Dear X

Dear-X

Do you know how you make me feel when you stay at the far end of our home away from me. Then when I go to bed you want to touch my ass.
Do you know I cry every night and sometimes during the day. That I sneak away at work to cry.
That I see other happy couples and envy them.
Do you know that for many years I loved you deeply and with great passion.
Do you know I don't regret marrying you. I'm just so lonely I hate how it is now.
Do you know you make me feel invisible. Fat and unattractive and that nothing I feel matters.
Do you know I want to fade into an abyss.
Do you know I long for your touch the way it used to be.
Have you even noticed how exhausted I am ?
Do your know that someday I will be brave enough to say goodbye to a home and all these things I've worked so hard to aquire. That I will pack my bags and just go and say have at it. Its all yours.
Can't you feel my sadness ? How can you not when its so visible in my eyes and tears.
Do my pleas fall on deaf ears ?
Do you know I used to think we were the couple this would never happen to. But it did.
Do you know that hurts worse of all.

So keep on sweeping me under a rug. Ignore my pleas for help. Pretend you don't hear me crying.
I may have weak moments. But I'm not weak. Someday I will find my wings and fly.

Dearest sweet lady... ((((((((hugs))))))))...Never stop loving yourself...you truly are so lovely and I can tell you have a heart of gold...You are so beautiful...:rose::rose::rose:
 
Dear New York City,

Thank you once again for allowing me to visit your city and enjoy myself. This trip was more strenuous than almost any others due mainly to traveling nearly 2/3 the length of Manhattan, but it was worth it.

Despite the cool temperatures for most of the day your ladies were, as always, a welcome sight clad in their various and sundry outfits. Much better than what I experience on a daily basis.

Though I have been visiting for 3 decades there is still much to explore in your granite and concrete caverns I will be back, so until then, thanks!

The Traveling Guide



Dear ladies at Penn Station,

You have no idea how close I came to asking the two of you if I could take your pictures. Both of you were naturally attractive and your jean shorts/boot combination only added to the effect.

Unfortunately, as I was the one guiding my charges and I wasn't completely sure where we needed to get on the bus, I couldn't afford to take the 10 minutes or so to do an impromptu photo shoot, assuming you would have agreed of course.

But thank you anyway for your presence. For all I know you could have had titanium boards up your asses and chips the size of Mt. Rushmore on your shoulders, but you looked good and it was a welcome sight.

The Sighing Photographer
 
Dear X,

You are asking for joint shared custody - can we start with you getting up just ONE morning with your child on the weekend (especially a long weekend)? You are not instilling a lot of confidence with me...

Signed,

Tired for 6+ years now....
 
Dear Cat,

They say if you love something set it free - if it returns to you, it's always yours.

I do not love you and therefore will not set you free. Also, I know you will not return because you're an asshole. The sooner you learn you are NOT an outdoor cat, the happier we will all be.

Signed,
The woman feeds you, gives you a roof, and saves you from being roadkill.
 
Dear sky

Quit it.

I mean just stop. Send some of this shit to California where they might appreciate it.
 
Dear Work,

Thank you. You do not know how much I appreciate you.

Love,
~Me
 
Dear 'X',

Please live up to your name. I'm so looking forward to having an 'ex'. Can we just get this done already?

Exhausted me
 
I'm finding it's even more common than I realized. But people do it every day. We can get through this! (((Hugs)))

Yup! I just remind myself on a regular basis, "Prison orange is not your color." It's working well for me ;) (Hugs) back at ya.
 
Dear New York (and everywhere else):

It's that time of the year again. Time to take care of your dogs. While you may think you're being a good owner and walking them you have to remember they are perpetually wearing a fur coat. That means when it's 80+ degrees and 50% humidity, they are literally roasting as they walk.

If you live in the city you should seriously consider getting them booties for their feet. This will help prevent them from getting burned by stepping in tar which has liquified.

Even more important is to check on them often. Like every time you come to a corner. If you have to practically drag them along it means they are tired and overheating. Pick them up (if they're small) or move them to shade and give them water. Lots and lots of water and let them rest. Just because you can go on doesn't mean they can.

Get your head out of your phone and pay attention. They depend on you to take care of them. There is no text, email or web page which is more important than the health of your dog.

Your friendly reminder
 
Dear so called coordinator,

I thought you were an idiot and now I'm pretty sure.

Signed,

Not real impressed.
 
Dear X........

Thank you for such a sweet, supportive PM. It was totally unexpected. Totally made my day.
While we have never chatted I've seen you often in the lit threads. Its obvious you are loved and respected by all. So for you to reach out to me. Little known almost a nobody me. I'm really touched. Thank you just SO much. And Dear X I hope you read this and know its meant for you :)

Thank you from me
 
Dear X........

Thank you for such a sweet, supportive PM. It was totally unexpected. Totally made my day.
While we have never chatted I've seen you often in the lit threads. Its obvious you are loved and respected by all. So for you to reach out to me. Little known almost a nobody me. I'm really touched. Thank you just SO much. And Dear X I hope you read this and know its meant for you :)

Thank you from me

:rose::rose::rose:

And just so you know...you are a SOMEBODY...a very beautiful soul that is truly noticed for that time and time again...Your posts exude immense compassion and love...You are the one who has a heart of gold...I hope and pray you will see that soon and often...Bless you...:heart:
 
:rose::rose::rose:

And just so you know...you are a SOMEBODY...a very beautiful soul that is truly noticed for that time and time again...Your posts exude immense compassion and love...You are the one who has a heart of gold...I hope and pray you will see that soon and often...Bless you...:heart:

What she said. I hope you find love and happiness soon, Tatt. BIG HUGS :rose:
 
Dear Logic Model people,

It's a fucking kindergarten exercise. I didn't go to school for all those years and work all these years to develop my expertise to have to spend my fucking time drawing goddamn boxes and filling them with innane buzzwords. For god's sake, let's get rid of this affront to intellect.

Sincerely,

If I have to write another goddamn logic model, I'm gonna puke...
 
Dear Logic Model people,

It's a fucking kindergarten exercise. I didn't go to school for all those years and work all these years to develop my expertise to have to spend my fucking time drawing goddamn boxes and filling them with innane buzzwords. For god's sake, let's get rid of this affront to intellect.

Sincerely,

If I have to write another goddamn logic model, I'm gonna puke...

I remember that exercise.

I did a logic model on why logic models suck.
 
Dear Mother Dearest,

I am so sorry my divorce is causing YOU much humiliation and pain. While I know you'd rather I suffer through it for the rest of my life, I just can't and won't do that so that you can save face from "whatever." Your horrible comments and lack of support do not help and if you continue this way, I will eventually have no choice but to cut you out of my life and possibly my child's, your ONLY grandchild. So stop - move on like all the rest of us have.

The only daughter you know who would visit you in the nursing home.
 
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