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Dear X .... (s)
Why give me such a complicated life to lead? Complicated feelings, wants, desires and needs ... can this not be simple for me at least once in my life? Dammit .... Give me the strength to take all this on ... to smile through this all ... to find something that gives me a small smile now and again. Anything.
 
Dear X .... (s)
Why give me such a complicated life to lead? Complicated feelings, wants, desires and needs ... can this not be simple for me at least once in my life? Dammit .... Give me the strength to take all this on ... to smile through this all ... to find something that gives me a small smile now and again. Anything.

I could have written this. :rose:
 
Dear x,

I didn't know that word was already in use. It was my favourite

Feels funny.

Me
 
Dear X,

I missing you. Even as I type the email, I'm missing you. I need you to stand behind me and wield the cane...

Right now, you are not here. But soon...god I hope so soon!

Love, me :rose:
 
My deasrest X,

I'm so glad that you answered this morning, you don't know how much that ment to me to start my day with your voice in my head. I love your voice so much, it's hard sometimes to focas on what you're saying and not just the sound. *giggles* It put such a bright spot in my day, that even with the shite day I had, I smiled all thru it.

You sounded so cute all sleepy, I could almost see myself there with you, the connections have been so clear lately haven't they? It was funny listening to you complain that it was too early when it's 5 hours earlier here and I'm all bright eyed and bushy tailed. *giggles* When I get acustomed to your time zone you're going to beat me for waking up to early I can see it now! It'll be wonderful tho, won't it?

I keep picturing all the things I want to do with you. Walking on the beach collecting shells for mom and rocks for her favorite cousin. I wanna walk around the zoo with you, the animals facinate me so much and I've always thought that was one of the most perfect ways to spend an afternoon. But mostly, I picture curling in bed with you and watching a movie or something on the tele. Just feeling your arms around me, and listening to the sound of your heart beat as I rest my head on your chest.

It really is amazing how much your voice will pick me up. This week has been rotten and lonely, but 20 mins of your voice and it's like it all goes away.

I'm glad you liked the transformers baby. *giggles* The kids think I'm silly for sending happymeal toys to a 30 something guy in Ireland, but I know they make you smile so it's worth every penny spent to get them to you. Something told me you liked transformers, not sure what, but when I saw them I thought about you instantly. Just good instints I guess. There's a set coming up I think you'll get a kick out of too, but I'll just pack those to take with me. Will make room in my bag for things I want to bring home, and will save me a bit in shipping.

I'm not going to worry so much about how much money I have for my trip and such. I'll have what I have and it'll be enough. Besides, the most important things to me for this trip are covered in the plane ticket, and that's getting to you.

I love you baby, and I'll be there soon. :kiss:

With all of me :heart:,
Yours
:rose:
 
Dear sweetie,

I love you so much. I can't wait to start the rest of my life with you. :D

Love Always,
Daddy
 
Dear Thumb:

I was mad at you before, I'm sorry. You've served me long and well, with no whining or expectations of gratitude. Thank you.

It's just that, well, now that you're not working properly, I can't knit, or do some things I need to do. I don't mind being careful when lifting things, or holding things differently, but not knitting is killing me. Having yarn in my hands keeps me from having food in my hands. So you see, having you working properly is quite important to me.

Could you please heal now? Pretty please?

Thank you.
 
Dear X
I hope everything goes ok for you today, you are in my thoughts baby.
 
Dear brain,

Is everything ok up there? Two people in two weeks have asked me if I'm.. well, mentally sound. It's concerning me. Get your shit together ok? Now isn't the time I need you to fuck out on me.

:heart: me
 
Dear X.

Am I really that undesirable?
Am I really too much of a freak for the nilla's?
Am I too little of a freak for the kinksters?
Maybe what I think of my looks is bang on...
Maybe I am fooling myself by hoping someone sees me as pretty...
I didn't think being a pagan would limit my choices that badly.
I didn't think owning small reptiles would scare guys off...
I didn't think my limits would make most overlook me...

Fate could you please stop tormenting me?
"W" would have been it if he had have been pagan friendly...
I am getting close to 40 & it is kinda depressing still being single.
I can give up the kink, I can't give up the pagan...



~~Steg~~
 
Dear X
It was so nice to hear your voice clearly tonight.
:kiss:
:eek: and I am still being all shy and holding back :eek:

:devil:


The voice chats rock indeed. Loved to hear you nice and clear as well. Getting used to your scottish accent! Cannot wait to see you face to face. :kiss:


Dear X
I hope everything goes ok for you today, you are in my thoughts baby.
I hope so too.... sigh

ty :kiss:
 
Dear X:

I know I disappoint you sometimes... I'm human, and therefore it is inevitable... but I hate it when I do. I try not to...

Thank you for all that you do, and everything that you are.


Me.
 
Dear X.

