Lil_Jenni's Adventures, Past and Present...

[hairball18]

The rally queen.

 

[13Fantasies]

We have a Dodge Caravan SE. Not sporty but works for 3+ kids.

We also have a Mazda CX5.

 

[ShaneoD]

Well, be prepared to be more impressed. I hit the wrong number in my early morning post. It's a 6-speed.

I really need to start wearing my glasses when I type on my phone, but I'm not old enough to need reading glasses, dammit!

Surely reading glasses are an essential part of the milf uniform Oddly enough once you get used to a six speed it's quite weird to go back to five.

 

[lil_jenni]

We have a Dodge Caravan SE. Not sporty but works for 3+ kids.

We also have a Mazda CX5.

Oh, no vans for this girl. I'm just beginning to accept I need an SUV. For the CX5, would it be a tight fit in the back seat to have two infant seats and a booster seat? That issue is why we're looking for an SUV with a third row.

I did look at the Mazda CX-90 when we were researching three row SUVs last night. It looks nice.

 

[lil_jenni]

Surely reading glasses are an essential part of the milf uniform Oddly enough once you get used to a six speed it's quite weird to go back to five.

Not part of the young MILF uniform! And for those of you who want to say 36 isn't young, well...

 

[ShaneoD]

Not part of the young MILF uniform! And for those of you who want to say 36 isn't young, well...

If you're still smoking hot you can definitely claim to be young, and based on some of your previous posts you're definitely hot

 

[13Fantasies]

Oh, no vans for this girl. I'm just beginning to accept I need an SUV. For the CX5, would it be a tight fit in the back seat to have two infant seats and a booster seat? That issue is why we're looking for an SUV with a third row.

I did look at the Mazda CX-90 when we were researching three row SUVs last night. It looks nice.

If the booster is in the middle, shouldn't be an issue

 

[Purple_Fronds]

I have a 2019 WRX Premium 5-speed manual. I love the car, but it's going to be a tight squeeze to put two infant seats and a booster seat in it. Not impossible, but tight.

Women driving stick is just fucking hot, keep the wrx, everybody needs a fun car.

 

[Fufumberuk]

I have a 2019 WRX Premium 5-speed manual. I love the car, but it's going to be a tight squeeze to put two infant seats and a booster seat in it. Not impossible, but tight.

They are ace cars. I have a classic WRX. Wishing you all the best with your new vehicle and looking forward to see/hear about your developing pregnancy. Especially the bit about when your boob get bigger hehe

 

[HumpDayHoratio]

So, I had a little brain fade in my post above. I found out I'm pregnant about a month ago (first missed period, later a test). That makes me two months along.

Congratulations Jenni! Just wandered over and saw the update.

Good thing you never thought about getting rid of the Caddy! Gonna need that boat to haul the tribe around!

Edit: I didn’t see they part where you considered giving it to your dad! Keep it! Or just let him drive it and rebound it later? The kids will love it!

 

[lil_jenni]

I had a kind of strange weekend. I have a lot of stuff I'm thinking about. One is that I came away a bit depressed after looking at SUVs. I don't like any of the ones with three rows. We did look at an Outback, and the back seat looks wide enough for two infant seats and a booster in the middle. And I would much rather have the Outback than anything else we looked at.

But that's not the thing that has me most questioning a lot of my actions in the last couple of years. I was texting Misty about some plans I have regarding my crush.

Now, a few posts so.eone mentioned me seducing straight women. That's never happened (but I've been part of two bi-curious becoming bi experienced), and it wouldn't with my crush. Base on old social media posts that she's since taken down, I'm pretty darn sure she's bi.

Anyway, Misty calls me. You'd have to know her to know she never talks on the phone. It's always texting. So, I knew something was in her mind. And she let me have it.

I've mentioned before that she and Hubby became friends after our threesome. They both said that's why they didn't want to do it again, because their friendship would make it weird. That always seemed odd coming from her, but I let it go because it fits Hubby's personality. But when we talked, she was pissed at me about what I put him through. She told me he'd never leave me, but if I kept going, I would break him. She told me she never thought she would meet a man she respects as much as she respects him, and that if she and I weren't friends, and she thought he had any interests, she'd take him.

That was a huge shock. She doesn't like men, not like that. Men are for.occasioal fun. Women are for love and intimacy. That's what she has said since I've known her. So, I don't think she meant it as an actual threat. I think the shock is what she was going for. She wants me to be scared. He must have told her something that worries her in light of what I was talking to her about. I should have asked more, but I got kinda pissed and hung up.

The end result is that I'm probably going to step back from being actively poly. He supported me when I wanted to explore it. I need to support him if this is bothering him. I love him more than I ever expected to love anyone, and I don't want to break him. So, probably non new fun updates. Just boring family and pregnancy stuff.

 

[Centauri1]

But some of us enjoy talking to you. The boring, and pregnant parts.

