Dear X:

[SubKekiLee]

Dear {{{MissRebecca}}} aka X,

No Pm...I know how congested your box gets. Ahem

I did it! I got me a house!! woohoo

Its wonderful. More bedrooms than I need, but great for when I have people staying and the best thing is the sea is at the end of the road *beam*

Everything else pretty much remains the same, but I don't care....got me my home

Thankyou for 'Domming' me

*nods* yes she did *snigger*

Grateful and happy Me

MINX!!!

When is the housewarming party? I have my passport and IM so ready to leave!!!! let me know..

HUGS and KISSES
SKL

 

[@}-}rebecca----]

Dear x....hope you are feeling much better soon, you are missed.


Catalina

Ohh that sooooooooooo better have been about me : chuckles :

I missed you too darlink

Dear {{{MissRebecca}}} aka X,

No Pm...I know how congested your box gets. Ahem

I did it! I got me a house!! woohoo

Its wonderful. More bedrooms than I need, but great for when I have people staying and the best thing is the sea is at the end of the road *beam*

Everything else pretty much remains the same, but I don't care....got me my home

Thankyou for 'Domming' me

*nods* yes she did *snigger*

Grateful and happy Me

'Domming' : laughs :

Never really considered paying appropriate attention to the most pressing of current unresolved issues, that we in fact have influence to control a positive outcome for, a dominant characteristic you dork. I think I just reminded you where to prioritize . You did it all by yourself. Empowered is teh hawt.

Dammit we need Sir Winston to grace you with another 'good girl' : smiles :

So pleased for you Miss Minx, it sounds wonderful, you could have called : glares a bit :

 

[BiaTcHiNFiRe]

If love was a bird
Then we wouldn't have wings
If love was a sky
We'd be blue
If love was a choir
You and I could never sing
Cause love isn't for me and you

If love was an Oscar
You and I could never win
Cause we can never act out our parts
If love is the Bible
Then we are lost in sin
Because its not in our hearts

So why don't you go your way?
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated

If love was a fire
Then we have lost the spark
Love never felt so cold
If love was a light
Then we're lost in the dark
Left with no one to hold

If love was a sport
We're not on the same team
You and I are destined to lose
If love was an ocean
Then we are just a stream
Cause love isn't for me and you

So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life, and I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well, and I'll be fine
Cause we're better off, separated

I know we had some good times
It's sad but now we gotta say goodbye
You know I love you, I can't deny
I can't say we didn't try to make it work for you and I
I know it hurts so much but it's best for us
Somewhere along this windy road we lost the trust
So I'll walk away so you don't have to see me cry
It's killing me so, why don't you go!!!!!!!



Dear X (aka my ex husband),

please do a favor and leave me one more time, please.... I will make sure it's the LAST time you did it.

I am sorry we didnt make it ...
me





Dear God,

please give me the strength to do what have to be done. I can't carry on like this much longer. I am not saying whos the "bad one" here, we both failed on this. Just help me finaly END it please. And then be there, guess I will need you.

Someone said you wouldnt put us thro more than we can take. You shouldnt trust me that much.

me





Dear mum,

thank you for doing this for me. The breakfast into my bed was really nice, I appreciate you trying to make my day nice for me. My man obviously dont even have a clue its my bday. Hes too busy with comforting his female friends, as usualy, oh well.

I will buy myself the last Harry Potter book for the cash you gave me yippeee!!

Love you mum and thank you very much!!
your daughter






And dear self,

You'll be okay, with him or without him!!!!

 

[Bandit58]

Dear Kate,

Be strong girl - it will be hard, but he obviously doesn't care about you like you deserve.

And Happy Birthday!

Hugs, Me

 

[minx1]

Ohh that sooooooooooo better have been about me : chuckles :

I missed you too darlink



'Domming' : laughs :

Never really considered paying appropriate attention to the most pressing of current unresolved issues, that we in fact have influence to control a positive outcome for, a dominant characteristic you dork. I think I just reminded you where to prioritize . You did it all by yourself. Empowered is teh hawt.

Dammit we need Sir Winston to grace you with another 'good girl' : smiles :

So pleased for you Miss Minx, it sounds wonderful, you could have called : glares a bit :

*giggles*

You know I almost did on my way back. But then I thought I might be being a pain, if I did! *laugh*
I always misread situations. Next time I will call *nods*

I hope you are feeling ok Miss Rebecca.

Now you couldn't empower me to go sort out the visa people could you? They are saying it could take 3 months!
Ticket is booked home. Yikes.
As I am so scared of flying I thought why stop at two flights....so I am stretching myself and doing three *nervous laugh*

I am definitely going to call before I go *nods* as long as its ok

Me

 

[minx1]

MINX!!!

When is the housewarming party? I have my passport and IM so ready to leave!!!! let me know..

HUGS and KISSES
SKL

*giggles* you would be more than welcome hon!

I will definitely let you know

love,

me

 

[closerIam]

Dear Kate...

Hugs, hugs, hugs... You WILL be ok... You've got your mum and your two little ones...