Am I really that undesirable?
Am I really too much of a freak for the nilla's?
Am I too little of a freak for the kinksters?
Maybe what I think of my looks is bang on...
Maybe I am fooling myself by hoping someone sees me as pretty...
I didn't think being a pagan would limit my choices that badly.
I didn't think owning small reptiles would scare guys off...
I didn't think my limits would make most overlook me...

Fate could you please stop tormenting me?
"W" would have been it if he had have been pagan friendly...
I am getting close to 40 & it is kinda depressing still being single.
I can give up the kink, I can't give up the pagan...



~~Steg~~



When we forfeit part of us, we lose all of us.
Stick to your guns. Even being single has a time limit.
Like I told Betticus..take this time to learn more about yourself. What you like. Where your limits lie and where you draw the line at compromise.
Become a more purposful and focused you.
So when "He" comes along...you're ready for Him.
 
:eek: and I am still being all shy and holding back :eek:

:devil:


The voice chats rock indeed. Loved to hear you nice and clear as well. Getting used to your scottish accent! Cannot wait to see you face to face. :kiss:



I hope so too.... sigh

ty :kiss:

That's the best isn't it? Getting used to the other's accent I mean. It's been such a trip getting used to his accent and slang and what not. But I still find myself floating dreamily away when I hear his voice come times. It feels almost like his voice wraps me in a warm blanket and cuddles me. I love that feeling. :heart:
 
Dear X,

Do you think I'm stupid? You must, because that is the only way to explain your behavior. You have spent the entire weekend playing for sympathy and trying to talk me out of getting a job. Telling me you want to "get away alone with me" and if I had a job then we wouldn't be able to go. Oh, PLEASE! Where were you when I was TRYING to spend time with you alone? You aren't being honest with me or with yourself. It's over. I'm so tired of all this that my freakin' soul aches. I'm going to counseling, but I told you, the counselor, God and everybody that this wasn't going to be a magic spell that would fix everything. But, just like every other time I say anything, it didn't make it through to your brain. You think you can talk me out of this. You think you can guilt me out of living the rest of my life the way I want to. It makes me so unspeakably ANGRY that you think I can be manipulated.

Well, news flash...I see what you are trying to do. I won't pack for that guilt trip. I won't be manipulated because of our children. I won't play your games, or give in. Everyone has a limit and I've reached mine. You are going to have to learn to deal with things alone. I have plans for my life. They may not all work out, but they are MY plans and don't depend on your approval. But then, you never have really approved of me so that won't be all that different. I just won't have to hear about it constantly, and won't that be a relief.
 
That's the best isn't it? Getting used to the other's accent I mean. It's been such a trip getting used to his accent and slang and what not. But I still find myself floating dreamily away when I hear his voice come times. It feels almost like his voice wraps me in a warm blanket and cuddles me. I love that feeling. :heart:
Oh yea I know the feeling too!! I so love A.'s soothing voice! Its like taking a bath full of love when he talk to me. Makes me feel like I am in his arms when I hear his voice. I tend to get floating and dreamy as well with him, love the feeling. I could talk with him for hours and hours, listening to his voice, enjoying the love and care I feel from sound of his voice. When we play I feel like making love to him. Its beautiful feeling. Intime and very emotional. Makes me purr purr purrrrrrrrrrr for him and think he enjoy hear me like that. We both enjoy it. Love deffo makes the play time very special for both of us.

He might be far away, but I feel him right next to me when we talk on mic. Love the feeling, the nearness, the connection. Its sweet. We will have wonderful time together in October, I know that for sure. Cannot wait!!! :eek: *happily dreamy sigh*
 
Dear husband,
I'm filling tomorrow, there is nothing you can do about it, I am tired of your lies, as for putting you out on the street, I told you that you should of thought about that before you went off and fucked a 17 year old skank, no more mrs nice wife, I am fed up with being treated like a door mat.
Enjoy your happily ever after...
 
Dear X.

Grrr Men!

Why are all the bastards true to form and just .....well...bastards.

And why are all the nice men such bastards too?

On top of that, when I find a really nice man why can't I be attracted to him.

Men...Why do I let them fuck with my head!

Love

Me

PS. Looking at recent remarks in this thread I am not alone in a Grrr Men! moment!
 
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Dear Finn (my car):

I know you've heard me talking about replacing you. Do you think acting up is going to save you? Do you think making me take you to the car doctor, days before I need you for a long trip, is endearing you to me? It is not.

Know this, little car of mine, if this is some huge repair, I'm going to drive you only as long as I have to before I can replace you, and it won't be long.

Sincerely,
She Who Holds the Wheel.


Dear Auto Doctors:

You don't know what's wrong with my car, do you? You said you're trying to figure it out, but it doesn't look like the fuel pump. What you do know is that you could tell me it's my miniature nuclear reactor that's bad, and I must do a special dance and pay you a gazillion dollars to fix it. Please find the problem, charge me a reasonable amount, and let me go in peace.

Sincerely,
She Who Thinks Cars Should be like Toasters - Cheap and Easily Replaced
 
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