Lil_Jenni's Adventures, Past and Present...

[lil_jenni]

Good things come to those who wait. Who needs Paula when you have another cutie waiting and wanting to please you?

Its nice she reached out, but a shame about the duplicity. She could have been honest.

Maybe reach out and tell her so. See what she says.

Let things develop how you like since you hold the cards.


Although to be fair, I can't blame her or her boyfriend for wanting you.

Yeah, but Paula is more than a cutie... She is a goddess.

But you are right. I think I will let her know that I was put off by her using the amends process as an excuse to contact me. We'll see where it goes from there. And it's not like anything can happen soon. She lives over 400 miles away from me. So, close enough that it's possible, far enough away it will take planning and time.

 

[13Fantasies]

Yeah, but Paula is more than a cutie... She is a goddess.

But you are right. I think I will let her know that I was put off by her using the amends process as an excuse to contact me. We'll see where it goes from there. And it's not like anything can happen soon. She lives over 400 miles away from me. So, close enough that it's possible, far enough away it will take planning and time.

I still think you should just ask Paula.

Im a little further away, but happy to take some time to plan to come see you.

 

[lil_jenni]

I still think you should just ask Paula.

Im a little further away, but happy to take some time to plan to come see you.

But she lives in Vegas, so it might be more fun to go see her...

I did text her just a few minutes ago. I'm waiting for the answer. And I'm trying to come up with a name for her to use here... something that fits her but isn't close to her real name.

 

[13Fantasies]

But she lives in Vegas, so it might be more fun to go see her...

I did text her just a few minutes ago. I'm waiting for the answer. And I'm trying to come up with a name for her to use here... something that fits her but isn't close to her real name.

So go to Vegas! Id meet you there.

Sylvia.

 

[lil_jenni]

So go to Vegas! Id meet you there.

Sylvia.

I'll think about Sylvia. Not sure it's a good fit. But maybe Seline?

 

[dkak001]

I'll think about Sylvia. Not sure it's a good fit. But maybe Seline?

How about Dimples?

 

[lil_jenni]

How about Dimples?

I like it, but too nice for her. She was quite a bitch back in college. And even if she isn't now, I need to capture that essence...

Then again, I do love her dimples... Fuck it. Dimples she will be.

 

[lil_jenni]

Oh, and I haven't heard back from Dimples yet. But she is working.

 

[13Fantasies]

Oh, and I haven't heard back from Dimples yet. But she is working.

Some of us have to. We aren't kept women.

 

[lil_jenni]

Some of us have to. We aren't kept women.

How dare you insinuate that I'm a kept woman... I'm a mother!!!!

And yeah, the other thing too.

 

[lil_jenni]

How dare you insinuate that I'm a kept woman... I'm a mother!!!!

And yeah, the other thing too.

And I'm signing up for some real estate classes. I've been told it's a bad time to get into selling real estate right now, but Beth says she thinks there is never a bad time to learn. I think she just wants some free help.

 

[13Fantasies]

How dare you insinuate that I'm a kept woman... I'm a mother!!!!

And yeah, the other thing too.

And you're a FUCKING awesome one. Or something like that I'll assume one of your twins said.

Real estate will come back around so its probably the best time to learn. You'll be a natural.

 

[lil_jenni]

Got a reply. Dimples wants to actually speak on the phone. What the fuck? Who uses their phones for actually talking?

At least that's what Misty tells me when I try to call her. She almost exclusively texts/DMs/etc. I like using my phone as a fucking phone. Maybe Dimples and I will hit it off better the second time around.

 

[Jaws82]

Got a reply. Dimples wants to actually speak on the phone. What the fuck? Who uses their phones for actually talking?

At least that's what Misty tells me when I try to call her. She almost exclusively texts/DMs/etc. I like using my phone as a fucking phone. Maybe Dimples and I will hit it off better the second time around.

She probably wants to say something dirty in your ear

 

[13Fantasies]

Got a reply. Dimples wants to actually speak on the phone. What the fuck? Who uses their phones for actually talking?

