that!

But I know who he is and accepted that he will not always indulge my darker desires, and I really love how much he loves and cares for me. But that doesn't mean it doesn't frustrate the fuck out of me sometimes.

But also... + > , so...

I always enjoy your posts and it’s lovely to see your life going so well for you.

 

[lil_jenni]

So, things with Dimples have escalated to full on cybersex, including some really naughty texting while I was helping Beth with another open house this past weekend. I may have gotten myself off in a bathroom of the house after the open house ended and before the owners returned.

My Vegas plans are a bit fucked, however, as my in-laws have shit going on until late August, and the kiddo will be in school by then. He might have to stay with Hubby and I can just take the twins to see their grandparents. But that would probably be in September at this point.

But I'll make it work. I'm just really wanting some girl/girl time. It's been a bit, because I've not been with Misty since she got with her girlfriend. I'm horny in a way that Hubby and masturbation can't completely satisfy.

 

[deft]

Fingers crossed for Dimplesex!

 

[13Fantasies]

So, things with Dimples have escalated to full on cybersex, including some really naughty texting while I was helping Beth with another open house this past weekend. I may have gotten myself off in a bathroom of the house after the open house ended and before the owners returned.

My Vegas plans are a bit fucked, however, as my in-laws have shit going on until late August, and the kiddo will be in school by then. He might have to stay with Hubby and I can just take the twins to see their grandparents. But that would probably be in September at this point.

But I'll make it work. I'm just really wanting some girl/girl time. It's been a bit, because I've not been with Misty since she got with her girlfriend. I'm horny in a way that Hubby and masturbation can't completely satisfy.

Hopefully its worth the wait.

I know we are all anxiously awaiting it. And we aren't even invited.

Was Beth at the house too?

 

[lil_jenni]

Hopefully its worth the wait.

I know we are all anxiously awaiting it. And we aren't even invited.

Was Beth at the house too?

During the texting? For some of it. For the jilling? Nope. I was cleaning everything up while she had gone to show another property.

 

[deft]

During the texting? For some of it. For the jilling? Nope. I was cleaning everything up while she had gone to show another property.

Did you collaborate on any of the replies you sent?

 

[13Fantasies]

During the texting? For some of it. For the jilling? Nope. I was cleaning everything up while she had gone to show another property.

Could have been interesting had she come back and caught you.

 

[lil_jenni]

Did you collaborate on any of the replies you sent?

Nah. That was just me, since Beth's kinda my mentor for this real estate stuff, and I do kinda have some boundaries. Plus, I'm pretty sure Beth is mainly straight. I say, mainly, because she was a stripper, and I've never met a stripper (female or male) that wasn't at least a little bi/pan. But Misty has known Beth a lot longer than I have, and she says she's never heard of her being with another. So...

 

[13Fantasies]

Nah. That was just me, since Beth's kinda my mentor for this real estate stuff, and I do kinda have some boundaries. Plus, I'm pretty sure Beth is mainly straight. I say, mainly, because she was a stripper, and I've never met a stripper (female or male) that wasn't at least a little bi/pan. But Misty has known Beth a lot longer than I have, and she says she's never heard of her being with another. So...

Probably good nothing happened. But when one day the student becomes the teacher..

 

[lil_jenni]

Probably good nothing happened. But when one day the student becomes the teacher..

Nope. I'm kinda liking having a female friend I'm not interested in fucking. Not that she's not hot. She is. But... it's nice. Other than in college, it's been hard for me to have many female friends, and it's gotten worse since I accepted I'm bi, because either I do like or am worried I'm going to like someone as more than friends, or I'm worried about a potential friend not wanting to be friends because I'm bi. The latter is probably much more my anxiety than reality, but I worry about it.

Beth knows I'm bi and does not seem at all worried or thinking I'm hitting on her or anything. We just get along really well.

 

[deft]

Nah. That was just me, since Beth's kinda my mentor for this real estate stuff, and I do kinda have some boundaries. Plus, I'm pretty sure Beth is mainly straight. I say, mainly, because she was a stripper, and I've never met a stripper (female or male) that wasn't at least a little bi/pan. But Misty has known Beth a lot longer than I have, and she says she's never heard of her being with another. So...

I think my pornbrain was kicking in... my apologies!

 

[lil_jenni]

I think my pornbrain was kicking in... my apologies!

No worries, especially given the context of Lit.

 

[13Fantasies]

Nope. I'm kinda liking having a female friend I'm not interested in fucking. Not that she's not hot. She is. But... it's nice. Other than in college, it's been hard for me to have many female friends, and it's gotten worse since I accepted I'm bi, because either I do like or am worried I'm going to like someone as more than friends, or I'm worried about a potential friend not wanting to be friends because I'm bi. The latter is probably much more my anxiety than reality, but I worry about it.

Beth knows I'm bi and does not seem at all worried or thinking I'm hitting on her or anything. We just get along really well.

Glad to hear it.