Jacking-Off Log

[rosco rathbone]

In therapy, we lie in little curtained booths on padded tables. I got an incredibly erotic foot massage from a pie-faced Korean chick with surgical gloves and a big bottle of lube. She never even touched the actual affected area once, but for some reason spent the whole time with my foot locked between her tits, working it with both hands knowingly. If my foot had been a cock, it would have oed all over her Winnie-The-Pooh scrubs.

The combination of nurses, medical setting, and this kind of thing is irresistible to me. "Time for your afternoon stress release, sir". I jayed 2x this day to the whole scenario.

I figure the printout detailing my treatment must have gotten fucked up, causing her to massage the wrong part. What if I sidled over to the computer and called up my file...made some minor alterations....next time, I go in, lie down as per usual but this time with my cock hanging out. She comes in frowning at my folder, doesn't bat an eyelash, and jays me with the gloved hands with a brisk, professional and detached air, talking in Korean to someone unseen in the next cube...

 

[MechaBlade]

Just o'ed imagining the Whiner. The rape victim who can't stop her rape so tries to make derogatory comments ...in hope I'll feel bad and stop, or to make herself feel better, I don't know.

"Unf! Does it make you feel like a big man?" she asks. "Do you feel like a big man hurting a tied-up helpless girl?"

"Yeah," I laugh, "it does." I continue my assault on her asshole.

Her angry face falls to a pitiful one. "Please stop."


O glorious O!

 

[MechaBlade]

I figure the printout detailing my treatment must have gotten fucked up, causing her to massage the wrong part. What if I sidled over to the computer and called up my file...made some minor alterations....next time, I go in, lie down as per usual but this time with my cock hanging out. She comes in frowning at my folder, doesn't bat an eyelash, and jays me with the gloved hands with a brisk, professional and detached air, talking in Korean to someone unseen in the next cube...

Professional and detached. Nothing quite like that fantasy. I still wonder if there are whores in the world that do this, or if all of them are required by contract to feign being sexually attracted to you.

Honey, I don't care. Your acting sucks. Just keep sucking, I'll get there just as fast.

 

[rimmy]

Just o'ed imagining the Whiner. The rape victim who can't stop her rape so tries to make derogatory comments ...in hope I'll feel bad and stop, or to make herself feel better, I don't know.

"Unf! Does it make you feel like a big man?" she asks. "Do you feel like a big man hurting a tied-up helpless girl?"

"Yeah," I laugh, "it does." I continue my assault on her asshole.

Her angry face falls to a pitiful one. "Please stop."


O glorious O!

That'll teach her to crack wise.

 

[rosco rathbone]

Just o'ed imagining the Whiner. The rape victim who can't stop her rape so tries to make derogatory comments ...in hope I'll feel bad and stop, or to make herself feel better, I don't know.

"Unf! Does it make you feel like a big man?" she asks. "Do you feel like a big man hurting a tied-up helpless girl?"

"Yeah," I laugh, "it does." I continue my assault on her asshole.

Her angry face falls to a pitiful one. "Please stop."


O glorious O!

Get out of my subconscious mind!

 

[MechaBlade]

Get out of my subconscious mind!

Nothing doing. I've moved in, forwarded all my mail and am contemplating painting the walls a deep plum color.

 

[Quint]

Just o'ed imagining the Whiner. The rape victim who can't stop her rape so tries to make derogatory comments ...in hope I'll feel bad and stop, or to make herself feel better, I don't know.

"Unf! Does it make you feel like a big man?" she asks. "Do you feel like a big man hurting a tied-up helpless girl?"

"Yeah," I laugh, "it does." I continue my assault on her asshole.

Her angry face falls to a pitiful one. "Please stop."


O glorious O!

Gawd I've been that girl. It works just about as well as you described.

 

[Yang4yin]

Gawd I've been that girl. It works just about as well as you described.

Pics please!

Somebody was bound to say it eventually.

 

[rosco rathbone]

Nothing doing. I've moved in, forwarded all my mail and am contemplating painting the walls a deep plum color.

That color causes anxiety in me.

 

[bridgeburner]

Yes.

I've always been comfortable with getting off on watching/hearing the pain of entry or a spanking or flogging but this was a full on rape with very convincing acting and a brutal beating. I find myself wishing that the whipping would last longer. I could get off on just the sound and the look of pain on her face and that's what causes me concern.

My obsession with rape makes me glad I'm not a man.

I mean, as a femae, I could go to a shrink and say "Uh, so I can't get off unless I think about rape," and the shrink might, at worst, shake his head and start talking about self esteem or something. If I was a guy I'd get the question about "Do you think you might actually want to rape someone?" and then I might never be believed if I said no.


So.....um.....how do I get your buddy to make me a copy of that vid?

 

[rosco rathbone]

My obsession with rape makes me glad I'm not a man.

I mean, as a femae, I could go to a shrink and say "Uh, so I can't get off unless I think about rape," and the shrink might, at worst, shake his head and start talking about self esteem or something. If I was a guy I'd get the question about "Do you think you might actually want to rape someone?" and then I might never be believed if I said no.


So.....um.....how do I get your buddy to make me a copy of that vid?

