Dear X:

[Mrs. Sanj]

Dear X,

They say that you are only given what you can handle. Some days I think I must have really pissed off God or maybe he mistook me for someone else and is giving me their load instead of mine.

~Me

 

[EmpressFi]

Dear X,

They say that you are only given what you can handle. Some days I think I must have really pissed off God or maybe he mistook me for someone else and is giving me their load instead of mine.

~Me

I always liked the.. "You say you'll never give me more than I can handle.... I wish you didnt have this much confidence in me..."

Sorry you're having a rough time *hugs*

 

[BiaTcHiNFiRe]

Dear X please let go soon cause its driving me nuts! I know its not easy but it needs to be done. x

I know i am driving you nuts, I am sorry for that. You so dont need that... I apologize.

We shall remain good friends.

 

[jockdom]

I know i am driving you nuts, I am sorry for that. You so dont need that... I apologize.

We shall remain good friends.

You and the bairns have a good life I hope you will find what you need! As for me I am beyond redemption! Your Friend A

 

[twysted73]

Dear organ the size of my fist....

We talk quite often you and I it seems.

You're doing much better then, say, 5 years ago. You nolonger drive me insane with your erraticism. Nolonger dictate and make me follow.
But by not giving you your druthers tho I also feel as if I've partially disconnected from a vital part of myself. ( vital...or simply ever-present thus far?)
I can still feel you eyeing those close to you. Like some ferral animal hiding in the shadows waiting to pounce and devour.
I'm warning you...don't. Leave them alone. They're close to you because they're kind and trusting.
I know why you're prowling. You think that by attacking you'll ease the longing.
As if a stomach full of unsuspecting innocent's feeling could possibly assage the undeniable appetite for either of them.
Especially for you babydoll.

Focus on the two. Only those. *pulls on the choker chain* Heel. Good boy.

 

[minx1]

Dear x,

What I just asked for....well I wouldn't have asked if I thought it was a big deal. I honestly thought you would give permission. I was beaming as I asked. I just thought it was totally inoffensive. I'm sorry.

I just wanted something around yanno, that would make smile and feel part of it.

I understand your point though. So I will just get over it.

Me

 

[MelancholyBaby]

Dear D,

Why do you have to be an ass? I need this. This is so important. Oh, get it in December. Or Thanksgiving. Sorry, that is not good enough. Why does everyone else get a vacation but me?

This is so not fair. I am incredibly hurt at your callousness. You may not agree with this but I don't agree with a lot of the things you do either. But this is my life. And I have 40 hours of vacation to use. I am so angry right now. and so hurt. I am not waiting. That is bullshit for me to wait when I have already been kind of dragging my feet in getting my paperwork in for your benefit. You keep saying wait till we get the new building. Wait till this and wait till that. Nothing changes. Nothing ever changes except more and more people get shit on while some other people just skate on by, privileged and pampered.

I hope you do not stay late tonight. I want to be by myself.

 

[jockdom]

Dear X

Keats im not lol

 

[BiaTcHiNFiRe]

Dear X

 

[LittleJade]

Dear X:

1 of 2.

Not 1 of 1.


If it's 2, why not 3? or 10?

 

[BiBunny]

Dear X,

Thank you for the message. It made my fucking week.

~Bunny

 

[Evil_Geoff]

Dear l (that's a lowercase "L" not an uppercase "i"),

I know this weekend is scary for you. I'm on _your_ turf... and meeting _your_ friends... and you've always kept this part of your life away from family and friends. You are starting the process of coming out, at least about your poly relationship and that's a huge, huge step for you. You may catch some flack over this.

But in the long run, it will help with your peace of mind. And in turn, that peace of mind will help deepen your journey with me.

You, no, correction, WE, are going to find out if we can function comfortably as a couple with J and s in close proximity. This is new for you. I know that. But I've been down this road before baby, I will be here, you will be safe with me. And WE will get through this. J's birthday, the gathering of your friends seeing _US_ together, spending time with your youngun, introducing me to parents, and special friends...

You've met my leather family, and my boys. Now it's my turn to meet yours. I can only hope that I go over as well with them as you did with mine.

