I would rather live my fantasy. At least a little bit. But she never went even a small part of that way with me. She never tried to understand me at least. At some point I gave up. Instead I hang out on sites like this one, vacillating between horniness and frustration.I agree with this, 100%. I've joined lit and wrote a whole host of stories to over the years just to confess my sexual turn ons to the world. Meanwhile, I'm scared to admit to my wife how depraved my fantasy life is, for fear she will be horrified.