Bi-curious? In the closet? Unsure…

[dougy2018]

Just reading through some of these comments, I can relate relate to them but unlike most of these comments I took my lifestyle to the next level.

When I was 15 I experienced having sex with a girl, which I enjoyed and also at age 15 I sucked my first cock. I loved it immediately.

Hence, I spent 35 years switching between women and men. I had a number of hot girlfriends and I got married and had a daughter. But, during my marriage I had a married bi boyfriend on the side. Since we lived 500 miles away, it was an on and off affair.

But in my late 40’s as my wife grew less and less interested in sex, I had a brief encounter with a woman, but honestly it was filled with too much drama and danger, plus when alone I started reading gay magazines and watching gay porn. I quickly discovered my desire for cock was growing. When on business trips I would start visiting that city’s gay villages. I would visit gay sex stores and buy gay sex toys. And I would use those toys on my ass….I discovered I was a submissive bottom.

After years of going online and using gay cruise phone lines, I finally decided I needed to get real cock. I went to a popular Vancouver gay bar known for older bears….there a 74 year experience gay man bought me a drink…within an hour we were taking a shower in my hotel room and he proceeded to fuck me with his fat cock.

That week in Vancouver I slept with three other men. From that week forward I knew my life changed. I’m now 64, gay and single and loving who I am. It wasn’t an easy ride getting here, but now I live an honest life. When I think back With clarity, I think I knew at age 12 or 13 I was gay. But, social norms told me I was a bad person to think that way….so I followed….not any more!

WOW good for you!!!!!

 

[Bi_Guy50]

What would be amazing is having a neighbor or buddy to play with

Absolutely!

 

[cfman2024]

I’m a married male, only been with women. I still find women sexy and desirable, and I can still perform with my wife. But when I’m alone, all I think of is men and cock. I’ve almost exclusively jerked to gay fantasies and gay porn for years now. I never feel more alive and sexual than when I’m able to embrace this side of me. I’ve struggled at times trying to understand if I’m bi-curious, bi, or maybe one male sexual experience away from coming out of the closet. Ultimately I guess it doesn’t matter, I’m comfortable with my desires. But just curious to hear from anyone with similar feelings or insight. Cheers

I feel the same, and look forward to the next time when I can please a man. Thank you, sir.

 

[MacBos]

Same here

 

[Litme2]

Fill me with it

Fill me with it

Where in SW, Michigan. I'd like to meet

 

[Bioldermwm]

Mwm 60.5'10 205 6.5cut curious to explore with married men or couples. North Nashville

 

[vvbim]

I’m a married male, only been with women. I still find women sexy and desirable, and I can still perform with my wife. But when I’m alone, all I think of is men and cock. I’ve almost exclusively jerked to gay fantasies and gay porn for years now. I never feel more alive and sexual than when I’m able to embrace this side of me. I’ve struggled at times trying to understand if I’m bi-curious, bi, or maybe one male sexual experience away from coming out of the closet. Ultimately I guess it doesn’t matter, I’m comfortable with my desires. But just curious to hear from anyone with similar feelings or insight. Cheers

Welcome to the club of frustrated cock craving married men

 

[vvbim]

I’m a bi guy, just hit the big 60, and for the past seven years I have enjoyed the occasional male male liason. I find it interesting that I enjoy being the same easygoing dominant guy with men as I do with women. Some guys seem to enjoy being alpha in public and with women, but love being submissive with another guy…

All things sexual fascinate me.
When you fantasize about a gay encounter, what role are you in, or is it just hot sweaty sex with cocks and cum flying everywhere…

In my fantasies, I'm always in the receiving end of " hot sweaty sex with cocks and cum flying everywhere"
I love dominant men

 

[CousinB]

I can relate to so many of these comments, for years I was married, then I became bi curious, then staring have bi experiences, now at 64, I am completely gay.

When I think back, I was most likely gay right from the beginning. I ate my first pussy at 16 and I sucked my first cock at 16 too.

As I got older, my interest in men and their cocks got only stronger and stronger. In my late 40’s I started to cruise for men. In my 50’s I started having gay relationships while still married. In my late 50’s I came out to my wife that I was gay. She wasn’t surprised.

Now at 64, I truly love men and their bodies and their attitude. I am finally comfortable in my own skin. I love cock!

 

[write_or_wrong]

I can relate to so many of these comments, for years I was married, then I became bi curious, then staring have bi experiences, now at 64, I am completely gay.

When I think back, I was most likely gay right from the beginning. I ate my first pussy at 16 and I sucked my first cock at 16 too.

As I got older, my interest in men and their cocks got only stronger and stronger. In my late 40’s I started to cruise for men. In my 50’s I started having gay relationships while still married. In my late 50’s I came out to my wife that I was gay. She wasn’t surprised.

Now at 64, I truly love men and their bodies and their attitude. I am finally comfortable in my own skin. I love cock!

Nicely stated. You speak for many of us.

 

[Litme2]

This sounds all too familiar

What city are you in?

