Straight men who suck dick or who are curious to suck cock please read; cross dressers too

I so agree with you. We
Loved reading your post. I can totally relate. I was curious for years and had my first experience about 8 years ago. Loved it right away. Over the years I have found a small group of buddies I get together with on a regular basis - about 4 times a month now. One of my buddies hosts a group thing once a week. This past Friday 12 guys showed up. I sucked 8 cocks, 3 guys fucked me and I swallowed 2 loads. I am so hooked and now enjoy sex with men more than with with my wife.

Loved reading your post. I can totally relate. I was curious for years and had my first experience about 8 years ago. Loved it right away. Over the years I have found a small group of buddies I get together with on a regular basis - about 4 times a month now. One of my buddies hosts a group thing once a week. This past Friday 12 guys showed up. I sucked 8 cocks, 3 guys fucked me and I swallowed 2 loads. I am so hooked and now enjoy sex with men more than with with my wife.
Loved what you and one of the people before you had to say. We as men tend to be looked down upon by women in the sexual department. To so many of them our cocks and balls are ugly and they make no effort to in any way make us feel sexy or attractive. I find cocks incredibly attractive, beautiful and at their very best when purple and angry. Men who look at my cock love it and it makes me feel good.
My point is that we can also be sexy, even seductive when dressed appropriately.. We are not ugly and our equipment is beautiful.

As said above, bIi would take cock over my wife any day.
 
I have a tale to tell, for sure.
I’m one of those older men. In my 50’s my wife was blowing me and obviously not into it. I thought to myself’ I could do a better job than that.’ That started the wheels cranking. I started looking at M2M porn and getting very interested. After a while I tried sucking a cock and YES I loved it. I’m now in my 60’s and don’t do it often because it’s hard to connect with other married guys but still get turned on by cock
 
I am, or rather I actually consider myself, clearly straight and have been married to a wonderful woman for 30 years. I don't really have a clue why I get turned on by nice, big cocks, especially when they shoot cum powerfully, but I guess it is, I can't deny it. Lately I've noticed a clear curiosity about what it would be like to jerk off a stranger's cock, or maybe to blow it and vice versa, namely to have my cock wanked and blown by a guy. I'm not interested in caresses, kisses or ass fucking, it's actually primarily my interest in a strange cock, which should ideally be big and veiny, with a nice glans. So far it's only in my imagination, but the curiosity is definitely there.
I can identify. Perhaps it’s the sense of taboo and adventure?
 
Hi
I am writing an essay on exploring a man’s same sex lust from any of the following men:
1. Men who have sucked cock and/or bottomedr

2. Men who are curious to suck cock and/or bottom
3. Men who have cross dressed.

I’d this is you, please share your stories of experience, your fantasies, your inner struggle and I may use your story or quote in my essay.

Jasmine
The essay is tentatively called amen: How to Accept you Like Cock

Thanks in advance for considering this request.
I consider my self a straight male who worships the female anatomy, but during the last ten years when I use meth and don't have a female fuck buddy to play with, the desire to have a hard cock inside my mouth ignites a hidden cum slut who fantasises being surrounded by erect cocks , rotating my mouth to accept the next and the next. While loads of cum ejaculate all over my face and onto my awaiting tongue till my mouth is filled with numerous dudes pearl jam flavouring my mouth till I swallow the lot and look up at my benefactors with a satisfied smile.
 
I was trolling porn earlier, seems I’m just interested in gay cocksucking these days; ran across a vid of a guy that hosts guys in a hotel room, just for the purposes of sucking them off and feeding on their cum. So hot; I guess he posts ads somewhere and random guys show up blow their loads and leave. That’s pretty much all I’m after; just to suck cock and either have them cum on me or in my mouth; pretty sure I wouldn’t go the random guy route, because I’m not interested in any other part of a guy; I’d like to go the GH route because it’s nasty, but it’s also unsafe….after finding this vid, I think I’ve found what really turns me on, now to just figure out a way to implement it….
 
