Dear X

Dear ex,

Two months later and every part of me wants to call you and scream at you. "Why did you fuck this up???"

Our breakup is all on you. We had something truly great for awhile before you blindsided me and went all junior high on me. You're the one that looks sad in all this, because unbeknownst to me, you never knew what you wanted. You did damage that not many have ever done to me: you made me doubt myself.

And I hate that I even still think about you. You've destroyed my ability to trust and ruined my desire be with anyone. Women just sicken and disgust me now because I've been trained to believe that it's all going to end like this. With me wanting to just fucking eat a bullet.

I'm fighting like fucking mad to get out of this awful place. Some days are good. Today I'm like a house that just got leveled by a hurricane.

Fuck This Shit. Seriously.


Dude, you're too cool a dude to dwell in that house of pain. Get with some men, your brothers, your friends, play pool, hang out. Get some hobbies. Focus on yourself.

Be the man you are.

You hear me?

Be the man you are.

Not this. Burn through it if you must, tie on a huge weeklong drunk or something. But, in the end, we are men. And more importantly? An individual not built on the the shittiness of others.

Be well muther fucker. PM me if ya wanna. I wont grope you much. Promise.

:cool:
 
Dear Boyfriend,

To say, "I don'the know how to say this," would be an out right lie. You lie, you steal, you manipulate ex girlfriends and girls who think they are your girlfriends. Why have I allowed myself to be part of this? This isn't who I am!

I question everything. Your affection, your love, your words... I don't know if any of it is real, or if you just need a place to sleep.

I just want to feel something. I've done everything for you, and continue to wait on your hand and foot. Literally! I abhor feet and rub yours daily! I have a multitude of back problems that you know about, and instead of rubbing my back like you promised you fell alseep. Then you tell some woman who is still obviously in love with you, that you will rub her back. What the fucking hell? You always run back to her and it destroys me...

You even say her name when you sleep...

Why do I stay? Why do I let you walk all over me? Why do I torment myself to the point of week long spouts of pure absence of motivation for Anything?
I do it for the shred of hope that you do love me, for the shred of hope that I am worth something. I do it, because trying and starting over is far too hard. I'm exhausted and everything that keeps happening around us is bringing me to my breaking point.

Please, wake up from your self obsessed visions and see me.
Help me...

Love,
Underconfident, and Tired.
 
Dear Boyfriend,

To say, "I don'the know how to say this," would be an out right lie. You lie, you steal, you manipulate ex girlfriends and girls who think they are your girlfriends. Why have I allowed myself to be part of this? This isn't who I am!

I question everything. Your affection, your love, your words... I don't know if any of it is real, or if you just need a place to sleep.

I just want to feel something. I've done everything for you, and continue to wait on your hand and foot. Literally! I abhor feet and rub yours daily! I have a multitude of back problems that you know about, and instead of rubbing my back like you promised you fell alseep. Then you tell some woman who is still obviously in love with you, that you will rub her back. What the fucking hell? You always run back to her and it destroys me...

You even say her name when you sleep...

Why do I stay? Why do I let you walk all over me? Why do I torment myself to the point of week long spouts of pure absence of motivation for Anything?
I do it for the shred of hope that you do love me, for the shred of hope that I am worth something. I do it, because trying and starting over is far too hard. I'm exhausted and everything that keeps happening around us is bringing me to my breaking point.

Please, wake up from your self obsessed visions and see me.
Help me...

Love,
Underconfident, and Tired.


Dear tired girlfriend,

You rock. You deserve to be happy. You should be appreciated and loved. You should put yourself first for a change. You are a Goddess.

Signed,

A fellow Goddess :rose:
 
Dear Underconfident and Tired

You can't love someone into changing. You will hit rock bottom and realise and hopefully begin to appreciate that actually yes you are worth more, actually yes you deserve more.

And when you make space in your life for more it will be available to you

You sound like your emotions are circling the drain. That's understandable. Go see your doctor. Get help.

Life shouldn't be that hard. You don't need just anyone to fill that boyfriend shaped space.

Been there done that, it hurts when it ends but 20 years down the line it's a distant memory and life is so much better with someone who appreciates you and truly loves you

Power games are for those who mutually consent.

Signed
Older and wiser
 
Dear Older and Wiser and A Fellow Goddess,

You're right, the first step is to start loving myself and getting rid of anyone who makes me question my worth. Scheduled appointments to get checked out and hoping towards a brighter tomorrow.

With Unconditional Graditude,
Healthier Single Me.
 
Dear Hero.

I think of you often. It has been a rough couple days with you on my mind.

I came by to see you. Though I had to let you know. If I knew the last time that I held you was the last time, I'd have held you and never let go.

