Dear X:

[LittleJade]

Dear m:

I wonder how you're doing tonight. I hope that you're okay- that you're strong, and that you do what is best for yourself...

 

[minx1]

I am giggling out loud right now in my bed!

That's right...in my bed...with all of my immense bottom abilities. Wait a minute! Damn you English language!!!

*giggles* mmm, see what you mean. Ok how about...extensive? nah, I see what you mean... um, huge?...oops absolutely not! What about developing....no thats kinda bad too.

mmm......incredibly limited/small? *gulp*....I'll shut up now *nods*

 

[intothewoods]

You have an immense bottom? ? ? *PERK*

I likes me a woman wif a big butt! WOO!

Sweet - you too may fight to the death for me. No need to thank me. It is my pleasure. I'm a giver, you see.

Ahem...

Dear You,

My every breath is consumed by You.

Please. Don't speak of it. It is .... unspeakable...

Yours forever,
itw

p.s. minx stop snorting!

 

[minx1]

Dear You,

My every breath is consumed by You.

Please. Don't speak of it. It is .... unspeakable...

Yours forever,
itw

p.s. minx stop snorting!

Dear you,

*zips lips*I will not say a word...of that which is unspeakable. But you need to get over me...
it will never work. You are a bottom and I could defintely be a bottom and that just
makes us a pair of bums *sigh*

Me

 

[intothewoods]

Dear you,

*zips lips*I will not say a word...of that which is unspeakable. But you need to get over me...
it will never work. You are a bottom and I could defintely be a bottom and that just
makes us a pair of bums *sigh*

Me

Why do I feel an urge to sing something from a musical...?

Dear Dear X Thread,

I am sorry for hijacking you, but you have always driven me bonkers.

always and forever,
itw

 

[coy_one]

Why do I feel an urge to sing something from a musical...?

Dear Dear X Thread,

I am sorry for hijacking you, but you have always driven me bonkers.

always and forever,
itw

"I feel pretty, oh so pretty...."

 

[bholderman]

Dear Princess J-,

Get out of my heart, please.

 

[naxalite0906]

Dear NYC..

Thank you for being so amazing and letting me have a wonderful time. Thank you for snowing too, yet giving me that chance to look out over you on my last day before I left.
I'm not thanking you for taking all my money tho!

 

[BiaTcHiNFiRe]

Dear X,

why you asking me if it bothers me when you go out with her, when you don't care what my answear is?? Yup it bothers me and it makes me sad as well. Do you care? No, you don't. You'd go no matter what my answear was.

I've spent most of the day cleaning, taking care of our kids and washing your cloths, so you would look well and smell nice when you go out........ with her, ehh I love to be this kind of idiot really. If nuthing else I am a pretty cheap maid huh? ~sigh~

Hope you have a nice time there, not that much fun over here. I just sorted our two kids and I am ready to go get some rest as well. Just thinking if sleep next to you is REALLY what I want. Prolly not.

Thanks God theres alot of room left on the ground except the bed and sleeping by your side (incase you will arive home tonight?). You prefer her instead of me-I prefer the ground instead of the bed and sleeping next to you, soz.

love
me
*leaves cry myself to sleep*

 

[naxalite0906]

Dear X,

why you asking me if it bothers me when you go out with her, when you don't care what my answear is?? Yup it bothers me and it makes me sad as well. Do you care? No, you don't. You'd go no matter what my answear was.

I've spent most of the day cleaning, taking care of our kids and washing your cloths, so you would look well and smell nice when you go out........ with her, ehh I love to be this kind of idiot really. If nuthing else I am a pretty cheap maid huh? ~sigh~

Hope you have a nice time there, not that much fun over here. I just sorted our two kids and I am ready to go get some rest as well. Just thinking if sleep next to you is REALLY what I want. Prolly not.

Thanks God theres alot of room left on the ground except the bed and sleeping by your side (incase you will arive home tonight?). You prefer her instead of me-I prefer the ground instead of the bed and sleeping next to you, soz.

love
me
*leaves cry myself to sleep*

Wow.... i have nothing to say but *hug*... (for what its worth anyway)

 

[catalina_francisco]

Dear X,

why you asking me if it bothers me when you go out with her, when you don't care what my answear is?? Yup it bothers me and it makes me sad as well. Do you care? No, you don't. You'd go no matter what my answear was.

