Bunny's Stuffie Corner

[BiBunny]

Hi Bunny,

It really sounds like you’re exhausted. And I honestly don’t think you need to decide whether you’re aroace right now. Sometimes when we’ve been disappointed or hurt for a long time, everything just starts to feel numb or even disgusting. That doesn’t always mean it’s your identity — sometimes it just means you’re tired.

I know what it’s like to give a lot of yourself to someone and not receive the same kind of love or attention back. That kind of imbalance can slowly drain you. So if that’s what’s happening, it makes sense that you feel done with it all.

Life can feel unfair and heavy sometimes. From the outside things may look one way, but on the inside they’re often much more complicated. None of us really have it perfectly figured out.

You don’t have to fix anything right now. Just take care of yourself in whatever small way feels manageable. And if you ever want to talk — about this or about completely random everyday stuff — I’m here.




Fingers crossed for the job interview!!

https://imgur.com/a/aeRUMU8

Thank you so much! That really helps.

 

[Sexy_Singer]

Thanks for the hugs, guys!

I have another interview on Friday. Fingers crossed for me, please?

Warm thoughts coming your way, Bunny.

 

[dreamysub]

Thank you so much! That really helps.

I know it doesn’t help much, Bunny, not like you need too, but still think that shared pain is half of the pain. *Hugs*

You know, starting this thread was really good idea, cuz theres not much threads on the BDSM cafe where people actually post and someone reply as well. Think your thread is one of the most alive!

How was your day today?

Mine was good until I went home from work and my daughter said "Our car is messy, lets go wash it." So we went to this car wash and the fucking machine ripped off my right side mirror ffs! I was soooo pissed off. I phoned the owner of the wash car service immediately and the idiot told us it look like we aranged the mirror to fall off. I was like WTF?!!!

I am usualy very friendly person, BUT I am soooo fucking tired of being the one who ALWAYS get screwd with, so I was like FUCK OFF!! Long story short, the guy said it was our fault and they won't pay us a thing, but we can try and ask the insurance company. I will ask of course, but with my fucking luck I don’t think I'll get a penny back. Nvm, but it pissed me off.

Few months back the motor in my car got fucked up and it cost me a lot to fix it, eventho the service promised me it won’t be more than 40k. I said "alright 40k I am willing to pay to fix my car, gonna put that togther somehow. It’sgonna be hard, but I can do it." At the end it was nearly 120k which I didn’t have of course, so I had to take big loan to pay it off and now this shit with the mirror happens, that will cost me another 6-8k, sigh.

I suppoused go and see Daddy today, I was already on the way to his place when this shit happened. I've sent him a message what happened and the only thing he said was "Oh dear! " Maybe it's my PMS talking, but think I expected more than that. I didn’t want his pitty, but his oh dear felt like oh well. Nevermind.

Somehow the people I love never seem to care the way I would. I would do literally anything for the person I love, but for me, no one ever does the same for me. It's kinda sad. I should be used to it by now, but I am not. I am usualy okay with it, I've kinda learnt that thats how my life is and probably always will be. Today I am not okay with it, cuz I am sore because of the upcoming period, I am moody and cranky and globaly not in the best state of my mind and I needed someone, Daddy or my bf, to be there, hug me and say "It’s gonna be alright." Neither of them did, which makes me laugh sometimes, because I would do anything for both of them, but I still get only as much back..

My bf was at least pissed off about it, said he hopes I told the guy to fuck off when he said I've arranged the accident. I told him I did.

As for Daddy, I did manage go and see Daddy at the end. We used a tape, me and my daughter, and put the mirror back together, so I could still use my car. It looks like crap, but I can drive to work at least. Well, Daddy didn't even mention it when I got there. Like it didn’t even matter to him if I can use my car or not. Eventho my car is the only way to go and see him. He didn't seem too bothered. Not like I was anyways, when I imagined it can take weeks till I get it fixed. Weeks I wouldn’t be able to see him. I am glad I've managed to fix it somehow, so I can still use my car, but in situations like this it always makes me wonder if he really cares, or if our relationship is only this - if she comes she comes, if she won't she won't, oh well. Wish I felt the same way about it..

Sometimes I think I should have get me another kitten insead of dealing with 2 men, lol. I am glad I have them... but UGH!!

