Bunny's Stuffie Corner

[BiBunny]

Good luck.

Muchas gracias!

 

[BiBunny]

I'm at my parents' house and have a godawful headache and neck ache. Took my BP. It's 171/96, despite the fact that I took full doses of my BP meds last night and this morning and also did not take either my Wellbutrin or my Pristiq because I know anything that hits norepinephrine raises bp.

Ugh. I don't wanna have to take my uninsured ass to urgent care out here in the backwoods.

 

[NuclearFairy]

Whenever my BP is acting up, I ask my SO to pet my head. Could you get your mom or dad to do that?

 

[BiBunny]

Whenever my BP is acting up, I ask my SO to pet my head. Could you get your mom or dad to do that?

Possibly.

I had luck with an ice roller on my face earlier. BP may not be any lower, but headache is better, at least.

 

[BiBunny]

Ok, I got it down to 127/96. Not great, but manageable.

Still calling the doctor's office Monday about it, though.

 

[BiBunny]

I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow at 3:45 to talk to someone about my BP. Hopefully, I'll get a new med or an existing med increased, and this shit will stop acting up.

 

[NuclearFairy]

I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow at 3:45 to talk to someone about my BP. Hopefully, I'll get a new med or an existing med increased, and this shit will stop acting up.

Good luck.

 

[BiBunny]

So I did my 10 minute yoga video this morning, and I went to the park near my house, intending to walk for 30 minutes on their lighted walking track this evening.

Friends, I made it a half a mile in 15 minutes and thought my fat ass was dying. I legit needed my rescue inhaler, but I didn't take a hit from it (even though I had it with me in my purse) because I know albuterol raises bp.

So instead, I just went home and took a bath, lol.

So I didn't do so well. All I can say was, an attempt was made. I'll try again tomorrow.

Also, I can breathe again, so I'm good, lol.

 

[NuclearFairy]

So I did my 10 minute yoga video this morning, and I went to the park near my house, intending to walk for 30 minutes on their lighted walking track this evening.

Friends, I made it a half a mile in 15 minutes and thought my fat ass was dying. I legit needed my rescue inhaler, but I didn't take a hit from it (even though I had it with me in my purse) because I know albuterol raises bp.

So instead, I just went home and took a bath, lol.

So I didn't do so well. All I can say was, an attempt was made. I'll try again tomorrow.

Also, I can breathe again, so I'm good, lol.

Little by little will get the job done.

Also, that explains why my inhaler always made me jittery.

 

[BiBunny]

Bp is 161/88 today. Doctor's appointment is in three hours.

Also going to mention the severe itching all over my body I've been experiencing lately. It keeps me up at night, so I figure that makes it worth mentioning.

 

[BiBunny]

So the fucking phone company moved my due date for my bill back a day to today. (It was originally tomorrow.) So my phone will be cut off at midnight until I get paid Wednesday to have it turned back on.

My father's phone is on my bill because God forbid he just do it himself. The company won't let me pay just his and not mine. They make me pay both at the same time. So I have to call him to tell him they're gonna cut his phone off tonight because if I don't, he'll call me at ass thirty tomorrow from someone else's phone to ask why his isn't working. And God forbid my mother just tell him, even though they live in the same house.

So I tried to call him and got no answer. I was gonna do my ritual, which doesn't need to be interrupted, after I got off the phone with him, but I can't start because now I have to wait for him to call back, and I am so tired of being everyone's goddamn secretary.

I have been without my Abilify for weeks because I don't have the money for it, and I have been off my anti-depressants for several days because they raise bp. I have no psych meds in my system at all now, so I'm sobbing because this is so frustrating. And is it any wonder my BP is so fucking high at this point?

I am so tired.

 

[NuclearFairy]

So the fucking phone company moved my due date for my bill back a day to today. (It was originally tomorrow.) So my phone will be cut off at midnight until I get paid Wednesday to have it turned back on.

My father's phone is on my bill because God forbid he just do it himself. The company won't let me pay just his and not mine. They make me pay both at the same time. So I have to call him to tell him they're gonna cut his phone off tonight because if I don't, he'll call me at ass thirty tomorrow from someone else's phone to ask why his isn't working. And God forbid my mother just tell him, even though they live in the same house.

So I tried to call him and got no answer. I was gonna do my ritual, which doesn't need to be interrupted, after I got off the phone with him, but I can't start because now I have to wait for him to call back, and I am so tired of being everyone's goddamn secretary.

I have been without my Abilify for weeks because I don't have the money for it, and I have been off my anti-depressants for several days because they raise bp. I have no psych meds in my system at all now, so I'm sobbing because this is so frustrating. And is it any wonder my BP is so fucking high at this point?