I'm in the #2 and 3 category. My cock curiosity started to develop about 10 years ago. Think it was a photo of a trans woman sporting an erection. She had a pretty face and nice breasts, smooth skin. Feminine torso, then going lower there it was. I just wanted her. I wanted her cock. Looking online I discovered a new world, checked out gay porn but it did nothing for me and to this day I do not desire a guy. Guess that makes me shallow cock curious or something.
My cross dressing also started to bloom about the same time. Wife was loosing interest so I tried to spice things up hoping it would help. Started with panties, then her bra. Then I got nylons, Did nothing for her but wow did I like the silk feeling. My love for lingerie items bloomed.
Now I desire to be fully lingerie dressed, open crotch of course, want to try bottom with a trans woman so I co look her in the eyes and suck on her nipples.
I'm sure I'll die before I complete my bucket list
 
Silkstocking posted her 'research' essay today in the 'How to' category, a thoughtful read and grist for thinking. Thanks to her and the reflective posters here on the topic.
 
Married 49, I've sucked a number of cocks over the years (around 7). I also like to walk with ny wife's underwear on. makes me feel sexy. My preference is to take a load in my mouth and I am a little ashamed of that. but at the same time it turns me on. Haven't had the opportunity recently. The last bear I blew wanted to kiss first. Not really that in to it but like other posters I figure if I can take his load in my mouth, a few kisses can't hurt. I kissed him for a while then went down to suck on him moobs and eventually his cock. A 5" specimen that lasted about 5 mins before creaming in my mouth. wish I'd taken his number so I could suck him more regularly. live in Kent, UK if anyone is out there who would like to meet up.
 
Married 49, I've sucked a number of cocks over the years (around 7). I also like to walk with ny wife's underwear on. makes me feel sexy. My preference is to take a load in my mouth and I am a little ashamed of that. but at the same time it turns me on. Haven't had the opportunity recently. The last bear I blew wanted to kiss first. Not really that in to it but like other posters I figure if I can take his load in my mouth, a few kisses can't hurt. I kissed him for a while then went down to suck on him moobs and eventually his cock. A 5" specimen that lasted about 5 mins before creaming in my mouth. wish I'd taken his number so I could suck him more regularly. live in Kent, UK if anyone is out there who would like to meet up.
I like sucking cock and I love wearing my wife‘s Panties. Several times, I have sucked a guy’s cock while wearing a pair of his wife’s panties.
 
I'd like to tell you all about my first cock. I'm married and 49 now. back then I was 24. This is a true story as I recall it.

One night I went out with a friend of mine in to our small town to the pub. we both liked a pint, so had several and a few games of pool. At the end of the night we fancied a nightcap and his parents were away, so I agreed to go back to his house.

We decided to use his Dad's Sky subscription to watch a bit of porn on the TV. This was before smartphones and the like. After watching for a but he suggested we play poker and I thought why not. Neither of us knew the other had any bi tendencies but to spice things up as a laugh, we agreed to make it strip poker.

I tell you folks, I'm not very good at poker and pretty soon I was down to my boxer shorts. Sicks had already gone. I was 6'1" very slim and like to think I had a nice body at the time.

Graham dealt another hand...I lost.

He asked me if I was really going to do it. ie. would I take my pants off. Now I'm the type of guy that if I am going to do something, I follow through. So I stood up, pulled my pants down and off and sat back down. My cock wasn't hard but had a semi election.

He had his jeans on but was quite buff too and I'd managed to get his shirt off during the game, so he was bare chested. Me totally naked now and a little nervous. He had a big smile on his face.

He asked me where we go from here? I really didn't know what to say, so said I would do a dare if I lost more games and he would continue to strip if he did. Readers, I won the next 2 games. Graham was down to his boxer shorts. But I lost the next game....

I saw him looking at my naked body and flaccid cock and weighing up what to ask me to do. I was very nervous but feeling quite excited for some reason. I'd never had a sexual experience with another boy.

He asked me what he should dare me to do. I felt I was at a disadvantage, so replied he should allow me to take his boxers off to even things up. Given the circumstances, he agreed this was reasonable, so I shimmied over and started to pull his black trunk shorts off. I was really surprised at the resistance I encountered and realised his cock was super hard. At my first look, it was around 7", slight larger than mine but not much. It curved upward and had a flat bell end. His brown hairy balls were fairly large.