I've spent most of the day cleaning, taking care of our kids and washing your cloths, so you would look well and smell nice when you go out........ with her, ehh I love to be this kind of idiot really. If nuthing else I am a pretty cheap maid huh? ~sigh~

Hope you have a nice time there, not that much fun over here. I just sorted our two kids and I am ready to go get some rest as well. Just thinking if sleep next to you is REALLY what I want. Prolly not.

Thanks God theres alot of room left on the ground except the bed and sleeping by your side (incase you will arive home tonight?). You prefer her instead of me-I prefer the ground instead of the bed and sleeping next to you, soz.

love
me
*leaves cry myself to sleep*

Oh honey, I would lock him out and call the police if he came back making a scene. You really can do a lot better than this walking dick. BTW, why are you the one to sleep on the floor...the place is in your name right? If you insist on letting him stay, let him sleep on the floor.

Catalina

 

[intothewoods]

Dear X,

why you asking me if it bothers me when you go out with her, when you don't care what my answear is?? Yup it bothers me and it makes me sad as well. Do you care? No, you don't. You'd go no matter what my answear was.

I've spent most of the day cleaning, taking care of our kids and washing your cloths, so you would look well and smell nice when you go out........ with her, ehh I love to be this kind of idiot really. If nuthing else I am a pretty cheap maid huh? ~sigh~

Hope you have a nice time there, not that much fun over here. I just sorted our two kids and I am ready to go get some rest as well. Just thinking if sleep next to you is REALLY what I want. Prolly not.

Thanks God theres alot of room left on the ground except the bed and sleeping by your side (incase you will arive home tonight?). You prefer her instead of me-I prefer the ground instead of the bed and sleeping next to you, soz.

love
me
*leaves cry myself to sleep*

Sweetie, I'm sorry if this sounds harsh, but is this relationship healthy for you and your kids? I'm not one to recommend leaving at the drop of a hat, but I hate to think of your daughters learning that this is okay. Sorry to put it so bluntly, and I know it's a hell of a lot easier said than done.

Take care,
itw

 

[SubKekiLee]

You have an immense bottom? ? ? *PERK*

I likes me a woman wif a big butt! WOO!

Raises hand slowly.. Look at AV I hav a big bottom... Queen said it right Fat Bottom Girls make the world go round... =0)

Big Cheesy Grin...

hugs to you Geoff..

 

[BiaTcHiNFiRe]

Wow.... i have nothing to say but *hug*... (for what its worth anyway)

Thank you for the hug Naxie!

Oh honey, I would lock him out and call the police if he came back making a scene. You really can do a lot better than this walking dick. BTW, why are you the one to sleep on the floor...the place is in your name right? If you insist on letting him stay, let him sleep on the floor.

Catalina

Yeah, the place is writen on my name, my man wouldnt sleep on the floor tho, never. If I told him so he would just leave and thats something I cannot let happen atm cuz I am getting less cash than I thought I will. I need him to stay, at least for now. ~sigh~

I am usualy okay with the way he is, today is obviously not my day cuz I really didnt want him around at all. I am cold as fuck and my blood boils anytime I see him today. I usualy dont mind what he does, today its pissing me off for some reason.

Things are far from being "perfect" here and I am usualy okay with it, used to it I mean. Well not today. I needed some space where I could breath without feeling all the heaviness on my heart. We been arguing most of the day, well he wasnt I was, for many reasons that was just adding up. I am moody fuck today. Hopefuly I will get back to the "normal and calm" state of mind tomorrow.

Sweetie, I'm sorry if this sounds harsh, but is this relationship healthy for you and your kids? I'm not one to recommend leaving at the drop of a hat, but I hate to think of your daughters learning that this is okay. Sorry to put it so bluntly, and I know it's a hell of a lot easier said than done.

Take care,
itw

You do not sound harsh at all no worries. I havent plan to have this kind of relationship with him, he said he want normal family with all it including. Cant say what he sees as "normal" I see as normal as well tho.

