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I lost so much time not thinking about suck cock years ago, I think back to my HS and college days, and it would have been very tough being known as a faggot cock sucker. being harassed and NO! girl would come near you. Now FUCKKKKKK I can just imagine being back in HS and college and peeking at all those cocks in gym, or those college guys big bulges and being on my knees and known as a faggot cock sucker. Now I think of being an old cock sucker. LOL!
 
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I lost so much time not thinking about suck cock years ago, I think back to my HS and college days, and it would have been very tough being known as a faggot cock sucker. being harassed and NO! girl would come near you. Now FUCKKKKKK I can just imagine being back in HS and college and peeking at all those cocks in gym, or those college guys big bulges and being on my knees and known as a faggot cock sucker. Now I think of being an old cock sucker. LOL!
I was in high school back in the 70's and yes you couldn't be thought of as a cock sucker, mine was doubly bad as I also was the youngest son of a very Italian very Catholic family with very homophobic brothers and parents. I did however do just that I was a cock sucker on the very very low downlow. I have alas been a closet cock sucker all my life that stopped sucking cock when I married my wife whom also like my family never knew what I did and she will never know being a good Southern Baptist Christian who was brought up to believe way too many things were wrong, she has since loosened up a bit but not enough to learn of my past which is just that my past. However I do still dream of sucking cock a lot but would never stray from my wife and upset our lives, hence this is why I am here on lit to give myself a safe avenue of at least fantasizing.
 
This reminds me of when I was at art college in the 70s. I'd said goodnight to my girlfriend at her parents' house and found I'd missed the last bus home So I started walking. No-one about, but it was only three miles, nothing for a 17yo. Then, a car passed, going the other way. A minute laster, it was going my way, very slowly beside me. Window wound down, would I like a lift? Driver was maybe sixty. We set off, still going very slowly and he told me he often gave young lads a lift home. Penny didn't drop. "Yes only last week I picked up a Scotsman from the army barracks." Pause. "He offered to show me his weapon for a pound." Then I go it. We stopped at some traffic lights and I said "This is fine, thanaks" and leapt out of the car. Many times since then I've thought my bisexual life could've begun at seventeen.
 
I was in high school back in the 70's and yes you couldn't be thought of as a cock sucker, mine was doubly bad as I also was the youngest son of a very Italian very Catholic family with very homophobic brothers and parents. I did however do just that I was a cock sucker on the very very low downlow. I have alas been a closet cock sucker all my life that stopped sucking cock when I married my wife whom also like my family never knew what I did and she will never know being a good Southern Baptist Christian who was brought up to believe way too many things were wrong, she has since loosened up a bit but not enough to learn of my past which is just that my past. However I do still dream of sucking cock a lot but would never stray from my wife and upset our lives, hence this is why I am here on lit to give myself a safe avenue of at least fantasizing.
Same exact thoughts here. Although I have never been overly religious & don't come from that kind of background. I still do fantasize about m/m action in fantasize & watch that kind of porn now & then. I had experiences growing up & once with a old friend for a few years in my late 40s as we both were in sexless marriages. I was never into cock sucking until me & him enjoyed our long 69 sessions. That I enjoyed very much but it didn't make me want to keep sucking cock. Although in an ideal situation I would. But I also never would think of upsetting my marriage life. Even though it's been sexless for going on almost 15+yrs sadly. Sex is not so important to ruin lives & upset them. I don't understand guys so willing to make it so important they confess their sex lives and decide sex is more important than the person they supposedly love & been married to for years. Although my wife can't perform in bed anymore because of her health, I don't hold that against her and we are still friends anyways. It's not worth destroying our entire lives over sex. Although it sure would be nice to have a side trustworthy friend with no strings. Would be better than my hand or sex machine that I use anyways. But it's just not that important. As exciting & thrilling as it might seem or be, I would never go out seeking stranger sex in parks or elsewhere either. And when I was in my late teens I would go to the local adult book store video arcade to get BJs. That was thrilling. But they don't have those anymore where I live so I'm shit out of luck basically. And that's ok at me now being 60yrs old. When I was you young it was awesome those gloryholes. And I never dreamed of sucking there I only went to get BJs & split on the weekends for quick release. It was like I was just seeking out better form of masturbation I never looked at it otherwise as being "gay" or "bi" or any of that identity nonsense. The good ole' days. Before AIDs. When that started I never went back to the gloryholes. I spent a good year or 2 praying I didn't catch aids from going there. It wasn't known back then that getting BJs you could not get it. The giver was the ones that could possibly catch it though come to find out years later. Plus, as exciting as it was, it still felt creepy going there. But going to the adult bookstore video booths was a great way to get relief between girlfriends for sure. LOL.
 
