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9 and 10.
First off, hugs for your terrible childhood. And honestly I get the whole thing where you just gotta take care of you. Six months might be a bit long but with this insight, I can feel better if you poof because it's just you self-caring.QUESTION 9 & 10
9. I have a few basic things that make me incredibly happy so Iāll list as many as I can think off. Hearing Jaqueline Du Pre play Elgars Concerto. Buldak noodles (the xx spicy ones) with Itsu chicken dumplings with chilli crisp. My cats. Harry Potter movie binge watches. Stranger things (the series), D&D nights with my friends. Crocheting with my sister. The sunset over the field behind my house. The smell of grass when itās just rained. Lighting a candle after tidying. The smell of something youāve just cooked wafting through the house. Good guitar solos. Driving with the windows down and blasting musicā¦..
10. Iām defensive and jump to conclusions. Quickly.
Say something about a group of people I think are vulnerable, and Iāll argue/debate with you until Iām blue in the face. I canāt help it, since I grew up with what felt like, no voice. I was everybodyās doormat. Bullied, overlooked, made to feel small by adults and peers. I didnāt really find my backbone until my twenties, and by then I was having to learn to calm down rather than speak up. Iām not so bad anymore, but still, I occasionally see injustice, where there might only be misunderstanding. I donāt always wait to listen and I reactā¦.thatās a red flag. Iāve been told Iām fiery and unpredictable which are also red flags. Iām also unreliable. I flake. I disappear. There are days, weeks even, sometimes when the world feels like too much. (Bearing all on the internet here Bean well done). A few years ago, I didnāt leave my flat for six months. Didnāt reply to texts. Ignored calls. It was a BAD time. I donāt think I ever fully recovered from that. I think that makes me a bad friend sometimes. A bad daughter. A bad person, maybe. But Iāve learned not to hate myself for surviving the only way I knew and know how. But itās still a red flag to people who donāt know me, or get the time to know me.
Another red flag is: I love men who are dominant and in charge. Sometimes this lands me in situations with not so nice people. But I canāt help this![]()
Going to go with question 19
and for my own: Which outfit do you feel the most sexy in?
Kinda melted me that you remember these things@SpicyBean99
The 6th is the lost of your step dad and you still think about him a lot.
QUESTION 19
19. Extended, attentive clit play. Real fucking pussy play, not the rushed, performative (Iāve been watching and copying porn vids) kind that barely scratches the surface of a tease before someoneās already pushing their fingers inside meā¦.
I want teasing. I want edging...you know a womanās clit can harden? Umm yes it can. Most men probably donāt even realise it because they forget it exists. It turns into this tiny little hard button and i want it being PLAYED WITH!
I want you to make me wait and make me ache for it. I want your mouth on me for more than a few spitty minutes, like it actually matters to you whether I come more than once. I also love to be played with after sex. After youāve come inside me or on me. When Iām dripping wet and SENSITIVE and you still want to keep going. Still want to touch me, overstimulate me, push me into that shaking, twitchy state of too much and not enough.. Thatās what I crave..But (sad face) Iāve stopped asking. Not because I donāt want it because I do. Desperately. But because even when I do ask, most men donāt follow through. Or theyāll try it once and act like theyāve ticked a box. Itās never consistent.ever. Ironically, pretty much the only men who have ever taken their time were the ones who paid for it. I donāt want to beg for what should be a basic and standard practise?! Right?!
Yeah Iām passionate about clit play.
I feel most sexy in my all black slinky one piece that shows off all my curves. Or lingerie. Black and red![]()
Says every guy before they get too it and fail⦠miserably.I doubt I'm the only one who would absolutely break that trend for you.
2 and 16
Because it is similar to my case but with my father.Kinda melted me that you remember these things![]()
I will figure out it shortly, thank you for your answers and the answer for your 3rd picture is undoubtedly yes!Youāre meant to choose one to ask me though![]()
Iām gonna jump back and and do 19 and 24 this timeHereās a list of spicy questions you can choose from. Pick one. Pick two. Just leave enough for others to play with too. And if thereās something youāve been itching to ask me that isnāt on the list? Nowās your chance! Some of you already know me a little better than others but that doesnāt mean you canāt participate. This is simply for those of you who are interested in peeling back the layers of my mind, not just my panties.Iām dying to see what youāre really curious about.
In fact, Iād like you to throw in your own questions too because suprisingly it was hard coming up with questions for ⦠myself ? Maybe some of you want to answer the questions about yourselves too! Just a big old get to know each other session?
