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Dear Fuckwit who changed my flight,

Why the fuck would I want to leave my vacation 3 hours and 20 mins earlier? Especially since that gives me a 7 hour lay over in philly! I don't want to fucking come home early, I'm not going to want to come home at all. Change it the fuck back or put me on a later flight not an earlier one! You fucking piece of shit! :mad:

wenchie
 
Dear X,

So, you want to go to counseling. Now, when I've already put forth so much effort trying to reach you. Now, when I'm finally fed up and tired of trying. Do you think the counselor is going to say something magical that makes everything okay? Do you think it will buy you some time to figure a way to make me stay? I've cried till I can't stand myself. I question my worth, my value as a woman. Which, btw, I haven't felt like a woman, a sexual being for a long time. I'll go, and God help you, I'll talk. No holding back this time. No sugar coating, trying not to hurt your feelings. You take me for granted. You only want my touch when YOU need it. "My hand aches, will you rub it?" "My head/neck hurts, will you put on Icy/Hot for me?" Those are the only times you want my touch. I'm not your mother! I may long to be touched but I will not, NOT, NOT, beg for your affection. And I won't stay out of duty or guilt. If I'm going to be miserable, then I will be miserable alone. It will be a lot more peaceful. I may never find anyone else, but I won't stop looking. I won't stop living. Maybe, just maybe, I'll stop hurting.
 
Dear X,

So, you want to go to counseling. Now, when I've already put forth so much effort trying to reach you. Now, when I'm finally fed up and tired of trying. Do you think the counselor is going to say something magical that makes everything okay? Do you think it will buy you some time to figure a way to make me stay? I've cried till I can't stand myself. I question my worth, my value as a woman. Which, btw, I haven't felt like a woman, a sexual being for a long time. I'll go, and God help you, I'll talk. No holding back this time. No sugar coating, trying not to hurt your feelings. You take me for granted. You only want my touch when YOU need it. "My hand aches, will you rub it?" "My head/neck hurts, will you put on Icy/Hot for me?" Those are the only times you want my touch. I'm not your mother! I may long to be touched but I will not, NOT, NOT, beg for your affection. And I won't stay out of duty or guilt. If I'm going to be miserable, then I will be miserable alone. It will be a lot more peaceful. I may never find anyone else, but I won't stop looking. I won't stop living. Maybe, just maybe, I'll stop hurting.

sending you big HUGS.. My PM box is open if you need a shoulder or ear. ;) :rose:
 
dear X,

you have no idea how much you did for me with that one action. I wish I could tell you how I feel right now and how amazing it feels to finally feel like I can do something with my life. thank you.
 
dear new medicine (topamax),

You are super kewl for your intended purpose. I think when I see Dr. B next I will give him the biggest hug (I always want to hug him anyway because he is uber huggable, finally after so many of them that were NOT). anyway, thank you for working. thank you for letting me see what it is supposed to be like. For some normalcy. But if it is you that is causing my nausea please, please stop. I cannot live feeling sick all the time.

Thank you kindly,

your fan and devoted user k
 
Dear U.S. Government:

Why do you have to act like a caveman? Big, stupid, poor at communicating, carry a big club, and, stink

- your employer, a U.S. citizen
 
Dear one of many X's ....

Why am I the one who's your dumping ground? I should be cared for, loved and touched ... Not walked over, treated like crap and ignored. I don't know how long I am going to last like this ... I wish you could try and treat me better .....
 
Dear x:

I don't know if I posted about you already but... lord.

"I'm not finished having to do with Lit. Totally"... and then not a word from you.

So what, that also means you don't want anything to do with friends who have been faithful and loyal and supportive to you?

Fine.
 
Dear X
YOU have no IDEA how I felt last night.. IT was AMAZING and I loved every second of it.. I miss you ! and I adore you ..

YOUR humble PET
 
Dear X,

So, you want to go to counseling. Now, when I've already put forth so much effort trying to reach you. Now, when I'm finally fed up and tired of trying. Do you think the counselor is going to say something magical that makes everything okay? Do you think it will buy you some time to figure a way to make me stay? I've cried till I can't stand myself. I question my worth, my value as a woman. Which, btw, I haven't felt like a woman, a sexual being for a long time. I'll go, and God help you, I'll talk. No holding back this time. No sugar coating, trying not to hurt your feelings. You take me for granted. You only want my touch when YOU need it. "My hand aches, will you rub it?" "My head/neck hurts, will you put on Icy/Hot for me?" Those are the only times you want my touch. I'm not your mother! I may long to be touched but I will not, NOT, NOT, beg for your affection. And I won't stay out of duty or guilt. If I'm going to be miserable, then I will be miserable alone. It will be a lot more peaceful. I may never find anyone else, but I won't stop looking. I won't stop living. Maybe, just maybe, I'll stop hurting.

Go, and talk, and don't hold back. Don't go to counseling for anyone else. Go for you. Even if this relationship ends, you will gain something from the experience. :rose:
 
Dear You,

I don't know what to say except I'm happy. Although part of that is due to me creating again, a big part of that is due to you. To us. I miss you, of course I do. I miss your touch, I miss your body next to mine. But I'm happy - with us. I just thought you should know.:rose:

Love, Me.:kiss:

Dear R,

Woman, I love you. Doesn't matter that we are thousands of miles apart, you will always be my best friend. So I can't pop round for a chat and some coffee like I used too. But who else can have me sitting here at 7am discussing the psychology of Batman? Who else can be so supportive of me in whatever I do? Who else can tell me to get my ass up and start doing? No one but you, sweets. I know you read here sometimes (you should really say hello! we don't bite!), so I hope you read this and know I love you.