Happy Birthday

 

[BiaTcHiNFiRe]

Dear Kate,

Be strong girl - it will be hard, but he obviously doesn't care about you like you deserve.

And Happy Birthday!

Hugs, Me

Dear Kate...

Hugs, hugs, hugs... You WILL be ok... You've got your mum and your two little ones...

Happy Birthday

Thank you very much for the kind words, hugs and wishes, I appreciate that very much. Thanks to both of you!!

And yes I'll be okay. I don't feel like dancing, but I am okay. My girls makes me smile.

 

[myinnerslut]

dear evil psycho bitch,

call me a FUCKING CUNT again and we are going to have some real issues. do it again on facebook where everybody in the school, including all your friends and mine, will see it and im bringing you up on harrasment charges.

*mis*

 

[intothewoods]

dear evil psycho bitch,

call me a FUCKING CUNT again and we are going to have some real issues. do it again on facebook where everybody in the school, including all your friends and mine, will see it and im bringing you up on harrasment charges.

*mis*

Whaaa? Who is this bitch???!!!!

 

[myinnerslut]

Whaaa? Who is this bitch???!!!!

would you believe, one of my roomates?!?

 

[intothewoods]

would you believe, one of my roomates?!?

Oh no! How horrible. And you still live with her? Eeek.

 

[myinnerslut]

Oh no! How horrible. And you still live with her? Eeek.

too late in the year not to.

besides, my other roomates are some of my closest and best friends. i wouldnt want to leave them over her

 

[BiBunny]

too late in the year not to.

besides, my other roomates are some of my closest and best friends. i wouldnt want to leave them over her

Maybe y'all could conspire to kick her hateful ass out. If not, I recommend loud, obnoxious music when she's trying to sleep.

 

[myinnerslut]

this all started becuase A is supposed to come visit ext week and she is refusing to allow it.... and actually managed to find a loophole that can limit his stay to two days. i still need her to sign something for me before i can make life hell, but oh how i want to.

 

[BiaTcHiNFiRe]

Oh I love people who call others cunt!

It's so lovely. Especialy from a room mate. It just rock LOL.

It reminds me erm ahem ...... *whistle* nvm ... geez
miss ya hun! *mwah*


as for you MIS, I am sorry your roomate being a bitch. Hope everything will work out and you'll see your Sir as planed!! *hugs*

~Kate

 

[catalina_francisco]

this all started becuase A is supposed to come visit ext week and she is refusing to allow it.... and actually managed to find a loophole that can limit his stay to two days. i still need her to sign something for me before i can make life hell, but oh how i want to.

I can imagine how you feel, but for what it's worth, I would let it go and enjoy the time you and A will have together instead of letting it be completely ruined by being preoccupied and eaten up with negativity, anger and revenge. Believe me, at some point in time it will come back to haunt her without any input from you.

Catalina

 

[EmpressFi]

this all started becuase A is supposed to come visit ext week and she is refusing to allow it.... and actually managed to find a loophole that can limit his stay to two days. i still need her to sign something for me before i can make life hell, but oh how i want to.

oh how I wish I lived close enough to help..

 

[BiaTcHiNFiRe]

oh how I wish I lived close enough to help..

Me too.

 

[myinnerslut]

you guys are great.

she found some old rule that says i need everybidy in the rooms physical signature, not just spoken aggreement before i have any guests. when i asked the person in charge of runnign the building she had not even heard of this form i need signed but nonetheless i have to do it now.

so now i need to get her sigature brfore A can stay over for even a day.

*wanna kill her!!*

 

[EmpressFi]

you guys are great.

she found some old rule that says i need everybidy in the rooms physical signature, not just spoken aggreement before i have any guests. when i asked the person in charge of runnign the building she had not even heard of this form i need signed but nonetheless i have to do it now.

so now i need to get her sigature brfore A can stay over for even a day.

*wanna kill her!!*

ugh.. that's awful.. want me to send Malin over?

 

[EmpressFi]

Dear X

Whenever I heard this song... I think of you. Not for the silliness of the lyrics..but the message underneath. I hope someday you realize how wonderful you are and that you deserve to be treated better, that you deserve love, real love, not his warped version of it.

Mouthwash - Kate Nash

This is my face, covered in freckles with an occasional spot and some veins.
This is my body, covered in skin, and not all of it you can see
And, this, is my mind, it goes over and over the same old lines
And, this, is my brain, it's torturous analytical thoughts make me go insane

And I use mouthwash
Sometimes I floss
I got a family
And I drink cups of tea

I've got nostalgic pavements
I've got familar faces
I've got a mixed-up memory
And I've got favourite places

And I'm singing oh oh on a Friday night
And I'm singing oh oh on a Friday night and I hope everything's going to be alright

This is my face, I've got a thousand opinions and not the time to explain
And this is my body, and no matter how you try and disable it, I'll still be here
And, this, is my mind, and although you try to infringe you cannot confine
And, this, is my brain, and even if you try and hold me back there's nothing that you can gain

Because I use mouthwash
Sometimes I floss
I got a family
And I drink cups of tea

I've got nostalgic pavements
I've got familar faces
I've got a mixed-up memory
And I've got favourite places

And I'm singing oh oh on a Friday night
And I'm singing oh oh on a Friday night
And I'm singing oh oh on a Friday night and I hope everything's going to be alright
And I'm sitting at home on a Friday night and I hope everything's going to be alright
uh uh uh uh

from,

Me

 

[closerIam]

Dear X,

Thank You for the phone call. What I didn't say...was that on a scale of 1 to 10, the answer would be 10. But...You knew that. Blush.