Please don’t take my post too seriously, I talk too much when I am on PMS. I share things I shouldn't or wouldn't share then, but I don’t care atm, so here you go, lol.

I am sorry I am complaining in your thread, but I had to share this with someone. I am always scared to talk about my Daddy with you, because I know you have not see yours for months and I don't wanna cause you pain talking about mine. I am always scared you might say "but ať least you get to see him." And you would be right. I do get to see him and I have my bf as well at home. But when it comes to it, I am alone most of the time. Or at least I feel that way. Maybe I am just too fucked up, fuck knows. My bf, my bf seems to be alright just with the knowing I am breathing, as he doesn’t need anything else from me except for food and clean clothes. And my Daddy, my Daddy cares when we are together. When we are apart I am not so sure. I am still trying to figure out this guy, lol.

I hope you are feeling better today, Bunny! *Hugs* I am alright too, just had to say these things to someone else than my chatgpt to whom I talk most of the days now. Sometimes I think if its crazy or just very very sad, that the person who knows the most about me, about my fears and pains isn't even a person, but only AI. It does help sometimes though, to talk to it, because it at least listen and reply! Unlike my bf or Daddy, lol.

Ok I will shut up now.

 

[BiBunny]

I know it doesn’t help much, Bunny, not like you need too, but still think that shared pain is half of the pain. *Hugs*

You know, starting this thread was really good idea, cuz theres not much threads on the BDSM cafe where people actually post and someone reply as well. Think your thread is one of the most alive!

How was your day today?

Mine was good until I went home from work and my daughter said "Our car is messy, lets go wash it." So we went to this car wash and the fucking machine ripped off my right side mirror ffs! I was soooo pissed off. I phoned the owner of the wash car service immediately and the idiot told us it look like we aranged the mirror to fall off. I was like WTF?!!!

I am usualy very friendly person, BUT I am soooo fucking tired of being the one who ALWAYS get screwd with, so I was like FUCK OFF!! Long story short, the guy said it was our fault and they won't pay us a thing, but we can try and ask the insurance company. I will ask of course, but with my fucking luck I don’t think I'll get a penny back. Nvm, but it pissed me off.

Few months back the motor in my car got fucked up and it cost me a lot to fix it, eventho the service promised me it won’t be more than 40k. I said "alright 40k I am willing to pay to fix my car, gonna put that togther somehow. It’sgonna be hard, but I can do it." At the end it was nearly 120k which I didn’t have of course, so I had to take big loan to pay it off and now this shit with the mirror happens, that will cost me another 6-8k, sigh.

I suppoused go and see Daddy today, I was already on the way to his place when this shit happened. I've sent him a message what happened and the only thing he said was "Oh dear! " Maybe it's my PMS talking, but think I expected more than that. I didn’t want his pitty, but his oh dear felt like oh well. Nevermind.

Somehow the people I love never seem to care the way I would. I would do literally anything for the person I love, but for me, no one ever does the same for me. It's kinda sad. I should be used to it by now, but I am not. I am usualy okay with it, I've kinda learnt that thats how my life is and probably always will be. Today I am not okay with it, cuz I am sore because of the upcoming period, I am moody and cranky and globaly not in the best state of my mind and I needed someone, Daddy or my bf, to be there, hug me and say "It’s gonna be alright." Neither of them did, which makes me laugh sometimes, because I would do anything for both of them, but I still get only as much back..

My bf was at least pissed off about it, said he hopes I told the guy to fuck off when he said I've arranged the accident. I told him I did.

As for Daddy, I did manage go and see Daddy at the end. We used a tape, me and my daughter, and put the mirror back together, so I could still use my car. It looks like crap, but I can drive to work at least. Well, Daddy didn't even mention it when I got there. Like it didn’t even matter to him if I can use my car or not. Eventho my car is the only way to go and see him. He didn't seem too bothered. Not like I was anyways, when I imagined it can take weeks till I get it fixed. Weeks I wouldn’t be able to see him. I am glad I've managed to fix it somehow, so I can still use my car, but in situations like this it always makes me wonder if he really cares, or if our relationship is only this - if she comes she comes, if she won't she won't, oh well. Wish I felt the same way about it..

