Do you ever think something is right and wrong?

[phoenix1105]

Here is the thing. I like to crossdress in women's clothes. My ex really turned me on and explored it. Prior to my ex, I was fascinated by bras, panties, thigh highs and garter belts. Right after I met her I threw away all my female stuff because I thought the relationship would be everything I'd need. The relationship wasn't all that, and once we split, I started buying again.

Sometimes I feel like having to close all the blinds, and make sure no one will be coming over so that I can dress up and get off is bad. Does that make sense? Almost like the acts of buying and wearing women's underwear isn't "right"

IDK, I guess I just need to get laid. But seriously, am I just paranoid or in the grey area of normal and abnormal?

 

[iswallowloads]

Here is the thing. I like to crossdress in women's clothes. My ex really turned me on and explored it. Prior to my ex, I was fascinated by bras, panties, thigh highs and garter belts. Right after I met her I threw away all my female stuff because I thought the relationship would be everything I'd need. The relationship wasn't all that, and once we split, I started buying again.

Sometimes I feel like having to close all the blinds, and make sure no one will be coming over so that I can dress up and get off is bad. Does that make sense? Almost like the acts of buying and wearing women's underwear isn't "right"

IDK, I guess I just need to get laid. But seriously, am I just paranoid or in the grey area of normal and abnormal?

What is it that makes you feel bad? Do you feel guilty or ashamed? If so, why?

I think if it makes you feel good it's 'right'. Your not hurting anybody.

Besides, there's no such thing as normalcy. Specially when you're talking about sex.

 

[phoenix1105]

If I had to pick emotions about why I feel bad about it... something like guilty that if people around me, i.e. family found out, I would be really embarressed. On the other hand I want a girl that likes the same thing so we could both be satisfied.

I mean wearing a bra pantes and stockings seems pleasing to me, but it seems people in general have no tolerance for guys that aren't hardcore guys... If that makes anymore sense

 

[iswallowloads]

If I had to pick emotions about why I feel bad about it... something like guilty that if people around me, i.e. family found out, I would be really embarressed. On the other hand I want a girl that likes the same thing so we could both be satisfied.

I mean wearing a bra pantes and stockings seems pleasing to me, but it seems people in general have no tolerance for guys that aren't hardcore guys... If that makes anymore sense

Makes plenty of sense. I hate the ideal male image that's forced down our throats as kids. And people can be assholes when it comes to stuff like this, but think of it this way - would you rather do it, get caught and be embarrassed, or regret not doing it for the rest of your life. You can't hide from you are.

There's a great line from the movie Angel Heart - "No matter how cleverly you sneak up on a mirror, your reflection always looks you straight in the eye."

Anyway, there are a lot of women out there that find it sexy. It might take some patience to find one, but she's out there.

 

[phoenix1105]

I guess the more I think about it, I have never felt right about myself, in respect to how I looked. Now I kinda due. Hey, thanks for you feedback man. I am going to take some vodka shots, and try to let it put me to sleep. Thanks though.

Makes plenty of sense. I hate the ideal male image that's forced down our throats as kids. And people can be assholes when it comes to stuff like this, but think of it this way - would you rather do it, get caught and be embarrassed, or regret not doing it for the rest of your life. You can't hide from you are.

There's a great line from the movie Angel Heart - "No matter how cleverly you sneak up on a mirror, your reflection always looks you straight in the eye."

Anyway, there are a lot of women out there that find it sexy. It might take some patience to find one, but she's out there.