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Bamagan said:
You may have accidentally hit the "toggle BB code" button. It looks like a pair of brackets [ ] and is on the far right of the expanded menu (although I'm not on my phone, so the mobile layout might be slightly different). I guess click on the three dots until you find it and make sure it's toggled off.
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Oh MY I COULD KISS YOU, everywhere. God damn. I thought for a moment I had been blocked from posting. Now THAT would have been a dark and sad day for lit đŸ€Ł
 
SpicyBean99 said:
Oh MY I COULD KISS YOU, everywhere. God damn. I thought for a moment I had been blocked from posting. Now THAT would have been a dark and sad day for lit đŸ€Ł
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You're welcome. The show must go on, as they say. Cheers.
 
PageWriter2 said:
Individuality, is a lost art. Routine is mundane, robotic even. You'd be surprised how many interesting things you can learn from a person just by asking the real life questions.
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Yep. In a world obsessed with perfection, efficiency and surface level connections genuine individuality is super hard to find. I think we’re all of course beautifully unique, and people do still have individuality, but they’re just scared to show it in a world that rewards sameness. Everyone’s trying to fit into some polished version of “normal,” which makes real curiosity feel rare. But I agree with you, when real questions are asked and honest answers are given, you’ll either get a wall or a window. And when it’s a window? That’s where all the magic is.

This has given me an idea
 we should do a quick fire round of questions. I write a list
 you guys pick from the questions and I’ll answer them all with 100% honesty. No question out of bounds either 😍
 
SpicyBean99 said:
Hey People of Lit đŸ–€

A little ramble. Since I often get messages telling me how much you enjoy reading my longer thread posts!
. If you don’t enjoy bean thought ramble this won’t be for you
. 😏

It is probably time I address the fact that I’m most definitely the undisputed queen of the Irish exit. One min I’m posting, replying, flashing you something filthy
 and then, poof. Gone. I am sorry for that. A little explanation maybe?

When I first joined this space, I saw people posting every single day. It made me feel like I had to do the same, like if I wasn’t constantly present, I was letting someone (you lovely lot) down. But truth is, I have a whole life beyond what I post here. We all do. A messy, unpredictable, sometimes boring, sometimes fucking brilliant life that doesn’t involve being glued to my screen. In regards to my phone and I
. It’s a complicated relationship. I’m not a big texter. Never have been.

I kinda freaking hate how we’re “expected” to be instantly accessible at all times just because of two little blue ticks. We’ve reached this strange point in humanity where, just because we can be reached at all times, people assume we should be. A message sent becomes a ticking timer and a delay in response turns into an unspoken offence. People get really up in arms over a delay in response. But we weren’t built for constant availability, that’s absurd!

Now to touch on the pictures and videos I post
 yes, I love posting it. I love teasing, I love sharing, I love hearing your feedback I love knowing when I’ve made you hard or when you’ve cum over my pictures. It gives me DRIVE to post more. But I do sometimes wonder if you’re getting bored seeing my body, like when you’ve been sleeping with the same person for ages and suddenly you know exactly when they’ll touch you, how they’ll moan, what position they’ll flip you into next, how long they’ll go down on you, where they’re going to cum
. So just like in bed, me posting images
. exposure can become routine, even the most enticing body can lose its edge.

That’s not the kind of intimacy I want to offer you here.

I think part of what makes this space exciting
for me, and maybe for you too, is that it’s a little unpredictable. You don’t know when I’ll reappear, or in what form. One day, it might be a cum shot photo or a shameless blowjob video; the next, it’s a story about my childhood, a movie review, food snaps, a reflection of human nuance or even, like now, a little piece on how I’m feeling about things in my life currently.

There are people here who post like clockwork. At the same times each day, the same stories but in different packaging almost, the same conversations about the same things. And yeah maybe that works for them, because it creates routine, a brand almost? But I don’t want to become that :( I don’t want be predictable and easy to read. I want to be a mysterious, ( that’s cringe but you know what I mean ) but also an incredibly open person you can be exited to see pop up. Not expect to see. Yeah, maybe that makes me unreliable. Maybe even untrustworthy. I don’t know. But I do know that I need to tailor this space to me. Because if this stops feeling fun, if I start showing up just because I don’t want to let you lot down, then it’s no longer desire I’m offering. It’s obligation. And that’s the quickest way to kill anything worth keeping alive. đŸ«¶đŸœ peace out lit.
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Fresh Beans are better then Canned Beans 😘
 
SpicyBean99 said:
When I try to add a quote to reply too
 it shows up like you can see in the attached :(

What’s happening :(
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I've found that attachments seem to work just fine for DMs, so feel free to test that out with me, happy to provide feedback and IT support. I'm nice, its just how I am.
 