Though it's kept me awake nights wondering. I lie in the dark just asking why. I've always been told you wont be called home, until it's your time.
I guess heaven was needing a hero. Somebody just like you, brave enough to stand up for what you believe, and follow it through.

I remember the last time I saw you. Oh you held your head up proud...

You are such a part of who I am. Now that part will just be void...

No matter how much I need you now, Heaven needed you more. Cause Heaven was needing a hero, some body just like you. Brave enough to stand up for what you believe, and follow it through.. When I try to make it make sense in my mind, the only conclusion I come to, is heaven, was needing a hero, like you.

God I miss you Dad.
 
Dear Hero.

I think of you often. It has been a rough couple days with you on my mind.

I came by to see you. Though I had to let you know. If I knew the last time that I held you was the last time, I'd have held you and never let go.

Though it's kept me awake nights wondering. I lie in the dark just asking why. I've always been told you wont be called home, until it's your time.
I guess heaven was needing a hero. Somebody just like you, brave enough to stand up for what you believe, and follow it through.

I remember the last time I saw you. Oh you held your head up proud...

You are such a part of who I am. Now that part will just be void...

No matter how much I need you now, Heaven needed you more. Cause Heaven was needing a hero, some body just like you. Brave enough to stand up for what you believe, and follow it through.. When I try to make it make sense in my mind, the only conclusion I come to, is heaven, was needing a hero, like you.

God I miss you Dad.

Dear Missing Dad,

You have honored your father with your beautifully written words. I'm sorry for your loss and your pain.

Signed,

Thank you for reminding me to hug my Dad today
 
Dear Missing Dad,

You have honored your father with your beautifully written words. I'm sorry for your loss and your pain.

Signed,

Thank you for reminding me to hug my Dad today

It is a song. But thank you. :rose: And yes, Please hug him.
 
Dear ......LIL one

I promise i wont be as unmerciful next time

no need to curl in the corner ....just take my hand and sit in my lap
 
Dear Ex...........

I have so many thoughts inside of me. But hardly know how to get them placed into words. I'm your ex wife but not your ex friend. I've made peace. With you. With me. With everything. I moved out and I'm moving on with my life. Why ? Because I want to live. I can't be happy living in a situation were I'm expected to manage a career and all the upkeep of a home. I know somewhere along the way you forgot I'm not a man. I'm a woman. I've gone back to feeling like one.

You have great qualities. You are a good man. I wish you nothing but happiness. I took nothing and ask nothing of you. I'm making it on my own. I'm learning that less can be more :)

Words of advice. Stop hoarding everything. Too much junk hides away the good stuff. Be a Man. Don't sit back and let others pull the heavy loads. And most of all don't hate me. We both deserve happiness.

Signed : free in the pumpkin patch
 
Dear, Fool.

The way you treat women should make all men ashamed that you count in our ranks. You are truly a loathsome individual. I pity you.
 
Dear Ex...........

I have so many thoughts inside of me. But hardly know how to get them placed into words. I'm your ex wife but not your ex friend. I've made peace. With you. With me. With everything. I moved out and I'm moving on with my life. Why ? Because I want to live. I can't be happy living in a situation were I'm expected to manage a career and all the upkeep of a home. I know somewhere along the way you forgot I'm not a man. I'm a woman. I've gone back to feeling like one.

You have great qualities. You are a good man. I wish you nothing but happiness. I took nothing and ask nothing of you. I'm making it on my own. I'm learning that less can be more :)

Words of advice. Stop hoarding everything. Too much junk hides away the good stuff. Be a Man. Don't sit back and let others pull the heavy loads. And most of all don't hate me. We both deserve happiness.

Signed : free in the pumpkin patch

Dear T4T...you rock...simply rock...so very happy to see you back...hug:heart:
 
Dear T4T...you rock...simply rock...so very happy to see you back...hug:heart:


Dear : Never going to be an Ex friend

You are so positive and uplifting. You make me and everyone feel better with your words of support. If you ever visit close to the Carolinas dinner and hugs are on me !!

Signed : Honored to be your friend
 
Dear women of literotica. Today is fishnet Friday. Lets get busy and don those fishnets!! Emsway you get a gold star because you have them in your profile!!! The rest of you better get crackin. Ha ha ha ha. No really! Signed Lover of Fishnets!
 
Dear women of literotica. Today is fishnet Friday. Lets get busy and don those fishnets!! Emsway you get a gold star because you have them in your profile!!! The rest of you better get crackin. Ha ha ha ha. No really! Signed Lover of Fishnets!

Dear lover of fishnets,

I have mine in my profile as well.

Got cracking a while ago..
 
Dear Grandkittens,

I've so enjoyed watching you grow up and I wish I could keep you all. I'm sad to see you leave but I know those people you're going home with will give you amazing homes. I really thought I'd have time to get your mom spayed, but turns out slut kitty is pregnant again. Lol :eek:
 
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