paul466
I want to.....
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- Feb 27, 2013
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For me it was my divorce 12 yrs ago this month....she was my high school sweetheart, the first and only woman that I'd ever been with. We were married for 17 yrs, three kids , we were best friends , amazing lovers, soul mates if you will. She was my world and I was very much in love with her( still am really) when we split (her idea) I was completely devastated....took a long time to recover. As a result I now view everything as temporary, I don't give all of me to anyone anymore and I don't believe in fairy tales.....I once was a hopeless romantic. Even though I've remarried and moved on I haven't felt at home anywhere in years and I always feel like something is missing......I have a great sense if humor yet there is a very cynical side to me now and I feel as if I've been cheated of my destiny...I was hers forever . Anyway would love to hear about events in your lives that changed you or shaped you into who you are now.....deep I know but give it a try .