A Journey In Vulnerability

:( Sorry things sent you into a tizzy. The worst I've had today is being bored. Hope you feel better soon. It may pass quickly. You always do manage to take the most beautiful photos though.

Thanks :) I’ll be right as rain soon, I’m sure. :cathappy:
 
Hey y'all! How was your weekend? Mine was crazy busy, and then boring af, and then had some entertainment before throwing me off the deep end into a giant pool of anxiety...

It always amazes me, how the smallest, most innocent things can trigger me. I feel so out of control when that happens, because it's like I go from being completely fine to being on the verge of a breakdown in the blink of an eye. And sometimes back to being fine again, just as quickly, but not usually.

I had a fun, happy post all planned for today, but now I'm not feeling it, lol. Maybe tomorrow. For tonight, I present you with this photo I took a couple weeks ago and never posted. I'm not feeling nearly as down as I was then, but I think it's a good photo, and I don't feel like taking a new one right now. :cathappy:

Beautiful pic
 
I wish I knew what caused those same triggers, as I will face them occasionally too. Something will go wrong, and suddenly my mood is black and despairing, my mind will be racing a million miles a minute but no thoughts breaking out. I won't be able to sleep (and in truth my mind will insist I don't want to and can't), and generally there's nothing for it but to put on a pot of coffee and have a really, REALLY bad next day on no sleep at all.

Which is a really long winded way of expressing how awesome you are for sharing yourself through all those days when things seem like they are going to total shit. :rose:
 
I wish I knew what caused those same triggers, as I will face them occasionally too. Something will go wrong, and suddenly my mood is black and despairing, my mind will be racing a million miles a minute but no thoughts breaking out. I won't be able to sleep (and in truth my mind will insist I don't want to and can't), and generally there's nothing for it but to put on a pot of coffee and have a really, REALLY bad next day on no sleep at all.

Which is a really long winded way of expressing how awesome you are for sharing yourself through all those days when things seem like they are going to total shit. :rose:

I’m sorry you go through it too, but sometimes it’s nice knowing you aren’t alone. That’s why I post about it. :cathappy:
 
Hey y'all! How was your weekend? Mine was crazy busy, and then boring af, and then had some entertainment before throwing me off the deep end into a giant pool of anxiety...

It always amazes me, how the smallest, most innocent things can trigger me. I feel so out of control when that happens, because it's like I go from being completely fine to being on the verge of a breakdown in the blink of an eye. And sometimes back to being fine again, just as quickly, but not usually.

I had a fun, happy post all planned for today, but now I'm not feeling it, lol. Maybe tomorrow. For tonight, I present you with this photo I took a couple weeks ago and never posted. I'm not feeling nearly as down as I was then, but I think it's a good photo, and I don't feel like taking a new one right now. :cathappy:

Hang in there sexy lady. :(
 
Hey y'all! How was your weekend? Mine was crazy busy, and then boring af, and then had some entertainment before throwing me off the deep end into a giant pool of anxiety...

It always amazes me, how the smallest, most innocent things can trigger me. I feel so out of control when that happens, because it's like I go from being completely fine to being on the verge of a breakdown in the blink of an eye. And sometimes back to being fine again, just as quickly, but not usually.

I had a fun, happy post all planned for today, but now I'm not feeling it, lol. Maybe tomorrow. For tonight, I present you with this photo I took a couple weeks ago and never posted. I'm not feeling nearly as down as I was then, but I think it's a good photo, and I don't feel like taking a new one right now. :cathappy:

(((((((((HUGS)))))))))
 
Hey y'all! How was your weekend? Mine was crazy busy, and then boring af, and then had some entertainment before throwing me off the deep end into a giant pool of anxiety...

It always amazes me, how the smallest, most innocent things can trigger me. I feel so out of control when that happens, because it's like I go from being completely fine to being on the verge of a breakdown in the blink of an eye. And sometimes back to being fine again, just as quickly, but not usually.

I had a fun, happy post all planned for today, but now I'm not feeling it, lol. Maybe tomorrow. For tonight, I present you with this photo I took a couple weeks ago and never posted. I'm not feeling nearly as down as I was then, but I think it's a good photo, and I don't feel like taking a new one right now. :cathappy:

Mood swings are a pain in the arse and upset best laid plans.