SpicyBean99 said:
Yep. In a world obsessed with perfection, efficiency and surface level connections genuine individuality is super hard to find. I think we’re all of course beautifully unique, and people do still have individuality, but they’re just scared to show it in a world that rewards sameness. Everyone’s trying to fit into some polished version of “normal,” which makes real curiosity feel rare. But I agree with you, when real questions are asked and honest answers are given, you’ll either get a wall or a window. And when it’s a window? That’s where all the magic is.

This has given me an idea
 we should do a quick fire round of questions. I write a list
 you guys pick from the questions and I’ll answer them all with 100% honesty. No question out of bounds either 😍
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The questions is an amazing way for people to get to know you better
I’m interested to see the list of questions that you come up with 😏 I’m sure you’ll end up answering them all and everyone gets a look through the beautiful window of Bean x
 
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SpicyBean99 said:
Hey People of Lit đŸ–€

A little ramble. Since I often get messages telling me how much you enjoy reading my longer thread posts!
. If you don’t enjoy bean thought ramble this won’t be for you
. 😏

It is probably time I address the fact that I’m most definitely the undisputed queen of the Irish exit. One min I’m posting, replying, flashing you something filthy
 and then, poof. Gone. I am sorry for that. A little explanation maybe?

When I first joined this space, I saw people posting every single day. It made me feel like I had to do the same, like if I wasn’t constantly present, I was letting someone (you lovely lot) down. But truth is, I have a whole life beyond what I post here. We all do. A messy, unpredictable, sometimes boring, sometimes fucking brilliant life that doesn’t involve being glued to my screen. In regards to my phone and I
. It’s a complicated relationship. I’m not a big texter. Never have been.

I kinda freaking hate how we’re “expected” to be instantly accessible at all times just because of two little blue ticks. We’ve reached this strange point in humanity where, just because we can be reached at all times, people assume we should be. A message sent becomes a ticking timer and a delay in response turns into an unspoken offence. People get really up in arms over a delay in response. But we weren’t built for constant availability, that’s absurd!

Now to touch on the pictures and videos I post
 yes, I love posting it. I love teasing, I love sharing, I love hearing your feedback I love knowing when I’ve made you hard or when you’ve cum over my pictures. It gives me DRIVE to post more. But I do sometimes wonder if you’re getting bored seeing my body, like when you’ve been sleeping with the same person for ages and suddenly you know exactly when they’ll touch you, how they’ll moan, what position they’ll flip you into next, how long they’ll go down on you, where they’re going to cum
. So just like in bed, me posting images
. exposure can become routine, even the most enticing body can lose its edge.

That’s not the kind of intimacy I want to offer you here.

I think part of what makes this space exciting
for me, and maybe for you too, is that it’s a little unpredictable. You don’t know when I’ll reappear, or in what form. One day, it might be a cum shot photo or a shameless blowjob video; the next, it’s a story about my childhood, a movie review, food snaps, a reflection of human nuance or even, like now, a little piece on how I’m feeling about things in my life currently.

There are people here who post like clockwork. At the same times each day, the same stories but in different packaging almost, the same conversations about the same things. And yeah maybe that works for them, because it creates routine, a brand almost? But I don’t want to become that :( I don’t want be predictable and easy to read. I want to be a mysterious, ( that’s cringe but you know what I mean ) but also an incredibly open person you can be exited to see pop up. Not expect to see. Yeah, maybe that makes me unreliable. Maybe even untrustworthy. I don’t know. But I do know that I need to tailor this space to me. Because if this stops feeling fun, if I start showing up just because I don’t want to let you lot down, then it’s no longer desire I’m offering. It’s obligation. And that’s the quickest way to kill anything worth keeping alive. đŸ«¶đŸœ peace out lit.
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I love that we get so many facets of your personality, its fun, but also feels like were getting to know someone. The pics are sensational, but they don't add up to much if you don't feel some connection with the person in them. It's nice that uou share your other interests, food films etc. Makes every post something different :)
 
SpicyBean99 said:
Yep. In a world obsessed with perfection, efficiency and surface level connections genuine individuality is super hard to find. I think we’re all of course beautifully unique, and people do still have individuality, but they’re just scared to show it in a world that rewards sameness. Everyone’s trying to fit into some polished version of “normal,” which makes real curiosity feel rare. But I agree with you, when real questions are asked and honest answers are given, you’ll either get a wall or a window. And when it’s a window? That’s where all the magic is.