I'm down to chat and even roleplay. Married and bored. In into all kinds of guys, women, trans, too. I'm pretty open and willing to talk anything.

Hit me up here. Or visit my Tumblr. It's iagosfantasies.tumblr.com
 
It seems like a significant percentage of married guys enjoy reading stories about sucking a cock for the first time. I think that for most, thinking and reading about it is as far as they've gotten. Not many make the leap and actually do it. Some do though –– I had a real good thing going with another guy who lived in a nearby town. I'd drop by a few times a month and he'd suck me nice and slow; sometimes more than once. He was inexperienced when we started but really improved over time. I returned the favor a few times but mostly he just wanted to suck me. Now that I've moved to eastern North Carolina, I'm looking for a similar set up but its harder to find the right guy now that CraigsList is gone.

Have you ever thought about it? If so, have you acted on your desires? If not, what has inhibited you from doing it?
I miss Craigslist. Had quite a few hook ups from it.
 
I am a 62 yo married dad and grandpa. I am also one of those guys whose friends would think of a straight as an arrow.

My first sex was m/m and I never lost the taste. I have been married 40+ years. And most of my masturbation is around thought of cock sucking.

I live in a mostly sexless marriage now. But still I worry about disease and embarrassment for my wife and kids. That is my deterrent to sucking dicks often.

But I have. One two separate occasions I have had the opportunity to suck a married man. Both had wives who refused to accept their cum. I was glad to be their first. Both were either anonymous opportunities or nearly anonymous in one case. In the latter, I got to know a guy who stayed in a hotel in a city I used to visit for work a few hours from home. I would stay in the same hotel each week and have dinner in the bar. And I got to know a married man. After a few weeks we ended up drinking a glass of his good wine in his room. Better than hotel wine and much less expensive. Anyway I blew him and was so turned on by it all that when he came in my mouth I spontaneously came on his hotel room floor without even touching my cock. The other was an anonymous bookstore moment of weakness.

I too love being thought of as straight and masculine by my friends. I too, in my work travels have gone to work with a butt plug in my ass while working around people who see me as a grandfather type. Only to go back to my hotel room and jack off for the whole evening thinking of sucking and being fucked. (Anal is something i won’t do)
 
I don’t think about it till I’m alone jacking off! But the memories I have from a friend 20 years ago make it impossible not to fantasize about when I’m alone and I can vocalize the fun we had out loud to an empty house!
Bingo. I have done that many times. Jacking off in an empty house and being vocal. Calling my friends name and telling him to “suck it bitch”!
 
I miss Craigslist. Had quite a few hook ups from it.
I sort of missed Craigslist too, for awhile anyway. Then someone suggested checking out Silverdaddies, which turned out to be much better. For me anyway, as too many guys on CL were just looking to be serviced. I’ll admit that I love sucking cock a tiny bit more than being sucked, it’s very gratifying. But not to the point that I was interested in sucking some new guy off in the back of his van at Starbucks…lol.
 
I've used a couple of sites. You have to filter out the weird, unless that's your thing. I've met up with a few discrete guys.
 
Love giving and receiving oral. Going through a bit of a dry spell at the moment as opportunities are few and far between.
 
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