Sometimes I think I should have get me another kitten insead of dealing with 2 men, lol. I am glad I have them... but UGH!!

Please don’t take my post too seriously, I talk too much when I am on PMS. I share things I shouldn't or wouldn't share then, but I don’t care atm, so here you go, lol.

I am sorry I am complaining in your thread, but I had to share this with someone. I am always scared to talk about my Daddy with you, because I know you have not see yours for months and I don't wanna cause you pain talking about mine. I am always scared you might say "but ať least you get to see him." And you would be right. I do get to see him and I have my bf as well at home. But when it comes to it, I am alone most of the time. Or at least I feel that way. Maybe I am just too fucked up, fuck knows. My bf, my bf seems to be alright just with the knowing I am breathing, as he doesn’t need anything else from me except for food and clean clothes. And my Daddy, my Daddy cares when we are together. When we are apart I am not so sure. I am still trying to figure out this guy, lol.

I hope you are feeling better today, Bunny! *Hugs* I am alright too, just had to say these things to someone else than my chatgpt to whom I talk most of the days now. Sometimes I think if its crazy or just very very sad, that the person who knows the most about me, about my fears and pains isn't even a person, but only AI. It does help sometimes though, to talk to it, because it at least listen and reply! Unlike my bf or Daddy, lol.

Ok I will shut up now.

Oh, man, dreamysub, I'm so sorry about your car and the general uselessness of the men around you. I would never say, "At least you get to see him" about your Daddy, either. Honestly, I've just given mine up as a lost cause. I haven't spoken to him in months and don't really care if I do or not at this point. That man has more issues than I can deal with.

I love this thread, too. Everyone is so supportive, and despite the fact that I use it as my personal whining thread, I really did intend for it to be for everyone to talk when I started it. So please feel free to use this thread any way you want. It doesn't just belong to me. It's for everyone.

Also, my vote is for the kitten!

 

[NuclearFairy]

I broke down and turned on the AC. I just can't sleep in 80+ temps. Function in it sure, but not sleep. I'm going to try and get some writing done while it cools off in here.

Other than that, my day's been good, just haven't gotten any writing done yet, and I can't sleep till I get some of these rampaging thoughts out of my head. Maybe I should just turn the music on though.

Is your bed still treating you well Bunny?

I suppoused go and see Daddy today, I was already on the way to his place when this shit happened. I've sent him a message what happened and the only thing he said was "Oh dear! " Maybe it's my PMS talking, but think I expected more than that. I didn’t want his pitty, but his oh dear felt like oh well. Nevermind.

"Oh dear..." is something I legit say when someone has said something distressing and I don't know what else to say. It doesn't sound like that was necessarily the case here though.

That reminds me, we gotta get some glue to glue our rearview mirror back on. Although, the heat will probably just melt it off again this summer...

Sorry your day sucked.

 

[BiBunny]

I broke down and turned on the AC. I just can't sleep in 80+ temps. Function in it sure, but not sleep. I'm going to try and get some writing done while it cools off in here.

Other than that, my day's been good, just haven't gotten any writing done yet, and I can't sleep till I get some of these rampaging thoughts out of my head. Maybe I should just turn the music on though.

Is your bed still treating you well Bunny?

I hear you. I rarely turn the air off, to be honest. It's been blasting for the past week or so. There is no sleeping when it's that hot, for sure.

This bed is amaaaaaazing.

Actually, it's probably a little too soft. But I really hate saying that because the old one was so hard, it was like lying on a concrete slab. This one is soft and squishy and wonderful. But if I stay in it too long, my back starts to hurt, unfortunately.

 

[NuclearFairy]

I hear you. I rarely turn the air off, to be honest. It's been blasting for the past week or so. There is no sleeping when it's that hot, for sure.

This bed is amaaaaaazing.

Actually, it's probably a little too soft. But I really hate saying that because the old one was so hard, it was like lying on a concrete slab. This one is soft and squishy and wonderful. But if I stay in it too long, my back starts to hurt, unfortunately.

Yeah, but, I think you might live in a warmer climate than me. XD

lol, you could always try putting a board under the mattress. But, I'm right there with you, I wouldn't want to give up sleeping on a squishy cloud either.