BlackCashmere
Kindness begets Kindness
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- Nov 7, 2008
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Dear-X
Do you know how you make me feel when you stay at the far end of our home away from me. Then when I go to bed you want to touch my ass.
Do you know I cry every night and sometimes during the day. That I sneak away at work to cry.
That I see other happy couples and envy them.
Do you know that for many years I loved you deeply and with great passion.
Do you know I don't regret marrying you. I'm just so lonely I hate how it is now.
Do you know you make me feel invisible. Fat and unattractive and that nothing I feel matters.
Do you know I want to fade into an abyss.
Do you know I long for your touch the way it used to be.
Have you even noticed how exhausted I am ?
Do your know that someday I will be brave enough to say goodbye to a home and all these things I've worked so hard to aquire. That I will pack my bags and just go and say have at it. Its all yours.
Can't you feel my sadness ? How can you not when its so visible in my eyes and tears.
Do my pleas fall on deaf ears ?
Do you know I used to think we were the couple this would never happen to. But it did.
Do you know that hurts worse of all.
So keep on sweeping me under a rug. Ignore my pleas for help. Pretend you don't hear me crying.
I may have weak moments. But I'm not weak. Someday I will find my wings and fly.
Dearest sweet lady... ((((((((hugs))))))))...Never stop loving yourself...you truly are so lovely and I can tell you have a heart of gold...You are so beautiful...