At least that's what Misty tells me when I try to call her. She almost exclusively texts/DMs/etc. I like using my phone as a fucking phone. Maybe Dimples and I will hit it off better the second time around.

Just make sure you supplement with FaceTime and the like.

 

[lil_jenni]

Just make sure you supplement with FaceTime and the like.

I took your advice, and we video chatted. It was nice. Dimples made it clear that her main intent was to make amends, and the other was her taking a shot because what our mutual friend had told her. I respect that.

We talked a little about what had happened with her college boyfriend, and she admitted she had liked me then but was trying to deny that and had concocted the thing with her boyfriend, making him think it was his idea, to be with me since she thought I was truly straight. She apologized again, and said she had wanted to for years because it was really an assault.

I told her about misreading some things badly with other women over the years, including with Hubby's cousin during covid when I got drunk and kissed and groped her, very much against her wishes it turned out, and about how bad I had felt about that for years. I also told her I had been in big time denial in college.

I did ask her why she was such a bitch to me, and she explained she had a hard time being friends with women because she was attracted to women and it made it tricky, especially when she liked them but they didn't like her the same way. She said it made her very defensive and mean, keeping women she liked at arms distance all why trying to convince herself she only liked men.

So, let's just say we found lots of common ground. Of course, when I was in denial I wasn't bitchy about it, I just flat out denied it. But I had a hard time making and keeping female friends.

Anyway, we are talking about meeting in Vegas later this summer. I need to take the kids to see their grandparents (both sets). Hubby's parents live twenty minutes from Dimples, and mine live about eighty minutes away. And I was already planning a trip without Hubby, since his time is currently booked about four months out. I'm sure I can get the grandparents to take the kids while I see old friends.

 

[13Fantasies]

I took your advice, and we video chatted. It was nice. Dimples made it clear that her main intent was to make amends, and the other was her taking a shot because what our mutual friend had told her. I respect that.

We talked a little about what had happened with her college boyfriend, and she admitted she had liked me then but was trying to deny that and had concocted the thing with her boyfriend, making him think it was his idea, to be with me since she thought I was truly straight. She apologized again, and said she had wanted to for years because it was really an assault.

I told her about misreading some things badly with other women over the years, including with Hubby's cousin during covid when I got drunk and kissed and groped her, very much against her wishes it turned out, and about how bad I had felt about that for years. I also told her I had been in big time denial in college.

I did ask her why she was such a bitch to me, and she explained she had a hard time being friends with women because she was attracted to women and it made it tricky, especially when she liked them but they didn't like her the same way. She said it made her very defensive and mean, keeping women she liked at arms distance all why trying to convince herself she only liked men.

So, let's just say we found lots of common ground. Of course, when I was in denial I wasn't bitchy about it, I just flat out denied it. But I had a hard time making and keeping female friends.

Anyway, we are talking about meeting in Vegas later this summer. I need to take the kids to see their grandparents (both sets). Hubby's parents live twenty minutes from Dimples, and mine live about eighty minutes away. And I was already planning a trip without Hubby, since his time is currently booked about four months out. I'm sure I can get the grandparents to take the kids while I see old friends.

Lucky girls. -Sigh-

I hope the twins say FUCK a lot.

 

[lil_jenni]

I hope the twins say FUCK a lot.

My mother will be horrified. My MIL will be absolutely scandalized.

 

[JerseyJade]

A Long time ago, probably more than a decade ago in a thread about college sex that seems to be gone, since I could not find it yesterday, I posted about a threesome I had with her and her boyfriend. We'd had a bet, I can't remember about what, probably college sports , and I'd won. Now, this may seem strange, but what I won was blowing her boyfriend while she was forced to watch. I probably recalled the details better in that long ago post, which is why I tried to find it, but as I recall she bragged all the time about how good she was sucking cock, and I wanted to get her boyfriend to admit I was better, I think. That's all seems a bit vague to me these days.

So... did he tell you that you're better than his gf?