I do like the photo though.
 
Hey y'all! How was your weekend? Mine was crazy busy, and then boring af, and then had some entertainment before throwing me off the deep end into a giant pool of anxiety...

It always amazes me, how the smallest, most innocent things can trigger me. I feel so out of control when that happens, because it's like I go from being completely fine to being on the verge of a breakdown in the blink of an eye. And sometimes back to being fine again, just as quickly, but not usually.

I had a fun, happy post all planned for today, but now I'm not feeling it, lol. Maybe tomorrow. For tonight, I present you with this photo I took a couple weeks ago and never posted. I'm not feeling nearly as down as I was then, but I think it's a good photo, and I don't feel like taking a new one right now. :cathappy:

The gorgeous woman in this photo looks like she needs to be scooped up and held tight :)
 
Hey y'all! How was your weekend? Mine was crazy busy, and then boring af, and then had some entertainment before throwing me off the deep end into a giant pool of anxiety...

It always amazes me, how the smallest, most innocent things can trigger me. I feel so out of control when that happens, because it's like I go from being completely fine to being on the verge of a breakdown in the blink of an eye. And sometimes back to being fine again, just as quickly, but not usually.

I had a fun, happy post all planned for today, but now I'm not feeling it, lol. Maybe tomorrow. For tonight, I present you with this photo I took a couple weeks ago and never posted. I'm not feeling nearly as down as I was then, but I think it's a good photo, and I don't feel like taking a new one right now. :cathappy:

So sorry to hear you were down... your photo expresses your feelings so very well... hope this week is better for you... (((((HUG))))) :rose::rose::rose:
 
Happy Monday

Hi :)

Hope you all had a good Monday! I know it seems like crazy talk, but I actually did have a good Monday, lol. Work was chill, and I got to work with a friend all day, which is always fun!

I really appreciate you guys showing support on my last post. Idk if you all really understand how much that means to me! :heart:

Today's pic is more fun! It's one that was requested (sort of) way back in the beginning of this journey, lol. Enjoy :cathappy:
 
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Hi :)

Hope you all had a good Monday! I know it seems like crazy talk, but I actually did have a good Monday, lol. Work was chill, and I got to work with a friend all day, which is always fun!

I really appreciate you guys showing support on my last post. Idk if you all really understand how much that means to me! :heart:

Today's pic is more fun! It's one that was requested (sort of) way back in the beginning of this journey, lol. Enjoy :cathappy:

20 points to Slytherin! Damn, would be a sexy rp custom :devil:
 
Hi :)

Hope you all had a good Monday! I know it seems like crazy talk, but I actually did have a good Monday, lol. Work was chill, and I got to work with a friend all day, which is always fun!

I really appreciate you guys showing support on my last post. Idk if you all really understand how much that means to me! :heart:

Today's pic is more fun! It's one that was requested (sort of) way back in the beginning of this journey, lol. Enjoy :cathappy:

That is hot
 
Hi :)

Hope you all had a good Monday! I know it seems like crazy talk, but I actually did have a good Monday, lol. Work was chill, and I got to work with a friend all day, which is always fun!

I really appreciate you guys showing support on my last post. Idk if you all really understand how much that means to me! :heart:

Today's pic is more fun! It's one that was requested (sort of) way back in the beginning of this journey, lol. Enjoy :cathappy:

:p:p:p:p
 
Hi :)

Hope you all had a good Monday! I know it seems like crazy talk, but I actually did have a good Monday, lol. Work was chill, and I got to work with a friend all day, which is always fun!

I really appreciate you guys showing support on my last post. Idk if you all really understand how much that means to me! :heart:

Today's pic is more fun! It's one that was requested (sort of) way back in the beginning of this journey, lol. Enjoy :cathappy:

Good looking girl
 
Hi :)

Hope you all had a good Monday! I know it seems like crazy talk, but I actually did have a good Monday, lol. Work was chill, and I got to work with a friend all day, which is always fun!

I really appreciate you guys showing support on my last post. Idk if you all really understand how much that means to me! :heart:

Today's pic is more fun! It's one that was requested (sort of) way back in the beginning of this journey, lol. Enjoy :cathappy:

LOVE it :rose:
 
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