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intothewoods
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Dear X,
OMG you are such a douche. Wow.
Hugs and kisses,
itw
OMG you are such a douche. Wow.
Hugs and kisses,
itw
Sir_Winston54
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And the problem with this is .... what, exactly?
satindesire
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Dear X,
I really dislike you.
I don't even have to know you to dislike you. Almost everything you say drips with scorn that you don't even try to veil. I think you're an undeservingly arrogant bastard without a shred of human decency in your body, and you deserve every bad thing that has ever happened to you. I know it makes me a bad person to say that, but when it comes to you, I could care less. The least you could do for the sake of humankind is to go crawl off under a rock somewhere quiet and die. Maybe as you rot your body could fertilize some lovely little plants, which would be the only contribution you'll ever make to this planet.
Fuck off.
Love,
Me
I really dislike you.
I don't even have to know you to dislike you. Almost everything you say drips with scorn that you don't even try to veil. I think you're an undeservingly arrogant bastard without a shred of human decency in your body, and you deserve every bad thing that has ever happened to you. I know it makes me a bad person to say that, but when it comes to you, I could care less. The least you could do for the sake of humankind is to go crawl off under a rock somewhere quiet and die. Maybe as you rot your body could fertilize some lovely little plants, which would be the only contribution you'll ever make to this planet.
Fuck off.
Love,
Me
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Tabea
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Dear X
You were mean to me, treated me like shit, and made me think I wasn't worth anything more than that.
With you, I was ugly.
I wish I could stop calling you
-me
You were mean to me, treated me like shit, and made me think I wasn't worth anything more than that.
With you, I was ugly.
I wish I could stop calling you
-me
BiaTcHiNFiRe
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Dear X,
I am sorry, but I refuse stay there and have all the people stare at me as I cry! ffs You maybe wouldn't mind, but I do!! And yes I don't expect you to understand. Your "poor kids" didn't help much... Nvm, I am the way I am, not much I can do about that. When I am down I am down. I don't wanna see anyone then cuz it makes me feel fucking shit.
I went out with you to make YOU happy. To make my kids happy. I really try! But what did you expect me to do when I've start crying and couldn't stop? I tryed, but the fucking tears just kept falling! ffs And you still mad I ran away? Fuck it!!!
I am fuckin mad at myself I went out at all. I knew I felt shit. Next time I am going fucking NOWHERE. And I don't fucking care what you think about it. I'll go out when I AM ready for it, not when you want me too!
I know "poor kids"... Sorry, I can't be perfect. Wish I was the happy mom you want me to be, but I am not.
You know I love you, but when I get like this just leave me alone...
Thanks!
~me
I am sorry, but I refuse stay there and have all the people stare at me as I cry! ffs You maybe wouldn't mind, but I do!! And yes I don't expect you to understand. Your "poor kids" didn't help much... Nvm, I am the way I am, not much I can do about that. When I am down I am down. I don't wanna see anyone then cuz it makes me feel fucking shit.
I went out with you to make YOU happy. To make my kids happy. I really try! But what did you expect me to do when I've start crying and couldn't stop? I tryed, but the fucking tears just kept falling! ffs And you still mad I ran away? Fuck it!!!
I am fuckin mad at myself I went out at all. I knew I felt shit. Next time I am going fucking NOWHERE. And I don't fucking care what you think about it. I'll go out when I AM ready for it, not when you want me too!
I know "poor kids"... Sorry, I can't be perfect. Wish I was the happy mom you want me to be, but I am not.
You know I love you, but when I get like this just leave me alone...
Thanks!
~me
minx1
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*hugs* you sound like you are having a really tough time of it hon.
You do a great job and you do a great job despite what you have been through. Thats some achievement hon, remember that.
Dear X,
Did you ever consider that you're the one unbalanced, not me? Yes, there are limits to my patience, but that's normal, not crazy. When I've been doing more than my fair share and cleaning up after you and your messes for so long, there reaches a point where enough is enough. Grow up and do it for yourself.
You wonder why I seem so withdrawn. Have you thought that maybe you push me away by trying to force me to be something and someone I'm not? I'm an adult and can take care of myself, so let me make my own choices. Let me live my life in a way that makes me happy and stop trying to make me into a copy of yourself. You already have one copy, the world doesn't need another.
Counting the days until I'm free from your craziness,
Me
Did you ever consider that you're the one unbalanced, not me? Yes, there are limits to my patience, but that's normal, not crazy. When I've been doing more than my fair share and cleaning up after you and your messes for so long, there reaches a point where enough is enough. Grow up and do it for yourself.
You wonder why I seem so withdrawn. Have you thought that maybe you push me away by trying to force me to be something and someone I'm not? I'm an adult and can take care of myself, so let me make my own choices. Let me live my life in a way that makes me happy and stop trying to make me into a copy of yourself. You already have one copy, the world doesn't need another.