This has given me an idea
 we should do a quick fire round of questions. I write a list
 you guys pick from the questions and I’ll answer them all with 100% honesty. No question out of bounds either 😍
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All access with SpicyBean
 
ChasBozwell30 said:
I love that we get so many facets of your personality, its fun, but also feels like were getting to know someone. The pics are sensational, but they don't add up to much if you don't feel some connection with the person in them. It's nice that uou share your other interests, food films etc. Makes every post something different :)
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Agreed, pretty pictures are nice, but if there’s nothing else behind them then it’s practically just window dressing. I love that you’re actually curious about the person behind the posts since sharing parts of my lil world with you guys is my way of saying, “Hey, there’s a brain (and a tiny bit of spicy chaos) behind the naked pics.” I am SUPER glad you’re enjoying the layers
 I have a few more up my sleeve. 😉
 
devilsanus said:
I've found that attachments seem to work just fine for DMs, so feel free to test that out with me, happy to provide feedback and IT support. I'm nice, its just how I am.
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desperado1089 said:
^^This dude might as well have "Ulterior motives" tattooed across his forehead.

Can't blame him tbh
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@devilsanus - awww :love: you’re nice? That’s funny because I seem to confuse “nice” with strategically available for IT support when boobs and butts are involved. But hey, I admire the dedication to customer service. (*she said sarcastically.) ;)
 
SpicyBean99 said:
@devilsanus - awww :love: you’re nice? That’s funny because I seem to confuse “nice” with strategically available for IT support when boobs and butts are involved. But hey, I admire the dedication to customer service. (*she said sarcastically.) ;)
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Foiled again! Awww shucks!!!
 
đŸŒ¶ïžSPICY QUESTIONS đŸŒ¶ïž
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Here’s a list of spicy questions you can choose from. Pick one. Pick two. Just leave enough for others to play with too. And if there’s something you’ve been itching to ask me that isn’t on the list? Now’s your chance! Some of you already know me a little better than others but that doesn’t mean you can’t participate. This is simply for those of you who are interested in peeling back the layers of my mind, not just my panties. 😏 I’m dying to see what you’re really curious about.

In fact, I’d like you to throw in your own questions too because suprisingly it was hard coming up with questions for 
 myself ? Maybe some of you want to answer the questions about yourselves too! Just a big old get to know each other session? đŸ˜đŸ«¶đŸœ

1. What’s one thing that makes me feel instantly safe?
2. What’s my worst habit that I secretly love too much to quit?
3. If I let you into my bedroom, what’s the first thing you’d notice?
4. Have I ever touched myself thinking about someone I shouldn’t?
5. What’s something I’d beg you to say to me in the middle of being fucked?
6. What was my first real heartbreak like? Do I still think about them?
7. What’s something small that instantly irritates me?
8. What’s a hill I would absolutely die on, no matter how petty?
9. What’s a really basic thing that will never fail to make me happy?
10. What’s my biggest red flag that I am entirely aware of?
11. What kind of porn do I watch?
12. How often do I masturbate?
13. What is my type?
14. Do I like being humiliated?
15. How many siblings do I have?
16. What’s my weirdest kink?
17. What book am I going to read next?
18. What’s something I pretend not to care about?
19. What do I need during sex that I never really ask for?
20. What is my biggest fear (fears).
21. What’s something I buy too much off but never regret?
22. Am I more of a show up late or leave early kinda girl when it comes to social events?
23. My favourite compliment.
24. What’s my secret talent?
25. Where do see myself living if not in the UK?
26. What is my worst personality trait.
27. Favourite movie/series and why.
28. Who knows me best?
29. Whose opinion do you care most about?
30. What is one question you wish people would ask you less?