You own a piece of my heart, little warrior. That's special to me.

 

[EmpressFi]

Dear l (that's a lowercase "L" not an uppercase "i"),

I know this weekend is scary for you. I'm on _your_ turf... and meeting _your_ friends... and you've always kept this part of your life away from family and friends. You are starting the process of coming out, at least about your poly relationship and that's a huge, huge step for you. You may catch some flack over this.

But in the long run, it will help with your peace of mind. And in turn, that peace of mind will help deepen your journey with me.

You, no, correction, WE, are going to find out if we can function cmofortably as a couple with J and s in close proximity. This is new for you. I know that. But I've been down this road before baby, I will be here, you will be safe with me. And WE will get through this. J's birthday, the gathering of your friends seeing _US_ together, spending time with your youngun, introducing me to parents, and special friends...

You've met my leather family, and my boys. Now it's my turn to meet yours. I can only hope that I go over as well with them as you did with mine.

You own a piece of my heart, little warrior. That's special to me.

pass along my best wishes..

 

[LittleJade]

Dear l (that's a lowercase "L" not an uppercase "i"),

I know this weekend is scary for you. I'm on _your_ turf... and meeting _your_ friends... and you've always kept this part of your life away from family and friends. You are starting the process of coming out, at least about your poly relationship and that's a huge, huge step for you. You may catch some flack over this.

But in the long run, it will help with your peace of mind. And in turn, that peace of mind will help deepen your journey with me.

You, no, correction, WE, are going to find out if we can function cmofortably as a couple with J and s in close proximity. This is new for you. I know that. But I've been down this road before baby, I will be here, you will be safe with me. And WE will get through this. J's birthday, the gathering of your friends seeing _US_ together, spending time with your youngun, introducing me to parents, and special friends...

You've met my leather family, and my boys. Now it's my turn to meet yours. I can only hope that I go over as well with them as you did with mine.

You own a piece of my heart, little warrior. That's special to me.

Dear Geoff-

my thoughts and hopes go with you this weekend... I hope all turns out beautifully for you.

*hugs*

 

[Evil_Geoff]

pass along my best wishes..

Dear Geoff-

my thoughts and hopes go with you this weekend... I hope all turns out beautifully for you.

*hugs*

Thank you dear ladies for your kind support! {{{{{{{GROUPHUG}}}}}}}

That means a lot to me.

 

[Snoozebutton2]

Dear l (that's a lowercase "L" not an uppercase "i"),

I know this weekend is scary for you. I'm on _your_ turf... and meeting _your_ friends... and you've always kept this part of your life away from family and friends. You are starting the process of coming out, at least about your poly relationship and that's a huge, huge step for you. You may catch some flack over this.

But in the long run, it will help with your peace of mind. And in turn, that peace of mind will help deepen your journey with me.

You, no, correction, WE, are going to find out if we can function comfortably as a couple with J and s in close proximity. This is new for you. I know that. But I've been down this road before baby, I will be here, you will be safe with me. And WE will get through this. J's birthday, the gathering of your friends seeing _US_ together, spending time with your youngun, introducing me to parents, and special friends...

You've met my leather family, and my boys. Now it's my turn to meet yours. I can only hope that I go over as well with them as you did with mine.

You own a piece of my heart, little warrior. That's special to me.

Geoff it has been one of the great pleasures in my life to have met you. I wish you all the best and truly wish to see happy news soon about the visit.

 

[Daddy2mylilgirl]

Dear sweetie,

I miss you desperately. I need to be with you. I'm so tired of having to wait. I love you.

Love Always,
Daddy

 

[SubKekiLee]

Dear l (that's a lowercase "L" not an uppercase "i"),

I know this weekend is scary for you. I'm on _your_ turf... and meeting _your_ friends... and you've always kept this part of your life away from family and friends. You are starting the process of coming out, at least about your poly relationship and that's a huge, huge step for you. You may catch some flack over this.

But in the long run, it will help with your peace of mind. And in turn, that peace of mind will help deepen your journey with me.