I was still nervous. Both totally naked, but nothing had happened yet and I was unsure if I wanted it to. He laughed a little at his own hardness and I felt a wee bit sexy that maybe I had caused that cock to be fully upstanding.

Graham suggested we go back to the couch and watch the Sky porn, so I agreed. He started pulling on his cock as we were watching, so I decided to massage my own as well. Within a couple of minutes we were both very hard and I could see some leakage from the tip of his knob.

I bravely decided it was now or never and said to him we could get more pleasure if we swapped our own hands for each others. He looked at me and asked if I really wanted to do this. I said yes and he told me that if we were going to do this it would be better upstairs. Readers, I was really shitting myself now, am I going to go through with this with this? But it was erotic and he was naked with a lovely flat stomach and a very hard member leaking precum. I had to agree.

He started up the stairs and I hung back a bit. I could see his hard arse cheeks as he walked up the stairs and followed him up in to his parent bedroom, as it had a double bed.

Once there I didn't really know what to do so asked him if he'd done this before at Uni. He said yes and to relax. This was the point that everything changed.

I told him to kneel up on the bed. his cock was at a high angle to his stomach and it was that point I committed. I knelt down by the bed in front of him and without thinking too much, took his dick in my mouth. My god, I felt the precum well up to the tip of my cock straight away. I also tasted my first cock and the precum he had been leaking.

He moaned.

I set to sucking his cock like I had done it all my life. slurping, wetting, I went all the way down and had no trouble getting all of it in my mouth. No gagging, I felt proud. I continued this for around 5 minutes, gently massaging his balls as I sucked.

At that point I really wanted his cream in my mouth. there was no hesitation of what would happen when he came. but he was holding out and encouraged me to keep on sucking. But I needed that cream and so took it to the next level.

Placing my hands on his hard arse, I started sucking in earnest and from the moaning could hear this was working. But I had a back up plan to get that cut and my finger of my left hand pushed between his crack and towards his arsehole. Readers, as soon as I touched that puckered hole, he jerked and came in my mouth, so much so that it was leaking from the corners of my mouth and dribbling down my chin.

I swallowed, twice and withdrew, leaving a trail of spunk from my lips to his Penis. I looked up at him and he had a look of shock on his face. he didn't say anything, just collapsed on the bed.

Later, he was spooning me and I could feel his cock hardening in my arse crack. I told him I wasn't ready for that and he moved to his bedroom, leaving me to recall my first cocksucker experience.

Something happened the next morning, but if you want to know about that, please comment on my first gay / bi experience.

Thanks for reading and no I didn't edit it so be kind. :)
 
I'd like to tell you all about my first cock. I'm married and 49 now. back then I was 24. This is a true story as I recall it.

One night I went out with a friend of mine in to our small town to the pub. we both liked a pint, so had several and a few games of pool. At the end of the night we fancied a nightcap and his parents were away, so I agreed to go back to his house.

We decided to use his Dad's Sky subscription to watch a bit of porn on the TV. This was before smartphones and the like. After watching for a but he suggested we play poker and I thought why not. Neither of us knew the other had any bi tendencies but to spice things up as a laugh, we agreed to make it strip poker.

I tell you folks, I'm not very good at poker and pretty soon I was down to my boxer shorts. Sicks had already gone. I was 6'1" very slim and like to think I had a nice body at the time.

Graham dealt another hand...I lost.

He asked me if I was really going to do it. ie. would I take my pants off. Now I'm the type of guy that if I am going to do something, I follow through. So I stood up, pulled my pants down and off and sat back down. My cock wasn't hard but had a semi election.

He had his jeans on but was quite buff too and I'd managed to get his shirt off during the game, so he was bare chested. Me totally naked now and a little nervous. He had a big smile on his face.

He asked me where we go from here? I really didn't know what to say, so said I would do a dare if I lost more games and he would continue to strip if he did. Readers, I won the next 2 games. Graham was down to his boxer shorts. But I lost the next game....