You can only click these if you ask me a question, or answer one yourselves. Okay? No cheating
.

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SpicyBean99 said:
đŸŒ¶ïžSPICY QUESTIONS đŸŒ¶ïž
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Here’s a list of spicy questions you can choose from. Pick one. Pick two. Just leave enough for others to play with too. And if there’s something you’ve been itching to ask me that isn’t on the list? Now’s your chance! Some of you already know me a little better than others but that doesn’t mean you can’t participate. This is simply for those of you who are interested in peeling back the layers of my mind, not just my panties. 😏 I’m dying to see what you’re really curious about.

In fact, I’d like you to throw in your own questions too because suprisingly it was hard coming up with questions for 
 myself ? Maybe some of you want to answer the questions about yourselves too! Just a big old get to know each other session? đŸ˜đŸ«¶đŸœ

1. What’s one thing that makes me feel instantly safe?
2. What’s my worst habit that I secretly love too much to quit?
3. If I let you into my bedroom, what’s the first thing you’d notice?
4. Have I ever touched myself thinking about someone I shouldn’t?
5. What’s something I’d beg you to say to me in the middle of being fucked?
6. What was my first real heartbreak like? Do I still think about them?
7. What’s something small that instantly irritates me?
8. What’s a hill I would absolutely die on, no matter how petty?
9. What’s a really basic thing that will never fail to make me happy?
10. What’s my biggest red flag that I am entirely aware of?
11. What kind of porn do I watch?
12. How often do I masturbate?
13. What is my type?
14. Do I like being humiliated?
15. How many siblings do I have?
16. What’s my weirdest kink?
17. What book am I going to read next?
18. What’s something I pretend not to care about?
19. What do I need during sex that I never really ask for?
20. What is my biggest fear (fears).
21. What’s something I buy too much off but never regret?
22. Am I more of a show up late or leave early kinda girl when it comes to social events?
23. My favourite compliment.
24. What’s my secret talent?
25. Where do see myself living if not in the UK?
26. What is my worst personality trait.
27. Favourite movie/series and why.
28. Who knows me best?
29. Whose opinion do you care most about?
30. What is one question you wish people would ask you less?

You can only click these if you ask me a question, or answer one yourselves. Okay? No cheating
.

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I’m going to have to go with question 5 to see if it’s the same as what I’m thinking it is 👀 also would it be different than what you might beg someone else to say?

You’re welcome to ask one in return
x
 
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SpicyBean99 said:
đŸŒ¶ïžSPICY QUESTIONS đŸŒ¶ïž
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Here’s a list of spicy questions you can choose from. Pick one. Pick two. Just leave enough for others to play with too. And if there’s something you’ve been itching to ask me that isn’t on the list? Now’s your chance! Some of you already know me a little better than others but that doesn’t mean you can’t participate. This is simply for those of you who are interested in peeling back the layers of my mind, not just my panties. 😏 I’m dying to see what you’re really curious about.

In fact, I’d like you to throw in your own questions too because suprisingly it was hard coming up with questions for 
 myself ? Maybe some of you want to answer the questions about yourselves too! Just a big old get to know each other session? đŸ˜đŸ«¶đŸœ

1. What’s one thing that makes me feel instantly safe?
2. What’s my worst habit that I secretly love too much to quit?
3. If I let you into my bedroom, what’s the first thing you’d notice?
4. Have I ever touched myself thinking about someone I shouldn’t?
5. What’s something I’d beg you to say to me in the middle of being fucked?
6. What was my first real heartbreak like? Do I still think about them?
7. What’s something small that instantly irritates me?
8. What’s a hill I would absolutely die on, no matter how petty?
9. What’s a really basic thing that will never fail to make me happy?
10. What’s my biggest red flag that I am entirely aware of?
11. What kind of porn do I watch?
12. How often do I masturbate?
13. What is my type?
14. Do I like being humiliated?
15. How many siblings do I have?
16. What’s my weirdest kink?
17. What book am I going to read next?
18. What’s something I pretend not to care about?
19. What do I need during sex that I never really ask for?
20. What is my biggest fear (fears).
21. What’s something I buy too much off but never regret?
22. Am I more of a show up late or leave early kinda girl when it comes to social events?
23. My favourite compliment.
24. What’s my secret talent?
25. Where do see myself living if not in the UK?
26. What is my worst personality trait.
27. Favourite movie/series and why.
28. Who knows me best?
29. Whose opinion do you care most about?
30. What is one question you wish people would ask you less?