And yes...I'm still contemplating those other things. Will I ever get it?

me

 

[notalwaysweak]

Dear X,

The teasing is crossing the line from exciting to irritating. If you want me, just fucking tell me, don't dance around the question the way you are.

Sin

 

[Lady Reiha]

Dear X:


How was I so blind as to see how you treated me for 4 years?
But now I see you for what you are. And I am indeed better than you. For 22 years I was called the "Immature One", but really it's you isn't it? Just because I grew out of drinking every weekend and smoking weed everyday does not mean that I am not fun. Oh trust me, the reason why I stopped going to your silly friend's house parties and delayed on getting my ID was because you wanted me to be that same girl you met when we were 17.
People change my sweet. I wanted to get clean, do something more. I look back and think, "Wow I was careless." And yes, it was fun for a while. But when we moved into a place together and you invited your friends over every night, it got too much. Don't get me wrong, your friends were nice- but they were never really my friends, were they? Hence why I spent my last 2 years with you upstairs in the office, chatting to people on Literotica. At least these people see me eye to eye and do not pressure me into things or treat me like a lesser equal. You always blamed every fight on me, but really it was you who was the root problem every time. I was sick of your petty lies, your "crushes" and the most mind boggling of them all:

" We can make it through anything together".

What lies you fed me! You could NEVER meet me half-way. The last straw was on Sally's birthday, which I still find ironic... you treat your best gal-friend like your girlfriend, and me like I was just someone you shouldn't let go. But do you remember that day? When I finally snapped? You lied to me and you PROMISED me that you would quit smoking. And here I am, outside, across the street with my friend, and we catch you pulling out a pack of smokes, thinking I wasn't there. Wouldn't it been more easier for you to just tell me "Babe, it's hard..I'm trying, but I'm not ready to.." But instead, your couldn't? I also loved how you cheated on me, that was real classy. Oh and as I remembered, it wasn't with one girl, it was two.

Two girls I know very well might I add.

I have never cheated on you, my sweet, sweet bastard of an ex. It hurts so much more to know that I gave my virginity up for you- I cherished and adored you, but you just couldn't grow up. My absolute favorite was when I visited you- I spent $300.00 to come back home and spend time with you- when you knew very well I was coming back to visit you as a friend. I even told you this repeatively on the phone. And what did you do? Ask me for sex. You know that I don't cheat, and most certainly, I don't break promises to myself unless it's really needed. That whole week you whined and try to guilt trip me. I'm sorry you haven't gotten laid since we broke up, but you know what? I can't do anything about it, now can I? if the temptation was too much, why did you offer for me to stay at your place while I was visiting my family and friends?
Oh and your birthday stint was really impressive.

You remember that? Well it was just 2 Saturday's ago wasn't it? I was nice enough to go to the bar and get drunk with you for your 22nd birthday. And remember how I asked you to wait for me while I went to the ladies room? Oh yeah- I remember how you took off, leaving me alone down one of the most dangerous streets in Guelph.
And the words you said when I found you:

"I left because you took 15 minutes in the bathroom"

What a load of bull! I may of been drunk, but not enough to be in a bathroom for 15 minutes you dumbfuck. It was even better when I said "Let's not fight on your birthday.." and you agreed...for 2 minutes.

The best was when you said "You know something? You haven't changed at all. You haven't done anything with your life, and that's sad."

Sad? SAD?

That made me furious that you said that. No. More furious than I have ever been in my whole life! I have moved on my friend. I have wonderful friends, an amazing boyfriend. A job I love and I got back into doing art. What have you done?
Made a few new songs, played a few shows, killed more brain cells and your $4,000 dollars in debt- from drinking, buying a laptop, a keyboard and a big screen TV.

I must be doing something wrong, if you think I haven't changed.

The most hurtful thing you said was that I was a "Drama Bitch." You made me so angry and hurt on your birthday that I feel nothing towards you at all anymore.
I tried being friends with you, but obviously you rather make us enemies.

And my nickname isn't "Pie" anymore- it's "Kittybum".
My friends- not you are only allowed to use Pie from now on. You lost your chance bud.

I hope you find someone who fits your lifestyle, and I hope to your God that I don't read your obituary in the newspaper soon. Because with this lifestyle you are living, will be the death of you.

At least your living your life like a looked-down-upon rock star. It has always been your dream.


P.S. Please tell your friends to stop leaving me hate txt's/ e-mails. It's really annoying to know that these "so called friends of mine" think that I ruined your birthday. If only they knew the truth. But you're too stuck-up to tell them what I know, aren't you?