Dear X:

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Dear X,

I am not sure why you do the things you do. I am unsure how much attention you need and why from so many?

Me


Dear Body,

Hello!!! How much longer.

me
 
Dear X

please do not freak out
look at the situation rationally
I know it is totally unusual
and might seems that it spells disaster
but the truth is, it is not
please trust me
we are all in it together
and we'll cover each other's back
it is a small world
ridiculously tiny
but please do not freak out

rida

P.S. if you think it calmly ... you will see what I see
however, I will respect whatever you'll decide :rose:
 
Dear SK

*hugs* I'm sorry that you're going through this.

You can only be strong for so long. Falling apart over the death of your mother is not a bad thing, is not the wrong thing and believe me, it'll happen again and again. It is not a sign of weakness to mourn. It is not a sign of weakness to cry and fall apart. The evidence of your ability to "man up and be strong" is in the sheer fact that you get up every day and keep on going with your life. There is no shame in crying because your mother is no longer physically with you. There is no reason to cry in private. She is with you. Always will be. In spirit. But sometimes our soul needs to break down to deal with the loss.

It's been since 1992 for me when my mother was taken from me. And there are still times I break down. There's not a day that goes by that I dont think about her or miss her. I dont cry every day, but I do still cry, I do still mourn, and I dont see it as a weakness. If anything, it shows the strength in my ability to love.

Me,
another motherless daughter.

{hugs} Dear Sk,

Cry all you want, she wouldn't want you to hold in the pain of her physically not being there with you.

She watches over you, and wants you to get the most severe pain of her loss out of your system; so that you can remember the good times; and be able to go on with your life. Which is what she wants.

Remember the good times, and once in a while; have a cry over those too. Its not wrong to mourn, just wrong to hold it in. Health wise.

{{{hugs}}} Am here for you:rose:

*huge hugs* hon,

Hey you are doing so great....you are functioning for gods sake at such a difficult time. Even if it feels like you are just going through the motions...keep going through them hon, they will give you something to focus on.
Give yourself the huge credit you deserve.
Cry when you need to, you can't be strong all the time. Take strength in your Sir and all those around you who love you and read those words eh. Just another room :rose:

a HUGE thank you to three of you... Yesterday was a hard day as I read your responses I cried more than I ever have, I dont know if it was from your response or from me finally breaking down, yesterday they delivered her remains to me and it was very hard, husband told me he admired my strength and that I was the strongest person he knew... ( that meant alot) but just wanted you three to know what you three said MEANT The WORLD to me.. THANK you.... Thank you for always being there for me..

SKL
 
Dear X,

Sorry I fucked up. I'm human, it happens. Yeah, I know, you had me on a pedestal, and honestly, it was time for me to step down anyway. I was getting tired of the balancing act.

Let's move on with realistic expectations now, shall we?
 
Αγαπητε Χ:

Λυπαμαι που δεν συνολο. Θελω να ειμαι. Δεν ξερω πως θα ειναι. Εχω τοσα πολλα μεσα μου πιστευει οτι δεν ειμαι ομορφη, δεν ειμαι ειδικη, ειμαι βαρετο και πληκτικο και λιπος και ασχημους. Εχω τοσα πολλα μεσα μου οτι μισει τον εαυτο μου. Εχω τοσα πολλα μεσα μου νομιζει οτι δεν ειμαι ειδικη. Δεν ξερω γιατι χρειαζομαι την αγαπη τοσων. Θα ημουν ευχαριστημενη αν ειχα την αγαπη του-ενα μονο εταιρο μου. Θελω την αγαπη σας, αλλα το ξερω οτι δεν το χρειαζονται. Θελω την αγαπη για ενα αλλο, αλλα το ξερω οτι δεν το χρειαζονται. Θελω απλα να ειναι ευχαριστημενος με τον εαυτο μου.
 
Dear Self
Why are you Falling apart now? Youve been so strong since she was taken away? You have too much going on to fall apart now.... man up and be strong.. do what you have to do and be strong cry in private like sir said and hope that works... but do not let it consume you... she is with you just remember that... .

Signed
Self

SK...my heart goes out to you. I lost my mother last year, and struggled to be strong and hold things together. The sadness and tears would sometimes overwhelm me when least expected. They can't be kept bottled up inside. I'm sorry for your loss and for the pain you are going through. *hugs*
 
SK...my heart goes out to you. I lost my mother last year, and struggled to be strong and hold things together. The sadness and tears would sometimes overwhelm me when least expected. They can't be kept bottled up inside. I'm sorry for your loss and for the pain you are going through. *hugs*


Thank you Closer.... I appreciate your thoughts... Yes somedays I do not know how I go on.... my mom would have wanted me to push on.... i miss her more than I can express.. but since you have lost your mom as well... you know what I mean... I am honored to have the friends and fellow forum posters here on lit to support me and encourage me to go on..... I also have my Sir who inspires me to forge on.. Thanks again for your thoughts and prayers...

