Being watched while used like a slut

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I have this crazy kink of being watched when someone or a group of men fuck me like a cheap slut. I guess this became one of my kinks after watching porn or really to say the BTS of porn, where I realised the girls were getting fucked in front of a camera which is being held by one or many (if there are multiple cameras) and there is a crew working behind the camera which also gets to watch the girl getting fucked hard, cumming, orgasming and asking them to stop when she can take no more. Even in some scenes I've noticed where the girls ask for help, but they keep fucking her saying she just has to hold on for a little while longer (I guess it was a gangbang scene where the girl asks for water which seemed like she needed a break, and the black guys kept fucking her hard saying another guy will go and get her water).

When I process these scenes with my imagination I end up getting the desire to be watched as I am being used restless and pounded hard by a group of people when others watch and enjoy it or support the guys to go harder or show me what they can do to me.

I am a person who doesn't support violence against woman or even man. I don't want others to get hurt. But looking at these scenes from porn, is it bad for me to have a desire to get used roughly in front of a crowd. Is this normal for any woman to have this desire, or should I be worried about my mental health.

I do share my kinky desires to my friends and few have said they have the same desire, but I've never had the courage to say that I want to be used like a piece of meat by bunch of guys who can fuck the shit out of me.

Can someone share your opinion on this and say if these desires are normal for anyone to have. Or should it think of it in another way that it happens only in porn, and there is no way any normal girl will go through this in real life.
 
I had the opportunity to be watched having sex with my wife once by several men and it made me do her harder and she seemed to like it in that situation
That's exactly what I want to know. The emotion when we know we are being watched, is so embarrassing and also a bit of a turn on when I imagine it. But it also helps to get out slutty side out and makes us go wild, doesn't it.

So is it normal for people to have this desire?

How was your wife when she knew she was being watched by many guys? Did she regret it later
 
So do you mean it is possible for a girl to experience it in real life. Thought it was always over exaggerated in porn and a bit more extreme.
If you look in the right places there are a lot of swingers around. At clubs and parties, there is a lot of opportunity to watch or be watched. Not a hard fantasy to fulfill for a woman. Just get a few like minded friends together.
 
If you look in the right places there are a lot of swingers around. At clubs and parties, there is a lot of opportunity to watch or be watched. Not a hard fantasy to fulfill for a woman. Just get a few like minded friends together.
I've always been open to talk about these kinks if mine. But never had the courage to ask men or even tell my bf that I want to get fucked hard in front of a crowd. I think it's the most difficult part of getting someone whom you can trust to help get your desires fulfilled.

But thanks for making me realise it is not a crazy desire for us to have.
 
I just happened to luck into a group but I understand there are many clubs that cater to the swinger lifestyle as well as resorts and even cruises.
We discussed being "adventurous " when we planned a trip to Greece. The plan got changed, and we never did as we planned. 😕
 
I have this crazy kink of being watched when someone or a group of men fuck me like a cheap slut. I guess this became one of my kinks after watching porn or really to say the BTS of porn, where I realised the girls were getting fucked in front of a camera which is being held by one or many (if there are multiple cameras) and there is a crew working behind the camera which also gets to watch the girl getting fucked hard, cumming, orgasming and asking them to stop when she can take no more. Even in some scenes I've noticed where the girls ask for help, but they keep fucking her saying she just has to hold on for a little while longer (I guess it was a gangbang scene where the girl asks for water which seemed like she needed a break, and the black guys kept fucking her hard saying another guy will go and get her water).

When I process these scenes with my imagination I end up getting the desire to be watched as I am being used restless and pounded hard by a group of people when others watch and enjoy it or support the guys to go harder or show me what they can do to me.

I am a person who doesn't support violence against woman or even man. I don't want others to get hurt. But looking at these scenes from porn, is it bad for me to have a desire to get used roughly in front of a crowd. Is this normal for any woman to have this desire, or should I be worried about my mental health.

I do share my kinky desires to my friends and few have said they have the same desire, but I've never had the courage to say that I want to be used like a piece of meat by bunch of guys who can fuck the shit out of me.

Can someone share your opinion on this and say if these desires are normal for anyone to have. Or should it think of it in another way that it happens only in porn, and there is no way any normal girl will go through this in real life.
Same girl
 
What kind of group is that. Is there any way to search for such groups in the internet it safely find the people who would plan such
It is a swinger group and you would not find most private groups on the internet. There are clubs that cater to the lifestyle as well as resorts and cruises. Perhaps going to a club and meeting some of the people there might lead to invites to private gatherings. In my case, I was dating a guy who was in the swinger group so he took me to a party and introduced me to people.
 
I had the opportunity to be watched having sex with my wife once by several men and it made me do her harder and she seemed to like it in that situation
I love this! My late wife called me her slut. She knew I was hers to do with as she pleased, when and where she pleased. I wanted to be watched. I wanted us to be watched, with her help. She was willing to talk with me about and she knew I would do anything she wanted. As open minded as she was, I was never able to get her to go through with it.
 
That's exactly what I want to know. The emotion when we know we are being watched, is so embarrassing and also a bit of a turn on when I imagine it. But it also helps to get out slutty side out and makes us go wild, doesn't it.

So is it normal for people to have this desire?

How was your wife when she knew she was being watched by many guys? Did she regret it later
That's exactly what I want to know. The emotion when we know we are being watched, is so embarrassing and also a bit of a turn on when I imagine it. But it also helps to get out slutty side out and makes us go wild, doesn't it.

So is it normal for people to have this desire?

How was your wife when she knew she was being watched by many guys? Did she regret it later
She seemed a little embarassed but told me she got so hot that she didn’t care where or who was watching,and that she just wanted fucked at that point
 
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