I saw him looking at my naked body and flaccid cock and weighing up what to ask me to do. I was very nervous but feeling quite excited for some reason. I'd never had a sexual experience with another boy.

He asked me what he should dare me to do. I felt I was at a disadvantage, so replied he should allow me to take his boxers off to even things up. Given the circumstances, he agreed this was reasonable, so I shimmied over and started to pull his black trunk shorts off. I was really surprised at the resistance I encountered and realised his cock was super hard. At my first look, it was around 7", slight larger than mine but not much. It curved upward and had a flat bell end. His brown hairy balls were fairly large.

I was still nervous. Both totally naked, but nothing had happened yet and I was unsure if I wanted it to. He laughed a little at his own hardness and I felt a wee bit sexy that maybe I had caused that cock to be fully upstanding.

Graham suggested we go back to the couch and watch the Sky porn, so I agreed. He started pulling on his cock as we were watching, so I decided to massage my own as well. Within a couple of minutes we were both very hard and I could see some leakage from the tip of his knob.

I bravely decided it was now or never and said to him we could get more pleasure if we swapped our own hands for each others. He looked at me and asked if I really wanted to do this. I said yes and he told me that if we were going to do this it would be better upstairs. Readers, I was really shitting myself now, am I going to go through with this with this? But it was erotic and he was naked with a lovely flat stomach and a very hard member leaking precum. I had to agree.

He started up the stairs and I hung back a bit. I could see his hard arse cheeks as he walked up the stairs and followed him up in to his parent bedroom, as it had a double bed.

Once there I didn't really know what to do so asked him if he'd done this before at Uni. He said yes and to relax. This was the point that everything changed.

I told him to kneel up on the bed. his cock was at a high angle to his stomach and it was that point I committed. I knelt down by the bed in front of him and without thinking too much, took his dick in my mouth. My god, I felt the precum well up to the tip of my cock straight away. I also tasted my first cock and the precum he had been leaking.

He moaned.

I set to sucking his cock like I had done it all my life. slurping, wetting, I went all the way down and had no trouble getting all of it in my mouth. No gagging, I felt proud. I continued this for around 5 minutes, gently massaging his balls as I sucked.

At that point I really wanted his cream in my mouth. there was no hesitation of what would happen when he came. but he was holding out and encouraged me to keep on sucking. But I needed that cream and so took it to the next level.

Placing my hands on his hard arse, I started sucking in earnest and from the moaning could hear this was working. But I had a back up plan to get that cut and my finger of my left hand pushed between his crack and towards his arsehole. Readers, as soon as I touched that puckered hole, he jerked and came in my mouth, so much so that it was leaking from the corners of my mouth and dribbling down my chin.

I swallowed, twice and withdrew, leaving a trail of spunk from my lips to his Penis. I looked up at him and he had a look of shock on his face. he didn't say anything, just collapsed on the bed.

Later, he was spooning me and I could feel his cock hardening in my arse crack. I told him I wasn't ready for that and he moved to his bedroom, leaving me to recall my first cocksucker experience.

Something happened the next morning, but if you want to know about that, please comment on my first gay / bi experience.

Thanks for reading and no I didn't edit it so be kind. :)
Sounds like a wonderful night of exploring your inner desires with a friend. Very well told and arousing
 
I'd like to tell you all about my first cock. I'm married and 49 now. back then I was 24. This is a true story as I recall it.

One night I went out with a friend of mine in to our small town to the pub. we both liked a pint, so had several and a few games of pool. At the end of the night we fancied a nightcap and his parents were away, so I agreed to go back to his house.

We decided to use his Dad's Sky subscription to watch a bit of porn on the TV. This was before smartphones and the like. After watching for a but he suggested we play poker and I thought why not. Neither of us knew the other had any bi tendencies but to spice things up as a laugh, we agreed to make it strip poker.

I tell you folks, I'm not very good at poker and pretty soon I was down to my boxer shorts. Sicks had already gone. I was 6'1" very slim and like to think I had a nice body at the time.

Graham dealt another hand...I lost.