 

[Curiousewa]

I’m a married male, only been with women. I still find women sexy and desirable, and I can still perform with my wife. But when I’m alone, all I think of is men and cock. I’ve almost exclusively jerked to gay fantasies and gay porn for years now. I never feel more alive and sexual than when I’m able to embrace this side of me. I’ve struggled at times trying to understand if I’m bi-curious, bi, or maybe one male sexual experience away from coming out of the closet. Ultimately I guess it doesn’t matter, I’m comfortable with my desires. But just curious to hear from anyone with similar feelings or insight. Cheers

I can totally relate to your position. I am also married, very happily. I have bi/gay sexual fantasies but have absolutely no experience with MM sexual encounters. I do fantasize about getting together with another guy for mutual pleasurs. My greatest fantasy is to spread my legs for a hot guy and take his dick in my ass. I would want him to fuck me bareback and cum deep in my ass. Then, I would love to return the favor. My problem is that I will not cheat on my wife. So I guess it will always be just a fantasy!

 

[mikurt]

I’m a married male, only been with women. I still find women sexy and desirable, and I can still perform with my wife. But when I’m alone, all I think of is men and cock. I’ve almost exclusively jerked to gay fantasies and gay porn for years now. I never feel more alive and sexual than when I’m able to embrace this side of me. I’ve struggled at times trying to understand if I’m bi-curious, bi, or maybe one male sexual experience away from coming out of the closet. Ultimately I guess it doesn’t matter, I’m comfortable with my desires. But just curious to hear from anyone with similar feelings or insight. Cheers

This describes me perfectly! 45 muscular bi wm. Still very sexually active with women but when alone and stroking, I’m almost exclusively thinking about gay sex. Nothing makes me hotter than chatting with other like-minded horny men here on Lit. I love opening up about my homosexual feelings and desires. So hot to just let myself go and give in to all these amazing feelings!

 

[mikurt]

I can totally relate to your position. I am also married, very happily. I have bi/gay sexual fantasies but have absolutely no experience with MM sexual encounters. I do fantasize about getting together with another guy for mutual pleasurs. My greatest fantasy is to spread my legs for a hot guy and take his dick in my ass. I would want him to fuck me bareback and cum deep in my ass. Then, I would love to return the favor. My problem is that I will not cheat on my wife. So I guess it will always be just a fantasy!

I totally know what you mean! Same here but also with oral! Would love to try taking a hot cock in my mouth and swallowing a load. I’ve been sucked on by guys in real life and it was soooo hot! Just not since marriage and never sucked one to completion myself.

 

[write_or_wrong]

I totally know what you mean! Same here but also with oral! Would love to try taking a hot cock in my mouth and swallowing a load. I’ve been sucked on by guys in real life and it was soooo hot! Just not since marriage and never sucked one to completion myself.

I used to be like many of you here, hugely attracted to women and all their glorious femininity, but somehow driven to men and their cocks. Then I finally tried it. I actually dated (think coffee, dinners, movies, etc. - not just sex) a couple of gay guys, with full disclosure about my uncertainty/curiosity, and discovered that I loved sucking dick - especially to completion. I felt such a sense of accomplishment at being able to give the ultimate pleasure to another man that I wanted more of that feeling. To be totally forthcoming, I didn't feel the romantic part but I did enjoy the fellowship aspect. Now, I realize that I simply enjoy giving pleasure, using whatever "port" my partner feels pleasure through. Sucking a cock is just as exciting as licking a pussy.

Please just try it.

 

[Curioussub1976]

I’m a married male, only been with women. I still find women sexy and desirable, and I can still perform with my wife. But when I’m alone, all I think of is men and cock. I’ve almost exclusively jerked to gay fantasies and gay porn for years now. I never feel more alive and sexual than when I’m able to embrace this side of me. I’ve struggled at times trying to understand if I’m bi-curious, bi, or maybe one male sexual experience away from coming out of the closet. Ultimately I guess it doesn’t matter, I’m comfortable with my desires. But just curious to hear from anyone with similar feelings or insight. Cheers

Hi. I'm david. Straight widowed man whose always had a secret submissive feminine side I've never shared with anyone. It's been my ultimate fantasy for as long as I can remember though. To be taken, dominated if you will but not cruel, sensually. Feminized made to remove all body hair and made to wear make up. Lingerie, heels, sexy dresses, etc. And taught to worship both men and women. Bdsm public display and performance groups BBC always huge parts of these fantasies. Ive been crossdressing for ever in secret. Only person that ever got to see me crossdress was my late wife b4 she passed. Unfortunately we has just begun to scratch the surface so that's as far as I ever got to sharing my naughty secret with another person.

 

[MaturemanAJ]

I

This sounds all too familiar

I get it, mwm 64 and still active with wife but occasionally get in the mood to be a submissive cocksucker to completion.
So difficult to find a playmate

 

[pushitnme]

No longer curious as I have been a sex partner with three men now. (I am ignoring happy endings from masseurs for this count). Definitely in the closet as my wife must never know. I am eager to enjoy more M2M but hate cheating on my wife.