You can only click these if you ask me a question, or answer one yourselves. Okay? No cheating
.

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9 and 10.
 
SpicyBean99 said:
đŸŒ¶ïžSPICY QUESTIONS đŸŒ¶ïž
View attachment 2554859​
Here’s a list of spicy questions you can choose from. Pick one. Pick two. Just leave enough for others to play with too. And if there’s something you’ve been itching to ask me that isn’t on the list? Now’s your chance! Some of you already know me a little better than others but that doesn’t mean you can’t participate. This is simply for those of you who are interested in peeling back the layers of my mind, not just my panties. 😏 I’m dying to see what you’re really curious about.

In fact, I’d like you to throw in your own questions too because suprisingly it was hard coming up with questions for 
 myself ? Maybe some of you want to answer the questions about yourselves too! Just a big old get to know each other session? đŸ˜đŸ«¶đŸœ

1. What’s one thing that makes me feel instantly safe?
2. What’s my worst habit that I secretly love too much to quit?
3. If I let you into my bedroom, what’s the first thing you’d notice?
4. Have I ever touched myself thinking about someone I shouldn’t?
5. What’s something I’d beg you to say to me in the middle of being fucked?
6. What was my first real heartbreak like? Do I still think about them?
7. What’s something small that instantly irritates me?
8. What’s a hill I would absolutely die on, no matter how petty?
9. What’s a really basic thing that will never fail to make me happy?
10. What’s my biggest red flag that I am entirely aware of?
11. What kind of porn do I watch?
12. How often do I masturbate?
13. What is my type?
14. Do I like being humiliated?
15. How many siblings do I have?
16. What’s my weirdest kink?
17. What book am I going to read next?
18. What’s something I pretend not to care about?
19. What do I need during sex that I never really ask for?
20. What is my biggest fear (fears).
21. What’s something I buy too much off but never regret?
22. Am I more of a show up late or leave early kinda girl when it comes to social events?
23. My favourite compliment.
24. What’s my secret talent?
25. Where do see myself living if not in the UK?
26. What is my worst personality trait.
27. Favourite movie/series and why.
28. Who knows me best?
29. Whose opinion do you care most about?
30. What is one question you wish people would ask you less?

You can only click these if you ask me a question, or answer one yourselves. Okay? No cheating
.

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SpicyBean99 said:
đŸŒ¶ïžSPICY QUESTIONS đŸŒ¶ïž
View attachment 2554859​
Here’s a list of spicy questions you can choose from. Pick one. Pick two. Just leave enough for others to play with too. And if there’s something you’ve been itching to ask me that isn’t on the list? Now’s your chance! Some of you already know me a little better than others but that doesn’t mean you can’t participate. This is simply for those of you who are interested in peeling back the layers of my mind, not just my panties. 😏 I’m dying to see what you’re really curious about.

In fact, I’d like you to throw in your own questions too because suprisingly it was hard coming up with questions for 
 myself ? Maybe some of you want to answer the questions about yourselves too! Just a big old get to know each other session? đŸ˜đŸ«¶đŸœ

1. What’s one thing that makes me feel instantly safe?
2. What’s my worst habit that I secretly love too much to quit?
3. If I let you into my bedroom, what’s the first thing you’d notice?
4. Have I ever touched myself thinking about someone I shouldn’t?
5. What’s something I’d beg you to say to me in the middle of being fucked?
6. What was my first real heartbreak like? Do I still think about them?
7. What’s something small that instantly irritates me?
8. What’s a hill I would absolutely die on, no matter how petty?
9. What’s a really basic thing that will never fail to make me happy?
10. What’s my biggest red flag that I am entirely aware of?
11. What kind of porn do I watch?
12. How often do I masturbate?
13. What is my type?
14. Do I like being humiliated?
15. How many siblings do I have?
16. What’s my weirdest kink?
17. What book am I going to read next?
18. What’s something I pretend not to care about?
19. What do I need during sex that I never really ask for?
20. What is my biggest fear (fears).
21. What’s something I buy too much off but never regret?
22. Am I more of a show up late or leave early kinda girl when it comes to social events?
23. My favourite compliment.
24. What’s my secret talent?
25. Where do see myself living if not in the UK?
26. What is my worst personality trait.
27. Favourite movie/series and why.
28. Who knows me best?
29. Whose opinion do you care most about?
30. What is one question you wish people would ask you less?

