Jacking-Off Log

[Hester]

I call that moment loss of vitality and I almost always regret it; unless I'm so tightly wound that I need release. The problem with compulsive jacking is that my jacking hand tends to write checks that my balls can't cash. It's a fundamental difference in the male and female wiring.

i'm non functional when wound like that. can't think clearly, can't focus, can't get anything done. and i get wound about every 4-6 hrs. 12 hrs on a good day.

but no loss of vitality, thank god. i get energized not sapped.

 

[rosco rathbone]

Oh, that would suck.

The main thing that is difficult for me is that girl wiring I have that makes me almost preternaturally docile sometimes. Frozen or unable to move, unwilling chemically.

Had a hamster that would fight tooth and nail and rip any male near her to bloody shreds...but if she was in heat, she'd just take anything. He could drag her around, bite, she'd just be frozen.

Saw that and something in me clicked. "That's what that is. Huh."

That's very interesting. My default mode for thinking about animal sexuality is lions which I have viewed fucking on mutual of omaha specials. Frankly, I liked to think that the lionessess were being held down against their will. A possible explanation would be that male beasts are horney @ all times, but cannot get vagina until the females are in heat. Thus, when the females basically lie down and give it up without a fight-thanks to their wiring-the males are so keyed up and pent up and full of limbic meditations about taking and having and so on; that they do what is not necessary and go beyond the call of duty as far as attacking and biting necks and such.

"Preternaturally docile"-a phrase that goes right to my balls.

 

[Recidiva]

That's very interesting. My default mode for thinking about animal sexuality is lions which I have viewed fucking on mutual of omaha specials. Frankly, I liked to think that the lionessess were being held down against their will. A possible explanation would be that male beasts are horney @ all times, but cannot get vagina until the females are in heat. Thus, when the females basically lie down and give it up without a fight-thanks to their wiring-the males are so keyed up and pent up and full of limbic meditations about taking and having and so on; that they do what is not necessary and go beyond the call of duty as far as attacking and biting necks and such.

"Preternaturally docile"-a phrase that goes right to my balls.

It's a definite that females in heat hold still. Pretty sure this extends to almost any animal that experiences this cycle. I'm not really sure of the chemistry involved with humans, but it certainly seems to me, in my own head, something, somewhere, can trigger that docility. In the way that I think frenzy can be triggered in males.

One study I loved also is the mating habits of Tazmanian Devils. Shows that females that can escape a male don't want him for a partner. The males are vicious abusive biting scarring bastards and the women will mate most with them. If a woman escapes from a male, she won't give him another try. But if a male traps her, she'll bring him home.

 

[Hester]

One study I loved also is the mating habits of Tazmanian Devils. Shows that females that can escape a male don't want him for a partner. The males are vicious abusive biting scarring bastards and the women will mate most with them. If a woman escapes from a male, she won't give him another try. But if a male traps her, she'll bring him home.

that's interesting. i'm kind of like that at times.

 

[Recidiva]

that's interesting. i'm kind of like that at times.

Y'think?

 

[bluntforcemama]

One study I loved also is the mating habits of Tazmanian Devils. Shows that females that can escape a male don't want him for a partner. The males are vicious abusive biting scarring bastards and the women will mate most with them. If a woman escapes from a male, she won't give him another try. But if a male traps her, she'll bring him home.

Humans should really watch more Tazmanian Devil matings. That's hot.

 

[pinkladyzz11]

One study I loved also is the mating habits of Tazmanian Devils. Shows that females that can escape a male don't want him for a partner. The males are vicious abusive biting scarring bastards and the women will mate most with them. If a woman escapes from a male, she won't give him another try. But if a male traps her, she'll bring him home.

Oh God! That about sums up my life! Don't know if I should thank you for that bit of insight or not.

 

[Hester]

Y'think?

i'm just trying to figure out if i'm more like the males or the females

 

[Recidiva]

i'm just trying to figure out if i'm more like the males or the females

Hopefully like the successful male and the successful female. And not the clueless one.

 

[Recidiva]

Humans should really watch more Tazmanian Devil matings. That's hot.

This is why I love documentaries.

 

[Recidiva]

Oh God! That about sums up my life! Don't know if I should thank you for that bit of insight or not.

Insight is always good! This is what I tell myself.

 

[iansearchof]

That's very interesting. My default mode for thinking about animal sexuality is lions which I have viewed fucking on mutual of omaha specials. Frankly, I liked to think that the lionessess were being held down against their will. A possible explanation would be that male beasts are horney @ all times, but cannot get vagina until the females are in heat. Thus, when the females basically lie down and give it up without a fight-thanks to their wiring-the males are so keyed up and pent up and full of limbic meditations about taking and having and so on; that they do what is not necessary and go beyond the call of duty as far as attacking and biting necks and such.