He asked me if I was really going to do it. ie. would I take my pants off. Now I'm the type of guy that if I am going to do something, I follow through. So I stood up, pulled my pants down and off and sat back down. My cock wasn't hard but had a semi election.

He had his jeans on but was quite buff too and I'd managed to get his shirt off during the game, so he was bare chested. Me totally naked now and a little nervous. He had a big smile on his face.

He asked me where we go from here? I really didn't know what to say, so said I would do a dare if I lost more games and he would continue to strip if he did. Readers, I won the next 2 games. Graham was down to his boxer shorts. But I lost the next game....

I saw him looking at my naked body and flaccid cock and weighing up what to ask me to do. I was very nervous but feeling quite excited for some reason. I'd never had a sexual experience with another boy.

He asked me what he should dare me to do. I felt I was at a disadvantage, so replied he should allow me to take his boxers off to even things up. Given the circumstances, he agreed this was reasonable, so I shimmied over and started to pull his black trunk shorts off. I was really surprised at the resistance I encountered and realised his cock was super hard. At my first look, it was around 7", slight larger than mine but not much. It curved upward and had a flat bell end. His brown hairy balls were fairly large.

I was still nervous. Both totally naked, but nothing had happened yet and I was unsure if I wanted it to. He laughed a little at his own hardness and I felt a wee bit sexy that maybe I had caused that cock to be fully upstanding.

Graham suggested we go back to the couch and watch the Sky porn, so I agreed. He started pulling on his cock as we were watching, so I decided to massage my own as well. Within a couple of minutes we were both very hard and I could see some leakage from the tip of his knob.

I bravely decided it was now or never and said to him we could get more pleasure if we swapped our own hands for each others. He looked at me and asked if I really wanted to do this. I said yes and he told me that if we were going to do this it would be better upstairs. Readers, I was really shitting myself now, am I going to go through with this with this? But it was erotic and he was naked with a lovely flat stomach and a very hard member leaking precum. I had to agree.

He started up the stairs and I hung back a bit. I could see his hard arse cheeks as he walked up the stairs and followed him up in to his parent bedroom, as it had a double bed.

Once there I didn't really know what to do so asked him if he'd done this before at Uni. He said yes and to relax. This was the point that everything changed.

I told him to kneel up on the bed. his cock was at a high angle to his stomach and it was that point I committed. I knelt down by the bed in front of him and without thinking too much, took his dick in my mouth. My god, I felt the precum well up to the tip of my cock straight away. I also tasted my first cock and the precum he had been leaking.

He moaned.

I set to sucking his cock like I had done it all my life. slurping, wetting, I went all the way down and had no trouble getting all of it in my mouth. No gagging, I felt proud. I continued this for around 5 minutes, gently massaging his balls as I sucked.

At that point I really wanted his cream in my mouth. there was no hesitation of what would happen when he came. but he was holding out and encouraged me to keep on sucking. But I needed that cream and so took it to the next level.

Placing my hands on his hard arse, I started sucking in earnest and from the moaning could hear this was working. But I had a back up plan to get that cut and my finger of my left hand pushed between his crack and towards his arsehole. Readers, as soon as I touched that puckered hole, he jerked and came in my mouth, so much so that it was leaking from the corners of my mouth and dribbling down my chin.

I swallowed, twice and withdrew, leaving a trail of spunk from my lips to his Penis. I looked up at him and he had a look of shock on his face. he didn't say anything, just collapsed on the bed.

Later, he was spooning me and I could feel his cock hardening in my arse crack. I told him I wasn't ready for that and he moved to his bedroom, leaving me to recall my first cocksucker experience.

Something happened the next morning, but if you want to know about that, please comment on my first gay / bi experience.

Thanks for reading and no I didn't edit it so be kind. :)
I have often wished that I had had a friend like that when I was young.
 
I'd like to tell you all about my first cock. I'm married and 49 now. back then I was 24. This is a true story as I recall it.

One night I went out with a friend of mine in to our small town to the pub. we both liked a pint, so had several and a few games of pool. At the end of the night we fancied a nightcap and his parents were away, so I agreed to go back to his house.