You can only click these if you ask me a question, or answer one yourselves. Okay? No cheating
.

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Why, @SpicyBean99, I'm oh, so curious about question 17! What book are you going to read next?

Book lists are like windows into people's souls: they reveal who people are wanting to become, and if you pay attention you can work backwards to know who they are now and who they were in the past. I'm going to start Robert Greene's "The 48 Rules of Power" in a day or two myself...

Cross my heart and promise, there was no cheating with this pictures...but damn, was I tempted.
 
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Switchem15 said:
I’m going to have to go with question 5 to see if it’s the same as what I’m thinking it is 👀 also would it be different than what you might beg someone else to say?

You’re welcome to ask one in return
x
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QUESTION 5

There’s a few I think:

Innocent (ish) : “are you a good girl?”/ “my good girl
” ( any variation of this works. ) “ I love how your pussy feels wrapped around my cock” “never get tired of touching you.”

Dirty: “take daddy’s dick like a good little cum slut.” (And anything alone those lines)

I do have to preface this by saying most people get dirty talk SO wrong and it can come out so cringeyyyyy 😑😑 I have had people whisper things they’ve assumed are hot as balls in my ear and it’s physically made me dry up. 😆 for example: “you like it when I stretch your little hole.”
 made me heave.
 
SpicyBean99 said:
QUESTION 5

There’s a few I think:

Innocent (ish) : “are you a good girl?”/ “my good girl
” ( any variation of this works. ) “ I love how your pussy feels wrapped around my cock” “never get tired of touching you.”

Dirty: “take daddy’s dick like a good little cum slut.” (And anything alone those lines)

I do have to preface this by saying most people get dirty talk SO wrong and it can come out so cringeyyyyy 😑😑 I have had people whisper things they’ve assumed are hot as balls in my ear and it’s physically made me dry up. 😆 for example: “you like it when I stretch your little hole.”
 made me heave.
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Well I’m glad I know you as well as I thought I do based off of those đŸ˜đŸ„”

The dirty one sounds particularly familiar 😏
 
desperado1089 said:
9 and 10.
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QUESTION 9 & 10

9. I have a few basic things that make me incredibly happy so I’ll list as many as I can think off. Hearing Jaqueline Du Pre play Elgars Concerto. Buldak noodles (the xx spicy ones) with Itsu chicken dumplings with chilli crisp. My cats. Harry Potter movie binge watches. Stranger things (the series), D&D nights with my friends. Crocheting with my sister. The sunset over the field behind my house. The smell of grass when it’s just rained. Lighting a candle after tidying. The smell of something you’ve just cooked wafting through the house. Good guitar solos. Driving with the windows down and blasting music
..

10. I’m defensive and jump to conclusions. Quickly.
Say something about a group of people I think are vulnerable, and I’ll argue/debate with you until I’m blue in the face. I can’t help it, since I grew up with what felt like, no voice. I was everybody’s doormat. Bullied, overlooked, made to feel small by adults and peers. I didn’t really find my backbone until my twenties, and by then I was having to learn to calm down rather than speak up. I’m not so bad anymore, but still, I occasionally see injustice, where there might only be misunderstanding. I don’t always wait to listen and I react
.that’s a red flag. I’ve been told I’m fiery and unpredictable which are also red flags. I’m also unreliable. I flake. I disappear. There are days, weeks even, sometimes when the world feels like too much. (Bearing all on the internet here Bean well done). A few years ago, I didn’t leave my flat for six months. Didn’t reply to texts. Ignored calls. It was a BAD time. I don’t think I ever fully recovered from that. I think that makes me a bad friend sometimes. A bad daughter. A bad person, maybe. But I’ve learned not to hate myself for surviving the only way I knew and know how. But it’s still a red flag to people who don’t know me, or get the time to know me.

Another red flag is: I love men who are dominant and in charge. Sometimes this lands me in situations with not so nice people. But I can’t help this 😉
 
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