1. Whatās one thing that makes me feel instantly safe?
2. Whatās my worst habit that I secretly love too much to quit?
3. If I let you into my bedroom, whatās the first thing youād notice?
4. Have I ever touched myself thinking about someone I shouldnāt?
5. Whatās something Iād beg you to say to me in the middle of being fucked?
6. What was my first real heartbreak like? Do I still think about them?
7. Whatās something small that instantly irritates me?
8. Whatās a hill I would absolutely die on, no matter how petty?
9. Whatās a really basic thing that will never fail to make me happy?
10. Whatās my biggest red flag that I am entirely aware of?
11. What kind of porn do I watch?
12. How often do I masturbate?
13. What is my type?
14. Do I like being humiliated?
15. How many siblings do I have?
16. Whatās my weirdest kink?
17. What book am I going to read next?
18. Whatās something I pretend not to care about?
19. What do I need during sex that I never really ask for?
20. What is my biggest fear (fears).
21. Whatās something I buy too much off but never regret?
22. Am I more of a show up late or leave early kinda girl when it comes to social events?
23. My favourite compliment.
24. Whatās my secret talent?
25. Where do see myself living if not in the UK?
26. What is my worst personality trait.
27. Favourite movie/series and why.
28. Who knows me best?
29. Whose opinion do you care most about?
30. What is one question you wish people would ask you less?
You can only click these if you ask me a question, or answer one yourselves. Okay? No cheatingā¦.
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I quit smoking when I was 35 years old and I had smoked since my early teens. It was horrible but I manage. But still today 25 years later when someone lightens a "fag" I still want one! I love the smell and can still remember the taste! But I haven't fallen for the temptation because I know that if I do I'm hooked again.QUESTIONS 2 & 16
Ugh, why did I pick the questions and then sabotage myself?
Probably my smoking habit. Itās more of a coping mechanism. I can smoke in the morning and do a whole day of work and it not affect me since Iāve been smoking for around 10 years non stop. ..
Is it sexy? Not really. Will I quit? Sure! When something else actually works. Antidepressants? Turned me into a walking, dry, (didnāt cum once) zombie. SSRIs? Made me flatlined and foggy. Looked like Iād taken something else since my eyes were constantly wide. Weed? Makes me calm, creative, and cmon, letās be realā¦.just tolerable enough to exist in this ridiculous, crazy little world. So yeppp, I know itās not ideal. But until someone invents a personality-stabilising chamomile tea that also cures generational trauma and PTSD?? Pass the lighter.![]()
Been there done that. And I love it!Whatās my weirdest kink?
Ok no judging. But I guess a variant of somnophilia would be my WEIRDEST kink. Let me explain before those that donāt know the word, google it and worry about me. Picture this: youāve just ācome homeā from work, and find me āpassed outā on the sofa, Iām wearing a t shirt, but itās ridden up and my legs are sprawled open. Iām āasleepā and you have to manoeuvre my body to how you want it, maybe you want to peek under my panties? But donāt you DARE wake me up. You have to sneak around and stop moving if I readjust. ( since Iām asleep ). This only works as a roleplay if I pretend to be asleep. I donāt want to be drugged or anything like that! I just want you to do with me as you please whilst Iām totally aware but pretending not to be? Idk. I like it anyway
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I finished The Perfect Son by Freida McFadden last night⦠Sheās definitely one of my comfort authors, weirdly enough, considering she mainly writes murder mysteries and psychological thrillersWhy, @SpicyBean99, I'm oh, so curious about question 17! What book are you going to read next?
Book lists are like windows into people's souls: they reveal who people are wanting to become, and if you pay attention you can work backwards to know who they are now and who they were in the past. I'm going to start Robert Greene's "The 48 Rules of Power" in a day or two myself...
Cross my heart and promise, there was no cheating with this pictures...but damn, was I tempted.
Omg thatās so fucking hot
19 I already didIām gonna jump back and and do 19 and 24 this timejust for another look at those pictures
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I am going with question 3. Why not?Hereās a list of spicy questions you can choose from. Pick one. Pick two. Just leave enough for others to play with too. And if thereās something youāve been itching to ask me that isnāt on the list? Nowās your chance! Some of you already know me a little better than others but that doesnāt mean you canāt participate. This is simply for those of you who are interested in peeling back the layers of my mind, not just my panties.Iām dying to see what youāre really curious about.
In fact, Iād like you to throw in your own questions too because suprisingly it was hard coming up with questions for ⦠myself ? Maybe some of you want to answer the questions about yourselves too! Just a big old get to know each other session?
1. Whatās one thing that makes me feel instantly safe?
2. Whatās my worst habit that I secretly love too much to quit?
3. If I let you into my bedroom, whatās the first thing youād notice?
4. Have I ever touched myself thinking about someone I shouldnāt?
5. Whatās something Iād beg you to say to me in the middle of being fucked?
6. What was my first real heartbreak like? Do I still think about them?
7. Whatās something small that instantly irritates me?
8. Whatās a hill I would absolutely die on, no matter how petty?
9. Whatās a really basic thing that will never fail to make me happy?
10. Whatās my biggest red flag that I am entirely aware of?
11. What kind of porn do I watch?
12. How often do I masturbate?
13. What is my type?
14. Do I like being humiliated?
15. How many siblings do I have?
16. Whatās my weirdest kink?
17. What book am I going to read next?
18. Whatās something I pretend not to care about?
19. What do I need during sex that I never really ask for?
20. What is my biggest fear (fears).
21. Whatās something I buy too much off but never regret?
22. Am I more of a show up late or leave early kinda girl when it comes to social events?
23. My favourite compliment.
24. Whatās my secret talent?
25. Where do see myself living if not in the UK?
26. What is my worst personality trait.
27. Favourite movie/series and why.
28. Who knows me best?
29. Whose opinion do you care most about?
30. What is one question you wish people would ask you less?
You can only click these if you ask me a question, or answer one yourselves. Okay? No cheatingā¦.