Huh, my therapist just said "that'll all go away when you resolve your issues about your mother".

(he was wrong!)

 

[SkAoUt]

The period between a trough and a peak in my waves of horniness seem to be getting longer and longer. Is this what I have to look forward to as I age? Or is that paranoia speaking. The only reason I bring it up is that even scenarios that usually turn my crank take a lot more violence to get me off. Though intensity is probably a better word than violence. And the amount of jizz seems to be dropping off. I am drinking lot of water these days too.I really have to get a physical done this winter. Any advice doc? haha.

 

[rosco rathbone]

Is that you, Scout? You look fit-vigorous-clean cut.

If you fear aging and death, obey the wisdom of the taoist masters. You've got to tighten up, and tone the bone. Try jacking 3x per diem without Oing. You will notice an increase in manly vigor within a weeks time. Try to avoid going right to the point of ejaculation, as this places a strain on the prostate.

 

[Hester]

The period between a trough and a peak in my waves of horniness seem to be getting longer and longer. Is this what I have to look forward to as I age? Or is that paranoia speaking. The only reason I bring it up is that even scenarios that usually turn my crank take a lot more violence to get me off. Though intensity is probably a better word than violence. And the amount of jizz seems to be dropping off. I am drinking lot of water these days too.I really have to get a physical done this winter. Any advice doc? haha.

solo or with a partner?

 

[Hester]

Is that you, Scout? You look fit-vigorous-clean cut.

skaout is hot, inside and out.

 

[rimmy]

The period between a trough and a peak in my waves of horniness seem to be getting longer and longer. Is this what I have to look forward to as I age? Or is that paranoia speaking. The only reason I bring it up is that even scenarios that usually turn my crank take a lot more violence to get me off. Though intensity is probably a better word than violence. And the amount of jizz seems to be dropping off. I am drinking lot of water these days too.I really have to get a physical done this winter. Any advice doc? haha.

Yup. You're getting old like the rest of us.

 

[NeonWaltz]

I haven't masturbated in days now: so busy with school. But the last time was to an anime on redtube which was really hot. I shot well that night.

 

[rimmy]

My obsession with rape makes me glad I'm not a man.

I mean, as a femae, I could go to a shrink and say "Uh, so I can't get off unless I think about rape," and the shrink might, at worst, shake his head and start talking about self esteem or something. If I was a guy I'd get the question about "Do you think you might actually want to rape someone?" and then I might never be believed if I said no.


So.....um.....how do I get your buddy to make me a copy of that vid?

I would never tell anyone but the wife about my proclivities. I wouldn't want people looking at me with the lecherous eye.


To get a copy of the tape please send a S.A.S.E. and I will send it off.

Or go to brutalviolence.com

 

[SkAoUt]

Is that you, Scout? You look fit-vigorous-clean cut.

If you fear aging and death, obey the wisdom of the taoist masters. You've got to tighten up, and tone the bone. Try jacking 3x per diem without Oing. You will notice an increase in manly vigor within a weeks time. Try to avoid going right to the point of ejaculation, as this places a strain on the prostate.

Yeah, thats me.That sounds like great advice rosco. I'll have to try it.

solo or with a partner?

What is a partner? Um, my nick is Han Solo.

skaout is hot, inside and out.

Thanks however I'm feeling more tepid than hot these days. Must be the location.

Yup. You're getting old like the rest of us.

Just as I suspected

 

[rimmy]

Just as I suspected

I've found that the frequency and ease of an O is decreasing but the intensity is higher. Probably because I have to put so much work into it.

I used to be hard from the slightest breeze and now, not so much.

 

[Hamletmaschine]

Yeah, thats me.That sounds like great advice rosco. I'll have to try it.

Yes, listen to Dr. rosco. He knows whereof he speaks. Tone the bone. Words to live by.

I wouldn't worry about a temporary libido-lag or decrease in jizz volume. Any number of things could be affecting those, and you'll drive yourself nuts trying to pin them down.

One magic morning, you'll awake with beautiful, bouncing boner, and you'll start pounding your pecker purple and end up hosing down your mattress with a proverbial semen-storm, and all will be right with the world again.

 

[MechaBlade]

Pics please!

Somebody was bound to say it eventually.

For quint, I actually require video.

That color causes anxiety in me.

Would a mint green be preferable?

Huh, my therapist just said "that'll all go away when you resolve your issues about your mother".

(he was wrong!)

I am distrustful of the therapy profession.

One of my parents is in the mental health field and when I told em about some of my kinks (just as a precursor to any false rape claims I may face-I don't want it to be surprise that I have a "Contract of Wifely Expectations"), ey believed they had somehow raised me wrong. This was frustrating me for a month or so, as I am no longer ashamed of my kinks and pondered creating a thread on Lit about how much I should tell em and how to go about doing it. I finally settled on never speaking of it again.

 

[1HF]

I finally settled on never speaking of it again.

This is probably wise *nods*

 

[MechaBlade]

This is probably wise *nods*

Your avatar is perfect.

 

[rosco rathbone]

Your avatar is perfect.

I was just noticing that. Shaply, what what?