You are right with the its not prolly the best for the kids. If things will stay like this he will have to go, but yes its much easier to say it than do it. Few weeks ago I thought I am outta his influence and outta this "wannabe" relationship once for ever, guess I was wrong cuz I took him back again. I am laffable really. What I am goin thro is just my own fault, I know it is. I thought things will be a bit different between me and him tho. Oh well.

I feel this is just a matter of time. The way he is, the way he act and behave, I feel he will leave us soon anyways. I feel it in my bones. Maybe thats what pissing me off so bad. The knowing hes giving up on us so easily. I dunno, I am quite confused when it comes to my ex.

As much as I am sad cuz of the way things are here right now, it still makes me cry if I see him leaving us again. Its hard. I cry with him, cry without him, I am weird. God knows whats worst. I no loger have the energy to deal with this, guess time will sort us out.


I will NEVER let my kids think this is okay. The way he treats me is okay, never. My older daughter is just 6 but shes not stupid, she knows I often cry cuz of my ex. When we was about moving back to him she played a PC game and was talking to her self, without knowing I hear her. She said something like "mum will be happy we are back with daddy and she wont cry anymore". It made me cry. I spoke with her about it later. She was shy I heard that, but I had to ask her if she will be happy as well if we take him back. She said she will, she loves him, but she already noticed hes not home kinda often and that he does prefer his friends, be it male or female, and his beer over us.

I spoke about it with a close friend of mine yesterday and we agreed on one thing, that my man takes and treats me more as his good friend than his woman. Cant say I like that as its not what me and him agreed on before I took him back. I dont have a prob being friend to him, but its not what I wanted. I want more, I want my man. One I can depend on and trust too.

I will never allow my kids to think the way we live is "normal". My man is not that bad, but our relationship is far from being healthy IMO. I still wish things to sort out somehow, but cannot see that happen anytime soon. Think of leaving him gives me some nasty headache, if I dont count the emotional damage it would give me as well if he left us again.

Me and him, thats a wandering circle, neverending story. I still love him, but I dont like things the way the are. I don't like it, but I am still not willing to let him go. I suck. I should just shut the fuck up, thats it.

 

[intothewoods]

You do not sound harsh at all no worries. I havent plan to have this kind of relationship with him, he said he want normal family with all it including. Cant say what he sees as "normal" I see as normal as well tho.

You are right with the its not prolly the best for the kids. If things will stay like this he will have to go, but yes its much easier to say it than do it. Few weeks ago I thought I am outta his influence and outta this "wannabe" relationship once for ever, guess I was wrong cuz I took him back again. I am laffable really. What I am goin thro is just my own fault, I know it is. I thought things will be a bit different between me and him tho. Oh well.

I feel this is just a matter of time. The way he is, the way he act and behave, I feel he will leave us soon anyways. I feel it in my bones. Maybe thats what pissing me off so bad. The knowing hes giving up on us so easily. I dunno, I am quite confused when it comes to my ex.

As much as I am sad cuz of the way things are here right now, it still makes me cry if I see him leaving us again. Its hard. I cry with him, cry without him, I am weird. God knows whats worst. I no loger have the energy to deal with this, guess time will sort us out.


I will NEVER let my kids think this is okay. The way he treats me is okay, never. My older daughter is just 6 but shes not stupid, she knows I often cry cuz of my ex. When we was about moving back to him she played a PC game and was talking to her self, without knowing I hear her. She said something like "mum will be happy we are back with daddy and she wont cry anymore". It made me cry. I spoke with her about it later. She was shy I heard that, but I had to ask her if she will be happy as well if we take him back. She said she will, she loves him, but she already noticed hes not home kinda often and that he does prefer his friends, be it male or female, and his beer over us.

I spoke about it with a close friend of mine yesterday and we agreed on one thing, that my man takes and treats me more as his good friend than his woman. Cant say I like that as its not what me and him agreed on before I took him back. I dont have a prob being friend to him, but its not what I wanted. I want more, I want my man. One I can depend on and trust too.

I will never allow my kids to think the way we live is "normal". My man is not that bad, but our relationship is far from being healthy IMO. I still wish things to sort out somehow, but cannot see that happen anytime soon. Think of leaving him gives me some nasty headache, if I dont count the emotional damage it would give me as well if he left us again.

Me and him, thats a wandering circle, neverending story. I still love him, but I dont like things the way the are. I don't like it, but I am still not willing to let him go. I suck. I should just shut the fuck up, thats it.

