Dear X:

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Dear X
It maddens me you are still stalking my postings... It maddens me you act holier than thou, it isnt that your "real" and my true friends arent. What happens with me in my private life is just that private. I am tired of being chastized for something I chose to do. If for no other reason you need to respect me, is I gave you life, to receive respect you must give it. You dont understand nor do you comprehend my life or my loves or why I made the choices I made. You are YOU and I am ME... bottom line. I offered you the ability to read and I offered to help you understand me. YOU are my offspring you are not my mother nor are you god. Love me for me and stop acting like you are so much better than anyone else. I do not allow your siblings to know about this side of me and I will not ever. again my decision to be who I am and be with who I chose. But what I do in the privacy of my bedroom is just that PRIVATE... I am tired of crying, being frustrated and feeling like I have to explain myself to you. You are right you made your choices and I did not stop you. I have allowed you to be the free spirit you chose to be and never chastized you for those choices. stop judging me. I love you with all my heart and need and want you in my life as long as you will remain respectful to me. It is the least I deserve. You want me to be honest with you? STOP JUDGING ME is that clear enough for you?

Signed
Your Parental Unit..

I'm sorry, this must be tough. I have to say, as someone whose online identity has been discovered before, it stinks but the internet is very public. Everything you say here is for public consumption.
 
Dear K,

Just :rose:. Nothing else, just wanted to say :rose:

Love, Me.

~~~~

Dear Prospective employers,

Please recongise I am a damned good hardworker and would be an asset to your companies.

Potential Employee.
 
Dear Wrist,

Please do not hurt anymore, do not need surgery, go away and hide. And test tomorrow please don't show what I don't want to know.:eek:
 
Dear X and X,

The whole thing just makes me very sad:(. . .I deserve better.

~me
 
dear x
you fucking suck.
seriously, who ARE you?? why are you in a relationship you pretend to hate and yet keep compromising yourself for? it only manifests itself in nasty ways. which makes you a nasty person because at the end of the line, you are what you do. in this case, you are an average, nasty, ugly, pathetic bitch. get a life.

dear y,
Why do i love you? I know the answer to that, i'm just constantly surprsed with you, with your actions and your ideals not matching up, OR conversely with your bombastic words actually matching up with your actions...
i dont know, i guess in order to be happy i have to just embrace your encompassing of your personal hypocrisies. After all, a person who accepts his/her hypocrisies, is the coolest motherfucker of them all. I only want to roll with those cool motherfuckers...


love,
A_P
 
dear x
you fucking suck.
seriously, who ARE you?? why are you in a relationship you pretend to hate and yet keep compromising yourself for? it only manifests itself in nasty ways. which makes you a nasty person because at the end of the line, you are what you do. in this case, you are an average, nasty, ugly, pathetic bitch. get a life.

dear y,
Why do i love you? I know the answer to that, i'm just constantly surprsed with you, with your actions and your ideals not matching up, OR conversely with your bombastic words actually matching up with your actions...
i dont know, i guess in order to be happy i have to just embrace your encompassing of your personal hypocrisies. After all, a person who accepts his/her hypocrisies, is the coolest motherfucker of them all. I only want to roll with those cool motherfuckers...


love,
A_P

/Nerd Alert/

You sig A_P looks like a cool emote.

/end geekiness/
 
Dear flu,

Fuck off and leave my girlfriend alone!! Or else I'll come and whoop you good!

Luff,

me :kiss:
 
D,

I would never call you 'dear' anything, because you are a complete and utter tosspot. How you managed to get a girlfriend, I will never know... was it the old 'does this rag smell like chloroform to you' trick? You are utterly repulsive, and I mean that not in the physical sense, but regarding your personality. I rarely meet anyone so well-versed in subtly (and more often, unsubtly) putting people down; do you take classes or something? I am so fucking glad you're off on a 'training' course at the moment so I don't have to see you. I really hope they're training you not to figuratively shit all over your employees, because really, though I've spent my entire life being bullied and put down and picked on, what you said to me about my uni course -- the one thing I'd been working towards for years -- was so incredibly low.

Well, guess what? I'm a semester into the course that you thought I was 'shooting too high' to get into, and I have taken to it like a duck to water. I love the people and the coursework and the prospects. And I'm leaving your shitty, soul-destroying, development-retarding workplace for a REAL job in an industry I actually give a shit about. They will be paying me more, but moreover they will be treating me as a valued, useful individual instead of just another arse on a seat and ear on a phone.

So, you slimy smarmy middle-management cretin, I hope you're not going to be at work tomorrow or Friday, because if I see you, I might just tell you to your face exactly how I feel about you. As it is, you are the only person I will be complaining about at my exit interview, and I will not hesitate to tell HR exactly why you're a shitty manager. I have got nothing to lose, and will not be holding back. I've been planning exactly how to explain (in a nice, calm but confident way) what a useless jerk you are, and I hope that you get in strife for daring to belittle your employees, because gods know I'm not the only one you've been so nasty to.

Fuck you in the arse with a sharpened pineapple,

Sin

(OMFG, that was so fucking cathartic :D)
 
Dear X,

I wont judge you for what you did.... I understand I really do. However fucked up it sounds. I cannot imagine losing my mom myself. I am sorry you couldnt take the pain and decided to go. I know your where you wanted be. Back with your mom. And with my dad.

Rest In Peace auntie. Rest In Peace grannie.


will miss you both :heart:
~me
 
Dear X,

The risk of falling for you was too great. I knew I was in deeper than I thought possible over such a short time. I have to do what is right even though it is not what I want. What I want is to continue with you. What is right is to stop now and not get my heart broken or hurt those that count on me.

Forgive me.
 
Dear doctor:

When I walked in, you told me you'd never given anyone an allergy shot before. Your nurse had, but now that she's gone, I'm stuck with you.

I told you the two most important things to keep in mind:

1) Do NOT shoot into muscle- it must be injected into fat... and I pointed at the backs of my arms where fat is ample.

2) Do NOT shoot the needle directly into the arm, you need to position the needle so that the serum is injected JUST UNDER THE SKIN.

You cavalierly just slammed the needles into the muscles of each arm, all the way in. You ignored my advice. I've had these shots every single week for almost 2 years, and you ignored my advice.

Okay, fuckwad, the advice is there for a reason:

1) Shooting into muscle, where there is a greater blood flow than in fat, means that the serum gets spread into my system too quickly, which causes complications.. like the ones I'm having right fucking now.

2) Shooting deep into the arm, rather than just under the skin, causes the same problem- it disperses too quickly through my body, and I end up where I am now.

I have debilitating pain in my arms because the reaction is spreading too quickly. I have tightening of my throat, that horrible metallic taste in my mouth, and a welt the size of a softball on both arms... and it's because you ignored the rules, as taught to me by MY ALLERGIST, AN EXPERT, and passed from me to you.

There are REASONS why I think you're a complete fucking moron. Witness one of them right here.

Fucking hell... I'm probably going to end up in the hospital because of you.
 
Oh my goodness LittleJade! That's horrible!!!!
Hope everything sort itself out quickly and you don't end up in the hospital.

{{{hugs}}} to you:rose:

and a swift kink in the ass to the doctor :mad:
 
Oh my goodness LittleJade! That's horrible!!!!
Hope everything sort itself out quickly and you don't end up in the hospital.

{{{hugs}}} to you:rose:

and a swift kink in the ass to the doctor :mad:

I'm right fucking pissed. I hurt enough already, what with giving myself full-body whiplash from an almost-fall in the shower on Monday... I don't need more pain.. and now I have it. I can rest my arm on my desk and I can type okay, but I can't left my left arm.. the right is sore, but not as bad (which also shows that he fucked up which shot goes into which arm- the right usually hurts and reacts more).

I have an epi-pen... if the reactions get much worse, I'll be using it, which means that I have to call 911 right afterward to get medical attention. *sigh*
 
Dear X,

This shouldn't be happening again, but it is. I wish I could explain the thoughts that are running around in my head. It feels like it is going to completely give out or completely breaking down. I have tried to write a poem about my feelings but nada comes to mind. I keep thinking of all of the things I want to do, and haven’t yet completed. I know I am strong…

Me


Dear XX,
I hope this is the last time. I really do. Maybe you should just let her stay with me instead f trying to be in control when you are clearly not.

Me
 
Dear X please let go soon cause its driving me nuts! I know its not easy but it needs to be done. x
 
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