A wise woman once said:
"Like I said before its not about getting to a specific spot but the journey and the growth you get from our time together. your reward is not your body feeling pleasure anymore instead its you giving up control to me. The mental reward has to come first and the physical reward will come later. Through pain I want you to learn patience.
That something you need to work on to really be present. I used pain to keep you in the moment and although you werent satisfied you did keep yourself where I wanted you, you stopped anticipating and eventually the pain will ground you. "
"Like I said before its not about getting to a specific spot but the journey and the growth you get from our time together. your reward is not your body feeling pleasure anymore instead its you giving up control to me. The mental reward has to come first and the physical reward will come later. Through pain I want you to learn patience.
That something you need to work on to really be present. I used pain to keep you in the moment and although you werent satisfied you did keep yourself where I wanted you, you stopped anticipating and eventually the pain will ground you. "
LOVE reading this, as I sit here in chastity, 1,000 miles from home, offshore... my Lovely Wife Domme ordered me to do so, which I see as Her way to reiterate that it's Her C&Bs I carry around with me, not mine. 