You, no, correction, WE, are going to find out if we can function comfortably as a couple with J and s in close proximity. This is new for you. I know that. But I've been down this road before baby, I will be here, you will be safe with me. And WE will get through this. J's birthday, the gathering of your friends seeing _US_ together, spending time with your youngun, introducing me to parents, and special friends...

You've met my leather family, and my boys. Now it's my turn to meet yours. I can only hope that I go over as well with them as you did with mine.

You own a piece of my heart, little warrior. That's special to me.

Geoff
as always you are an amazing man and I think L is a special girl I know youll be there for her and youll do wonderfully... My best wishes go out to you .. and yours..

 

[honoria]

Okay,

My chest hurts.
It's hard to breathe.
I'm on the edge of tears all the time.
I walk on eggshells, not knowing what to say or do.
I'm hurt, angry and more sad than I ever imagined I could be.

You are angry and cold. All the time.
Neither one of us is happy.
You haven't touched me in 3 weeks.
You pull away when I approach you.

We both deserve better than this.
At the very least, I deserve better than this.
If I have to be miserable then I might as well be miserable alone. At least it would be peaceful.
My regret is the people it will hurt. Not you, Not me. I don't think we can hurt each other anymore.
I don't understand what happened. When it all went bad. I'm tired of trying to figure things out by myself. It takes two and I'm playing solo here.

You can make me the bad guy if you want. That's fine. But I know I've tried till I'm making myself sick.

Now, what?

 

[the captians wench]

My Dearest Luv,

First of all I have to say I know I"m being a silly girl, but that's what I am, and the fact that this is the three days in the month that my hormones make me even more so prolly has a lot to do with this but I have to get it all out of me system.

Yes I'm crying over a movie, but not so much the movie, but because I feel so much of it. It's not just the accents and the fighting over her planing too much and him with the laid back attitude. And it's not just the fact that she called him a lepruchian, just as I do you. But I miss you so much. I want to be there. I want to feel your arms around me and your lips on mine. I want to hear I love you before I close my eyes and fight over who will turn out the light, knowing in the end I'll loose. I want the first thing I see in the morning to be you staring at me.

Something is said at the very begining that speaks so much to me. She says she's tired of waiting she wants to start thier life, and he tells her it's already begun. That's how I feel most of the time. I'm tired of waiting for when the time is right, I want to be there now. I don't want to be strong anymore, I want to fall into and melt and never return.

I know, soon my love,very soon. We're closer now than we ever have been, eh? I just know that once that week is over, the hardest thing I will ever have to do is leave you. I know I shouldn't think about that day, but I can't help it.

It's funny, even now I can hear all the things you would tell me. How I'm being silly for getting so worked up like, and how there's no since in fretting over something that has yet to come. I think that's one of the reasons I love you so much, you balance me. Me who plans out every minute of my day 3 days in advance has fallen in love with some one who's answer to anything that doesn't get done is "meh, there's always tomorrow luv". *giggles*

I used to have my life planed out, I had a plan when I met you even, but since you, since you I haven't planned a thing, everything is take it as it comes.

Soon my love, I'll be there soon.

Yours

 

[1HF]

Dear X:

Leave me alone. I'm not going to respond to you and give you even that little bit of power.. I'm not the same person that I used to be so fuck you. You can't hurt me anymore, I refuse to let you. If I was just a little bit braver I'd tell you this, instead of posting it here where you wont see it. I don't want to see you though, I don't want you to touch me, and I'm still afraid of you. I'll always hate you for that. Stay the fuck away from me.

 

[LittleJade]

Dear x:

I'm so confused about that last email you sent me... the wording of it... did that include me?

Clarify, damnit.

 

[ultramarineblue]

Dear x,

Please go to the doctor and stop making excuses. You're driving me crazy. I cannot solve your problems.

 

[EmpressFi]

Dear x,

Please go to the doctor and stop making excuses. You're driving me crazy. I cannot solve your problems.

god, i am SO familiar with this one

 

[ultramarineblue]

god, i am SO familiar with this one

Thank you for letting me know I'm not alone.....