:kiss:
 
Dear X,

wherever you was the last night, I hope you had a nice sleep ....

I can't say the same about myself.

me
 
Dear my back,

Why did you decide to get hurt, just when I was getting ready to go out to see my friends, who I have not seen for ages?? I was sooo looking forward to it.

Damn you, you stupid back! :(

Caz :(
 
Dear X,
What is it you gain from being so hurtful in a bad way to a person who has never left your side no matter what?
confused and embarrassed (again),
babygirl
 
Dear X,

I think I'm pretty much fed up with you. If you don't shape up, you might just be without the best thing that's ever walked through your door.

Me
 
Dear X (Self):

Ok, now you have done it...
went into a weight loss program with the kinksters...
THEN you AGREE to SPANKINGS if you gain any weight/inches...

WHAT THE FUCK WERE YOU THINKING!!!!
Talk about incentive to be sure to lose weight...

Jeepers frig girl, you KNOW percussion terrifies us...
*or is THAT why you did that???*

:mad: self...



Dear X (self)

Yes... That is EXACTLY why I said 10 spanks as punishment (5/cheek)...
I could have said cane welts instead, like Lady J...
I can still change it so SHUT UP!!!
We can lose those pounds if you put as much into curbing cravings as you did running worry laps in our head...

:heart: I have faith in us, we just need incentive...

Self
 
Dear X,

You did it again. Played me for a fool.

But it is THE LAST TIME. You got caught big time. You received the message right while you were there with her!

NOW tell me you weren't there! Bullshit!

And yes, i know you are reading this. So that the children are not involved in the fall-out, i am telling you here and now.

IT IS OVER!!! DON'T COME OUT HERE!! DON'T CALL ME!! DON'T E-MAIL ME!!!
NOTHING!!! STAY THE HELL AWAY FROM ME, OR I WILL HAVE THE LAW INVOLVED!!!

You two deserve each other, may you both rot in HELL!!!
 
Dear X,
You have no idea how incredibly happy you make me. I'm in heaven.:heart:
 
Dear X,
You have no idea how incredibly happy you make me. I'm in heaven.:heart:

Dear N.,

I'm so happy for you. I mean, totally thrilled. Just one question, though. Is it my turn yet?

~Bunny
 
Dear N.,

I'm so happy for you. I mean, totally thrilled. Just one question, though. Is it my turn yet?

~Bunny


Dear R
Soon enough:rose:
Love you,
N
because I said so and my word is law
 
Dear {{{MissRebecca}}} aka X,

No Pm...I know how congested your box gets. Ahem

I did it! I got me a house!! woohoo :D

Its wonderful. More bedrooms than I need, but great for when I have people staying and the best thing is the sea is at the end of the road *beam*

Everything else pretty much remains the same, but I don't care....got me my home :)

Thankyou for 'Domming' me :rose:

*nods* yes she did *snigger*

Grateful and happy Me
 
Dear X,

I said I would respect your decision and I will.
It is just that ...
I wish it had not to be this way

rida
 
Dear {{{MissRebecca}}} aka X,

No Pm...I know how congested your box gets. Ahem

I did it! I got me a house!! woohoo :D

Its wonderful. More bedrooms than I need, but great for when I have people staying and the best thing is the sea is at the end of the road *beam*

Everything else pretty much remains the same, but I don't care....got me my home :)

Thankyou for 'Domming' me :rose:

*nods* yes she did *snigger*

Grateful and happy Me



Congratulations!!! And lucky you to get such a perfect sounding location!! I am sure it will bring a smile to her dial when she knows what you have done.:rose: Hmmm, all those extra rooms...you could indulge and make them theme rooms.:devil:

Catalina:catroar:
 
Congratulations!!! And lucky you to get such a perfect sounding location!! I am sure it will bring a smile to her dial when she knows what you have done.:rose: Hmmm, all those extra rooms...you could indulge and make them theme rooms.:devil:

Catalina:catroar:

*laugh* You read my mind Cat!

I was thinking how one of them would make a perfect play room :devil:

I have 4 bedrooms, so quite a lot of extra space :)

Thankyou for all your support too :rose:
 
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