Unfortunately, actions speak louder than words where kids are involved.

Didn't you mention your mother lives nearby? Could she come stay with you, and the man go elsewhere? Do you have friends or other support resources?

 

[MelancholyBaby]

Dear C,

Fuck you. You say my claws come out? You're the only one that ever says that because you are the only one that drives me so crazy that I want to attack your ass.

I'm sorry but I have 13,842 other things on my mind right now besides knowing exactly when your bids are due and making sure all my staff knows that as well. If you hadn't noticed, right now I am doing the job of three people and catering to your every whim is not and should not be a priority of mine, ever. If you're waiting on a quote you can pick up the phone easy and let us know. If you won't be at your computer you can call us and let us know. We can't read your mind. I swear the next two people we hire I am going to choose the most evil one of the two and hand them off to you so I won't have to deal with your crap.

And you have absolutely NO right to chastise A. That is my job. You have work for her to do, you have a problem with her, you bring those issues to me.

It'd be different if I thought that you had some kernels of knowledge that you could share with the world, I could deal with your crap like I could sit through a bad lecture. Instead, you are just a stupid, washed-up idiot with an overblown ego. Oh, and for the new year, how about trying to make some money on your projects? The other guys manage to do it!

Oh, and you're not my boss and you smell.

Love,
The Clawed One (Ferocious only for you)

 

[BiaTcHiNFiRe]

Unfortunately, actions speak louder than words where kids are involved.

Didn't you mention your mother lives nearby? Could she come stay with you, and the man go elsewhere? Do you have friends or other support resources?

Yeh, me and my mum live in the same building. She cannot live with me in this flat tho cuz it have just one room and she likes her privacy, well we both do. One day when she will get old she will surely live with me, but for now we both need some space.

I do have friends and a big family too, but I would never ask them for this kind of support. Its just not right I think. As long as my man is here with me, things are a bit easier for me, but even if he leaves, I'll be okay. Its still not clear, but I would work it out somehow. Would have to.

 

[fishercat]

Dear Me:

I think maybe it's too soon. You're not ready yet. He won't like the picture. There will be something wrong. He'll hurt you.

Think about it.

Me

P.S. Of course, maybe I'm wrong. And that's even scarier.

 

[Sprinkles22]

Dear X:

With all these changes you're trying to make to your life, how is it going to affect me?

 

[cherokee_dove]

Dear X,

Grow up and act like a man.

me

 

[BiBunny]

Dear Dispatcher(s),

Please start sending me more calls. I think I'm doing pretty well with the ones you're sending me. I absolutely love my job, but I'd love to take more than 4 20-minute calls in an 8-hour period. Thanks.

~Bunny

 

[Ladythunder]

Dear x,

I was talking to my Dad today and he told me about you. I cant talk to you just yet, but I want to send you this.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7mHaFMqde6A

Fight for me...please, I'm not ready to say goodbye yet

Me.

 

[minx1]

Dear x

I'm just not getting this *sigh*

 

[BiaTcHiNFiRe]

Dear X,

everytime I try to get closer to you and get rejected reminds me the way you receiving me.... just a person you live with, nuthing else.

I feel like slaping myself. I shouldnt have ask you if I could go there with you as I knew what your answear will be. You saying if I go there you going elswhere, says it all. I am just wondering why you staying with me? Really.... I DONT FUCKIN GET IT!!!

I am wondering if you are just that shy for me or if you had someone else coming there with you...... ~sad ironic laugh~

love
me

 

[Sprinkles22]

Dear Security Guard:

I'm flattered you want to be my friend, but it's becoming a little creepy. I realize we have this tiny connection thing since I know your wife, but that doesn't mean I want to be your best friend.

I also don't want to be your lover. Yes, I can tell that's where you're trying to go with this. The way your eyes devour my body is a dead giveaway. Seriously, I wish you wouldn't look at me like that in front of our co-workers; they're going to pick up on it soon and I don't want to be the brunt of any jokes or gossip, okay? I know your wife is a travel nurse now and isn't home very often. I realize you're lonely. I'm sorry for your quiet evenings and cold bed; really, I am. But it's just NOT going to be happening between us, okay?

Back off!