 

[lil_jenni]

But some of us enjoy talking to you. The boring, and pregnant parts.

Oh, I can still do that.

And if I'm trying to be good, Lit will be even more an outlet for me. That's the way it's been in the past.

 

[lil_jenni]

A clarification based on a well intentioned PM I received. Misty is my friend, but I have no illusions about who or what she is. If she wanted something or someone, she wouldn't let friendship stop her. But she also wouldn't tell me. She'd just do it. Now, it's possible she tried and failed. I thought about that. But I think that would just make her want something more.

No, I'm sure she was warning me, and she chose a way to do it that would shock me. I'm guessing he said something to her about things bothering him, and she decided to make me see the light.

 

[13Fantasies]

I'm honestly surprised your husband didn't say something the way you talk about your communications with him. Is it something you are bringing up to him or just making the change based on the conversation with your friend?

Sorry that the Outback was the only SUV you liked. Did you look at any Mazda CX5s?

 

[Purple_Fronds]

I had a kind of strange weekend. I have a lot of stuff I'm thinking about. One is that I came away a bit depressed after looking at SUVs. I don't like any of the ones with three rows. We did look at an Outback, and the back seat looks wide enough for two infant seats and a booster in the middle. And I would much rather have the Outback than anything else we looked at.

But that's not the thing that has me most questioning a lot of my actions in the last couple of years. I was texting Misty about some plans I have regarding my crush.

Now, a few posts so.eone mentioned me seducing straight women. That's never happened (but I've been part of two bi-curious becoming bi experienced), and it wouldn't with my crush. Base on old social media posts that she's since taken down, I'm pretty darn sure she's bi.

Anyway, Misty calls me. You'd have to know her to know she never talks on the phone. It's always texting. So, I knew something was in her mind. And she let me have it.

I've mentioned before that she and Hubby became friends after our threesome. They both said that's why they didn't want to do it again, because their friendship would make it weird. That always seemed odd coming from her, but I let it go because it fits Hubby's personality. But when we talked, she was pissed at me about what I put him through. She told me he'd never leave me, but if I kept going, I would break him. She told me she never thought she would meet a man she respects as much as she respects him, and that if she and I weren't friends, and she thought he had any interests, she'd take him.

That was a huge shock. She doesn't like men, not like that. Men are for.occasioal fun. Women are for love and intimacy. That's what she has said since I've known her. So, I don't think she meant it as an actual threat. I think the shock is what she was going for. She wants me to be scared. He must have told her something that worries her in light of what I was talking to her about. I should have asked more, but I got kinda pissed and hung up.

The end result is that I'm probably going to step back from being actively poly. He supported me when I wanted to explore it. I need to support him if this is bothering him. I love him more than I ever expected to love anyone, and I don't want to break him. So, probably non new fun updates. Just boring family and pregnancy stuff.

For what it’s worth to me it sounds very positive, you both have a lot going on. Taking your friends warning at face value seems the way to go and taking a break is healthy. I’m looking forward to hearing all the “boring” stuff, which is sometimes just as fun.

 

[lil_jenni]

I'm honestly surprised your husband didn't say something the way you talk about your communications with him. Is it something you are bringing up to him or just making the change based on the conversation with your friend?

Sorry that the Outback was the only SUV you liked. Did you look at any Mazda CX5s.

Oh, he wouldn't say anything in this case, at least not first. He's trying to be understanding and supportive. I know this for certain because I asked him about it. He said he told Misty he was worried about me, which totally fits. She translated that to upset. But he seemed so relieved (without actually saying that) when I told him I was going to focus on the pregnancy and him and the Kiddo that I think Misty was right about how I was impacting him. So, a good girl I will be. Well.... good is relative, right? I'll always be his slut, so...

Anyway, he joked about having to deal with my pregnancy induced extreme horniness on his own and what a challenge that will be. That's one way I know he's happy about my decision. He would never joke about it otherwise.

Oh, and he laughed when I said Misty talked about taking him. He said even if he didn't have me, Misty is way to mercurial for him (a nice way of saying she's flaky).

Anyway, the pregnancy mega horniness is starting, so I hope he's ready for it, because it's all on him now.

 

[lil_jenni]

Keep the WRX if you can, sweet ride…

I think that's the plan. At least it's my plan. Give my dad the Eldo, keep my WRX as a fun car, and get a mom car to drive every day. I'm also pondering doing some amature rally racing with the WRX. I wouldn't do that if it were my everyday car, but if it's my fun car, I might.

 

[drobert44]

Oh, he wouldn't say anything in this case, at least not first. He's trying to be understanding and supportive. I know this for certain because I asked him about it. He said he told Misty he was worried about me, which totally fits. She translated that to upset. But he seemed so relieved (without actually saying that) when I told him I was going to focus on the pregnancy and him and the Kiddo that I think Misty was right about how I was impacting him. So, a good girl I will be. Well.... good is relative, right? I'll always be his slut, so...

