PageWriter2
Literotica Guru
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Hey People of Lit![]()
A little ramble. Since I often get messages telling me how much you enjoy reading my longer thread posts!âŠ. If you donât enjoy bean thought ramble this wonât be for youâŠ.![]()
It is probably time I address the fact that Iâm most definitely the undisputed queen of the Irish exit. One min Iâm posting, replying, flashing you something filthy⊠and then, poof. Gone. I am sorry for that. A little explanation maybe?
When I first joined this space, I saw people posting every single day. It made me feel like I had to do the same, like if I wasnât constantly present, I was letting someone (you lovely lot) down. But truth is, I have a whole life beyond what I post here. We all do. A messy, unpredictable, sometimes boring, sometimes fucking brilliant life that doesnât involve being glued to my screen. In regards to my phone and IâŠ. Itâs a complicated relationship. Iâm not a big texter. Never have been.
I kinda freaking hate how weâre âexpectedâ to be instantly accessible at all times just because of two little blue ticks. Weâve reached this strange point in humanity where, just because we can be reached at all times, people assume we should be. A message sent becomes a ticking timer and a delay in response turns into an unspoken offence. People get really up in arms over a delay in response. But we werenât built for constant availability, thatâs absurd!
Now to touch on the pictures and videos I post⊠yes, I love posting it. I love teasing, I love sharing, I love hearing your feedback I love knowing when Iâve made you hard or when youâve cum over my pictures. It gives me DRIVE to post more. But I do sometimes wonder if youâre getting bored seeing my body, like when youâve been sleeping with the same person for ages and suddenly you know exactly when theyâll touch you, how theyâll moan, what position theyâll flip you into next, how long theyâll go down on you, where theyâre going to cumâŠ. So just like in bed, me posting imagesâŠ. exposure can become routine, even the most enticing body can lose its edge.
Thatâs not the kind of intimacy I want to offer you here.
I think part of what makes this space excitingâŠfor me, and maybe for you too, is that itâs a little unpredictable. You donât know when Iâll reappear, or in what form. One day, it might be a cum shot photo or a shameless blowjob video; the next, itâs a story about my childhood, a movie review, food snaps, a reflection of human nuance or even, like now, a little piece on how Iâm feeling about things in my life currently.
There are people here who post like clockwork. At the same times each day, the same stories but in different packaging almost, the same conversations about the same things. And yeah maybe that works for them, because it creates routine, a brand almost? But I donât want to become thatI donât want be predictable and easy to read. I want to be a mysterious, ( thatâs cringe but you know what I mean ) but also an incredibly open person you can be exited to see pop up. Not expect to see. Yeah, maybe that makes me unreliable. Maybe even untrustworthy. I donât know. But I do know that I need to tailor this space to me. Because if this stops feeling fun, if I start showing up just because I donât want to let you lot down, then itâs no longer desire Iâm offering. Itâs obligation. And thatâs the quickest way to kill anything worth keeping alive.
peace out lit.
Individuality, is a lost art. Routine is mundane, robotic even. You'd be surprised how many interesting things you can learn from a person just by asking the real life questions.