Dear X:

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Dear X,

so you think blackmail me that you will hit me helps? hmmmz.. I give a shit if you hit me or not! Once you do it your outta my flat, easy as that. I would beat the shit outta you first tho!!

...sounds like you need some hugs as well... *hugs* (but you also sound STRONG and determined...GOOD for you!)
 
it's been a year and a half...and sometimes I think I'm 'getting over it' ...and days like today, the darkness swallows me up... thanks for understanding...
Your welcome!! :rose:

I know how it feels like to be down... it will get better actualy, it just have to!! I am saying that to myself kinda often.......

:kiss:
 
...sounds like you need some hugs as well... *hugs* (but you also sound STRONG and determined...GOOD for you!)
You are right, I need some hugs as well. Thank you for yours :kiss:

I am getting them from my two lil girls and the love from my awesome Master who means to me more than I can say....

:rose:
 
Dear you,

I like you. I like having PIV sex with you. Really, I do. But I would like to have it without having a reason or a deal in place. It's been four weeks since the last time we did it. I'm honestly struggling with remembering what we did that time. It will be five weeks when we get to the point when I am getting this kind of sex, but it will be because of a prearranged deal. Phooey. I know I've been having issues, but most of those were gone more than a week ago. I just want to be fucked, seriously. Is that too much to ask?

Sincerely,
KR
 
dear M...

I am so NERVOUS (aroused), NERVOUS (aroused), NERVOUS (aroused)...I can barely breathe...

tick tock

This is so good...bad...good...bad...good...bad...

tick tock

me
 
Dear X
Your attempt at loving me and letting me be me and learning what I am all about means the world to me, Maybe this will work, I do admit I am scared and terrified I will hurt you.... But I am me, I am submissive I cannot change that.... take my hand and Ill do MY best to not hurt you...

Love
me
 
Dear New Meds:

Please stop making me feel like I've lost about 50 IQ points. So many deep and thoughtful threads in Talk and I can't read any of them as you've made my comprehension suck.

I want my brain back now, kthnx.

~a stupid me
 
Dear X (self):

I am very proud of you today.
You had to go talk to him & you didn't give into your desires.
You stayed focoused on being a co-worker.
Even though he is clean shaven & those eyes/smile.....
I am glad you chose to approach him outside so the wind would take his scent away.
I am glad you spoke to him while he was in his truck & not at ground level.
I KNOW you want to kiss him.
I KNOW you want to call him.
I KNOW you want to give in & let him close again.
I KNOW you want to be with him.
YOU need to remember you are not good enough for him (in his words).
*not christian enough & morals are wrong*
You need to remember:
HE KNEW you were a witch, remember the questions ???
HE left wifey for a fling before he met you !!
HE calls you & asks if he can come over...
HE bites you to wear you down...
HE likes YOUR bed over his...

WE know there HAS to be better out there...
Goddess help us if we have to work there again tomorrow...

I am also proud you ignored his call on saturday night...
He calls every 2 weeks like clockwork...
Thank you for not calling him back, you really need to purge him.

Hopefully this subbie will fill the void he creates so often.
like DN keeps telling you... maybe kp is what you need...

Be strong Girl, don't let him use you again.

:rose: Steg (Self)

*Yes the lower & upper case self's are done for a reaason...*
 
Dear Gordon Brown...

Give us a referendum!

Signed

91% of the UK population.
 
Dear X:

Do me.


Dear self:

Yes, we're aware that you are going to be aggressive with the X mentioned above, otherwise he just ain't going to get it. Being aggressive will not turn out like last time. We're smarter than we were at 14, we KNOW when enough is enough and when he is not interested. But first we have to at least TRY. Have to jump off that very terrifying cliff first.

He's your friend. You know from your other friends that he isn't adverse. So what's the problem? Also: Taking a page from "Wicked" may help our mood.

Now go do your homework. We're failing all of our classes.
 
Dear X,

Hope your gran gets better soon.

Sad that we had to put our session together off yet again....but of course, your gran or any member of family must always come first.