Counting the days until I'm free from your craziness,
Me
BiaTcHiNFiRe
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Wish I had my kids 17 years ago, I was SOOO much more fun then! Now I am just this moody teary crap wannabe mom, friend, sub or whoever.*hugs* you sound like you are having a really tough time of it hon.
You do a great job and you do a great job despite what you have been through. Thats some achievement hon, remember that.
ty for the kind word Minx!
*hugs back*
ultramarineblue
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awwww...*big big hugs*
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Wish I had my kids 17 years ago, I was SOOO much more fun then! Now I am just this moody teary crap wannabe mom, friend, sub or whoever.
ty for the kind word Minx!
Hugs and support for you. Im sure youre being harder on yourself than you deserve dear, we are our worst critics.
My pm box is always open if you need to vent
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Dear universe/fate/the big unknown.
Thank you for making my heart swell to bursting, then breaking it, then giving me the strength to heal and the optimism to go through it all again...and again. I'm not sure whether I deserve all the luck I've had in my life, good and bad, but I've done my best to be worthy of it - sharing the good and learning from the bad.
I thank you for letting me have money and for taking it away, for giving me the opportunity to understand the difference between valuable and expensive.
Gratitude also for showing me that love is strength, strength an illusion and illusion as necessary as reality.
Most of all, and for this I can never repay you, thanks for sky, sun, moon, clouds, mountains, deserts, rivers, wind and oceans, oceans, oceans! I live every day in awe.
You're a cruel motherfucker of a teacher sometimes but your lessons are always worth learning. And I hope to always be a humble student.
Love and gratitude,
Keroin
p.s. Thanks also for kittens and chocolate. How could I forget? (Such a numskull sometimes!)
Thank you for making my heart swell to bursting, then breaking it, then giving me the strength to heal and the optimism to go through it all again...and again. I'm not sure whether I deserve all the luck I've had in my life, good and bad, but I've done my best to be worthy of it - sharing the good and learning from the bad.
I thank you for letting me have money and for taking it away, for giving me the opportunity to understand the difference between valuable and expensive.
Gratitude also for showing me that love is strength, strength an illusion and illusion as necessary as reality.
Most of all, and for this I can never repay you, thanks for sky, sun, moon, clouds, mountains, deserts, rivers, wind and oceans, oceans, oceans! I live every day in awe.
You're a cruel motherfucker of a teacher sometimes but your lessons are always worth learning. And I hope to always be a humble student.
Love and gratitude,
Keroin
p.s. Thanks also for kittens and chocolate. How could I forget? (Such a numskull sometimes!)
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satindesire
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Dear KareBear,
You forgot to thank the universe for kittens and chocolate.
Love,
Megan
You forgot to thank the universe for kittens and chocolate.
Love,
Megan
Keroin
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*Pls see edits*
BTW, I meant to tell you about my bikini, re:B-day thread. Because I live in a bikini most of the year, I needed something that was good quality but I also couldn't afford to spend too much. Anyway, I found these Roxy bikini tops that are reversible. So I bought two reversible tops and one set of bottoms and it's like having four different bikinis. Roxy stuff is pricey but it lasts and I really put swim wear through the paces. I wish I'd bought one more set of bottoms, though. Sun and salt water beat the shit out of clothes.
I also have a pair of matching, Roxy board shorts. Really, I'm not usually so hung up on name brands. Honestly. LOL.
satindesire
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*Lawlling at Edit!*
OMG I love Roxy!
Have you ever bought any Victoria's Secret bathing suits? Their quality is fantastic and they've got some really REALLY pretty stuff.
OMG I love Roxy!
Have you ever bought any Victoria's Secret bathing suits? Their quality is fantastic and they've got some really REALLY pretty stuff.
Nymphomaniacal
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I used to work there and lately sizes have gotten er...smaller?
Gotta be careful with some of their stuff.
CutieMouse
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Their sizing is horrific.
Keroin
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I haven't bought a bathing suit from VS but I have bought underthings and some pants. The bra & panties fit perfectly. The first pair of pants was too big, even though I went by their sizing chart. But, no worries, I just had them altered when I went home for a visit. The next time I ordered a size smaller than the chart and they fit almost perfectly. I was quite happy with my purchases, considering the distance they had to be shipped. The quality is good and the prices were reasonable, even with shipping.
I dislike clothes shopping so I love that I can do it from the comfort of my home! I'm considering whether to buy a pair of shoes before Vegas or just wait and buy them while I'm there. Undecided.
There's a really good bathing suit shop in Vancouver where I get all of my stuff, and I'll definitely need some new suits by the time I get back.
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