"Preternaturally docile"-a phrase that goes right to my balls.

A few years ago I watched two lions mating from a vantage close enough to light their post coital cigarettes. According to the guide/ranger, only the young males bite the female and seldom repeat the mistake. When our boy did it, he got some hurts from the docile female. However, a few minutes later she let him back in. (The guide also said that this was early in the season, later she'd find/attract a much older fellow for the serious work.)

Since the heat cycle is natural, the docility can not be preternatural, your balls notwithstanding.

 

[Olivia_Yearns]

I always saw the lion neck biting as something different then force. cubs, like kittens, go limp and docile when their mothers carry them by the back of the neck. I saw that sex neck biting as dominance, but not force: something that invokes the docile, submissive response in the adult female. Like hairpulling in people, which doesn't need to be 'force strength' to evoke a feeling of submission. I always found the big cats sexy. I also feel very relaxed when guided by the back of my neck or bitten there.

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ahh. cat-jack. 12:34

I'm going to bed early tonight. After weeks of insomnia, I think I'm going to sleep *prays*.

 

[MechaBlade]

The worst jacking experience ever.

First of all, I was already late as I showered, but not very late. I hadn't jacked in almost 24 hours, so I thought I could get a quick one in. Nothing doing. The imagery was perfect, my cock was harder than the MCAT, but I had what I think rosco refers to as a "loss of vitality". I continued nevertheless, knowing that I can always finish myself off if it's been over 5 hours since my last jacking.

I was running really fucking late, so I gave in as I sometimes do and did some digital anal stimulation, but even that wasn't getting me the immediate results I can often count on. Frustrated, I moved it around a bit until I came across a new method that, unlike my previous method of anal stimulation, cannot be simulated with a mere female tongue. It worked, but I felt shame as I o'ed. I don't like enjoying anal stimulation. I don't want to be TWB. It's bad enough that I like to fuck women's asses and watch them shit (not simultaneously), I really don't need any new kinks. Plus, it makes me feel gay.

Late as hell, ashamed and only an average sensation to show for it. What a terrible day.

 

[naughtygirl69s]

The worst jacking experience ever.

First of all, I was already late as I showered, but not very late. I hadn't jacked in almost 24 hours, so I thought I could get a quick one in. Nothing doing. The imagery was perfect, my cock was harder than the MCAT, but I had what I think rosco refers to as a "loss of vitality". I continued nevertheless, knowing that I can always finish myself off if it's been over 5 hours since my last jacking.

I was running really fucking late, so I gave in as I sometimes do and did some digital anal stimulation, but even that wasn't getting me the immediate results I can often count on. Frustrated, I moved it around a bit until I came across a new method that, unlike my previous method of anal stimulation, cannot be simulated with a mere female tongue. It worked, but I felt shame as I o'ed. I don't like enjoying anal stimulation. I don't want to be TWB. It's bad enough that I like to fuck women's asses and watch them shit (not simultaneously), I really don't need any new kinks. Plus, it makes me feel gay.

Late as hell, ashamed and only an average sensation to show for it. What a terrible day.

wow, I think this is the most vulnerability I've ever seen from you. What type of stimulation were you referring to exactly? I think you should just enjoy the feelings, and I've heard you say before, you can't help what gets you off. Youre not gay because you like your ass diddled.

 

[MechaBlade]

wow, I think this is the most vulnerability I've ever seen from you. What type of stimulation were you referring to exactly? I think you should just enjoy the feelings, and I've heard you say before, you can't help what gets you off. Youre not gay because you like your ass diddled.

I don't want to give any more details than I have already. I know, usually I'm a hedonist and I have almost no fetishes which I'm ashamed of, but this is different. Especially because I used to be different. I used to have a strict "nothing touches my ass ever" policy, which has been revised several times.

I mean, if fetishes and sensations can change, what else can change? Sexual orientation?

 

[naughtygirl69s]

I don't want to give any more details than I have already. I know, usually I'm a hedonist and I have almost no fetishes which I'm ashamed of, but this is different. Especially because I used to be different. I used to have a strict "nothing touches my ass ever" policy, which has been revised several times.

I mean, if fetishes and sensations can change, what else can change? Sexual orientation?

NO

I get off to all sorts of fetish stuf I NEVER even used to consider in a MILLION years. I call it evolving. Do I think I'll ever be gay? No way.

 

[Selke]

Trying to put together comments I scanned on the last few pages of this thread ... I think highly creative and intelligent people have tremendous sexual energy, or rather the source of their creativity and intelligence, their muse as it were, comes from the same place deep inside as does sexual energy. I believe they synergistically feed one off the other. Having bipolar and various mood disorders probably fits in there somewhere, too .... Or highly intelligent and creative people already think outside the conventional box, they never fit into it and are outsiders in many ways, so they question social norms about acceptable sexuality and expression, and tend to not give a fuck about convention.