Hope we get together soon! :rose:

Caz xx
 
Dear X,

I have something special for you. *Giggle* I hope you'll like it. :)

~Bunny
 
Dear X,

As much as I don't want to sometimes, and as much as you annoy me...as much as you disappoint me and as much as you've frightened me...

I love you.

Me
 
Dear X:

Sorry I injured you, but thanks for being a trooper. I'm sure you'll get your voice back soon.

Also, sorry about the cat/toaster/bathtub/Mountain Dew thing. It was kind of an experiment gone awry, you could say. I did actually write a paper about it, but so far I can't find a scientific journal willing to publish it.

While I'm apologizing, I'm sorry too, about the thing with the girl scout cookies. Boy that was a mess! I hope you got the stains out of your mom's underwear.

I guess I should also apologize for that time we were drunk and I tattooed my name on your thigh with a sewing needle and a glass of grape juice. Does hemophilia run in your family, or was that like a one-time thing?

By the way, if you could tell your sister I'm sorry for...actually never mind. I'll tell her myself.

Love and smooches,

J
 
Dear Self
Why are you Falling apart now? Youve been so strong since she was taken away? You have too much going on to fall apart now.... man up and be strong.. do what you have to do and be strong cry in private like sir said and hope that works... but do not let it consume you... she is with you just remember that... .

Signed
Self
 
Dear Self
Why are you Falling apart now? Youve been so strong since she was taken away? You have too much going on to fall apart now.... man up and be strong.. do what you have to do and be strong cry in private like sir said and hope that works... but do not let it consume you... she is with you just remember that... .

Signed
Self

Dear SK

*hugs* I'm sorry that you're going through this.

You can only be strong for so long. Falling apart over the death of your mother is not a bad thing, is not the wrong thing and believe me, it'll happen again and again. It is not a sign of weakness to mourn. It is not a sign of weakness to cry and fall apart. The evidence of your ability to "man up and be strong" is in the sheer fact that you get up every day and keep on going with your life. There is no shame in crying because your mother is no longer physically with you. There is no reason to cry in private. She is with you. Always will be. In spirit. But sometimes our soul needs to break down to deal with the loss.

It's been since 1992 for me when my mother was taken from me. And there are still times I break down. There's not a day that goes by that I dont think about her or miss her. I dont cry every day, but I do still cry, I do still mourn, and I dont see it as a weakness. If anything, it shows the strength in my ability to love.

Me,
another motherless daughter.
 
Dear Self
Why are you Falling apart now? Youve been so strong since she was taken away? You have too much going on to fall apart now.... man up and be strong.. do what you have to do and be strong cry in private like sir said and hope that works... but do not let it consume you... she is with you just remember that... .

Signed
Self

{hugs} Dear Sk,

Cry all you want, she wouldn't want you to hold in the pain of her physically not being there with you.

She watches over you, and wants you to get the most severe pain of her loss out of your system; so that you can remember the good times; and be able to go on with your life. Which is what she wants.

Remember the good times, and once in a while; have a cry over those too. Its not wrong to mourn, just wrong to hold it in. Health wise.

{{{hugs}}} Am here for you:rose:
 
Dear Self
Why are you Falling apart now? Youve been so strong since she was taken away? You have too much going on to fall apart now.... man up and be strong.. do what you have to do and be strong cry in private like sir said and hope that works... but do not let it consume you... she is with you just remember that... .

Signed
Self


*huge hugs* hon,

Hey you are doing so great....you are functioning for gods sake at such a difficult time. Even if it feels like you are just going through the motions...keep going through them hon, they will give you something to focus on.
Give yourself the huge credit you deserve.
Cry when you need to, you can't be strong all the time. Take strength in your Sir and all those around you who love you and read those words eh. Just another room :rose:
 
Dear x,

thankyou for lastnight. It meant so much in many ways.

I am so nervous (make that petrified) about the next few weeks
and what will happen. Last night helped immensely.

I hope I can do this, which is daft, cos I know i have to *laugh*

And when we get back, well we will see in time,

love,

Me
 
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