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I would watch it.19 I already did
QUESTION 24
I can play a song on the piano but facing away with my hands crossed behind my head. So me facing away from the piano, sat down, in front of the peddles, hands crossed over my head. Iāve been able to do this since I was about 13. Itās still only 1 silly little jazz piece which I might record me playing laterā¦
I would be a volunteer to witness it!Mmmm I donāt know about it being a secret talent anymore but I can maybe potentially kind of squirt and on command if Iām turned on enough and youāve done a good job.
I was an only child for 12 years and I learnt to rotate my tongue in my mouth through nearly 360 degrees.Iām also pretty good at firing dildos out of my pussy mid cum![]()
I don't think anyone will pick this, but what book are reading next?Hereās a list of spicy questions you can choose from. Pick one. Pick two. Just leave enough for others to play with too. And if thereās something youāve been itching to ask me that isnāt on the list? Nowās your chance! Some of you already know me a little better than others but that doesnāt mean you canāt participate. This is simply for those of you who are interested in peeling back the layers of my mind, not just my panties.Iām dying to see what youāre really curious about.
In fact, Iād like you to throw in your own questions too because suprisingly it was hard coming up with questions for ⦠myself ? Maybe some of you want to answer the questions about yourselves too! Just a big old get to know each other session?
1. Whatās one thing that makes me feel instantly safe?
2. Whatās my worst habit that I secretly love too much to quit?
3. If I let you into my bedroom, whatās the first thing youād notice?
4. Have I ever touched myself thinking about someone I shouldnāt?
5. Whatās something Iād beg you to say to me in the middle of being fucked?
6. What was my first real heartbreak like? Do I still think about them?
7. Whatās something small that instantly irritates me?
8. Whatās a hill I would absolutely die on, no matter how petty?
9. Whatās a really basic thing that will never fail to make me happy?
10. Whatās my biggest red flag that I am entirely aware of?
11. What kind of porn do I watch?
12. How often do I masturbate?
13. What is my type?
14. Do I like being humiliated?
15. How many siblings do I have?
16. Whatās my weirdest kink?
17. What book am I going to read next?
18. Whatās something I pretend not to care about?
19. What do I need during sex that I never really ask for?
20. What is my biggest fear (fears).
21. Whatās something I buy too much off but never regret?
22. Am I more of a show up late or leave early kinda girl when it comes to social events?
23. My favourite compliment.
24. Whatās my secret talent?
25. Where do see myself living if not in the UK?
26. What is my worst personality trait.
27. Favourite movie/series and why.
28. Who knows me best?
29. Whose opinion do you care most about?
30. What is one question you wish people would ask you less?
You can only click these if you ask me a question, or answer one yourselves. Okay? No cheatingā¦.
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I love short and addictive, in books and women both. There's also something to be said for tall and addictiveI finished The Perfect Son by Freida McFadden last night⦠Sheās definitely one of my comfort authors, weirdly enough, considering she mainly writes murder mysteries and psychological thrillersBut her books are short and addictive, so theyāre perfect when Iām trying to get out of a reading slump. Speaking of which, I recently re-read The Picture of Dorian Gray, which I now consider one of my top favourite reads of the classics
it did take me two reads however to really let the story sink in. On the other end of the spectrum, I also read a good amount of fantasy and dark romance. I devoured Sarah J. Maasās A Court of Thorns and Roses series, like, those books were epic in the most indulgent, escapist way. Kinda like Harry Potter did for me when I was a kid. Butttt unfortunately , they left me in the dreaded post-series limbo where no book quite satisfies the way the last one did
I HAVE however (to answer the question, sorry for waffling) been toying with the idea of picking up Sunrise on the Reaping, the semi new Hunger Games prequel. I was surprised by how much I enjoyed The Ballad of Songbirds and Snakes, (I read the initial series years ago) so Iām curious to see where Suzanne Collins takes the world next. Sheās got a good writing style and I enjoy her world building, the movies were a litttle more meh though!
Any book recommendations you could swing my way?
Ennui, by Maria Edgeworth.Any book recommendations you could swing my way?
Thunderstorms for sure. I love camping, when it rains or is stormy ( like it was often on the Isles of Scilly in the summer ) the noise of rain against the tent was relaxing as hell. I havenāt ever fucked inside a tent (ā¦. IntenseQuestion that's not on your list:
Snowstorms or Thunderstorms ?