We decided to use his Dad's Sky subscription to watch a bit of porn on the TV. This was before smartphones and the like. After watching for a but he suggested we play poker and I thought why not. Neither of us knew the other had any bi tendencies but to spice things up as a laugh, we agreed to make it strip poker.

I tell you folks, I'm not very good at poker and pretty soon I was down to my boxer shorts. Sicks had already gone. I was 6'1" very slim and like to think I had a nice body at the time.

Graham dealt another hand...I lost.

He asked me if I was really going to do it. ie. would I take my pants off. Now I'm the type of guy that if I am going to do something, I follow through. So I stood up, pulled my pants down and off and sat back down. My cock wasn't hard but had a semi election.

He had his jeans on but was quite buff too and I'd managed to get his shirt off during the game, so he was bare chested. Me totally naked now and a little nervous. He had a big smile on his face.

He asked me where we go from here? I really didn't know what to say, so said I would do a dare if I lost more games and he would continue to strip if he did. Readers, I won the next 2 games. Graham was down to his boxer shorts. But I lost the next game....

I saw him looking at my naked body and flaccid cock and weighing up what to ask me to do. I was very nervous but feeling quite excited for some reason. I'd never had a sexual experience with another boy.

He asked me what he should dare me to do. I felt I was at a disadvantage, so replied he should allow me to take his boxers off to even things up. Given the circumstances, he agreed this was reasonable, so I shimmied over and started to pull his black trunk shorts off. I was really surprised at the resistance I encountered and realised his cock was super hard. At my first look, it was around 7", slight larger than mine but not much. It curved upward and had a flat bell end. His brown hairy balls were fairly large.

I was still nervous. Both totally naked, but nothing had happened yet and I was unsure if I wanted it to. He laughed a little at his own hardness and I felt a wee bit sexy that maybe I had caused that cock to be fully upstanding.

Graham suggested we go back to the couch and watch the Sky porn, so I agreed. He started pulling on his cock as we were watching, so I decided to massage my own as well. Within a couple of minutes we were both very hard and I could see some leakage from the tip of his knob.

I bravely decided it was now or never and said to him we could get more pleasure if we swapped our own hands for each others. He looked at me and asked if I really wanted to do this. I said yes and he told me that if we were going to do this it would be better upstairs. Readers, I was really shitting myself now, am I going to go through with this with this? But it was erotic and he was naked with a lovely flat stomach and a very hard member leaking precum. I had to agree.

He started up the stairs and I hung back a bit. I could see his hard arse cheeks as he walked up the stairs and followed him up in to his parent bedroom, as it had a double bed.

Once there I didn't really know what to do so asked him if he'd done this before at Uni. He said yes and to relax. This was the point that everything changed.

I told him to kneel up on the bed. his cock was at a high angle to his stomach and it was that point I committed. I knelt down by the bed in front of him and without thinking too much, took his dick in my mouth. My god, I felt the precum well up to the tip of my cock straight away. I also tasted my first cock and the precum he had been leaking.

He moaned.

I set to sucking his cock like I had done it all my life. slurping, wetting, I went all the way down and had no trouble getting all of it in my mouth. No gagging, I felt proud. I continued this for around 5 minutes, gently massaging his balls as I sucked.

At that point I really wanted his cream in my mouth. there was no hesitation of what would happen when he came. but he was holding out and encouraged me to keep on sucking. But I needed that cream and so took it to the next level.

Placing my hands on his hard arse, I started sucking in earnest and from the moaning could hear this was working. But I had a back up plan to get that cut and my finger of my left hand pushed between his crack and towards his arsehole. Readers, as soon as I touched that puckered hole, he jerked and came in my mouth, so much so that it was leaking from the corners of my mouth and dribbling down my chin.

I swallowed, twice and withdrew, leaving a trail of spunk from my lips to his Penis. I looked up at him and he had a look of shock on his face. he didn't say anything, just collapsed on the bed.

Later, he was spooning me and I could feel his cock hardening in my arse crack. I told him I wasn't ready for that and he moved to his bedroom, leaving me to recall my first cocksucker experience.

Something happened the next morning, but if you want to know about that, please comment on my first gay / bi experience.

