Sex & Shenanigans

I posted my list. Paying for a sex act wasn't on the list (that at least would've pushed me to double digits), it was being paid for a sex act.

I did try hard drugs as a teenager, including methamphetamine, which didn't hit any harder than any other speed. I tried a lot of different drugs, looking for something. Didn't find it there. Haven't had anything stronger than alcohol for about 40 years.
I thought long and hard about paying for sex. Marriage may not count, so I said no. Drugs- acid was my hardest; happily do shrooms again, though.
 
I thought long and hard about paying for sex. Marriage may not count, so I said no. Drugs- acid was my hardest; happily do shrooms again, though.
I tried about everything I could for a while. I was very experimental. No heroin, no PCP, no horse tranquilizers. A good amount of acid and other hallucinogens --shrooms, the like. Speed, for a bit. Barbs, benzos, a few others. Valium almost got me in trouble. I did a lot of coke, and really liked that, but my wallet didn't. Tried freebasing, but I don't like to smoke pot. Hash oil was good, though.

But got through that phase and haven't really looked back. Well, I loved the way coke smelled...
 
Yeah, the reason he paid me for anal is because I had just given birth and he couldn't use my 🐱. And apparently he couldn't wait the 6 weeks necessary afterward.
I am not saying me. Honestly, not saying me, as much as I flirt with you. But you --everybody-- deserves so much more love, so much more respect than that. And I know you know that, but just reading that makes my heart hurt. You are a wonderful, amazing woman, and you deserve so much love in your life. Just saying.
 
I am not saying me. Honestly, not saying me, as much as I flirt with you. But you --everybody-- deserves so much more love, so much more respect than that. And I know you know that, but just reading that makes my heart hurt. You are a wonderful, amazing woman, and you deserve so much love in your life. Just saying.
*Nods*
What he said
@Amanda330 🫂
 
I am not saying me. Honestly, not saying me, as much as I flirt with you. But you --everybody-- deserves so much more love, so much more respect than that. And I know you know that, but just reading that makes my heart hurt. You are a wonderful, amazing woman, and you deserve so much love in your life. Just saying.
Sorry. I shouldn't have posted that tbh. Probably a bit to much for here after thinking about it. I would have deleted it but it had already been seen.

Thank you. ❤️
 
Sorry. I shouldn't have posted that tbh. Probably a bit to much for here after thinking about it. I would have deleted it but it had already been seen.

Thank you. ❤️
We are who we are, and we are our stories. I love you. You are my friend, and I want the best for you.

Also, if you want me to delete what I posted and quoted, just tell me. You know I am a fan of consent.
 
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