dump after 15 years

[phoenixblue]

hello all in lit land I have been lurking here quite a while and now need help after 15 years my partner come's home and tells me its over and that he's found someone new as the information comes out of him bit by bit it turns out he's been seeing her for months and that this is not the first time this has cheated on me
so I am gutted at the moment
he keeps telling me he wants to stay friends and in some ways he is still trying to control me .
I am so confused and hurt and don't know what to do
any advice would be greatly appreciated

 

[phoenixblue]

more info

at the start we were both versatile but about 4 years ago he became more a top at the end he wouldn't even touch my cock the last time we had sex he throat fucked me til i almost passed out he then fuck me ( no lube straight in all the way ) as hard as he could , i was ripped and bleeding he them pulled out of me and stuck he cock back in my mouth and face fucked me( there was blood and shit on his cock) and said to me "thats all you deserve"

 

[iswallowloads]

Honestly it sounds like you're better off. It'll take time, it always does, but just try to stay away from him and time will help you heal.

 

[Etoile]

I agree. 15 years is a long time to be together and it's got to be hard to get smacked with something like that, but it also sounds like it's been a long time coming. He's been using and abusing you for the past four years. It's time to let it go.