 

[lil_jenni]

So... did he tell you that you're better than his gf?

He did, several times, but not in her hearing, and when he was trying to get more from me. I choose to believe he meant it.

 

[lil_jenni]

I told Hubby about Dimples because I always keep him informed, but just not the details, as he doesn't want those. And I showed him her pic. He thinks she briefly dated one of his law school classmates. The law school he attended is part of the university Dimples and I both attended. He said hís friend told him she was a bit crazy and a bit of a bitch. I laughed and told him I thought both were more than a bit, but that I now understood a reason she was that way. He shrugged and told me to be careful. So... I am free to move forward, keeping in mind to be careful.

Not that he would have said no anyway, but if he had more concerns he would have said more than be careful. For example, he point blank asked me not to go after Paula when she was dating his boss. He didn't tell me no. He just asked me not to do it. And I didn't. Of course, some of that was fear and anxiety and self-esteem issues, but I also knew he wouldn't have asked if it weren't important to him.

 

[Pad_Foot]

Staying tuned in for future reports

 

[13Fantasies]

I told Hubby about Dimples because I always keep him informed, but just not the details, as he doesn't want those. And I showed him her pic. He thinks she briefly dated one of his law school classmates. The law school he attended is part of the university Dimples and I both attended. He said hís friend told him she was a bit crazy and a bit of a bitch. I laughed and told him I thought both were more than a bit, but that I now understood a reason she was that way. He shrugged and told me to be careful. So... I am free to move forward, keeping in mind to be careful.

Not that he would have said no anyway, but if he had more concerns he would have said more than be careful. For example, he point blank asked me not to go after Paula when she was dating his boss. He didn't tell me no. He just asked me not to do it. And I didn't. Of course, some of that was fear and anxiety and self-esteem issues, but I also knew he wouldn't have asked if it weren't important to him.

Get Dimples AND Paula.

 

[HumpDayHoratio]

It was a one rep max... I think it was her way of letting me find out that I needed to start lower than I thought...

Anyway, she has me doing reps with 25s. And I'm no longer asking why she started me so light.

Just checking in after a while…I know I’m late to the party, but the old advice went something like this…

If you want to put on bulk, high weight low reps. If you want to tone, light weight, high reps. Sound bout right gym rats?

Take any and all work out advice from me w a grain of salt.

 

[lil_jenni]

Nothing new to add about Dimples. We are still enjoying texting that's a bit risqué but isn't quite sexting. But it will get there.

I don't have a date yet to go Vegas as my baby sitters (my parents and in-laws) there have conflicting schedules. Well, the in-laws mainly. My mom was so excited that I might leave the kids with her for a day that she said she would drop anything else she might be doing to make time. My MIL, however, would shit a brick if she had to change plans or if she missed time with the kids. So... working on it.

In other news, we seem to have hit on a hard limit for my Hubby. Yesterday in a different thread here, I posted a short clip of a young woman who looks a fair bit like I looked when I was her age (different hair color and a few other minor differences, but otherwise, especially in the eyes, its kinda eerie) getting slapped pretty hard while servicing her man. I sent it to Hubby too, hoping to get him in the mood for some rough stuff. Well... that fucking backfired. Seems it bothered him watching someone who looked a fair bit like me getting slapped that hard. Hell, it wasn't even really that hard. There wasn't a red mark or bruise or anything, and I think she might have been trying to sell it as harder than it was, but...

As you might imagine, not only did I not get anything rough last night, I doubt I will be getting anything rough anytime soon, especially slapping. Sometimes its a pain in the ass loving someone who is so fucking considerate. And yeah, I know that sounds bad to say, and it is, of course. I should be happy he cares about me and doesn't want to hurt me, but part of it is that he wants to protect me from myself. And I don't fucking need that!

But I know who he is and accepted that he will not always indulge my darker desires, and I really love how much he loves and cares for me. But that doesn't mean it doesn't frustrate the fuck out of me sometimes.

But also... + > , so...