Bunny's Stuffie Corner

[NuclearFairy]

It was my bday few weeks back and I usualy don’t feel like talking during that time, simply because its never what I would like that day to be. And while my bf made me bday brrakfast, bought me macrons in shape of hearts and gave me money to buy whatever I want, I was still sad, because eventho I do apreciate his effort, he didn’t give me the only thing I actually want or wanted from him and thats his time. Me being his priority.

Daddy gave me nothing at all. That was a bit dissapointing too, becasuse last year he gave me a rose flower, so I kinda expected one this year as well. We had nice time together the weekend after my bday, but there was still this little sting he didn’t get me anything at all. Guess I am a bit complicated and hard to please as well.

I grew up in family where bdays, xmas, name days etc was always a big thing. My mom spoiled us with bday cakes, bday parties and lots of presents. It was day when I felt special, it was MY day. I guess I kinda crave that now, but its never the same as when I was a kid. Not with my bf nor with Daddy. Am I too hard to love or something? Is it really so much to ask from my bf to miss my company or for Daddy to buy me that flower or a chocolate? I don’t want big presents, but nothing at all is kinda, uhm, I don’t even know how to name it lol. Sometimes I think I live on completely diferent planet than most people, because I would never fo things they do. I love Daddy a lot, but it left a sting in me.

I slways shower people I love with gifts, with atention, with care. Is it really that much to want the same treatment back?

Not sure what to say to that, except, you deserve to be pampered just as much as anyone else.