Love, Me.:rose:
 
Fuck You

Dear K

Over the years I have purchased numerous money orders. I am aware of how they work. I have Never not filled in the purchasers information. It is why i asked you several times.. "a blank money order"?

My order with you was the first purchase that I had made in the BDSM community. I thought... OK... not sure why she wants a BLANK money order but OK... Believe me I was very hesitant sending you a non signed money order.

As to when you ordered the wood I don't have that information, however I sent the money order to you with in 2 days of our initial discussion, I still have the receipt for the purchase of it as well as the receipt from the post office for mailing it to you.

I do understand that you have a full time job and that it is a stressful situation for you. I do understand that your paddle making is not your full time profession. I also am aware that things dissolved quickly for G in the caves and we left the room quickly with little notice. (But you did have our email addresses or CM emails.. or you even have G's phone #)

My frustration is stemming from you continuing to point fingers of accusation at me for doing what YOU REQUESTED!! Regardless of the state I sent the money order to you, YOU bare the responsibility to check it BEFORE you deposit it to your account.

And while I have no experience in paddle making or the extreme heat in Las Vegas, I would assume that you You Do! And as the professional that you profess to be, would be capable of maintaining a work environment that is not detrimental to your health.

If I have 5 clients scheduled for Friday but I need to make more money and I decide to schedule 2 more clients for that day... I bare the responsibility to my last 2 clients that their session is as energetic, focused, and professional as my first client of the day.

If I over tax myself or I am unable to preform to the level of quality that my clients have come to expect form me... I will reschedule them and discount their next session due to MY inability to honor their original appointment time. I don't complain to the last 2 clients that I am tired.. hot... stressed... and that my life is to busy to accommodate their request of service. As a business owner this is just good common sense.

K, the quality of the first paddle is beautiful. I don't know what the ruler looks like because it had NOT arrived to G's before I left his house the last time.

IF He had received the ruler on time as promised I would have a bit more faith in the arrival of the new paddle, on time.

When it is all said and done K it makes me sad that we had to come to this place of discontentment. As two smart intelligent business women I would like to think that this situation could have been dealt with in an entirely different manner. I hope that the paddles arrives at my office today as I am closed tomorrow. I hope that the stress in your life eases a bit and that things improve as a whole for you.

As much as I think your products are beautiful, I will not be placing any future orders with you, nor would I refer any of my friends to you. This is not in malicious intent but... the fact is if I could walk in and get a paddle at a show.... yes I would probable buy something if it struck my fancy. But to custom order.... no. I don't think that you have the customer skills to maintain the level of communication necessary to keep clients happy and returning for your products.

Good luck with all.....

Peace and be well
 
Dear x:

I don't know if I posted about you already but... lord.

"I'm not finished having to do with Lit. Totally"... and then not a word from you.

So what, that also means you don't want anything to do with friends who have been faithful and loyal and supportive to you?

Fine.
Its very sad when people lose contact..

*HUGGS* :rose:
 
dear x,

I do not talk to dead people, I do not write them letters, I do not write them poetry.
they are dead
and dead they are
you can go ahead and do what you wish
but I will not talk to a dead person
and I don't care even if it is my father.
 
Dear X
Thank you for ....................................Im glad I was patient.:heart:
 
Dear X

I am here for you..Giving you the strength you need in this difficult time..Just know that..I am holding your hand and there for you

Me
 
Dear "Daddy",
i'm sorry, i'm so very sorry. i never meant to hurt You, i never meant to drift so far away from You. i wish i hadn't been so selfish. i knew for a long time that we were not what we once were, yet i continued on like everything was ok. i'm sorry that i've hurt you. i love You. nothing will ever change that. i will always be here for You. please do not feel like it's something you've done, or didn't do, it's not. all You've ever done is love me unconditionally even through the times that i seemed to be turning my back on You. i wasn't turning my back, i just didnt' know how to tell You that i loved you, but i didn't love you, but i did love you, but....well you get the point *soft smile* i DO love You.

also, thank you for not turning your back on me like you had every right to do. thank you for continuing to be my rock and letting me cry on your shoulder. it hurts, i won't lie, but i understand why You need to move on, why You can't wait anymore. it's been 5 years and we became stuck, i'm sorry. please, move on knowing that i love You and i'm always here whenever You need me. i love You Daddy, with all of my heart, and i always will......

i'm sorry,
~rose~
 
Dear X,

Thank you. Right now it's hard to see how I can love you more than this, but I know my love for you will only grow.
 
Dear x,

I'm happy. Things are good. *beams*

all my love,

me xx
 
Dear God,

Please make it go away. Please, please. I saw Doctor G on 20 June and it is 18 July and it is still happening. I have plans and this is going to complicate them. So please, help me get to the bottom of this. It is so humiliating, painful, stressful, and it is not good for my body. I know something is wrong but it persists no matter what. :( Is it the bread, where did I eat, what pills did I take, and there are no common threads...please help. please.

K
 
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