I lost all sexual appetite awhile back due to depression, loneliness and stress. Faces or voices don't come to my mind; I focus on sensations when jacking off. I'm quick. Used to be multiorgasmic. Now I notice my throbbing clit when sitting at my desk in front of my computer with the TV on at night, and jack off right here, like I just did. My new nightly ritual. I make sure my roommate is in bed! That's how I found this website, looking for erotica to stimulate my imagination again.

I should ask my hand to marry me. This is as close as I expect to get in this lifetime. <sigh> Oh well. There's always fiction writing!

 

[Selke]

NO

I get off to all sorts of fetish stuf I NEVER even used to consider in a MILLION years. I call it evolving. Do I think I'll ever be gay? No way.

Would the world collapse if you had a sexual experience with a same sex partner? Would something bad happen to you?

 

[MechaBlade]

NO

I get off to all sorts of fetish stuf I NEVER even used to consider in a MILLION years. I call it evolving. Do I think I'll ever be gay? No way.

well, anne heche supposedly saw ellen and turned lesbian.

i suppose you're right. still an unsatisfying jack.

 

[MechaBlade]

Would the world collapse if you had a sexual experience with a same sex partner? Would something bad happen to you?

Yeah, probably.

 

[iansearchof]

I always saw the lion neck biting as something different then force. cubs, like kittens, go limp and docile when their mothers carry them by the back of the neck. I saw that sex neck biting as dominance, but not force: something that invokes the docile, submissive response in the adult female. Like hairpulling in people, which doesn't need to be 'force strength' to evoke a feeling of submission. I always found the big cats sexy. I also feel very relaxed when guided by the back of my neck or bitten there.

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ahh. cat-jack. 12:34

I'm going to bed early tonight. After weeks of insomnia, I think I'm going to sleep *prays*.

So maybe she simply resented his presumptuousness... Regardless, it was a quick, ferocious lesson from the dear school. Those cats not only were very sexy but also magnificent...truly awesome.

....I also feel very relaxed when guided by the back of my neck or bitten there.

That took away my knees!

 

[rimmy]

So I really want a nickname from rosco so I'm gonna have to post a jack. After exchanging PM's with a litster I got worked up enough to let one rip.


I lay myself on the bed completely naked, eyes closed. I pictured your face in my minds eye and all the nasty things you say you do. It didn't take long for my cock to be hard so I grabbed my lube (When I do wank I like to have my cock and balls lubed up) and drizzled it over my cock, slowly stroking it, massaging it into my balls and ass. Once lubed I went back to your face. I imagined my right hand in your hair, pulling you towards my cock while my left slapped your tits. You were grunting as you bobbed your head onto my cock, rhythmically commanding it to do your bidding. Soon both hands were on your head as I forced myself into your throat repeatedly. I could smell your wetness in the air and it drove me wild.

At this point I knew I wouldn't be lasting long so while jacking myself with my left I took my right index and middle fingers and jammed them in my ass as I pictured picking you up off your knees and ripping your clothes off, tying your hands behind your back with your torn panties. and lowering your ass onto my cock. My pace increased and I could feel the sensations building in the deepest pits of my stomach. I knew release would come soon, too soon, but I was helpless to stop it. I supported your weight as you gently eased your way down my cock and soon I was balls deep. I lifted you slowly til only the tip was in. You whimpered as you could feel the emptiness rippling through your body when I instinctively removed my hands and let the full weight of your body impale itself on me. You screamed the scream of pain and pleasure mixed and that sent me over the edge. Like a rocket I felt the cum leave my balls and force it's way out of me, flying at a speed it hadn't in quite a while, landing on my chest, still warm.

 

[Olivia_Yearns]

... I used to have a strict "nothing touches my ass ever" policy, which has been revised several times. ...

Just want to say one thing. That old policy makes no sense for a man. As I understand it, you can't really stimulate the prostate any other way but penetration (digital or whatever). That's a lot to miss out on. My understanding is that the prostate is about the same as the g-spot, and I know I wouldn't want to miss out on those sensations.

 

[rimmy]

Just want to say one thing. That old policy makes no sense for a man. As I understand it, you can't really stimulate the prostate any other way but penetration (digital or whatever). That's a lot to miss out on. My understanding is that the prostate is about the same as the g-spot, and I know I wouldn't want to miss out on those sensations.

As one who enjoys said activities it's hard for a man to admit he likes ass play. The social ramifications are more than that for a woman. Once Mecha, or any man, learns to completely disregard societies opinion on what he does to his own body, he'll worry less and enjoy it more. I have no interest in other men or in cock but I like to be anally stimulated. If anyone doesn't like it then too fucking bad for them.