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CoffeeWithMonkeys
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I have this horrible perfectionist attitude, if I can't do something perfect then there's no point in doing it!
So I am having second thoughts about posting stories here because they aren't perfect.
I think I'd feel better just deleting them.
I once told my best friend if I ever had a book published I know I would decide the story was horrible, break into bookstores to steal all the copies and burn them!
I'm like this with everything. I sew, love to sew it's the best of both worlds because I can sew and be working on stories in my head, but if what I make doesn't look perfect, if I see a flaw that no one else can see, I won't finish it. I'll take it apart, or toss it in a box with all the other unfinished stuff.
Sigh. I am my own worst critic. Everything I make is trite, and cheap, and a waste. Of paint, of tape, of time. (Some of my favorite song lyrics that describe me so well)
Editing to add
I'm not fishing for compliments, I always truly read over what I've written and think, Man this is really bad. I don't know if it's because I've read it too many times by then and am bored with it, or if I read it with new eyes and realize this is really shitty.
So I am having second thoughts about posting stories here because they aren't perfect.
I think I'd feel better just deleting them.
I once told my best friend if I ever had a book published I know I would decide the story was horrible, break into bookstores to steal all the copies and burn them!
I'm like this with everything. I sew, love to sew it's the best of both worlds because I can sew and be working on stories in my head, but if what I make doesn't look perfect, if I see a flaw that no one else can see, I won't finish it. I'll take it apart, or toss it in a box with all the other unfinished stuff.
Sigh. I am my own worst critic. Everything I make is trite, and cheap, and a waste. Of paint, of tape, of time. (Some of my favorite song lyrics that describe me so well)
Editing to add
I'm not fishing for compliments, I always truly read over what I've written and think, Man this is really bad. I don't know if it's because I've read it too many times by then and am bored with it, or if I read it with new eyes and realize this is really shitty.
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