Anyway, he joked about having to deal with my pregnancy induced extreme horniness on his own and what a challenge that will be. That's one way I know he's happy about my decision. He would never joke about it otherwise.

Oh, and he laughed when I said Misty talked about taking him. He said even if he didn't have me, Misty is way to mercurial for him (a nice way of saying she's flaky).

Anyway, the pregnancy mega horniness is starting, so I hope he's ready for it, because it's all on him now.

Mega horny when preggers? Who knew? My 75 y o X still has nite sweats from her menopause. She says women are never free from it.

 

[dkak001]

The end result is that I'm probably going to step back from being actively poly. He supported me when I wanted to explore it. I need to support him if this is bothering him. I love him more than I ever expected to love anyone, and I don't want to break him. So, probably non new fun updates. Just boring family and pregnancy stuff.

I've always enjoyed reading your posts. There's a certain honesty to us and yourself in what you write.

So, let me tell you something. In all honesty, you need to embrace the fact that the outback is a wonderful car. I love mine. New F-150, Mustang GT, and other daily drivers, and the subaru outback with 200K is still my favorite car to drive. Sure it's not a WRX, and it's an ugly grandpa color, but it's got enough go to still be fun, it carries a boatload of stuff. Kids, dogs, groceries, beach gear, hunting gear. There's ALWAYS enough room in that car.

As for your other issues, sometimes we choose to matter to the people we've chosen to be with. Sometimes that means letting go of things we want but are less important to us. It doesn't mean letting those things go is easy, and it doesn't mean we miss them less. You are in a relationship and have a family, and focusing your energy on him and the kids will be worth it. It won't always be easy. It will be rewarding in different ways. I think your husband will appreciate that, and your kids will benefit in ways they never know. You'll still need to find outlets, so search for ways to do that with your husband. Enjoy the decisions you made, and don't dwell on the ones you passed up on.

 

[Bossybats]

Just fyi, I am also in the western US, and have cowboy boots.
Have enjoyed reading your online diary here, and can relate to much of it, like realizing a need for a vehicle change due to family growth!

 

[lil_jenni]

A quick howdy because my thoughts of logging on to Lit coincided with the time to do it as I sit in the doctor's office waiting for an appointment I couldn't schedule after the school day...

The pregnancy is going well in the sense that there are no problems. I'm still nauseated as fuck at random times, but I'm almost used to it. And I'm showing. Oh, and my boobs are as big now as they ever got last pregnancy. I can actually rock a bit of cleavage with a regular bra... of which I have a bunch of new cheap ones. None of my fitted bras fit anymore...

I've been strictly monogamous save for some sexting with Misty. She does keep mentioning that she's curious what it would be like for us to fool around when I'm really big... She's never been with a very pregnant woman. But otherwise, just me an Hubby.

We had a great Valentine's Day. For once I was in almost as much as a mood for romantic shit as he was, and he loved it. And again for once, I didn't insist on rough stuff later or the next day. I think I may be going soft... But it was not lost on me that he was far from soft most of the time I was letting him pamper and love me...

And lest you all think I'm losing all my edge, there was a lengthy cock worshipping session in between his pampering of me.

And lastly, what everyone is dying for... a car update. Well, no new car yet. We are waiting until spring sales, or so Hubby says. I did drive an Outback. It's a nice car. I could probably get used to it. But I'm definitely keeping my WRX too. The Eldo has been delivered to my pops for his use and enjoyment as long as he wants, and he is overjoyed, driving it around town with the top down even though it's still winter.

 

[Centauri1]

get some Ginger candy, should help with the nausea... good, and well *laughs* how else do men get you to buy new ones for us to admire on you ladies? I'm glad your doing ok, glad you are enjoying the thought of the Outback.

 

[Purple_Fronds]

Love the update, especially the sextng with Misty, I suspect it is more than just curiosity, there’s something really sexy about a pregnant woman, it’s not just the boobs getting bigger, but often her skin and hair just looks really vibrant and then of course there’s the coloring of the nipples, the areole getting darker. Although it’s not something I usually seek out in my internet wanderings I have come across the occasional clip of a pregnant woman sitting upright naked her belly and breasts fully exposed while she gets herself off with her favorite vibrator. Just a suggestion for a show I’m sure your husband would enjoy, and further feed Misty’s “curiosity”.

On the matter of the car, did I miss where the Outback was comparable to the Cayenne? Come on don’t compromise.

 

[dkak001]

...there’s something really sexy about a pregnant woman, it’s not just the boobs getting bigger, but often her skin and hair just looks really vibrant and then of course there’s the coloring of the nipples, the areole getting darker.

I agree. So very sexy.

Is the dark line (linea nigra) appearing from you navel down yet? So many odd things happen to the body during that time!