Remembe...."It's only cheating if you penetrate a pussy" LOL
I actually killed my marriage years before trying to do the right thing and told her i cheatred. Nobody knew but me ....and I told her. I endured 1 decade of meanness before realizing I would never get anything more from her. "If the church will forgive me, why wont you? did not work!
Anyway, I really only stayed because of my 2 kids waiting for them to turn 18. I dont go out of my way telling anybody about my sexual wants, I will reveal that in the right setting.
Dont ever offer confessions to females...they will never understand the way a man will!

 

[pushitnme]

I

I get it, mwm 64 and still active with wife but occasionally get in the mood to be a submissive cocksucker to completion.
So difficult to find a playmate

I agree. I tend to chicken out with the ones who eagerly agree to meet....I have a straight older neighbor I was drinking with and spilled the beans that I want to suck his cock he wanted to snort crystal...so I got some thinking it would bring out his horniness. I should have just latched onto his cock then!...he was nice but we havnt spoke of it any further...I still hold hope he will get tired of jacking off and come look for me once the seed I planted in his head grows into his eagerness!
I jack off fantasize of being naked in his bed when he comes out of the shower...I expose I'm wearing womens tiny panties...We end up my legs on his shoulders usFrench kissing as he takes my ass and fucks me bareback and eventually fills me with hot cum! I cum like crazy with that fantasy...Ive got to write this down for him! Let him know I'm crazy for his cock.

 

[pushitnme]

It seems like most of these guys have been with a guy b4... I haven't but wanna. I'm 18, in KCMO

Pay attention to older men who hit you up with conversation! I'm pretty sure some have done just that with you butyou did not show any return eagerness. It is easy o dismiss as just a stranger wanting to make a comment!

 

[MaturemanAJ]

I agree. I tend to chicken out with the ones who eagerly agree to meet....I have a straight older neighbor I was drinking with and spilled the beans that I want to suck his cock he wanted to snort crystal...so I got some thinking it would bring out his horniness. I should have just latched onto his cock then!...he was nice but we havnt spoke of it any further...I still hold hope he will get tired of jacking off and come look for me once the seed I planted in his head grows into his eagerness!
I jack off fantasize of being naked in his bed when he comes out of the shower...I expose I'm wearing womens tiny panties...We end up my legs on his shoulders usFrench kissing as he takes my ass and fucks me bareback and eventually fills me with hot cum! I cum like crazy with that fantasy...Ive got to write this down for him! Let him know I'm crazy for his cock.

At this point I don't see myself sharing it with anyone. I have made it pretty obvious to the wife but she definitely has zero interest in having a bi husband.
I am pretty sure her bestie would talk her through it but I don't need the bullshit in my life.
So for at least now cheating it is.

 

[MaturemanAJ]

Pay attention to older men who hit you up with conversation! I'm pretty sure some have done just that with you butyou did not show any return eagerness. It is easy o dismiss as just a stranger wanting to make a comment!

I do have to start paying more attention in public. I am the type of person that goes say shopping and I am laser focused on getting what I came for and getting out as fast as possible not taking any time to just walk the store.
When I pay attention to it guys definitely look and smile but so do women so I disregard it as people just being nice.

 

[pushitnme]

hi guys hope all are well. i have been away for a few weeks, was sick for a solid 2 weeks then just away for another
week or so. but i'm back now.
feel free to PM me.
mwm, 56, bi curious though i went down on my friend when i was young.
married 23 years havn't had sex in 15 years.
you guys know the drill. Grin.
can't afford to hook up with a stranger via an app, but wish I had a trusted friend / neighbor to play with.
until that happens in real life i enjoy chatting on lit and if interested enjoy emailing on the outside.
so if your interested drop me a note.

I'm just outsidr (north) of Los Angeles and wold like to meet a man from here to have a regular thing with. I tend to get wild in my solo roll playing...Ther's a storage container on a university campus across the stret from my apartment..I have keys to it and late night have goe in it and stripped naked and used dildo on myseld and came crazy good! I fantasize a man will hide close by watching me while he jacks off...He will come blackmail me and Im forced (happily!) to suck him off =daily and maybe fuck my ass. (boy, I wish)
I know the schedule there and trhis container is way back away from campus it is impossible to get caught, damn it! It is full of hung up dry cleaned costumes for theatre stuff! Ive worn a few dresses and jacked off!!! hot!
If any man isn't put off by my craziness wants to join me doing this or Ill pay for a motel and we can really fuck like animals...let me know! I've got photos to trade before meeting.....

 

[pushitnme]

At this point I don't see myself sharing it with anyone. I have made it pretty obvious to the wife but she definitely has zero interest in having a bi husband.
I am pretty sure her bestie would talk her through it but I don't need the bullshit in my life.
So for at least now cheating it is.

If you mcome to Los /Angeles Ill give you all you need!

 

[pushitnme]

Oh yes, I had a million no shows. It's not easy but the site is good.

Cold feet is common amongst us who are virgin and unsure of ourselves!