Bunny's Stuffie Corner

So here are the pics from Saturday that I promised last night, but didn't manage to post because my nap turned into sleeping all night, lol.

The water is not as pretty as it could be. It was kinda murky and green because the tide was low, and there was some seaweed. But that's ok. The ocean is where I belong, so I don't care that much about what it looks like.

Ok, these are all I'm posting now. Like I posted on FB yesterday, I'm back home now, so no more blurry pics of the ocean with Jimmy Buffett lyrics attached, lol. Thanks for humoring me, guys!
 

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I had high hopes for all I was going to get done today. I've done nothing but hold the hands of people who couldn't stand it that I got a few days away from them and their bullshit, so they had to pop up and demand their share of my attention today.

My bp has not dropped below 160/90 today, and at the moment, it's 179/95, despite the fact that I've taken all my meds and have been avoiding sodium to the best of my ability.

The amount of emotional labor a lot of people fucking demand from me is absurd. And they wonder why I'm sick/exhausted/in pain all the time. It's because these motherfuckers are bleeding me dry. And they're always the first ones to tell me to cut all those OTHER people out of my life because they're taking advantage of me, like they're not doing the same thing themselves.

I can tell the bp is insane because my eyes won't stop watering. I know that sounds crazy, but every time it gets pretty high, that happens.

I have to work tonight. I have zero dollars, and the pay period ends Wednesday morning at 3 am Central time. I need at least $400, and it's not gonna happen. They may turn my Internet off tomorrow.

I can't work a lot of the time because I'm either exhausted /sick from the energy vampires in my life or actively dealing with them instead of handling my own shit. And everybody has an opinion on how I should live my life, but none of them mind taking advantage of me whenever they fucking can. "Well, you need to cut out so-and-so." Broseph, if I'm cutting out people who drain my energy, your ass is at the top of the list!!!!

This shit is actively cutting my life shorter. My mother called today to tell me her cousin's husband's kidneys are failing to the point that he has to either go on dialysis or die. And she was all, "Well, I worry about you with the diabetes and the blood pressure." Well, maybe stop dumping all your emotional shit on me, and that'd probably help more than anything.

I listened to my father bitch all weekend. I have dealt with three separate people (one of them twice!) today on the phone for a total of about four hours of conversation, and not a single one of those conversations made me any money. I am TIRED, and this shit is going to kill me. But these people don't give a damn, as long as they have someone to dump on.
 
And I'll be goddamned, the second I posted this, one of my earlier energy vampires wants to call again for round two today. I'm about to throw my phone to the bottom of the river.
 
I follow some Gulf beach pages on FB because, well, I like to look at the pictures. Of course, it's calm and beautiful now that I'm not there. :rolleyes:
 
I took three (technically four; one is a combo pill) bp meds about an hour and a half ago. My bp went UP.

What is the point of any of this shit if it just does what it wants to, anyway? *Sigh*
 
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