Thanks for reading and no I didn't edit it so be kind. :)
great story; sitting in a public coffee shop with a raging hard on.
 
I am 63 mwm. I had been curious for many many years till I finally sucked my first cock about 10 years ago!
A good of mine I found out that he was bi, so I asked him about it. The next thing I knew we were naked and playing woth each others cocks. I asked if I could try sucking his cock. Of course he said.
Omg the minute my lips were on his cock, I knew this wouldn't be the last cock that I would suck.
It was great we we best friends and great cock buddies for about 7 years till he moved 1500 miles away.

I have sucked 3 other cocks, but just not the same. Still good but not a steadt cock buddies material.
Still looking for the right one.
 
I am 63 mwm. I had been curious for many many years till I finally sucked my first cock about 10 years ago!
A good of mine I found out that he was bi, so I asked him about it. The next thing I knew we were naked and playing woth each others cocks. I asked if I could try sucking his cock. Of course he said.
Omg the minute my lips were on his cock, I knew this wouldn't be the last cock that I would suck.
It was great we we best friends and great cock buddies for about 7 years till he moved 1500 miles away.

I have sucked 3 other cocks, but just not the same. Still good but not a steadt cock buddies material.
Still looking for the right one.
Wished you lived closer. Im sure your cock sucking skills are on point. Especially longing to have one. Mine would be throbbing and twitching as you swirled your tongue around the shaft.
 
Thank you for writing this SilkStockingsLover.

Free Porn online has changed everyone's sexual habits, desires and fantasies. Everything has changed in the last 20 years (good and bad). With regards to this subject I think porn has brought out this desire.
Blowjob videos place the viewer next to the girl sucking the dick (perspective wise) and as such guy's are seeing that point of view.
Porn is filmed to portray a perfect scenario with the perfect specimens. So obviously a turn on.
Porn also shows girls enjoy cocks. Whether it is sucking, fucking, swallowing. The viewer sees this and again is in the perspective of the girl and starts to desire those things.

You now have more and more videos including JOI (jerk off instruction)/anal joi (Anal jerk off instruction) and CEI (cum eating instruction) telling guys how to jerk off, what to think about and what to do. Often times boarding on cock curiosity.

Imagine a SilkStockingsLover retreat where everyone who reads her essay is invited to a group setting where she coaches and gets everyone on their way. I think this could be a new story theme for you where you are the main character and you help all these sexy guys enjoy cock pleasure.

One version of this being for all the married guys looking to do it in secret.

Another version for couples and helping the men tell their wives they'd like to get pegged. This would have the obvious followup chapters and group setting tests to see just how far the man and wife want to go. Picture a couple all pleased they started pegging. They can graduate to the next room where a gorgeous glistening big black cock awaits them. Are they ready for the next step? Is the wife ready to watch her husband suck it? Is he ready to take it in the ass?

All of that ending in the SilkStockingsLovers' Ultimate Couples Cock Curiosity Session which takes the Married guy from Cock Curious to a guy who devours cocks together with his beautiful sexy wife :)
 
I forgot one other "porn" thing that has really turbo charged the cock curious population :)

Trans models in porn both on cams and on onlyfans have completely changed. 20 years ago most trans porn was guys wearing a dress. That has all changed. Now the trans models in porn are absolutely stunning and beautiful and a lot of them have incredibly beautiful cocks. What used to be a fantasy that could only be achieved by reading a SilkStockingsLover story now is a reality :)
 
Hi
I am writing an essay on exploring a man’s same sex lust from any of the following men:
1. Men who have sucked cock and/or bottomedr

2. Men who are curious to suck cock and/or bottom
3. Men who have cross dressed.

I’d this is you, please share your stories of experience, your fantasies, your inner struggle and I may use your story or quote in my essay.

Jasmine
The essay is tentatively called amen: How to Accept you Like Cock

Thanks in advance for considering this request.

Hi
I am writing an essay on exploring a man’s same sex lust from any of the following men:
1. Men who have sucked cock and/or bottomedr

2. Men who are curious to suck cock and/or bottom
3. Men who have cross dressed.

I’d this is you, please share your stories of experience, your fantasies, your inner struggle and I may use your story or quote in my essay.