I am so tired.

That really sucks.

 

[BiBunny]

Ok. I'm home. I got a new bp med that I have to take four times a day. My friend at the metaphysical shop (whom I stopped by to visit after my appointment because the two places are on the same street) who was a nurse practitioner before she opened the shop told me she's going to make me a tea to help me keep the bp down, too. I am very grateful. She's awesome, and y'all are, too, for listening to me bitch all the time.

 

[BiBunny]

Because apparently everyone in the world needed me for something today, I'm just now getting to sit down and go to work. It's after 11 pm.

I guess I'm just going to have to start ignoring people and their constant problems. It interferes with me being able to pay my bills.

 

[BiBunny]

Gotta come up with $180 tonight, or they're cutting my power off.

Everything was on track to get better until my father came and stayed for two weeks, and then my BP went to hell after that.

If they cut it off, I'll never come up with the funds to get it turned back on. I have a bunch of cool money-making stuff on the horizon, but it's not gonna help me any if they pull the plug on me.

I am so tired of this shit.

 

[NuclearFairy]

Gotta come up with $180 tonight, or they're cutting my power off.

Everything was on track to get better until my father came and stayed for two weeks, and then my BP went to hell after that.

If they cut it off, I'll never come up with the funds to get it turned back on. I have a bunch of cool money-making stuff on the horizon, but it's not gonna help me any if they pull the plug on me.

I am so tired of this shit.

That sucks so much. All I can offer are internet hugs and well wishes though.



Wish I could do more.

 

[twister947]

Bp is 161/88 today.

My problem is a little different.
98/58
Pulse 52

 

[BiBunny]

My problem is a little different.
98/58
Pulse 52

Oh, man, that's an arguably even worse problem. My BP, least time I checked, was 164/96, heart rate was in the 90s. Bless you, I hope you feel better soon.

 

[BiBunny]

My mom paid the bill, and now I feel like shit.

 

[BiBunny]

I'm doing the thing where I'm cross-posting from FB again, but I felt like this applied to y'all, too.

So this is the last day of Navratri.

It's been a difficult one for me, the most difficult so far. Not spiritually, but just physically and mentally. All the high blood pressure and headaches and stress kinda hindered everything.

But it's ok because I got all my spiritual work done that I wanted to do, even if it was harder than usual. And again, I have been reminded that even though I may not have everything I want in my life, I have the absolute best friends a person could ever ask for. And truly, that's more important than most anything else.

I love all y'all.

 

[BiBunny]

I also have good news to share. I just felt too shitty yesterday to share it.

I'm going to start updating the blog for my friend’s metaphysical shop weekly. She will be paying me directly for that. She also has a Substack that she wants me to update three times a week for her. We'll be splitting the subscription fees for that. Additionally, she encouraged me to start my own Substack, and I think I'm going to. I don't wanna reveal too much about it because I'm gonna try to write it anonymously, and I don't want some asshole to out me. That being said, if you're interested, I'll be happy to give you the info once I get it all set up and going if you PM me.

I'm ALSO going to be reworking my own crafting website and offering custom craft work. My friend at the shop is going to feature me and my work on her site, too, so hopefully, that'll increase interest.

If you wanna read any of this stuff, I'll be happy to share links and stuff via PM. I just don't wanna put anything publicly. Thanks, guys, for all your support!

 

[cascadiabound]

My mom paid the bill, and now I feel like shit.

Please don't feel like shit. You needed help and your mom was able to help you.
Hopefully next month will be better/easier and your income stream a little more reliable. You are doing a lot of hustling and it will pay off.
I really pray that you get your medications sorted out and that you are able to afford them so you are taking care of yourself.

Many hugs!

 

[BiBunny]

Please don't feel like shit. You needed help and your mom was able to help you.
Hopefully next month will be better/easier and your income stream a little more reliable. You are doing a lot of hustling and it will pay off.
I really pray that you get your medications sorted out and that you are able to afford them so you are taking care of yourself.

Many hugs!

Thank you so much! And hugs to you, too!

 

[BiBunny]

Sorry to keep updating today, guys!

I went for my walk again today. I skipped yesterday, but I did Monday, Tuesday, and today.

God, it was tough today. I don't know what my problem was, but I was almost completely exhausted at the end of a quarter mile. I almost gave up. It took everything I had to drag my fat ass around that track a second time to make the half mile.

But I did. No clue why it was so difficult today. My blood pressure is near-normal and has been all day, but now my legs feel like someone dipped them in concrete!

It's embarrassing how out of shape I am.

 

[NuclearFairy]

Good job! And sometimes things are just hard.