A Journey In Vulnerability

[Elgirldani]

Definitely a mixed bag of emotions. Good won over in the end though.

I like the writing on your mug, an interesting thought.

Doves are not necessarily innocent, they crap on you from a great height.

Lol, true. I didn’t think of that. Not a dove then

 

[Elgirldani]

These made me think of you as I talked to a friend. He is in a similar world as you. He also knows my job is to help him focus and push on which is why he shared.

Thank you, that’s actually really thoughtful of you to share. And it can be hard to remember some of those points, but I’m doing my best each day, and that’s all I can really expect of myself.

 

[Elgirldani]

Amazing eyes

Thanks

 

[Youneverknow81]

Hey everyone! Hope you all had a good Friday

My day was a mixed bag, I guess you could say. I got some things done I had been putting off, general errands. I paid off my car today, which is really exciting and will be a huge help for me financially! But overall, it was kind of a hard day for me.

Even when I'm feeling good, the negative emotions associated with depression are always right there in the background waiting for a weak moment when they can jump to the front. Everyday is a study in distraction and if I don't keep my mind focused on something, it's too easy to start feeling bad. Today it was really hard to fill my mind up enough to keep that from happening. But I managed to make it til now, so I'm counting it as a good day!

Great mug ;-)

 

[Elgirldani]

Great mug ;-)

I figured you’d be a fan. Lol

 

[Elgirldani]

I have a similar mug at work that I use for my soup at lunch... It even says mischief managed on the bottom... lol

Lol, awesome!

 

[Followmenow6969_2]

Good morning beautiful

 

[Elgirldani]

Good morning beautiful

Good morning!

 

[rulickable]

Beautiful eyes

 

[Elgirldani]

Beautiful eyes

Thank you

 

[EndlessNameless]

So how is your day going?

 

[Elgirldani]

So how is your day going?

Not much happening, so it's kind of boring honestly. Hope you are having a more interesting day, lol.

 

[EndlessNameless]

Not much happening, so it's kind of boring honestly. Hope you are having a more interesting day, lol.

Nope, not really. Not a thing to do. I have to stick to youtube to entertain myself lol.

 

[Elgirldani]

Nope, not really. Not a thing to do. I have to stick to youtube to entertain myself lol.

Netflix over here. Lol

 

[Youneverknow81]

I figured you’d be a fan. Lol

Of course! Mischievous managed ;-)

 

[Elgirldani]

Of course! Mischievous managed ;-)

Indeed. Which reminds me, I have a little mischief to work soon that you’re going to like.

 

[EmpressJosephine]

Hey everyone! Hope you all had a good Friday

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I could lose myself in those eyes!

 

[CanadianM]

Hey everyone! Hope you all had a good Friday

My day was a mixed bag, I guess you could say. I got some things done I had been putting off, general errands. I paid off my car today, which is really exciting and will be a huge help for me financially! But overall, it was kind of a hard day for me.

Even when I'm feeling good, the negative emotions associated with depression are always right there in the background waiting for a weak moment when they can jump to the front. Everyday is a study in distraction and if I don't keep my mind focused on something, it's too easy to start feeling bad. Today it was really hard to fill my mind up enough to keep that from happening. But I managed to make it til now, so I'm counting it as a good day!

One day at a time...

 

[Elgirldani]

I could lose myself in those eyes!

One day at a time...

 

[EndlessNameless]

Indeed. Which reminds me, I have a little mischief to work soon that you’re going to like.

Thought you were innocent? Well, there goes that theory.

I'm delighted that you're a pervert just like me.

 

[Elgirldani]

Thought you were innocent? Well, there goes that theory.

I'm delighted that you're a pervert just like me.

Since when does mischief translate to pervert? It could be relatively innocent mischief.

Which it is

 

[EndlessNameless]

Since when does mischief translate to pervert? It could be relatively innocent mischief.

Which it is

Uh huh. We believe you.

I'll let you get away with it because I like you.

 

[Elgirldani]

Uh huh. We believe you.

I'll let you get away with it because I like you.

Oh, well gee thanks

 

[Elgirldani]

Unexpected

Hey y'all! How was your weekend? Mine was crazy busy, and then boring af, and then had some entertainment before throwing me off the deep end into a giant pool of anxiety...

It always amazes me, how the smallest, most innocent things can trigger me. I feel so out of control when that happens, because it's like I go from being completely fine to being on the verge of a breakdown in the blink of an eye. And sometimes back to being fine again, just as quickly, but not usually.

I had a fun, happy post all planned for today, but now I'm not feeling it, lol. Maybe tomorrow. For tonight, I present you with this photo I took a couple weeks ago and never posted. I'm not feeling nearly as down as I was then, but I think it's a good photo, and I don't feel like taking a new one right now.

 

[EndlessNameless]

Sorry things sent you into a tizzy. The worst I've had today is being bored. Hope you feel better soon. It may pass quickly. You always do manage to take the most beautiful photos though.