Jasmine
The essay is tentatively called amen: How to Accept you Like Cock

Thanks in advance for considering this request.
My experience started about 8 years ago. I gad just remarried and my new wife had medical issues that caused her to have no sexual drive whatsoever. I didn’t want to find another woman just to satisfy my sexual desires as i felt i would have a hard time seperating the act from any relationship connection. I then had the idea of seeing if a gay guy would simply “help me out”, and iffer a blowjob. I was surprised to find listings of guys offering exactly this type of service. After nearly chickening out several times i fianlly accepted one invitation and went to a guys place. He was super chill and relaxed with no pressure whatsoever. He simply said he would suck me off then i could get up and leave. He made me feel comfortable, asking me if i wanted to stand, sit in a chair or lie down in a bed. I chose to lie down in the bed. I took my clothes off and lied back. He came over and delicatley started to handle my cock until i was hard. He fhen proceeded to expertly bring my cock to attention using his tongue, lips and throat. He kept sucking, seemingly enjoying every moment of it, as i was. Nearing orgasm I told him i was about to cum, thinking he would finish me off with his hand. Instead, he kept sucking until i moaned louy in orgasm. He stayed there sucking and taking all of my load as if it were a reward. He made sure to clean up all of my cum and had a warm wet cloth ready to clean ip the rest. He stood up, smiled and thanked me. I was surprised as to why he was thanking me, after all, i was the one who got the blowjob. He gave me my space, allowed me to get dressed and then escorted me to the door where he thanked me again. I thanked him for such an amazing experience.

So that was starting point for me. I had a few similar experiences, only on the receiving end of blowjobs. Mentally I was fine with it as I associated the activity like getting a massage or or going to physio. Just an activity. Of course my never knew and still does not to this day.

After being on the receiving end of bj’s for a while, i was curious to find out what it would be like to play with another guys cock. Again I was surprised to find lots of married “straight” guys who were looking for mutual hj’s or bj’s with other married guys. After getting to know one guy anonomouslybfor a while, we decided to meet. It was in a car in a secluded parking where we knew we would have some privacy. We both were nervous but easily pulled our pants down to expose ourselves. Instictively we each reached for each others cocks and started handling them. I was surprised how mixh i enjoyed having another mans cock in my hand. We started stroking each other, geting hard for each other. He leaned in and started sucking me. I had let go of his cock to give him room. So now inwas on the receiving end of another bj. He continued until i let him know i was ready to cum. He stopped sucking and finished me off sucking my cock fast. I orgasmed all over my cock and his hand. He smile and found a tissue to clean me up. I thanked him and wanted more than ever to do the same. I told him i had never sucked another mans cock but was not sure if it would be any good for him. He smiles and said to just give it a try, if i didn’t like it, i could just stroke him off. I leanwd in and started sucking the tip of his cock. Immediately i felt his pleasure with my mouth on his cock. I loved that. I suxked lightly until i had the courage to suck all of it. I lowered my head to get my mouth to take all if his cock. He was so responsive with his moans of pleasure, it encouraged me to try sucking and taking it in my throat. Inwas not sure if i was doing it right but i just did what i thought would feel good. Before long he told me he was about to cum. I was about to pull out and finish him off with my hand but i was so turned on, something inside me told me to swallow his cum. I winked at him to let him know to go ahead and cum. He did and i felt a warm gush of his cum in my throat. I didn’t taste much as it had all gone in my throat. Afte he stopped twitching, he pulled out and it was then that i got a taste of the pungeant sweet cum in my tongue and lips. Intasted for a moment, never having tasted cum befor and found that it was actually ok. I leaned in and lixked and cleaned him up to remove any remaining cum off of his cock. He was surprised and told me thatbfor someone that never sucked a cock befor, I seemed to know what I was doing.

Like many men in here, the furst time sucking a cock will do one of two things, completely turn you off of it or get you addicted to it. I knew after that experience that i now understood why the first gay guy was ok just sucking me off and not getting anything in return. There was something ao rewarding in the act of giving a blowjob.

I
 
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